Immoral pleasure does not last long, sin follows one after another, and man is balanced in repentance. Wen Zhu offered Dong Mei more than usual, and Dong Mei was uncomfortable because she was used to getting along with each other before. If you want her to change and accept, it is really difficult to adapt for a while, and she laughs at Wenzhu if she has a second spring.

Wen Zhu looked at the mirror and replied: "As long as you like spring, let spring always surround you." "The charm of the language becomes more and more mature with the growth of experience, but fortunately the heart is sincere, otherwise it would be disgusting to go home. Wen Zhu criticized himself in the mirror in his heart, and he was trained seriously in the mirror.

People are imprisoned in morality, and occasionally let go for a while, and the consequences must be borne by themselves. Morality is like the cross, nailing you high and reminding you at all times. Morality is like a cage, in fact, you fly into it yourself, because its door is always open.

Educated by it since childhood, it forms a kind of gravitational pull, even if there is nothing inside, you are still led into it. Morality is more like home, and wild children always have to go home when it gets dark. Homeless souls can only wander on the journey of the walking dead.

Everyone has a light in their heart, lit for their beloved. Wenzhu's lamp is lit for Dong Mei, and no one can deprive him of his love for her.

And what about the cuckoo? Maybe it was an accident, maybe it was an interlude. Was she really an unexpected episode? Maybe he was tired of the unchanging ordinary life, and wanted to add some color to it, but he overdid it. It's like the bright colors shining in the moral sun, which makes people dazzling and difficult to adapt.

The flesh has always been happy and excited about cheating, and he wants to be eager to try, Wenzhu is deeply ashamed of this, but he can't stop it. Some things can only be imagined and dreamed of, like a sweet dream, living in sweetness. Once destroyed, there will be no artistic conception, and a heavy burden will be on your back.

Master Lin Yutang said* It is nothing more than a piston and a cylinder, which repeats itself back and forth and mechanically, just like a pile of meat on top of another pile of meat, which is unbearable. But that's not the case, people are not machines, once they are infused with emotion, just like that movement, they can play an indescribable melody, allowing the brilliance of life to escape from the fence of morality.

Nearly half a month after returning from Zhushan Lake, Wenzhu has not contacted Du Juan once, not to mention the phone, not even a text message. The same is true of the cuckoo, as if the two have formed an alliance and made an appointment. Maybe the two were so busy forgetting each other, or maybe the two deliberately avoided each other in confusion.

People are always thinking in confusion, what can be done and what cannot be done, whether they are cocooning themselves or breaking out of the cocoon to become a butterfly? People grow up in contradictions.

Wenzhu hesitated in self-entanglement, his reckless behavior crushed his life values to pieces, human animal nature is so terrifying, that everything is irreparable, and he has to stay away from his confidants if he violates morality. If it is a violation of morality, it is a matter of wishful thinking.

For males, it's still something worth showing off, but Wenzhu can't show off. He felt that his life values were like shackles that strangled him, and maybe he would be able to work around.

However, Wenzhu is also extremely dissatisfied with this idea, and his life values will only be improved with the enrichment of life experience, and he has not lowered his moral bottom line to steal peace. Unless this time it's an accident, there is a German proverb: once doesn't count.

Human beings are often tormented by their own internal struggles, and as a result, they act on the verge of relative compromise. As soon as it is affected by the outside world, it immediately tilts.

Dong Mei saw that Wen Zhu sometimes frowned and buried himself in the sofa to think deeply, thinking that he was racking his brains for the characters in the novel. The thought helped him a lot, and he didn't have to go through the trouble of explaining the reason for the contemplation, but it deepened the guilt in his heart.

Wen Zhu recited a few character ideas, and naturally he would not confess the bitterness of cheating with others, because the harm is never one-sided.

At the beginning of mid-July, Wenzhu went to the city to do business, and he was extremely happy, and when he left the door of the office, the scorching sun hung brightly overhead, baking the warmer planet. The scorching heat in the air gathered into a dispensable wisp of green smoke not far away, wafting around.

In the face of the heat wave, the beauty-loving woman had a reason to cut her skirt shorter again, revealing more slender legs. There are few people lingering on the streets.

Before two o'clock, Wen Zhu didn't want to go back to the company, and he didn't want to go home so early, so he wandered aimlessly along the shadows cast by the high-rise buildings.

Around the corner is Häagen-Dazs's * store, a few days ago Wenzhu and Dong Mei partnered to try a fresh, more than 30 yuan a piece, which made my heart hurt, and I gritted my teeth to buy it, but my heart didn't hurt and I had a toothache. The two of them are unhygienic, you take a bite and I take a bite, the scene is warm, regardless of the sideways eyes of others, and they are happy while eating.

Dong Mei said: "It's not worth it, it's too expensive." ”

"Well, it's not as flavorful as the red bean popsicles when I was a kid. "Rare things are expensive, and when substances are overflowing, they don't have that smell, so people are often nostalgic.

"It's so bad, why do you have to queue up to buy it?"

"Brand effect. There are many Chinese nouveau riche, and they have a good face. ”

"When will we come out with such a big business and make money from foreigners. ”

"If the comprehensive national strength goes up, there will naturally be. ”

*There are still many people queuing in front of the store, and most of them are young.

Wen Zhu Ghost wandered around to the court of the Fate Sky Teahouse, and he himself felt incredible. The body is made by the mind, what self-entanglement, what self-criticism, what self-reflection, everything is metaphysical, self-deception. What accidents, what episodes, what unexpected episodes, all are pretenses.

She is in her heart and has never gone far. Thinking of this, Wen Zhu dialed Du Juan's phone with his mobile phone, and he raised his head while waiting. A familiar face, haggard with struggle, affectionate from longing, is inside the window, holding a mobile phone and looking out the window, looking at each other, eager and intense, as if the taste of an unexpected reunion after many years.

"Why don't you contact me?" said Wenzhu scoundrelly.

"I'm a lady. ”

"Am I a gentleman?" Wen Zhu smiled wickedly.

"It doesn't seem to count. ”

Wen Zhu hung up the phone and beckoned to her, she nodded knowingly, and after a while, it flew out like a butterfly, still in that flowing dress.

"Where are you going?"

"Zhushan Lake Resort. Wen Zhu originally meant to walk around casually and chat, but who knew that this sentence came out by mistake.

She glanced at him and replied, "I think so too." She tried her best to restrain the hunger in her heart.

The two knew it. Wenzhu hates himself, why do he have to do it when he can't do it, what is the difference between "one time doesn't count" and "don't take it as an example", people fall deeper and deeper in their desires. There are many hotels in the city, swaggering like a prostitute's eyes, and hourly rooms abound, dozens of yuan for three or four hours.

From the moment he entered the room, Sven was stuck outside the door like a label. The two hugged each other frantically, without saying a word, desire is fire, there is no time to be idle, from the bathtub to the bed, exhausted to snuggle up to each other.

"Brother, I listened to Teresa Teng's song in the teahouse for sixteen days, and finally waited for your appearance. ”

"Fifteen moons and sixteen rounds, why do you have to work so hard?" he was extremely apologetic for her persistence.

"Everyone has a room in their heart, which is reserved for the beloved. I've been in this room for nine years, and you've moved in when it's almost forgotten. ”

"I'm just a passerby in your life. He cowered back selfishly.

"Passerby? Who is not a passer-by in the long river of years, but my loneliness is longer. We had a beautiful encounter with each other. ”

"A spark of beauty can ruin us. ”

"You're afraid. ”

"Yes. Actually, you are the same. Maybe our conscience is cheap, but there is still some dull pain in the chest. ”

"Brother, you have a warm home, but my home is a shell, and people outside can't see the emptiness inside. ”

"I'll pour you a glass of water, how about changing the topic?" Wen Zhu was afraid that she would be sad, so she got up as she spoke, casually wrapped up with a bath towel, poured two cups of tea and brought it over, but the bath towel was not angry, it was loose, scattered all over the ground, and the parts were exposed.

"What's the topic?, two moles?" the cuckoo's eyes swept over.

"Stop. You lived by the railroad tracks for so long when you were a child, have you ever seen a train derailed?" Wen Zhu wanted to discuss the issue of derailment, and he was a little panicked in his heart.

"No, really not, how could a train in a socialist country derail. The cuckoo thought for a while and said, "Even if there is, the government won't let it be said." ”

"Don't talk about the government as authoritarian. You and I treat each other with the truth, which shows that we are thoroughly democratic, and we hope to speak freely without scruples. Wen Zhu pointed to the naked bodies of the two,

"Brother, since you say so, I won't shy away from it. In fact, except for the piece of paper (marriage certificate) and taking off the hypocritical moral coat, the two of us don't seem to hurt anyone. ”

"It didn't hurt anyone, it's just that we're invisible. Once surfaced, the damage would come from all directions like the vulture. ”

"Then we're like submarines, and we're going to be able to go underwater. ”

"Hope that the wall is impermeable, and the paper can contain the fire?" Wen Zhu sighed, unable to do anything about the current situation.

"Presumably you are in pain in pleasure, thinking in pain, confused in thinking. ”

"Well, for half a month, I was in great distress. ”

"I knew this was the case, why didn't I refuse in the first place. ”

"No less than a hundred rejections. ”

"Hundreds of times? I don't know once, what blinded me?" asked the cuckoo, wide-eyed.

"No one can stand in the way of the angels' gaze. It was I who muttered in my heart, but it didn't work out once. He whispered in shame.

"If your heart has decided so, why should you blame yourself? ”

"Refusal is what I intended, but the truth rejects it. Maybe I owe you in my previous life, and I will pay it back in this life. ”

"Yes, you are sent by God, and if you pay it off, please remind me, and I will write you a receipt so that you can give an account to God. Cuckoo's words were clearly a bit mocking.

"Juan, don't be sarcastic. I always felt that there was a hurdle in front of me, and I couldn't get past it. My ideological system is out of order, and it's going to be messed up. ”

"What's wrong? Isn't it your behavior that has assaulted your ideological system, and the two have coexisted peacefully and peacefully in the past. Now that your behavior has crossed the line, it cannot be reconciled with your ideological system, no one can be anyone's master, and you are struggling with contradictions. Unless—"

"Unless what?" Wen Zhu couldn't wait, as if he saw the light of day.

"Build a new system of thought that matches your behavior. Or—"

"Or what?"

"Go back to where you are, and guard your former one-third of an acre. Or—"

"Or what?"

"Learn from me. ”

"Learn from you?"

"Yes, learn from me. Emancipate the mind, emancipate the body and mind, let the desire fly, let the desire ascend through the soul, and let the body flow with the brilliance of life. ”

"And then?"

"Let the soul return. Just as the tide recedes and is shipwrecked, the bonfire is extinguished and ashes, and the loneliness after the * has no regrets. A woman is a flower that needs to bloom, a woman is a lamp that needs to be lit, and a woman is a butterfly that needs to fly. Brother, love me again!"

Wen Zhu thought, three times is no different from two times, does quantitative change lead to qualitative change? Change your position and do it again. What the soul cannot excrete is excreted by the organs, and the body and the soul are gradually separated.

Wen Zhu fell asleep and had a dream he had before: a weak girl with a heavy bag on her back ran alone along the shiny railroad tracks, and in the distance was a dark forest. The helpless eyes are no longer helpless, and the blurred face gradually becomes clearer, no different from the cuckoo. But he was divided into two halves, half of which was followed by the earth's breath, and the other half was floating in the air like a balloon.

One Sunday, when the sun was shining, Wen Zhu took his family to the countryside, and in the afternoon, he took two tubes of hair tips to visit Uncle Wen. Uncle Wen has not yet arrived in his eighties, and he is in good spirits, listening to the sound machine at home and enjoying the coolness. Seeing Wen Zhu coming to the door, he was very happy and urged Aunt Wen to wash the grapes.

Wen Zhu talked to the uncle about life, the impetuous wind in society and the disorder of his own ideological system recently, and he didn't say a word about derailment. The uncle twisted his beard and listened, and said with a smile: "It's a coincidence that you came, I'm rushing to catch up with such a manuscript recently." ”

"Really, get it out as soon as possible and let the students read it. Wen Zhu was pleasantly surprised, he was looking for the right person.

"The fall of the individual cannot escape the involvement, in fact, the society also has to bear a certain responsibility, after all, the individual is a member of the society. So who is responsible for the fall of society? The government, the media, and the public? Everyone is responsible, but everyone is not responsible. China has had laws in all dynasties, but the rule of law is supplemented, and the rule of virtue is the mainstay, as evidenced by the fact that 'the people's hearts are not ancient, and the world is declining'. What is the rule of virtue is to take the doctrine of the sages as the ethics and the typical examples set up as the standard to guide and restrain the masses from what can be done and what cannot be done, so as to achieve the goal of the ruling class in order to achieve the goal of the ruling class. The strengthening of the rule of law in previous dynasties has mostly ended in blood, especially for those who change the law, such as Shang Yan, such as Wang Anshi, and Zhang Juzheng, and the ending is very miserable. The ideological system of thousands of years has not changed much, but it is deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and the power contained in it is infinite. Therefore, the rule of law is on the sidelines, and the rule of ethics is in vogue.

"Nowadays, with the reform and opening up, the rapid economic development, and the infinite expansion of personal desires, as you say, the social atmosphere is becoming more and more impetuous. The old ideological system is simply unable to guide and restrain it, and the new ideological system is still in the making, unable to match it, coupled with the ideological impact of imported products, the entire social ideological system is in chaos and turmoil, making people at a loss what to do. Corruption and bribery are commonplace, respect for the elderly and love for the young are gone (you are an exception), helping others is happy to suffer from them (especially in traffic accidents, lawsuits are repeated), and filial piety and honesty are very rare。。。。。。 The atmosphere is so impetuous that it makes people jaw-dropping.

"Economic construction is done out, but civilization construction is shouted out, doing it is real, shouting is empty, empty and useless. The media, the Internet, schools and other institutions and departments have done useless work, which makes people worry and sigh. ”

Seeing that Uncle Wen was talking eloquently and rising to a higher level, Wen Zhu became interested and asked, "According to Uncle's opinion, how to turn the situation around?"

"The rule of law is the mainstay, supplemented by the rule of virtue. After all, morality is a spiritual contract, abstract and difficult to grasp the scale, and it is also related to the personal cultivation of the whole people. Now it is very open, and we can learn from the rule of law in foreign countries to form our country's style, written contracts, black and white, and do things according to the rules. The key government must implement it in place, and dare to 'punish the doctor', and here it is inevitable to torture the conduct of the executor, and it is inseparable from the rule of virtue, so the two are mutually penetrating and influencing each other, and if it is done well, it is a virtuous circle, and if it is not done well, the people will suffer. ”

Wen Zhu's thoughts are the same as Du Juan's enlightenment a few days ago, limited to individuals, while Uncle Wen is obviously far-sighted and considers the overall situation. For this reason, Wen Zhubian praised again and again: "You don't leave the house, but you know the world." The analysis of the social ideology system is so thorough, it makes people feel embarrassed and have an epiphany, and grow up with admiration, which is better than reading a hundred books. ”

"The humble does not forget to serve the country, and the old age does not forget to fulfill his responsibilities. Do your best to contribute to the government and pray for the people. ”

"Receive the teachings, obey the fists, and remember them. ”

"Life is full of tribulations, and there have been several rebellious things. Reflecting deeply, the bright moon shines on the earth. ”

The speaker had no intention of saying the past, but Wen Zhu felt that his inner matter gave him insight, his face was slightly hot, and he reached out to cover it up with grapes, and the round grapes were very naughty, and he couldn't hold it, so he rolled to the other side of the plate, jumped out of the edge of the plate, and fell to the ground. There are often such plots in life, you think that you are close at hand, everything is under control, but in fact, it is not.

Seeing that the time was not early, Wen Zhu left the door and faced the cool wind blowing from the Wendong River, and most of the knots in his heart were relieved.