Chapter 45: On TV
Huh, haven't heard it, whose song is this? But the lyrics are quite interesting, Han Han and Jin Lili glanced at each other, and gently leaned back on the sofa and listened carefully.
"Live hard, love hard, even if you are full of liver and brain, do not ask anyone to be satisfied, as long as you are worthy of yourself; I have never chosen to give up about ideals, even in the days of disgrace; Maybe I have no talent, but I have the innocence of dreams, I will prove it with my life; Maybe I am stupid, but I am willing to keep exploring, give all my youth without regrets......" Chen Yu'an's voice gradually raised.
Han Han sat up straight, the expression on his face became more and more serious, this song ...... It seems to be written for himself, the events of the past two years flashed in front of me, he became famous in one fell swoop when he participated in the New Concept Essay Contest, dropped out of school and was criticized by countless people, the publication of "Triple Gate" was very popular, and every time I went to pick up Jin Lili and saw those classmates who were still studying, I was faintly envious and confused......
"Run forward, meet the cold eyes and ridicule!" The voice suddenly exploded, Chen Yu'an's immature voice could not control this kind of high note, resulting in a somewhat hoarse voice, but it did not affect the temperament of the song in the slightest, this hoarseness added a touch of heroic color to the song.
"How can we feel the vastness of life without going through hardships, fate it can't make us kneel and beg for mercy, even if the blood is sprinkled in our arms; continue to run, with the pride of a child, how can we see the sparkle of life if we don't stick to the end; instead of lingering, it is better to indulge in burning, and one day it will sprout again......"
In the midst of the roaring song, a stubborn teenager emerges, ignoring the cold eyes of others, ignoring the noisy ridicule, just to pursue his own simple dream, for which he is willing to hit his head and bleed.
Han Han stood up suddenly, isn't this himself? The stubborn young man who has not learned to compromise at this stage may also be Chen Yu'an himself, in the face of the suppression of Sun Yunxiao and others, Chen Yu'an fought back and unswervingly fought with them, this is what youth should look like.
will not succumb to anyone, always with precious dreams, rise forward, and when he sang the second stanza, Han Han couldn't help but sing along, "Run forward, face cold eyes and ridicule......"
Although he didn't sing to the tune, although his voice was not good, the ideas to be expressed in the song were perfectly in line with his state of mind, and he sang the spirit of the song.
Jin Lili also stood up and held Han Han's hand tightly that was not holding the microphone, she understood this big boy, she knew why he sang so intently, she would stand behind him and support him silently......
“…… Uncompromising until I get old......" The last lyrics fell, Chen Yu'an coughed twice, quickly picked up the beer and poured a sip, "Hey, hey, my voice is a little hoarse." ”
Han Han also hurriedly picked up the wine bottle and touched him, and patted Chen Yu'an on the shoulder vigorously after drinking, "Book that, this song is awesome!
"How is it, are you in a much better mood after listening to this song?" Chen Yu'an did not answer positively, "I think this song is quite suitable for you." ”
"Well, that's too suitable!" Han Han still didn't calm down from the excitement, and took another sip of wine, yes, why care about the cold eyes and ridicule of others, how can they understand the preciousness of dreams?
It's- better-to-burn-out-than-to-fade-away. After calming down, Han Han and Chen Yu'an chatted about the lyrics.
"Well, yes, that's it. This sentence is the lyrics of Canadian singer Neil Young's 1979 song "Hey-Hey, My-My (Int-the-Black)", which later appeared in the suicide note of Nirvana lead singer Kurt Cobain, so that it became well-known, and until many years later, there are still many people who hang this sentence on their QQ signatures.
"I decided, I'm going to go to the capital after the year and play with cars, and there are still too few people playing cars in the magic capital. Han Han seemed to have made up his mind, and looked back at Jin Lili, "I'm afraid I won't be able to pick you up at school often next semester." ”
"It's okay, anyway, I'm busier with my studies next year, besides, it's very convenient to go to the capital from the magic capital, I can go over to find you if you don't have time." Jin Lili's answer made Chen Yu'an breathe a sigh of relief, if they quarreled, it would be mine.
But even if he didn't have himself, Han Han would go to the capital this year to continue writing and practice racing, right? In fact, he already had an idea in his heart, but he didn't make a final decision for a long time, this young man who rode the wind and waves would eventually take the road he should take.
Chen Yu'an must have had a lot to say before leaving, so after staying for a while, he found an excuse to leave first, and Han Han put him in the taxi, "I'll look for you tomorrow." ”
"Well, no problem. Chen Yu'an waved away, and when he returned to the hotel, he quickly fell asleep under the influence of alcohol.
I woke up early in the morning, had breakfast downstairs, and went back to my room to use the hotel's computer to access the Internet for a while, reminding them that they might have taken action recently to get them ready.
As soon as he finished this, there was a knock on the door outside, and when he opened the door, he saw that it was Han Han, Chen Yu'an returned to the room to pack up his things, "Let's go to the hotel prepared for "Sprout" for a while and put down the things, right? ”
Originally, "Sprout" only undertook round-trip hard-seat train tickets, but I don't know if it was because of the recent surge in sales, they generously took out another sum of money to help the contestants arrange accommodation.
Han Han naturally had no opinion, and drove Chen Yu'an to the hotel on a motorcycle, but it was not yet time to check in, Chen Yu'an left his luggage at the front desk and came out, and asked by the way, this time "Sprout" booked a standard room for them, which means that Chen Yu'an wants to share a room with another contestant, but I don't know if it will be that one.
When he came out, he saw Han Han walking back and forth with his mobile phone talking to someone, his tone was a little excited, Chen Yuan waited quietly next to him, and hung up the phone after a while.
"Who, seeing you so unhappy?" asked Chen Yu'an.
"A TV station asked me to do a dialogue show in two days, probably because it wanted to continue to criticize me, right?" Han Han pretended not to care and said, "It's okay, let's continue to drag rac!"
"Dialogue show?" Chen Yu'an probably guessed the form of this show, it was nothing more than finding a bunch of experts and good students in their eyes to compare with Han Han, and now he was interested, "Why don't you ask again, see if they want to be on this show?"