I think it's not just me, if I really go back to that time, Zheng Jiayue won't have an answer...

She was the first person to fall in love with, so the first person to start to have ignorant emotions was also the one who was right...

If there really is such an opportunity, a chance for the two of us to go back to the past, how will Zheng Jiayue choose?

I can't guess Zheng Jiayue's thoughts, I don't want to guess..

In this way, Zheng Jiayue lay on the desk for a while, as if she was really asleep...

I don't know if she slept or not, but I really didn't bother her.

After all, this is her moment, her own, and everything in this company...

She must have wanted to remember it all, when did she come to this company, when did she sit here, and what kind of fun things she had experienced?

I think, Zheng Jiayue must be happy to work here, after all, who is the mother's change to be as leisurely as her every day, sleep when she wants, and make a lot of money, so it's strange if she is unhappy?

And most importantly, when I didn't come here, Zheng Jiayue spent a long time here, and she must have felt the sense of security she lacked here, so she would stay here.

The things in her family are destined to only have a place to give her a sense of security so that she can always work with peace of mind, and I think this is the right place..

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and looked at Zheng Jiayue quietly...

Zheng Jiayue kept lying on her stomach like this, I thought about it, and also moved to lie on the table.

I rarely stay like this on weekdays, but now that I have done the same thing with Zheng Jiayue, it feels quite subtle.

No wonder Zheng Jiayue likes to sleep on the desk, because this feeling is really super good...

It's like going back to school, it's like going back to school days, lying on top of a desk...

I slowly closed my eyes, and my vision slowly dimmed.

It's so quiet, obviously the company is so noisy, but it's really quiet..

It's like, the mind is purified, it's like... It's like being in a silent world.

But I can still feel Zheng Jiayue next to me, and I can still feel that she is by my side...

I don't know how long it was, but I finally fell asleep...

In a trance, I had a dream in which I was still in this company.

It's still this position, but there is no one in the whole company.

I was the only one in the empty company, and I stood up alone, kept walking, and kept looking for people.

However, no matter how long I walked or which room I walked into, I couldn't see a single figure...

Finally, when I walked out of the door of the company building, I woke up.

When I woke up, the company was still very lively, I was stunned for a moment, and immediately turned my head to look at my side.

Fortunately, Zheng Jiayue is still there, and she is still sitting next to me..

I breathed a sigh of relief, but immediately tensed my nerves again, because Zheng Jiayue's expression looked particularly unnatural, and her appearance looked so low...

I'm a little confused, I don't know what's going on, what's wrong with Zheng Jiayue?

At this time, I glanced at the time on the computer, and then realized that I had slept for so long, and it was already time to get off work in the afternoon?

Did I sleep all afternoon?

I was a little surprised because I had never slept so long at work.

But looking at the current situation, the company is indeed about to get off work, and I really just slept for so long..

But Zheng Jiayue doesn't know what's wrong, she looks very strange, maybe it's because at this time, she is a little reluctant, right?

She looked nostalgic and didn't want to leave.

I didn't say anything when I saw Zheng Jiayue's expression, I just looked at her quietly...

Zheng Jiayue didn't say a word, I stared at her like this for a while, and finally it was time to get off work.

People stood up and began to prepare to leave...

And Zheng Jiayue and I didn't move, just stayed here quietly.

Some have left and will come back tomorrow.

And some people leave, literally forever..

Zheng Jiayue must be very nostalgic, so she has always wanted to stay a little longer.

I didn't bother her, I didn't want to bother her, I want to accompany her here, even if I stay until I am old, I am willing to accompany her here...

Zheng Jiayue has been like this for a long time, and almost all the people in the company have left...

It's starting to get a little dark outside, and the company has already turned on the lights.

At this time, I looked at Zheng Jiayue, paused and asked, "Reluctantly, right?"

Zheng Jiayue turned her head slightly when she heard my words, she looked at me with a gloomy look in her eyes.

After a while, she nodded and said truthfully, "Well, yes... I.."

"It's a little reluctant... Because when I think about leaving this place, I don't know when I will have the opportunity to return here next time, and I feel very uncomfortable in my heart. Xiao Xiaoming, have you ever felt like this?"

Hearing Zheng Jiayue ask me again, I looked at her, thought about it and said, "Yes, this feeling of leaving a place has also happened."

Zheng Jiayue seemed to be interested in an instant, she looked at me, and immediately asked seriously: "When, Xiao Xiaoming, when have you ever felt like this?"

I smiled slightly when I saw Zheng Jiayue asking, and then slowly said: "I remember, I seem to have told you, when I left college and graduated, when I left the dormitory, I had such a feeling."

Zheng Jiayue shook her head, as if to indicate that she had forgotten...

I still remembered something when I saw her, so I looked at her again and said, "Okay, actually, when I just graduated, because I didn't stay in Beijing alone, so... I'm probably the last to go."

"At that time, I sent the dormitory people away one after another, and in the end, I was left alone in the school. At that time, the school was almost on vacation... The whole school is also empty... That feeling, how to put it... Anyway, it's just a special unaccustomed... After all.."

"Originally, it was such a lively campus, and there would always be dormitory buddies around me, but in the end, I was left alone, which was very desolate... When I went back to the dormitory that day, I looked at the empty beds and the things left on the ground, and I remembered when I first came to this dormitory. And then .."

"I was very reluctant in my heart, I felt that my student days were over, but at that time, I was lying on my bed and smoking a cigarette, and then I finished packing up my things and leaving the dormitory.."

When I said this, I paused, and it seemed that those images appeared in front of me.

After a while, I took a deep breath and continued: "Later, when I closed the door of the dormitory, I saw the light from the balcony shining on the ground... I don't know how... My heart was sour all of a sudden.. I have a feeling of wanting to cry.,Haha,Although it's a boy.,But there was still a lot of sentimentality at the time.. But in the end, instead of crying, I locked the door of the dormitory. I want to.."

"You feel the same way I did now... Once you know that you are going to leave a place, you must be very reluctant."

"I can understand this feeling, and I can understand how you feel now."

Zheng Jiayue probably didn't expect me to say this, she looked at me and didn't say anything for a long time.

Zheng Jiayue just nodded when she heard me say this, she didn't say anything, but it can be seen from her appearance that my words still reached her heart.

What kind of emotions do people have when they face parting?

In fact, everyone knows that it is a kind of reluctance, and confusion.

Reluctant to the past, confused about the future.

But isn't that what we've been through all our lives? Isn't it just about leaving one place and going to a new place? I think Zheng Jiayue herself will be able to accept it soon.

Thinking of this for a while, Zheng Jiayue finally spoke, she looked at me and smiled slightly, and said slowly: "Sure enough, in the end, boys are stronger, I don't want to cry, it's just that I'm really reluctant to this place."

"However, I feel much better after hearing Xiao Xiaoming say this, I think..."

"People always have to leave one place before they meet another better place..."

Hearing that Zheng Jiayue wanted to open it, I suddenly didn't feel happy, but felt a little sad...

Yes, if Zheng Jiayue really has a new beginning, what will happen to me and her?

I don't know, but I only have one thought right now, and that is to tell her, to tell her what I don't want her to leave...

But of course not in this company, at a suitable time, after all, there is still one day before Zheng Jiayue leaves...

Thinking of this, I just nodded very calmly and said, "It's good that you can think like this... Anyway, if you're willing to stay longer, let's stay here longer."

Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue smiled and shook her head, she looked at me, and then said, "No... Let's go, I've been.. There is nothing left.. I've been here for a long time, and I don't want to leave."

Zheng Jiayue's expression was a little moved when she said this, obviously she was still very reluctant...

Seeing that she looked like this, I didn't say anything, thought about it, took a deep breath, and then stood up.

Now there are almost two of us left in the company, and somehow the white lights are particularly dazzling.

Zheng Jiayue saw that I stood up and stood up with her, she looked left and right for a while, but still took a deep breath, and then picked up a small box from the table.

Apparently it contained all the things she had placed here, and it was supposed to be taken with them.

I stretched out my hand to pick it up, but Zheng Jiayue shook her head gently and whispered, "I'll just come by myself.. I'm just holding them myself, because that's how I came to hold them."

Zheng Jiayue's words stunned me, I looked at her for a while, still smiled and nodded, signaling her okay..

In this way, Zheng Jiayue held the small box in her arms and set off towards the door of the company.

I walked behind her, and she walked very slowly, and kept looking left and right, as if trying to remember everything... I didn't say anything, I didn't rush her, I let her remember this last moment...

After a long time, Zheng Jiayue and I finally walked to the door.

The moment she walked out of the door, Zheng Jiayue couldn't help but turn her head again, at this time she stared at the empty company, her expression was particularly sad.

After a long time, she moved her mouth again and said softly: "Xiao Xiaoming, you say.."

"After a long time, will it definitely change?"

I was a little strange and couldn't help but ask, "What do you mean?"

Zheng Jiayue was still a little stupid, and said in a low voice: "I mean everything, everything, it's been a long time.. Will it all change?"

I shook my head and said, "There's always something that doesn't change... Some things will never change."

Zheng Jiayue smiled softly when she heard me say this, she didn't ask me what it was, but took a deep breath and said in a low voice: "Let's go.."

I nodded, and I saw Zheng Jiayue turn around and walk out of the company.

I don't know what Zheng Jiayue was like when she first came to this company, but I can feel that Zheng Jiayue is still very sad in her heart now.

In this way, Zheng Jiayue and I walked out of the company and went downstairs, and after leaving the building, Zheng Jiayue sighed deeply.

There was still a little snow on the side of the road, Zheng Jiayue turned around at this time, handed me the box in his hand, and then asked, "Where are we going, Xiao Xiaoming?"

I heard her ask and pondered for a moment, but I still said, "Go to your house, where do you want to go with your things?"

"Go grocery shopping again, I'll show you a hand tonight... How's it going, hasn't you eaten my cooking in a long time?"

Zheng Jiayue was slightly stunned when she heard me say this, and soon nodded with a smile and said, "Okay, okay, that.. Celebrate my return to freedom... Let's have a good meal at home in the evening."

I was a little speechless, and looked at Zheng Jiayue and said, "What is it to regain your free body?" as if you broke up with me, celebrate you, leave your job on the first day... At least you don't have to wake up early in the future."

Zheng Jiayue felt that what I said made sense, she smiled at me, and then signaled me to walk back quickly. Just buy vegetables on the way..

I don't have any opinion, I'll have to buy it sooner or later anyway.. Zheng Jiayue and I walked forward for a distance, and soon walked into the supermarket.

I still have a deep impression of this supermarket, because I have been uncomfortable hiding here, and I have also met Chen Jiao here and then encountered very embarrassing things...

But I still remember one thing, that is, Zheng Jiayue often comes here to buy fruits...

Zheng Jiayue saw me enter the supermarket thoughtfully, and seemed to think of something, she suddenly looked at me, and said, "Ah, I remembered something!!"

Zheng Jiayue remembered something in the supermarket, which showed that it must have something to do with eating.

I looked at her with a weak heart, and asked a little concernedly, "What is it?"

Zheng Jiayue said: "Xiao Xiaoming, do you remember, you said that you would give me an apple every day. But, then you won't give it to me~ right?"

Zheng Jiayue's words made me think about it for a while, and soon I felt a little weak, it seems that there really is such a thing?

But at this time, I definitely couldn't admit it easily, so I pretended to look at Zheng Jiayue with an amnesiac look, and said again: "Eh.. Really, fake? Why don't I remember?"

Zheng Jiayue glared at me, and immediately said again: "Cut, Xiao Xiaoming is missing, I don't know what you are like... Anyway.."

"I remember~ Anyway, you didn't give it to me later, and since then, you already owe me an orchard!!"

I spat out blood and said innocently, "Uh... You're exaggerating, aren't you? How can there be so many? Not a single fruit tree is enough?"

Zheng Jiayue looked indifferent, she looked at me and continued: "Anyway, that's it, let's talk, how to accompany me.. Do you want to pay me an orchard?"

I was speechless for a while, and said, "Are you crazy? Am I like someone who has lost money?"

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I was stunned when I saw Yu Qian like this, but I still sat down next to her, and at this time Yu Qian looked at me again, and after a while, she smiled and said, "Is it okay to rest first?" Looking at the past from here, it is really a good angle, it turns out that these scenes are better to sit down and watch."

Hearing Yu Qian's words, I couldn't help but glance forward, indeed, if I stood just now, I felt that these houses were much smaller, but if I sat down, everything was just right from this perspective.

Sure enough, it's a different angle, just a different world... I sat quietly with Yu Qian, looking at the scenery in front of me...

This feeling is pretty good, although I can't say how good it is, but I feel very comfortable in my heart..

Yu Qian seemed to feel the same way, she quietly looked at the scene in front of her and did not speak again.

I saw the longing in her eyes, and I saw her love for this place...

She still seems to like this place, maybe it was a place in her dreams, right?

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath and didn't speak again, and Yu Qian asked after a while: "By the way, Wang Ming, did you give Xiaoyue a Christmas gift?"

Yu Qian's words stunned me for a moment, I looked at her, and quickly nodded and said, "Well, I sent it.. Definitely sent..'

Yu Qian looked at me a little curiously, and then asked, "Yes, then can I ask, what kind of gift did you give her?"

Yu Qian really asked me, I didn't know how to describe the gift I gave to Zheng Jiayue to her, so after thinking about it, I still said: "Eh.. How to say it, it's a very ordinary gift, it's a watch... It's just a painted watch, drawn with a pen.. It's like the painting I gave you, on her wrist."

Although I don't know how to describe it, Yu Qian can still understand it somewhat, right? She thought about it, and finally smiled lightly and said, "In this way, the gifts you gave are really very special... Think about Xiao Yue too, let's go there to wish you a happy birthday, you are also touched."

Yu Qian said that at this time, she smiled meaningfully, obviously the way I cried that night was still seen by her. I was a little embarrassed, but I smiled at her and said, "This... Hehe, it's true.. Of course, it will be touching to see you important people all of a sudden.."

When I said this, I tried to hide my embarrassment, Yu Qian didn't say anything more, and after a while, I heard her whisper again: "If someone can also give me a Christmas present, it would be great."

Yu Qian's words made me stunned, I looked at her, and asked a little concernedly, "Ah, didn't you receive a Christmas present?"

Yu Qian looked at me, nodded with a smile and said, "Yes, there is no gift, hehe.."

Yu Qian's appearance made me realize something, it is true that she has not been in the company for the past two days, and I can't imagine that anyone will give her Christmas gifts, plus she didn't stay long after she went home today, and she didn't have a chance to see her even if someone wanted to give her a gift?

This left me a little speechless, and I watched her speak again, 'Uh... Forget about it, nothing, why don't I give you a Christmas present?"

Yu Qian laughed when she heard me say this, and thought she would be very polite and say, "No, no." As a result, I didn't expect Yu Qian to look at me with interest and said, "Really, what are you going to give me?"

Yu Qian's words stopped me at once, in fact, I just said that in passing, I didn't think about what to give her at all, so she asked me like this now. I don't know what to say either...

At this time, I felt that I had dug a hole for myself again, where should I go to get a gift for Yu Qian at this time?

But after thinking about it, in fact, it is also appropriate to give Yu Qian a gift, because if I don't give her today, it will be so late, and there will definitely be no one else to give her a gift, so since then, Yu Qian has no Christmas gift for Christmas this year, so it is still necessary for me to give her something..

At this time, I looked at Yu Qian, and after a while, I smiled awkwardly, and said: "To be honest, I really didn't think about it, I forgot about it, can you let me think about it?"

Yu Qian saw that I was very calm when I said this, she nodded, and said again: "It's okay, it's okay.. Actually.."

"Forget it, you think about it first.. Think about what gift you can give me.."