I was stunned for a moment and took the cigarette from her hand.

He took a deep breath and exhaled the cigarette.

"I don't know, I don't know how to say ....."

I don't know what to say, you just say you like me or not. ”

"I don't like it. ”

Looking at the ceiling, I said coldly.

I still have Xiaohui now, and although what happened tonight was caused by my impulse, I can't let go of Xiaohui yet.

And even if I really have my heart set on Liu Feifei, I can't have any good results with her.

Hearing my words, Liu Feifei didn't speak anymore on the other end.

After a long, long time, the two of them lay quietly on the bed.

"Sleep. ”

Liu Feifei's words trembled, and she seemed to be crying when she heard it.

I wanted to comfort her, but I really didn't know what to do to make her feel better, after all, I slept with her, and I said such things to make her sad, and it hurt me to think about it.

She rolled over and lay down with her back to me.

sighed, also turned over, the two of them lay on the bed back to back, I didn't fall asleep all night, and I knew that neither did Liu Feifei. I didn't get out of bed until dawn and my phone's alarm went off.

solved a little food and clothing problem in the hotel, and drove to the teahouse with Liu Feifei.

But we never spoke, and Liu Feifei always kept her distance from me with indifference.

Although I felt uncomfortable with her like this, I couldn't say anything, so I had to keep my distance from her.

When I arrived at the teahouse, the gangster was waiting downstairs early.

I said hello to the gangster and went upstairs, Xiaohui went back to Pan's house after I was discharged from the hospital, there was no contact for several days, I don't know what she is doing now, I was stunned on the sofa, nested in a ball.

After a long time, I don't know when the gangster sat down next to me.

"What's wrong with you, Brother Luo?"

I was pulled back to reality by the voice of the gangster, and I looked at him and shook my head.

He pulled out a cigarette and handed it to me, ready to light it for me.

I waved my hand, I don't like to smoke, it's not that I keep my body healthy, but every time I smoke, my head gets very dizzy, probably because I can't stand the smell of nicotine.

Seeing that I shook my head, the gangster didn't smoke and put away the cigarette himself.

I laughed, looked at the gangster, and asked softly, "When did you start smoking?"

"Me?"

The gangster heard my question and pointed at himself, and I nodded.

Suddenly, his expression was strange, his brow furrowed, and he didn't look like a young man at all.

Seeing him like this, I was even more curious.

Glancing down, he smiled bitterly and muttered, "I hated smoking when I was a child. ”

"I haven't seen my mother, only a fugitive father, who has done everything to rob and kill, and I am just a tool for him to vent, every time he finishes smoking, he will poke the cigarette butt at me. ”

After saying that, the gangster rolled up his arm, and in an instant, dense scars introduced into my eyes.

The dense pit made me want to vomit, and I covered my mouth and looked at the disgusting arm of the gangster.

I felt so bad that I knew I was wrong, and I brought up a sad topic.

Seeing that I had overreacted like this, the gangster smiled, and a line of tears flowed from his eyes.

"I never wanted to say that, but I think you're a good person, and I want to talk to you. ”

Touched his head and looked at him seriously.

"If you want to say it, you can say it, I listen, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, I'll accompany you. ”

Although the gangster is now a little bully in Liangzhou, after all, he is a child to me, and that far-fetched and forbearant appearance makes me feel distressed.

When he saw me touching his head, he didn't refuse, but burst into tears.

"How old are you?"

"Nineteen, twenty in a few days. ”

"Nineteen?"

When I first met the gangster, I thought he was quite young, and what I admired was how young he was, and he was bold and promising, but I don't know why, When he said nineteen, he was still shocked.

I thought the gangster was small, but I didn't expect it to be so small!

"Brother Luo, you may not know that if it weren't for Sister Fei, I might have died a long time ago. ”

After saying that, he sobbed and dried the snot from his nose with his hand.

"Where is your dad now?"

The gangster was stunned by my sudden question, and turned his head to look at me with hatred in his eyes.

That kind of look is too familiar to me, and it was the same when I looked at Wang Jian and Luo Cheng.

He clenched his fists, his hands still shaking.

"I don't know where he went, if I did, I would have tore him apart!"

"He killed my mom and almost killed me, I can't get around this bastard!"

After speaking, he took a sip of snot and hung down on the sofa.

I quickly stroked his back, hoping to calm his arrogance.

"You know what? hatred is like the sea, after I wrap you up, I can't see the edge, you try to find a shore to lean on, but you know? You can't find it..."

sighed, thinking back to me and Luo Cheng and Wang Jian.

"Brother Luo, you don't understand, how many nights have I dreamed of his figure, and he smiled at me, like a mockery. ”

"I don't know that? I know, but you listen to me,..."

"I don't want to hear it, my heart now is nothing important to me except revenge is to protect Sister Feifei. ”

What he wanted to say was blocked in his heart by a sentence from the gangster, forget it, he is still young, so don't say it.

This kind of thing can't be done until the day you understand it.

"What do you say, scoundrel?"

I don't know when Liu Feifei went upstairs and stood behind us.

We turned our heads one after another, and when we saw Liu Feifei's gangster, our eyes immediately smiled like flowers, and we lost the heavy feeling just now.

stood up and looked at me with his head touched, and then glanced at Liu Feifei, a little embarrassed: he didn't say anything. ”

"Then let's go eat, I ordered takeout!"

Liu Feifei glanced at the gangster, and there was a smile on her face, but after turning her head to me, the smile on her face suddenly appeared.

I rolled my eyes and went downstairs.

"What's wrong with you? Are you upsetting her?"

The gangster looked at Liu Feifei's departing back and asked in a whisper in my ear.

I quickly shrugged and said I didn't know.

But the gangster still saw the uneasiness in my heart, and he stretched out his little fist and placed it in front of me.

"Let me tell you, even if I like you as a person, I can't condone you to bully my Sister Fei. ”

That vicious little voice sounded like an adult when you looked closely.

I quickly nodded and touched the back of his head: "Let's go, let's go, eat first." ”

"No, you tell me, what the hell are you so attached to Sister Fei. ”