CHAPTER XV
Li Ruhan can understand Lu Shengnan's statement, just as he chatted with Lu Shengnan on the phone for two months many years ago, and also imagined what she should be like; at that time, what he could know was that the girl on the other end of the phone was very knowledgeable, and her voice was also very good, and she was also very polite, so after chatting on the phone for more than a month, he began to look forward to seeing this girl.
When he really decided to meet this girl, God played a joke on him, not only did he not see this girl, but he couldn't even hear her voice; Maybe it was because the impression at that time was too good, maybe it was Lu Shengnan's phone call that helped him get out of the most gloomy period of his life, he always remembered Lu Shengnan, and even went to her school to look for it, but he didn't know how to find her name? At the beginning, the company was going to send him to a large economic province in the south to serve as the general manager of the branch, but when he heard that the general manager of the branch in the province where Lu Shengnan's hometown was located was also vacant, he subconsciously chose here.
He had imagined many kinds of Lu Shengnan's appearance, and the image he thought of the most was a gentle girl with long hair fluttering, and he always felt that this could fit her good voice like a pearl on a jade plate; Lu Shengnan has short hair and is capable, speaks in a measured manner, and maintains some alienation from everyone.
Li Ruhan felt that he was not disappointed, but it seemed that every man would imagine that the girl he liked should be weak and helpless after not seeing him for many years, and he would speak softly, as if only in this way could he find a battlefield for his years of struggle, and he could rely on this girl like a hero of the world, let her look at herself with adoring eyes, and she could only have herself in her world and eyes.
But Lu Shengnan has already gained a firm foothold with his own efforts, and his life is also very good, just looking at her living alone in this unit in this community, you can see that the layout of the home is not simple, and a lot of furniture is imported, at least Li Ruhan didn't think that the girl back then could have today's achievements, so he knows what the two worlds Lu Shengnan is talking about, Lu Shengnan must have gone through a lot of hardships to get to this point, and Xiao Rui can have the current scenery behind I don't know how many unknown ups and downs have been experienced, that is, Li Ruhan himself can climb to the position of the leader of a branch of a large state-owned enterprise at this age, and how many open and secret battles have passed。
There must be a torrent behind the scenery in front of people, and perhaps an inadvertent topic will reveal an old wound, especially Lu Shengnan and Xiao Rui are still the first lovers of their youth, and what they have left in their hearts is the simplicity and small beauty of the time, how can they have the simplicity and beauty of the original after not seeing each other for more than ten years.
Looking at the girl in front of her, Li Ruhan felt that she was actually doing better than she imagined, and the most rare thing was this reason, but it was her reason that made Li Ruhan's heart slowly sour, a girl with a successful career still has a sense in the face of the first love she has been worried about, so how much sadness has she experienced over the years?
"Shengnan, are you really planning to stop contacting Xiao Rui?" Li Ruhan asked her.
Retracting his gaze from the window, Lu Shengnan smiled: "To be honest, I don't know, Xiao Rui appeared too suddenly, I don't know how to face him, let's do this first." ”
"Don't you worry, after you get your mood in order, Xiao Rui will already have someone else? After all, you brought my so-called boyfriend to meet him today. Li Ruhan laughed at night.
After a while, Lu Shengnan sighed: "It's okay like this, it shows that we really don't have the fate to come together." ”
Li Ruhan raised his eyebrows: "What about yourself, just live alone all the time?"
"It's good to be alone, I'm used to living alone, and if someone suddenly joins my life, maybe I won't be used to it. ”
Both of them stopped talking, Lu Shengnan poured tea for Li Ruhan from time to time, and Li Ruhan quietly watched her movements, the tea room was overflowing with the fragrance of tea, and there was a rare quiet.
Li Ruhan actually wanted to talk to her more, many years ago they talked about everything on the phone, every night was two hours, and then every ten o'clock Li Ruhan would be a little reluctant, but he knew that she should go back to the dormitory after work, so he could only reluctantly say good night and hang up the phone; at that time, Li Ruhan had thought about buying her a mobile phone, so that she could talk to her at any time, but think about her self-esteem or give up, this abandonment lost contact.
Since then, Li Ruhan has not said a few words a day, and today when he reunited with Lu Shengnan, those moods seemed to suddenly come to his heart, and he wanted to talk to her about the experiences over the years, and knew what she had experienced;
After drinking tea, Li Ruhan said that he would go upstairs to see how his brother was doing, his cold had not yet healed, and Lu Shengnan sent him out and asked their brother to come down for dinner at night. Li Ruhan asked her if she needed help, but Lu Shengnan politely refused, she enjoyed the process of cooking and didn't like someone next to her.
Sending Li Ruhan away, Lu Shengnan returned to the tea room and lay in the chaise longue by the floor-to-ceiling window, staring out the window with his eyes and thinking unconsciously.
After a long time, he suddenly heard the mobile phone ringing, Lu Shengnan picked up the phone and saw that it was Zhang Li, and then heard Zhang Li ask on the other end of the phone: "Lu Shengnan, when did you have a boyfriend?" I heard that he is still the eldest son of a rich family in the capital, why don't I know such an important matter?"
Lu Shengnan smiled bitterly, look, this is the end of deception, and replied in a somewhat tired voice: "If I have a boyfriend again, can I show you?" ”
Zhang Li's puzzled voice came from the phone: "Xiao Rui came to my house just now, and he was drinking with Wang Yuyang; he said that you took him to meet your boyfriend today, Xiao Rui still knows this person, he is a senior executive of a state-owned enterprise, and his family is rich, Xiao Rui was stimulated, and he came to my house after separating from you, and he was already drinking and crying and laughing." I saw what Xiao Rui said that he had a nose and eyes, so I hurried to the bedroom and called you to ask. ”
Lu Shengnan said helplessly: "No, that person is my friend's eldest brother, and I found someone to pretend to be my boyfriend." ”
"I'll just say, I don't know if you have a boyfriend? Lu Shengnan, are you really not going to start over with Xiao Rui? Although I said that you should not forgive him, I know that you still remember him for so many years; I think Xiao Rui really still likes you, otherwise you can forgive him, it's better than you alone, I really feel distressed to see you alone all these years. ”
Hearing Zhang Li's voice mixed with crying, Lu Shengnan hurriedly comforted her: "Zhang Li, I know you're worried about me, but can you give me some time to think about this matter?" I have really been separated from Xiao Rui for too long, and I really don't know how to face him." ”
Zhang Li also knew that Xiao Rui appeared too suddenly, even if she was a little overwhelmed, not to mention Lu Shengnan, and hung up the phone after telling Lu Shengnan a few words on the phone, Lu Shengnan put the phone on the tea table and looked out the window.