I cried, "I've had enough! I know you're working hard to feed my brother, but I'm also your child, I'm also a human being, why do you want me to live as well as a pig and a dog!"

I think of the oppression, cruelty and cruelty she had done to me in her previous life, is this a mother and daughter?

I can't bear it anymore, I really want her to die for a moment, at least I can live well with my brother!

"Yes, you say I'm not good to you, I'll just kill you, and I'll be clean from now on, and I'll be better off with your brother!" she said, and rushed into the house, and in a short time she rushed out with a kitchen knife.

The neighbor had already run over and grabbed me to run, and I pushed her away: "Don't worry about it, auntie, even if I run away now, my mother will continue to beat me when she is sick! I won't leave, let her hack me to death! In this way, she has to go in and see how my brother lives! No one cares about my brother, see if he will starve to death!"

My mom had a kitchen knife on her wheel, but when she heard me mention my brother, she stopped talking.

Everyone else is persuading: "Xiuying, don't beat your girl, it's not easy for her, don't fight, don't grab, and be obedient, why do you have to fight like this every time, it's so big, it's not good!"

The other also said: "If she really has something wrong, you can just say it, stop fighting!"

My mother trembled with anger and pointed at me: "You are all good people, but I am a wicked person? Get out! I don't want to see you, don't you have the ability, you can do whatever you want at home, you don't listen to me at all, you don't appear in front of me, you go to your father, I won't support you!"

I nodded, "I've had enough of this house, you're a madman, crazy!" I walked to the door, and suddenly remembered that there was still a sugar gourd, so I took it out, and it was already broken. Handed it to a neighbor.

"When my brother comes back, you can help me give it to him. Thank you, Auntie. "I'm done and I'm leaving.

Several people stopped me together: "Don't be like this, what's the matter, you and your mother have a good talk." ”

I shook my head and didn't speak, wiped the blood from my forehead, and walked out.

My mother shouted, "If you have the ability, you won't come back for the rest of your life! I feel disgusted when I see it! I don't know what's going on at home, but I just can't control myself, so I want to go out to meet a man!"

I turned my head and glared at her: "Why are you insulting me so much? I'm only thirteen years old, and you think so badly? I'm going to hand out leaflets! The school has to pay thirty yuan, and you already know it, but you won't give me money, just to pull me down! I can only go and make money on my own, and if you beat me and scold me indiscriminately, even my stepmother won't be the same as you! You have no humanity at all, I hate you to death!" I ran out when I finished speaking.

I heard her scolding, but my heart did not waver, and I would never realize how much she hurt me, and I did not treat me as a human being.

I'm walking down the street alone, and I don't know where to go. I'm not going to go to my dad.

He didn't like it at all, he was originally a patriarchal person, and even when he didn't know that my brother was sick, he didn't always care about me. Now he doesn't want to see us even more, and if he goes, he will be driven away.

I saw my appearance on the window glass, it was very miserable, there was blood on my face, it was my mother who broke my forehead, and now it hurts when I touch it, but it doesn't seem to bleed anymore. I found some snow on the side of the road to wipe my face, wiped the blood away, and combed my hair again.

I walked with my head down, my heart was very calm, my heart was painful, sad or something, I had experienced a lot in my previous life, so I had long been numb, I calmly thought about my future life, what am I going to do.

It's useless to think about those miserable things, and the most important thing now is that I want to survive.

First of all, I have to find a place to live, otherwise I will freeze to death outside.

Fortunately, I am not a thirteen-year-old girl who knows nothing, I have a lifetime of experience and memory. I know that in my previous life, I knew that some women who worked in the city would find some women's dormitories in the city, and the cheapest one was about 200 yuan a month for a bed.

I'm going to have to hurry up and make two hundred dollars. It takes a month to earn the rent for 30 a day, and I can go out after school to pick up some paper shells and garbage to sell, or I go to a small shop in the neighborhood to work as an hourly worker.

It's better to find a place where I can eat and live, so that two hundred yuan can be saved, if not, I will think of another way, no matter what, I have money, as long as I have money, my troubles can be solved halfway.

As for what happens to my mom and my brother after I'm gone, I really can't control. Whatever.

I can't live anymore, I really can't worry about others, even if I love my mom and brother, but I really don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past, become my mom's marionette, let her control my life.

Where am I going to be tonight?

I looked around, my mind was spinning rapidly, I saw an Internet café, hesitated, and didn't go in.

Because it costs a dozen dollars a night, and I don't have a lot of money on me, what if I can't make money tomorrow? I won't be able to pay my tuition and fees on Monday. I don't know what to do in the future.

I saw a bank with 24-hour withdrawals, but when I got closer, I saw a few homeless men of 34 years old, and it looked very scary, so I still didn't go in. Safety first, I don't want to die.

I'm walking towards the train station, maybe I can wait inside?

When I died, I had to have a train ticket to get in, but now it seems that I can do without a ticket. It's just that the train station is too far away, so I wrapped my clothes tightly and walked forward.

Passing by a snack street, it is the time to get off work at night, so many people are shopping there to eat, hot buns, spicy hot, all kinds of fried small food, examination room, as well as roasted chestnuts and roasted sweet potatoes, I am so hungry that I can't do it, I walked over, and I don't have much money on my body, I just want to buy a steamed bun to satisfy my hunger, insist on a night at the train station, and then go to the leaflet tomorrow morning to send out, no matter what, first earn two days of money and then talk about it.

Money is really the most important thing to solve all problems.

I walked to the front of a steamed bun stall and saw a pile of white steamed buns steaming, and the smell of noodles made me swallow all the time. I took out five cents and was ready to buy steamed buns.

But before I could speak, I heard a bang behind me, and several people shouted together.

"What's going on!"

I looked back, and an old lady fell at my feet, a bag in her hand, and a lot of sugar-fried chestnuts fell out, and her expression was very painful. Everyone subconsciously hid to the side, and no one dared to approach.

She was closest to me, looking at me for help, I quickly squatted down and helped her hard: "Grandma, what's wrong with you?"

The old lady grabbed me and said in a very weak voice: "Help me... Save me...... Ahh

"Okay, I'll save you! Do you have a cell phone, what is your family's phone number?" I asked.

The old lady shook her head: "No... Didn't bring it. "I really couldn't hear what she said.

I started looking at the people around me, "Do any of you know of any hospitals and clinics nearby? Now you have to take this old woman to see a doctor!"

Everyone pointed to the opposite side, saying that there was a community hospital over there, so I helped her up, this old lady was very thin, but I was really tired, and I didn't eat much for a day, but it was very difficult to help her.

None of the others helped me, and the old lady was unconscious.

Someone else whispered: "You're not afraid of being falsely accused, what if you say that you hit it?"

"That's right, look at what this old lady is wearing, it's not a rich person. What if the people in the family don't care?"

I smiled: "Then you can't see death without help." ”

If you really slander me, I'll say that I'm an orphan and my parents died, and I should be detained directly, and I can find a place to spend the night tonight, which is also good.

I really took a lot of effort to help her go to the hospital in that community, and the staff inside looked at it and hung water for the old lady, saying that it was fainting caused by a severe cold.

I heard that it wasn't a heart attack or something, so I was relieved, and if I had a bad cold, I wouldn't have been wronged, and I really didn't want to be beaten.

The nurse said, "Let's let that intern doctor come, Xiao Zheng!"

Then a very young doctor came, and he looked very young and handsome, probably twenty years old.

It was very neat to take the temperature of the old man first, test the sensitivity, and then hang her with water.

"You watch here, you probably wake up in a while. The doctor said yes.

I quickly said to the doctor, "Excuse me." You are here to testify to me, I'm going to open the old lady's bag, I don't have that much money to pay for medicine. I can only use this grandmother's. ”

The doctor looked at me, "Aren't you her relative?" and his tone was very surprised, I didn't expect that I didn't know this old lady.

I quickly waved my hand and explained, "Actually, no, I met her on the street, and I was about to buy something when I saw her faint......"

The doctor didn't speak, but suddenly reached out and pressed my forehead: "Are you injured? Beware of wound infections. ”

I was pressed by him so badly that I gasped and hurriedly dodged his touch: "I'm fine! ”

"You're lying to me, I'm a doctor, it's useless for you to lie to me. Who did you beat?"

I looked at him a little panicked, and didn't say anything for a long time. I really can't fool the doctor, it's really unlucky.