Driving on the airport expressway, looking at his watch, it was already dinner time, Lu Shengnan took out his mobile phone and dialed Zhao Mohan, asking him to go to the underground parking lot of the hotel in twenty minutes, she would pick him up and go out to eat snacks in G City, Zhao Mohan was very happy, and he was not stingy with praise.

Park the car in the parking lot next to G City No. 1 Middle School, the two walked to the snack street not far away, this snack street was built a few years ago, in the West Lane of G City No. 1 Middle School, and now it can be said to be the most famous local snack street;

Because it was night, G City was a small city, and there were basically no entertainment stars, so Zhao Mohan followed Lu Shengnan to eat all the way without being recognized, and couldn't help but be happy, and almost pestered Lu Shengnan to buy him all the things in the snack street; Lu Shengnan also knew that he was really rare to have such a relaxed feeling as today, and he didn't eat well at noon, so he patiently accompanied him all the way to eat; Walking out of the snack street, Zhao Mohan complained that he had eaten too much, and asked Lu Shengnan to take him to eat, so Lu Shengnan took him into G City No. 1 Middle School and introduced him to the place where he studied in high school, and it was also a place where he met Xiao Rui。

Zhao Mohan was very interested, followed her and kept asking her which classroom she was in and which dormitory she lived in、、、、、、 and walked to the playground after walking around, Zhao Mohan wanted to ask her several times if she knew her life experience, but she still hesitated to stop, Lu Shengnan suddenly looked at him and asked, "Ah Mo, do you have any questions to ask me?"

"I'll go, you can see this?"

"You've had no less than three times in one night, what's wrong, is there anything bad to ask?"

Zhao Mohan scratched his head: "It's really a little hard to ask, don't ask, I'm scratching my heart and lungs again." ”

"Then ask, as long as I know, I will tell you. ”

Zhao Mohan suddenly stood up straight, looked into her eyes and asked, "Lu Shengnan, have you noticed 、、、 、、、 that you look different from your family、、、

Lu Shengnan first looked back at his eyes fixedly, and suddenly bent down and smiled, the laughter was crisp and hearty, Zhao Mo was anxious: "Lu Shengnan, what are you laughing at?" I 、、、just found out that you and your family looked different, and I couldn't help but be curious and wanted to ask you. ”

"Amo, you don't have such a detailed sense of observation, did you hear what our relatives said at noon?"

Zhao Mohan was embarrassed, and said what he heard in the bathroom at noon, Lu Shengnan thought for a while, chuckled and said, "Ah, I know, those two people are my mother's old friends, and the Aunt Wu who said that I picked it up was indeed our neighbor when we were in the village." ”

"So, what they're saying is true? You know what?"

Lu Shengnan walked slowly, and his voice was a little slow: "Well, I know, I always knew that it was my grandmother who told me." ”

"Lu Shengnan, aren't you sad?"

"Why should I be sad? I have a grandmother who loves me deeply, a father who educates me seriously, a mother who is worldly but also for my good parents, and a younger brother who is out for my sister, and I can't be happy, why should I be sad?"

Zhao Mohan was stunned.

Glancing at him with a smile, Lu Shengnan's gaze looked at the silent night sky, and a slow voice came again: " When I was young, when the boys in the village couldn't beat me, they would laugh at me that I was a child that no one wanted, and I picked up the jokes, at that time I lived with my grandparents, I cried and ran to ask my grandmother, and my grandmother told me the truth, and she hugged me and said: Who said that no one wants our Niuniu, Niuniu is the treasure of our whole family. I haven't cried since then. ”

There was a long silence again.

"Amo, we used to live in the village, there is a small river at the west end of the village, the river is full of big trees, in winter, we sensible children will go to the river to pick up branches and go home to make a fire; at that time, people in the countryside are very patriarchal, often there will be girls who are just born to be thrown by the river, I have also seen a few dead babies when I was collecting firewood, and I, my grandmother picked up from that river. ”

After a pause, she said slowly: "There is our family's land by the river, and my grandmother got up very early that day to apply fertilizer, and suddenly heard a faint cough and a baby's cry; ”

There was another silence, and after a long time, her voice came slowly: "Grandma said that the baby girl was poured wine, and her parents should 、、、、、、 want her to die faster, probably they can't be ruthless, so they poured wine on her, so that she won't be in pain when she dies, and she won't be 、、、 sad." ”

Zhao Mohan stretched out his hand, wanting to hug the slender figure in front of him in his arms and give her comfort and strength.

Lu Shengnan sped up his pace, and a brisk voice came: "My grandmother actually often sees abandoned babies, and never thought of picking them up, because life at home is also very tense, and when she saw me like that day, she suddenly felt distressed and insisted on taking me home, and the family did not agree to take me in like this, and my grandmother herself had no money to send me to the hospital; she poured rice soup on me, urged me to vomit a few times, and secretly fed me the goat's milk of a dairy sheep raised by my grandfather, and in this way, I survived." At that time, my parents had just been married for less than a year, and my grandmother cried and begged my grandfather despite the opposition of the whole family, crying and asking my parents to recognize me, so that I became the eldest daughter of my parents; Amo, do you know, my brother is very sensible, when he grows up, when he hears the jokes of the children in the village, I will pounce on them and fight with them, and several times we will be beaten to the head and bloody, because of this, the two of us have been beaten by my mother a lot. ”

Zhao Mohan's heart hurt again, this time it was not for himself, but for her, he didn't know what kind of parents would do such a thing to their children, let alone how the girl in front of him knew all this and grew into such a bright and cheerful girl.

"Lu Shengnan, have you ever thought about 、、、 looking for your biological parents?"

The slender figure in front of him slowly shook his head: "I haven't thought about it." My grandmother told me that no one in our village had ever thrown away their children at that time, and she had also inquired in the neighboring village, but there was none; I thought that only at that time it was more likely that the educated youths who had gone to the countryside and had not returned to the city, since they could not want me, they were probably afraid of delaying their return to the city, and besides, they threw me away with the intention of making me die, so why should I look for them and disturb their current life? Besides, I am also very happy now! Because of my existence, my parents lost their desire to have another child, these years, they have treated me as their own daughter, although my brother does not have much ability, just a small employee of a state-owned enterprise, but he has maintained me since childhood; when I was a child, we went to school early, there was no breakfast to eat, my mother would always secretly bring money to my brother, he bought a cake every day between classes, and then came to my classroom to find me to share half of it. So many people love me, Amo, do you think I still need to care about my background?"

"No! I really don't need to! Lu Shengnan, you just have the ability to make everyone around you accept you, like you, and love you, and you also love everyone around you seriously; ”

"So, Amo, you're struggling tonight because you heard about my background?"

"No, it's not that I'm worried. ”

The slender figure smiled: "You use this word very appropriately, you are really worried! Amo, thank you! Don't worry, I have a family that loves me, Xiao Rui, friends like you, colleagues、、、 sometimes I am worried that I will be jealous of God if I am too happy." ”

Zhao Mohan looked at her smiling like a flower and slowly smiled, and her smile was a little more relieved and free.

"Lu Shengnan, did you tell Xiao Rui about this?"

"Not yet, I don't think it's necessary, firstly, I don't care about myself, and I haven't thought about looking for them, and secondly, I haven't heard of anyone looking for me, which means that my biological parents should think that I really don't exist; if I tell Xiao Rui about this, will he accidentally leak something when facing my parents, my parents still don't know that I know my background, I don't want them to worry about me, let alone make them sad. ”

Zhao Mohan nodded.

Putting aside this not a heavy topic, after the two of them walked around the playground a few times, Lu Shengnan sent Zhao Mohan back to the hotel, and made an appointment with him to pick him up tomorrow morning and drive back home after the time to pick him up and go back to H City; 。