The moment I saw this text message, a feeling of panic instantly swallowed me.

I stood still, my brain blank for a few seconds.

Soon I was suddenly agitated again, and hurriedly called back to the number I had just called, and the text message was sent to me at this number, I don't know what the intention was, who was the other party? Is it Li Xinran? But if it was her, why didn't she call me at her own number? And what did "help me" mean.

While thinking about me, I nervously dialed the phone back, but the phone kept ringing, but no one answered for a long time.

This made the uneasy feeling in my heart start to become stronger and stronger, if nothing else, this person must be Li Xinran, otherwise who would send me such a text message in a good way? Could it be that something really happened to her?

Just as I was thinking about this, suddenly the phone was hung up! I couldn't help but be stunned, and soon re-broadcasted, but this time when I called again, the voice on the phone turned out to be that the phone you dialed was turned off.

I couldn't figure out what the situation was, what it meant, why did it suddenly turn off? And was the person who called Li Xinran?

I was a little overwhelmed and felt like things were getting messy and I couldn't figure it out.

After a while, I dialed this unfamiliar number again, but it was still turned off, and I also called the number that Li Xinran usually uses, but it still hasn't turned on, and after thinking about it for a while, I still replied to the text message with a content, the content was "Who are you?

Because I don't know what the other party's state is, it's not convenient to ask too many questions, otherwise it's easy to expose myself.

In this way, I looked at my phone again and was stunned for a while, but I still sighed and walked into the company.

At this time, Xiao Kai and the winning man and the little bubble gum are below, the three of them got together and didn't know what they were saying, and when they saw me coming back, they stopped and said hello to me, I don't know if I thought too much, I feel that the winning man and the little bubble gum look weird at me, as if something is the same.

I couldn't figure out what was going on, but I quickly looked at Xiao Kai on the side, because I felt that Li Xinran's disappearance was inseparable from her, so I definitely had to find a way to ask him...

As a result, after the winning man and Little Bubblegum left, Xiao Kai actually looked at me and took the initiative to ask, "Brother Ming, have you found Li Xinran?"

I didn't expect him to ask me like this all of a sudden, I was stunned for a moment, and I didn't know how to answer him, and how did I suddenly feel that Xiao Kai seemed to be asking me on purpose? Why do I think he seems to know that I will definitely not find Li Xinran, so he asks this question a little provocatively?

At this time, I remained silent, thought about it and nodded and said: "No, I haven't answered her phone, what about you, do you have any news about her?

Xiao Kai immediately shook his head, looked at me and said, "No, I don't know where she went, she suddenly didn't come to the company again." ”

Seeing Xiao Kai say this, I was just about to nod, but suddenly I thought of something, at this time, I had an extra heart, looked at him and deliberately said: "Ah, this way, when I asked others yesterday, someone told me that I saw Li Xinran and she was with you at night, right?"

Of course I didn't ask anyone else, I just opened my mouth like this, and I immediately paid attention to Xiao Kai's expression after saying this, and what surprised me was that Xiao Kai's face flashed a trace of panic!!

Although it was only a short moment, I was able to capture his emotions at once for reasons I paid special attention to!

Soon Xiao Kai regained his calm appearance, but his tone was also a little trembling, and he looked at me and said, "Who? Who said it? No, I haven't been with her, ah... Someone might be wrong?"

As soon as Xiao Kai said this, I knew that there was a ghost in this thing, and his nervous appearance and his desperate quibbles all showed that there must be a problem.

At this time, I looked at him and deliberately said, "Really? Can you be mistaken? Is there something you are hiding from me? Think about it, is there something going on on Li Xinran's side but you haven't told me yet?"

Xiao Kai saw that I was already beginning to doubt, and immediately looked at me again and said: "No, no, how is it possible, I didn't lie to you Brother Ming, I really don't know where she went.. If I knew, why didn't I tell you?"

Xiao Kai said with a straightforward look, so I couldn't refute him at once, I stared at him like this for a while, although I knew that he must have a problem, but if he asked again, it would not necessarily have any effect if he didn't admit it, so in the end, he nodded, looked at him again and said: "Ah, I didn't say that you lied to me, I just asked, if you don't know, forget it, eh.."

"Now it's imperative to find her first, otherwise, everything the two of us did before will be meaningless. ”

I don't know if it's my delusion, I feel that after I said this, Xiao Kai's eyes flashed.

But soon he nodded at me and said, "That's right, Brother Ming, I'm also in a hurry, otherwise do you know where she lives? Let's go to her house to find her?"

Of course, I can't tell him that I know where Li Xinran lives, I thought about it for a while, and then said: "I remember that it is all written on the information, I will take a look in the afternoon, if it is okay, I will go to her, I think there should not be much of a matter, maybe she is in a bad mood or something, otherwise there is no news for such a long time, we are not in a hurry, and her family will definitely be in a hurry." ”

I said this completely to Xiao Kai, this thing has something to hide from me, but I don't know how to let him say it, and he doesn't know that I know that he and Li Xinran have hooked up with each other, so he must hide it from me.

Seeing me say this, Xiao Kai nodded again, and he quickly said: "Okay, then I'll go first, I'll continue to start the live broadcast in a while, Brother Ming, you think of a way first, and if you need anything, you can find me."

Hearing Xiao Kai say this, I waved my hand and motioned for him to go and get busy first, and after he left, I went upstairs again after a while.

I sat back in my seat when I went upstairs and was thinking about these things all the time. I found that I must be too anxious, so I thought about things very messily, if I think about it carefully, Li Xinran's side is nothing more than two situations, one is that something happened, and the other is that she didn't have an accident and hid.

So the people who have something to do with this matter, there are only Xiao Kai, Lu Mao and the goatee, looking at Xiao Kai's appearance, he must know something, otherwise it is me, a person has been missing for so many days, he can't be so calm, the most reasonable explanation is that he actually knows where Li Xinran is, and he also knows that Li Xinran has nothing to do at all, maybe after the two of them succeeded, Xiao Kai deliberately stayed in the company, and that Li Xinran had already run away?

Although this is said in the past, but what is the matter with the text message I just received and what is going on? It can't be that someone sent it by mistake, right? At this time, it was sent to my mobile phone, which was too strange..

Thinking of this, I started to be a little stunned again, I just hated that I wasn't Little Conan or something, otherwise it would have been done a long time ago..

Just as I was thinking this, I suddenly heard a slight laugh next to me.

This laughter made me turn my head and realize that I don't know why Zheng Jiayue was looking at me and laughing quietly.

I just wanted to open my mouth to ask Zheng Jiayue what bad things she had done and how she was so happy to laugh, but I suddenly found that I didn't know when Chen Yanyu was standing in front of me, her eyes had been staring at me, and she had obviously been looking at me for a long time.

This made me a little speechless for a moment, and when I came back to my senses, I looked at Chen Yanyu and smiled awkwardly, and spoke

"Uhhh Mr. Chen.. When did you come here?

———— heard Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...

That's how I started it, and I don't know where the strength came from.

hugged her tightly in his arms...

The moment he hugged Yu Qian in his arms, a feeling that he had never felt before poured into his heart.

It seems to be the first time, the first time to hold her tight like this...

For the first time I felt her mood, and then, with her consent, hugged her tightly...

I can't describe my mood now, and I can't find a good word to describe this excited and insecure mood now...

Yes, it is very exciting to be able to lie on the bed and hug Yu Qian tightly.

At the same time, I am a little uneasy, I don't know where this uneasiness comes from, but it should be because it has something to do with Zheng Jiayue...

Because I was still thinking about Zheng Jiayue in my heart, I felt a little guilty, and I felt that I was very sorry for Zheng Jiayue for a while

..

But he couldn't control it, and hugged the person in his arms tightly.

I hugged Yu Qian tightly, completely from the bottom of my heart, and hugged Yu Qian tightly.

Maybe it's because of the kind of liking I used to like her.,Or, because all along, how much unwilling...

In short, he hugged her tightly, as if he was going to use all his strength.

And Yu Qian leaned on my arms like this, her head was tightly pressed against my chest, and there was no sound in her mouth.

The two of us just lay on the same bed, hugging each other tightly.

The two of us, like a couple, leaned on each other tightly.

Seriously, in a way, I kind of enjoy it.

Because this gave me an illusion, an illusion that I was already with Yu Qian...

A long time ago, being able to be with Yu Qian was almost one of the things I looked forward to the most... But nowadays, that feeling isn't so good...

I know that I can't be with her, even if I know that she doesn't like Lu Mao at all, even if I know that she has a good impression of me, but I still can't be with her.

Because, I already have Zheng Jiayue, I already have Zheng Jiayue, by my side...

This is an important thing and there is no way not to think about it, I have no way to betray Zheng Jiayue's liking for me, and it can also be said that for so long, my liking for Zheng Jiayue is not such an easy thing to give up...

However, my current actions are completely sorry for Zheng Jiayue, but I have no way to control myself, maybe just like Yu Qian said, only tonight, it is special, only tonight, it belongs to her, between me...

So at this time, I could only hold her tightly, there was no thought in my brain, a blank piece, and my body kept holding Yu Qian...

Yu Qian was motionless in my arms, she also hugged me tightly, I could still feel the temperature of her hand around my waist, her hand was gently on my waist, her head rested on my arms, tightly pressed against my chest.

I can't think of how I can describe my feelings at this time.

In short, there is a warm feeling in my heart, I don't know if this warmth comes from Yu Qian's body, or from the feeling in my heart.

In short, at this moment, I am snuggling up to each other like Yu Qian... Neither of us said anything more, as if the voices of the world had all disappeared...

Later, I don't know how long it took, and Yu Qian in her arms heard a thick breathing sound.