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Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue's eyes were clear, she looked at me, and said softly: "Is it.. It's so good, it's good to hear Xiao Xiaoming say that."

"It's just that I can't accompany you directly, it's me who left."

Zheng Jiayue's sad words made me speechless for a while, I looked at her, and after a long while, I said again: "Eh, I started saying things like this again, it's nothing, it's not your reason, I asked you to leave, so... Nothing.."

Zheng Jiayue just smiled when she heard me say this, she didn't speak immediately, but looked at me and said again: "That's it.. Although I know that Xiao Xiaoming, you will definitely not blame me, but I still feel very bad..."

I really don't have anything, in fact, I regret it a little bit. I regret letting Zheng Jiayue leave, but what else can I do when things come to this? Is there any better way?

At this time, I shook my head again, and instead of continuing the topic, I said, "How about staying at my house tonight?

Zheng Jiayue nodded with a smile when she heard me say this, and said, "Okay, let's live in your house, but... Let's take a stroll around your neighborhood at night~ What are the fun places around here?"

I heard Zheng Jiayue say this and thought about it, but I still said truthfully: "There's nothing fun, it's just Joy City, do you still want to go shopping?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said, "No, didn't you just finish shopping in the mall yesterday? What about other places?"

Zheng Jiayue's words stopped me, to be honest, I didn't really walk around this neighborhood since I moved here, but I only met Yu Qian later, so I took a casual look around, but I didn't go far.

At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, shook my head and said, "I really don't know anything else, I haven't gone too far around here, just go there, go there, go to Joy City, and I haven't been there any farther.."

Zheng Jiayue was a little depressed when she heard me say this, she thought about it with her head borrowed, and suddenly seemed to think of something, looked at me and said, "Eh, is it? That's it, then I suddenly thought of it, Xiao Xiaoming, let's... Didn't you say you hadn't traveled far, and I was going to take you to explore."

I was slightly stunned when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, and after thinking about it, I said: "Okay, it's okay, you can do it if you think it's okay.. So, which way will it go?"

Zheng Jiayue thought about it, but still said: "Let's go ahead, I know how far away Joy City is... I don't think it's going to be too much fun."

Zheng Jiayue said so, I naturally agreed, anyway, there is nothing to do at home, it is better to go out with Zheng Jiayue, talk and talk while walking.

In this way, Zheng Jiayue and I rested at home for a while, and Zheng Jiayue still motioned for me to go out.

This little guy has just woken up, so he has the strength... And she didn't look hungry, so the two of us quickly went downstairs.

At this time, the sky has begun to get a little dark, and there are not many people on the street, because it is very cold, and the place where I live is not a lively place, and the people in this neighborhood are all in Joy City.

Zheng Jiayue and I walked out of the door of the community, Zheng Jiayue stood still and hesitated, but chose to go to the bar.

The two of us looked at me while walking, and asked, "Xiao Xiaoming, did you move here by yourself? You didn't have a job at the time, did you... ？”

I nodded and said, "Yes, speaking of which, I don't remember clearly, after graduation, the people in the dormitory went home, and I personally stayed in Beijing, wanting to find a job or something, otherwise I would inevitably feel unwilling to go home after graduation, and then..."

"The first thing must be to find a house, I didn't find any too suitable house at the time, and then I found one on it, and the landlord was very good after I came, and I asked for very little money, in fact, I was looking for someone to help take care of the house, so I stayed.."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue thought about it, but nodded and said, "Yes, it seems that Xiao Xiaoming, you were still quite confused when you graduated~"

I said, "Definitely, I didn't know what to do at the time, but then I just submitted my resume, and I came to you." ”

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded, and asked curiously, "Then you... How did you find it in the first place? But I remember."

"You were recommended by Sister Qian... Did I remember wrong? Did you not know her and accidentally submitted your resume to our company?"

Zheng Jiayue suddenly seemed to have a lot of questions, and indeed she didn't seem to know much about the things between me and Yu Qian before, and she didn't ask much.

I thought about it, but I still said: "This, it is indeed accidental, it can only be said to be a coincidence... It wasn't her who recommended me.."

Zheng Jiayue saw that I didn't plan to elaborate, she nodded, and said, "That's it, okay.. I saw you then... I thought you were a good bully, and I thought someone would finally work for me."

I spat out blood and said, "Eh, why do you have such an idea, besides, you didn't seem to be busy at the beginning, but I remember that when you met, you asked me to be your assistant, but now I didn't think that you would become my girlfriend, right?"

Zheng Jiayue pursed her lips and said, "The beauty you think, I'll leave immediately, who will be your assistant, Xiao Xiaoming, after I go abroad, you can stay by yourself.. Hahaha.. Oh, if I don't come back."

"Xiao Xiaoming, you can go to Sister Qian, although I don't know what's going on with her. But she's like.."

"It's separated from Lu Mao, and... She didn't seem to like it very much from the beginning."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I waved my hand and said, "Come on, you better come back honestly, I..."

"I don't feel that way about her anymore... The person who is more important to me now is you.."

My words made Zheng Jiayue's face smile again, she looked at me, and said again: "Xiao Xiaoming, I am really happy that you can say that, but..."

"But I'm telling the truth, if... I mean if, if I really can't come back. You can go to Sister Qian's.. I know that Sister Qian also has a crush on you, and I know that she must like you too, so..."

"You have to remember my words, I won't be angry, after all... If that's the case, I'm sorry for you."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I frowned, and said a little angrily: "Okay, don't say that, when the time comes... I don't know how to do it yet. I'm not going to think about Yu Qian's thing now."

Seeing that I was a little disgusted, Zheng Jiayue's expression froze. Soon she sighed softly again, and continued, "Well, you haven't told me yet, how did you find that... ？”

Seeing that Zheng Jiayue diverted the topic, I thought about it, and said: "It's not easy to find, it's easier for boys to find it or something, I was also wandering around casually at that time, and I didn't plan to really look for it, but I found it when I wandered around." Naturally, I often went. ”

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue nodded, and said again: "That's it, that.. Is it easier for us girls to find a place?"

I looked at her, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know about others, anyway, you're better at finding places to eat, right? ？”

Zheng Jiayue blushed at what I said, she looked at me, and explained hesitantly: "Cut, I'm not looking for a place to eat, I'm just, casually walking around, and when I see a place where there is something delicious, I write it down."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me couldn't help but smile, I looked at her, and said: "Then what do you want, this is already very powerful, okay, anyway, why are you asking this?"

Zheng Jiayue thought for a while, and then said: "Don't do anything, just ask casually, then let's go forward and see what special places we can find to fight..." Hahaha."

Zheng Jiayue was very happy when she said this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue's appearance and found that sometimes I really didn't understand her.

It is true that Zheng Jiayue is like this many times, and she is actually very good at hiding her emotions.

I remember when I first met her and didn't know her, Zheng Jiayue gave me the impression that she seemed to be very happy at all times, but later I found out that it was not like that, in fact, Zheng Jiayue herself also had a lot of troublesome things, and she also had a lot of uncomfortable things, but she didn't say anything. But they are all silently hidden in their hearts.

So now I often can't tell whether she's happy or sad.

In this way, I didn't say anything, followed Zheng Jiayue for a while, and then said: "Actually, I don't think there will be anything too interesting in front of me, after all, this is not a commercial area, but a residential area. It's all a neighborhood or something."

Zheng Jiayue didn't answer me immediately when she heard me say this, but took a deep breath and said, "Who knows, this... Go to the front and you'll find out.."

In this way, Zheng Jiayue and I walked along the road for a long distance, and finally came to the vicinity of the bar.

It's been a long time since I've been here, and it seems like I've been here since Yu Qian moved away.

Now that I've walked here, I still remember what I looked like when I got here with Yu Qian. I still remember the rain I had with her, the popsicle I ate...

At this time, I couldn't help sighing, and the way I sighed was seen by Zheng Jiayue, she looked at me, and asked again: "Why are you sighing, Xiao Xiaoming, did you remember something?"

I was stunned for a moment, then immediately shook my head again and said, "No, it's just, it's just that I suddenly felt. It turns out that when people grow up, they don't like to play games or anything before they know it, so I haven't been here for a while.."

Zheng Jiayue heard me say "um", she also looked at it, and after a while, she said again: "Maybe when people grow up, they will slowly lose those funs."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me nod, I stood like this with her for a long time, and I still said: "Let's go, go ahead and see... Go explore the unknown places you want to know.."

Zheng Jiayue seemed to be looking forward to it, she nodded, and followed me to the front, in fact, I also walked a distance in front, but it was not very far.. Now I am strolling through the streets with Zheng Jiayue, and I feel very good...

Zheng Jiayue and I are not in a hurry, after all, there is nothing special, just a casual stroll, a casual walk.

The surroundings are as I imagined.,It's all a neighborhood or something.,Occasionally I can see people.,But it's also very rare.。。。

Zheng Jiayue and I walked a long distance like this, and suddenly there was a bridge in front of us, but although it was an overpass, it was not overbearing, there were railroad tracks on it...

It is rare to see a railway passing through the city in Beijing, Zheng Jiayue was very surprised after discovering the railway, she looked at me and said in surprise: "Xiao Xiaoming, look, there are railroad tracks here."

I was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Well, I've heard of it before, but I haven't seen it either." I can't think of being here.."

When Zheng Jiayue saw me say this, she immediately looked at me again, she opened her mouth, and asked, "Do you know?

I said, "I've heard that there are railroad tracks around here, but I don't think I often pass by a train or something, and I think I should pass a locomotive or something. I don't know where I'm going."

Zheng Jiayue nodded, she suddenly laughed, and said, "Yes? Otherwise, let's walk along the tracks, and there doesn't seem to be any intention of crossing the train anyway.. And.. At night, it should be easy to see with lights, and there will be no danger."

I nodded when I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, anyway, I don't have any opinions, and it doesn't matter if Zheng Jiayue wants to go.

Seeing that I agreed, Zheng Jiayue immediately smiled again and walked to the railroad tracks by herself.

However, this track is really difficult to walk, because it is surrounded by stones, so it is easy to stumble or something.

Zheng Jiayue didn't stand firmly, her body leaned to the side, and I hurriedly stretched out my hand when I saw this. Helped Zheng Jiayue.

After being supported by me, Zheng Jiayue smiled and said, "It's really good, I used to see people walking on the railroad tracks on TV... I didn't expect that you would walk to such a long track with Xiao Xiaoming... I remember seeing it at 79, right?"

Zheng Jiayue's memory is really good, so many things happened between the two of us, she can even remember...

I nodded, and couldn't help but say, "Yes, your memory is really good... It's really, as far as you want, and..."

"Do you know why people want to take the railroad tracks?"

Zheng Jiayue shook her head and said with a confused look: "I don't know, why, Xiao Xiaoming, do you know?"

I paused and said, "Well, in fact, the two people walking on the railroad tracks are not necessarily lovers, and some people have said that the two people walking on the rails are like two parallel lines of the railroad tracks, and they will never intersect."

Zheng Jiayue's expression changed when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and said with a little surprise: "Huh?

I nodded, and immediately smiled again, "yes, but that's just a way of saying it... Actually, you don't have to take it seriously... It's even more reliable.

"At the beginning, the railroad tracks led to the big city, and many people in the village thought that they could walk into the city by walking along the railroad tracks, so there would often be such scenes in previous TV dramas... That's what I saw from above, I don't know if it's true.."

Zheng Jiayue nodded when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and after a while she still spoke: "That's it.. I see."

Said wow, Zheng Jiayue paused, and then said, "Hehe.."

I was a little surprised by Zheng Jiayue's sudden laughter, I looked at her and asked, "What are you laughing at?"

Zheng Jiayue took a deep breath and said, "I, I think what you just said is quite reasonable, Xiao Xiaoming."

"But, it's not the same, we're not with the rails, because the two of us are not parallel lines... You see.."

After speaking, Zheng Jiayue raised her hand, and at this time she and I were holding hands. The bodies of the two of us were tightly connected by the hands of the two of us.

Zheng Jiayue smiled again and said, "Look, we were originally connected... So.. We've already crossed paths!"

Zheng Jiayue's words stunned me, I looked at her, and after a long time, I couldn't help but smile, and said, "Yes? What you said is quite reasonable, not wrong, indeed."

"The two of us are not parallels... We're just, village kids looking for the city!!"

As soon as I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue shook her head again, she suddenly stood on her feet, looked into the distance, and muttered: "We... Maybe it's just people who want to go back to the village, there must be, right?

"I want to go back to the past, from the city, back to where I started... As long as there is someone you like by your side.."

Zheng Jiayue's expression was a little dazed when she said this, I looked at her appearance, and looked ahead along the place where she looked..

In the distance is a railway with no end in sight, and I don't know what kind of thing lies ahead...

But the road is straight, as if it leads to some happy place.

At this time, I felt the temperature in Zheng Jiayue's palm, I took a deep breath, and after a while, I still looked at her and said, "Yes, there will be.."

After speaking, Zheng Jiayue and I looked at each other, and soon both laughed at the same time.

Zheng Jiayue's smile is very good-looking, really good-looking.. I'm kind of obsessed with watching.. Time can't take your eyes off...

And Zheng Jiayue also looked at me, she had a good time, and suddenly blushed...

Seeing Zheng Jiayue's red face, I thought of something, and I didn't know where the courage came from at this time. I leaned out slightly, kissed Zheng Jiayue's lips gently...

I can't remember how long I haven't kissed Zheng Jiayue, and I've forgotten the touch of Zheng Jiayue's lips.

Zheng Jiayue didn't resist, she closed her eyes gently, as if waiting for this moment.

My lips were quickly on top of hers, and the two of us, just like that, in this place, on this railroad track. Kiss gently.

Zheng Jiayue's lips are still so soft and cold, and I didn't make any other movements, just kissed her gently...

I don't know why, but all of a sudden I felt a slight wetness on my face.

I instinctively opened my eyes, and my lips left Zheng Jiayue's lips, only to see that Zheng Jiayue's eyes were still closed at this time, but her eyes were bursting with tears.

Zheng Jiayue actually cried, and at this time, she actually cried.

Seeing Zheng Jiayue like this, my heart trembled. I don't understand why Zheng Jiayue is crying.

But I looked at the tears on her face, and I couldn't feel sad in my heart.

I stared at Zheng Jiayue like this for a long time, but I couldn't help but say, "What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?"

Zheng Jiayue only opened her eyes at this time, she stretched out her hand, rubbed her eyes, and then said in a low voice: "I don't know, I don't know myself.. I just can't help it.. I want to cry, I feel a little uncomfortable in my heart.."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart tremble, I don't know why she is, maybe she thought of separating from me, so that's it, at this time I reached out and gently hugged her, and comforted her in my mouth: "It's okay, don't feel uncomfortable, there's nothing.. You have to believe .."

"Kind people will eventually get the kindness they want, you have to believe, and it will get better."

Zheng Jiayue gently leaned on my arms, she just bit her lip lightly when she heard me say this, she didn't say anything more, but silently rubbed her tears on my clothes.

I could feel her broken heart now, I could feel the pain in her heart.

I didn't know how I could comfort her, so I could only hold her quietly.

Zheng Jiayue felt uncomfortable in my arms for a long time, and finally seemed to be in a better mood, only to see her gently break free from my embrace, and then said: "Xiao Xiaoming, this is a very good place."

"This place was discovered by me and you, in the future. If I'm gone, you can come here and walk around if you want me, and when the time comes, you'll be able to remember me."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me smile at all, I looked at her, and said, "What, do you think about things? When do you have to look at the railroad tracks and miss you?"

"Now that the network is so developed, it's okay to have a video or something, right? Why do you need to bother so much, you see you.."

"I'm still crying for a long time, don't cry, it's going to be fine, it's going to get better!".

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