"If I staged a bloody plot and took the initiative to let go, would you laugh at me for being cowardly?" Zhang Yanran said self-deprecatingly with a tear in the corner of her eye. Chen Shishi hugged her distressed and said, "No, I will only feel sorry for you." ”

If Zhang Yanran really makes the decision to let go, she will support it, if Zhang Yanran wants to insist, she will also support it, friends can not give any practical advice in this kind of thing except for comfort, after all, Zhang Yanran can't regret it in the future because of her advice.

"But I'll make fun of you for being cowardly, making fun of you for not deserving of what he does for you!" a familiar male voice rang out in the bedroom, and the door opened.

Chen Shishi and Zhang Yanran were lying on the bed and looked at the door at the same time, their heartbeats seemed to be stopped by fright, and when they saw the person clearly, they looked at each other and were surprised, how could Lin Chengxuan and Yan Yiling appear in their bedroom?

Chen Shishi blurted out: "How did you get in?"

"From time to time, you forgot, they know where to put the spare key!" Zhang Yanran turned over and gently tugged at the corner of Chen Shishi's clothes.

Of course Chen Shishi didn't forget, what she wanted to ask was why they came over in the middle of the night, but the words they said were different from what they thought in their hearts, maybe they were a little nervous, right?

The silent night was destined to be broken, and with the help of the dark light borrowed from the window, he vaguely saw Yan Yiling standing behind Lin Chengxuan without saying a word, leaning against the door so that people couldn't guess what he was thinking, and in less than a moment he turned around and walked away.

Zhang Yanran didn't have time to put on the coat she had just thrown on the bed, and ran out barefoot: "Yi Ling, wait for me." ”

She had no time to care about the two people behind her, and she only cared about where Yan Yiling, who was leaving, went, as if he turned around and never looked back, he heard what she said, and left without saying a word.

The door at the entrance of the apartment happened to be closed, Zhang Yanran ran straight out and ran out, running along the other end of the elevator, until she saw his lonely figure in the long corridor, her heart throbbed suddenly, how could she say such shaky words, she couldn't do without him!

"Yi Ling, wait for me, wait for me. Zhang Yanran's jade feet were unconscious at every step of the cold ground, even if she didn't wear a coat and got out of the heated environment, she couldn't feel cold when the cold wind hit, even if she had tried her best to run towards him, she was still a little struggling with her current state.

This time Yan Yiling didn't stop to wait for her, but he unconsciously slowed down, he had never felt that this corridor was so short, and today he found that its distance was very short, just like the road of a lifetime, Zhang Yanran wanted to turn around here.

Zhang Yanran had never felt that this corridor was so long, no matter how hard she tried, it was difficult to get to his side, just like Yan Liqing said, how big the gap between them was.

Zhang Yanran ran over from behind and hugged Yan Yiling, hugging him tightly, at this moment, she really loved, incorrigibly loved, she was afraid that he would really leave.

Yan Yiling broke her tightened fingers one by one, and said coldly: "Let go!"

"I don't, I don't let go. Zhang Yanran held her fingers tightly and wrapped him in her arms, he broke one, and she wrapped one.

Yan Yiling lowered his hands to his sides, and said with a sneer: "Zhang Yanran, don't you want to let go?

Zhang Yanran was speechless, she didn't know how to explain, these words did come out of her mouth, and she couldn't complain to anyone.

"Speak!!" Yan Yiling roared angrily, she really had the ability to provoke him and expose her emotions again and again.

Zhang Yanran pursed her lips and didn't make a sound, only hugged him tightly and didn't let him go.

Chen Shishi and Lin Chengxuan were worried about the two of them, so they quietly followed behind to observe, but they didn't expect Yan Yiling's angry roar not only to startle Zhang Yanran, but also to scare Lin Chengxuan and them, Lin Chengxuan said: "Since I was a child, I have never seen him lose his temper so much, and this time he may not be angry." ”

"What are you doing?" asked Lin Chengxuan to stop Chen Shishi's action from stepping forward.

Chen Shishi shook off his hand: "I'll help, what if he makes a move with Xiao Ran?"

"Don't worry about salty radishes, no matter how much he does, he won't be able to do it. Lin Chengxuan said in a low voice.

Chen Shishi thought so, indeed, she had just quieted down, and gradually some heads of households in the quiet corridor came out to watch the excitement, some were awakened from their dreams by Yan Yiling's roar, and some unhappy people opened the door and came out to scold.

"What time is it, and I won't let people sleep yet!"

"What is the quarrel in the middle of the night? Believe it or not, I called the police?"

"This kind of person is really eight lifetimes of blood mold, madman!"

Yan Yiling's curled fingers clenched into fists, his brows frowned slightly impatiently, and he looked back gloomily and said, "Shut up!!"

"Forget it, forget it, don't worry about him. ”

"It's great to be good-looking, isn't it good to be good-looking?"

"Scattered, scattered, hurry back!"

The corridor returned to its original calm, but there were still two or three night owl householders secretly watching their development.

Zhang Yanran's hand holding him was a little loose, and even his body trembled a little, obviously it was spring, why was it so cold at night?

Then Zhang Yanran's cold hands became numb, and finally he couldn't hold it and let go of his body, and his feet fell backwards as soon as they became weak.

Yan Yiling felt that her hand was slowly loosening, and she couldn't help laughing at herself, did she finally acquiesce?

When he was about to leave, he suddenly heard the sound of falling behind him, he subconsciously looked back and saw her fall to the ground, a set of spring pajamas on her thin body, her jade feet were a little purple from the cold, she looked at Yan Yiling with both hands, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm too useless." ”

"Zhang Yanran, you are really not afraid of death... Dare to touch my bottom line again and again!!" Yan Yiling gritted his teeth and said, took off his coat and draped it over her, squatted down on one knee and picked her up, and hurriedly carried her back to the apartment room.

"Wow, it's good to insist on it in the end, I don't know what the woman did to make the man so angry. ”

"Isn't it? That guy is very handsome, if he doesn't have a girlfriend..."

"That's not your share, haha!"

Lin Chengxuan and the others also followed in, ignoring the gossip behind them.

Yan Yiling covered the quilt for her without saying a word, turned on the heating, went into the bathroom and brought out a basin of hot water, and asked her to get up and put her jade feet in the hot water, if it was usual, Zhang Yanran would definitely refuse him to wash her feet, and she didn't want to refuse tonight.

Yan Yiling brushed the warm water over her cold feet, regained the temperature for her little by little, and gently pressed the soles of her feet to activate the blood, he lowered his head to dry her feet very seriously, not at all like him who was irritable just now, but his face did not ease at all.

After Yan Yiling settled her, he was about to get up, but her slender arms wrapped around his neck, and even pressed her lips to his cold lips, he almost pressed her head to deepen the kiss, and threw her down on the bed, there was a trace of fluctuation in his indifferent eyes: "You are too much." ”

"I'm sorry!" Zhang Yanran let him lie on top of her, she knew that he was reluctant to use all his strength to press her, and she could feel his real anger.

Yan Yiling buried her head in her white neck, greedily took a deep breath from her, and said lightly: "I once tried to get the attention of my parents, and did a lot of ridiculous things, or put in a lot of effort, I wanted to be the best person, just so that they could look at me, all the labor was in vain, they never looked at me directly, I still remember when I was 8 years old, I had a high fever that did not go away, and they looked at me for the first time in a daze, I was very happy..."

"Soon, I found out... They looked at me with hatred in their eyes, and suddenly I couldn't breathe...... Because, my real mother was choking my neck, trying to end my life, and my father was standing by smoking and looking at me coldly, and soon, my eyes went dark, and at that moment, I thought I was going to die... Yes, it was my grandfather who arrived in time to save me, and kept telling me that it was a dream, and it would be nice to wake up from the dream. Yan Yiling couldn't forget Wang Jing sitting on the edge of his bed, as if he was enchanted, his eyes were full of hatred and stretched out his hand to pinch his neck without hesitation, how much he wanted to kill him at that time? He didn't know what he did wrong, no matter how much he apologized, it was useless, and later, he realized that his birth was really wrong.

Yan Yiling muttered in a low voice: "I wonder if it would be a good thing if I died at that time, would they be happy? My existence itself is a mistake, I would rather die in the hands of my mother, at least I can relieve her hatred." ”

"Yan Yiling, I don't allow you to think like this, I don't allow you to think like this, do you hear?" Zhang Yanran choked up and said, he spread out all the fragility and pain in front of her eyes, how could she not feel distressed?

Yan Yiling took a deep breath and continued: "Until I met you, there was an urge in my heart to love you, to get your response, and to want you to be able to... Give up on me, you are all I have, and if you go, I really have nothing. ”

In front of her, Yan Yiling let go of all her arrogance, put down her self-esteem, there was no domineering, only warm prayers, Zhang Yanran never felt cruel, until tonight, she found out that she was such a cruel person.

"You see, there is still your mark here, I am your private property, today... I'm sorry, I'm too cowardly in love, I'm worried that because of my willful behavior, I will delay you and hurt the people around me, I'm sorry, Mr. Yan. Zhang Yanran held back the tears in her eyes, touched the studs he put in with her own hands, and said with a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.

Yan Yiling's eyes were all of hers, and he leaned over to kiss her lips and seduced, "What if they don't agree?"

"Can I choose to hand it over to you?" Zhang Yanran said with a smile.

Yan Yiling said slowly: "Yes!"

He pestered her to sleep hugging her, he respected her, and she was willing to return the problem to him for the rest of her life.

Zhang Yanran remembered that Edison once said, "Love will not become indifferent because of reason, nor will it be lost because of ambition." It is the second life; It seeps into the soul, warms every vein, beats in every pulse. ”