Feng Nian was stunned, a sadness welled up in his heart, and his eyes quietly turned red.

She clutched the pea yellow in her hand tightly, her nose fluttered, and her whole body trembled. The vent that she couldn't find for many years was once released, and the surging surging made her unbearable.

Tang Zheng watched his wife's tears rolling down, panicked, and stretched out his hand to wipe her tears, but the more he wiped them.

Angzang's iron-blooded man suddenly turned red, reached out and took his wife into his arms, and said in a low voice, "Don't cry, let's go see him today." ”

Feng Nian couldn't cry and nodded vigorously.

For many years, their husband and wife never dared to look directly at their son's sacrifice, carefully avoided it, carefully licked their wounds, and carefully went to the martyrs' cemetery to pay respects......

When the son never sacrificed, never left them, just went on a mission, an extremely long task.

But the wounds in my heart can only be hidden deeper, hidden in a place where no one can see, live a normal life, and laugh normally......

This is the first time that the two of them have faced up to the fact that their son has already died, and it is difficult for two people over half a hundred years old to stand for many years of sadness.

Feng Nian sobbed and went to beat Tang Zheng, "You feel sorry for your son, don't I believe in hurting my son?" But you never told me, and I didn't dare to mention ...... to you."

She suffered the pain of losing her son, and she was afraid that her husband would collapse, and she was afraid that the family would collapse like this, leaving her fathers on both sides to live alone, and how much pressure she had survived.

Looking back, she didn't even know how she got here.

Isn't she resentful?

Didn't she hate?

Isn't she afraid?

She resents, she hates, she is afraid. But there was always something else to take care of, and they had an old father and a son......

Tang Zheng was silent and gently patted Feng Nian's back.

After a long time, he said: "It's me who is wrong, I have suffered you." ”

He looked at Feng Nian's hair whirlwind, his heart was torn terrified, and his eyes were scattered without focus.

Such an excellent, such a filial son......

Sending a white-haired person to a black-haired person should be the most painful thing in the world.

Sister Wang listened to the movement at the door, her nose was sour, and she didn't dare to go out.

Lin Wei grabbed Han Dong in the bedroom and didn't let him go out to greet Tang Zheng.

If you can untie the knot, your life will be better in the future, so let them be quiet.

Seeing that Lin was slightly distracted, Han Dong blinked, his eyes rolled, and he tiptoed to move a stool and sit on the edge of the bed at dawn, holding his face with his hands, a little incomprehensible.

How can an adult change his face faster than a child?

I was smiling just now, but after a while, I hugged my head and cried!

Feng Nian eased up, quietly looked at the kitchen and Lin Wei's bedroom, and was relieved to see that no one was paying attention to this.

said to Tang Zheng in a low voice, "I'll prepare something that the child likes to eat, and go see him before noon." ”

In the afternoon, I went to watch cross talk with Tang Zheng.

She still remembers when she was old, she followed them to listen to cross talk, sat straight with her small body, looked at it, and whispered to them, saying that she would protect the people of the motherland in the future, so that they could also listen to cross talk in peace.

Such a small person already knows how to protect his family and defend the country......

Tang Zheng suppressed the pain in his throat and nodded, "Well, he likes to eat meat, dumplings, and apples." ”

Every year during the Chinese New Year, he always picks out the best and reddest apples, and lets everyone sit down and eat them, saying that everything should be safe.

When Feng Nian heard Tang Zheng say the last two words, tears fell suddenly, and he muttered, "Yes, the whole family should be safe." But what about him? This unfilial son ......?"

She hoped he was safe.

"I'm going to buy ......"

She wiped her eyes and went to the bedroom to get the money.

Before she finished speaking, she saw Sister Wang coming over with a plate of washed red apples and winter dates, and she didn't look at the door, calling Feng Nian to eat apples and dates.

Feng Nian looked at the apple, opened his mouth, and didn't speak.

She suddenly remembered that it seemed that every time Lin Wei came over, she would buy a bag of apples or snake fruits, which were always the biggest and best, red and sweet.

It's -

Feng Nian's eyes were a little hot and moist, but the corners of his mouth involuntarily turned up.

The son did not forget his eldest brother, and the daughter-in-law also remembered him, and when they went later, there were sons and daughters-in-law, and at dawn they went to pay tribute to this eldest brother and this uncle during the New Year's holidays.

It's good, it's really good!

Sister Wang put the fruit bowl on the table and said with a smile, "These dates are no worse than those in autumn, sweet and crispy." I'm afraid that there will be bad ones, and I will pick them one by one. ”

As he spoke, he pointed to the kitchen, "When I came, I saw someone selling lo-mei, so I bought some too." After a while, the dumplings are ready, and these lo-mei are cut and put on a plate, and there are many dishes at that time. ”

In the morning, the grandmother of the Cheng family also specially arranged for her to buy more meat and bring it over, half of it was cooked, and it was also a dish to cut it and stir-fry it casually if she wanted to eat it. Put the rest in the fridge and eat it fresh.

"Sister Wang, do you know how to marinate meat?"

Feng Nian pinched a date, looked at Tang Zheng next to him who was about to go out, and asked Sister Wang, "I think-"

Sister Wang actually heard it, so without waiting for Feng Nian to finish speaking, she went directly to the kitchen to bring out the lo mei and handed it to Feng Nian, "You can take these, seeing that noon is coming, it's not too late." ”

As he spoke, he packed up all the cooked food, and brought some apples, dates, oranges, and raisins to her.

"Let's go. ”

Alas, whoever is a father and mother is distressed, she feels uncomfortable just listening to it.

Feng Nian was a little embarrassed, Sister Wang heard it all just now, right?

Lin Wei also took advantage of this time to come out, called out to his parents, and told them where to sell incense candles and paper money, and finally said, "That place is not easy to find, you can ask when you get to the place." Also, the store has a lot of chrysanthemums planted at home, and I usually put them in the house, so I should be able to sell them if I buy a few from him. ”

She had followed Tang Shen over there, but Tang Shen would only bring food, and she almost never thought of it.

I still heard Wu Xuewen and them mention this, so she wrote it down, thinking that when it was older at dawn, she would go to the memorial with Tang Shen.

Although you can't burn paper money, you can always buy some flowers and bring them over.

After Lin Wei finished speaking, he stood aside and picked up the things that Sister Wang had packed up and handed them to Feng Nian.

She didn't say that she would go with them, thinking that the two of them could pay their respects quietly, and there was no one around, and they could vent the pain they had suppressed for many years.

She hasn't experienced this after all, so she should be considered a bystander, right?

"Okay, then we'll go first. Feng Nian took the things that Lin Wei had packed in his hand, his eyes were soft, and he said softly to Lin Wei, "If we haven't come back at half past twelve, you can eat first." ”

She couldn't guarantee that she wouldn't get out of control when she got there......