Chapter 498: Inner Perseverance (Second Update.) )
When we entered the small restaurant, the owner immediately recognized us, and warmly greeted us to the only single room, with old walls and dusty electric fans, with a lot of memories that nothing has changed.
Seventeen is still a passionate character, ordering almost all the dishes he has eaten, Su Yurong brought two cases of beer, and the atmosphere has reached a climax before it starts, this moment is precious and unforgettable!
I can't even bear to enjoy this moment, because the beginning is destined to have an end, and how I wish that time could be frozen in this moment, in the beauty of the world......
But the reality is cruel, and the beautiful reunion that there once had will always be separated by a chasm, a chasm that cannot be easily crossed, which is a sense of alienation brought by time.
Seventeen said that I had changed, that I was no longer as stupid as I used to be, that she could see maturity and caution in my eyes, and that was a fact that could not be changed.
When I knew that Seventeen had a new boyfriend, I was very calm, and I could bless her very calmly, even if the love at this time often could not go to the end, but I still sincerely blessed her......
Sixteen's eyes are always calm, she can chat with us casually, she can be as calm and generous as before, but she can't hide the loneliness in her eyes.
I've never seen such lonely eyes, I've never seen such a lonely sixteen, if her loneliness stood out from the crowd before, then she now gives me the feeling that the whole world is closed.
Even if she is smiling, her heart is cold, even if she is listening, her mind is not here at all, her eyes in a trance can make people feel distressed, and the desire in my heart is even stronger.
But I won't open up to her at this moment, because I know that she is under so much pressure that she can't take a breath at all, let alone put her mind on other places.
In fact, I don't want to take advantage of people's danger, the second uncle said that a manly man, he must be bright and chic, and he must be worthy of his heart when he does things!
In the staggering, I saw the smiles on everyone's faces, saw the relaxation of enjoying this moment, temporarily let go of the heavy shackles on my back, and gathered together in this unforgettable moment!
Happy time always passes quickly, and in the blink of an eye, a meal ends in laughter, and I can see the reluctance in everyone's eyes, and I can also feel the heavy pressure after a short period of pleasure.
In life, everyone will have more or less pressure, everyone's life is different, and the fate they carry is also different, and all the hatred in my heart flashed in front of my eyes at this moment.
But I have no fear of these friends in front of me, some choices cannot be changed once they are made, some feelings are not finished in a lifetime, and some people are destined to never forget in their lives!
When sending everyone home, Su Yurong deliberately sent sixteen at the end, he could understand my thoughts and leave room for me...... After Seventeen and Fifteen left, the atmosphere in the car became very depressing.
Su Yurong deliberately drove the car very slowly, and deliberately let the single in the car loop a Jiangnan ......
The wind and snow were still thick this night, and the air conditioning in the car was turned on very much, but I could still feel the coldness and loneliness in the car when I sat in the passenger seat.
I could feel Sixteen's intense loneliness, and I could feel the panic and helplessness in her heart, not from the surface but from my heart.
"Stop the car, I want a glass of water. I said to Su Yurong.
"Okay, I'll buy it. Su Yurong got out of the car immediately after stopping, and I took out a cigarette from my body and put it in my mouth.
After hesitating, I lit the cigarette, and when I opened the window, a cold wind blew into the car, and the cold wind also shook my spirit.
They didn't speak to each other, just quietly listening to Jiangnan where the single was looping, waiting for Su Yurong's return, but I had so many words in my heart but I didn't know where to start.
Time passed minute by minute, and Su Yurong did not come back after a cigarette burned out, and at this moment Sixteen should be able to understand what I mean.
"We haven't seen each other for a long time. I took the initiative to open the conversation, and I didn't even dare to look back at her in the back seat, not to look into her eyes.
"Yes, it's been a long time...... You've changed a lot and matured a lot. Sixteen's voice was calm and indifferent, and I could see her lonely side face in the reflection from the car window.
She looked out the window of the car and looked very lonely, extremely lonely.
The wind and snow outside the car window seemed to block the whole world, as if the whole space was only the two of us, and I understood her intentions...... She didn't know what my heart was holding.
"Yes, you've actually changed a lot......
One sentence silenced each other, her side face became more lonely, and her inner world was like the wind and snow outside the window, long covered with thick ice and snow.
"Do you remember the movie we watched together? "I smoked quietly, and my eyes were full of memories.
"Actually, you and I are very clear that everything is different now, and some things can't be changed......"
"Is it like the snow and ice outside the window? I don't know when the ice and snow will melt, I don't know when it will be sunny again. ”
By using things as metaphors, I think she can understand what I mean.
"Freezing three feet is not a day's cold, maybe this heavy snow will stop, but the snow and ice will never melt. ”
"No, no matter how thick the ice and snow are, it can melt, as long as you believe that there is hope of seeing the sunny sky again, you will definitely be able to melt it all!"
"Perhaps, but how can one believe that it will melt in this snowstorm? ”
Her words are extremely sad, I can understand her inner feelings, she also inadvertently borrowed objects to metaphor people, the wind and snow outside the car window is now the truest portrayal of her heart!
"Actually, I just want you to know that when you can't see any light and hope, there is another me in the corner......"
"Sanming, I understand what you mean and I can understand your mind, but some things are destined to be unchangeable. ”
"I know, but how can I know that there is no hope without trying? I never know what the outcome will be until the last moment of the deal, as long as I live, there will be hope!"
"There have been many people who have told me that this storm will stop and the ice and snow will melt...... Go with the flow. ”
"I'm willing to melt with my chest! I'm different from others! You know!"
"No, you and I are not destined to be from the same world, you are still too young. ”
"I have faith, I have persistence, I have unchanging feelings! Why can't I!"
"You drank too much, let Su Yurong come back. ”
"How could I drink too much! I'm so sober now! I really ......"
"Do you have this qualification? You Xiong Sanming is just a gangster in the casino, can you and I be people of the same world? I can still marry very beautifully from a famous family, and I can get back everything that belongs to me!"
"What!? What age is this, and you still want to sell yourself? This idea is ridiculous!"
"Is there any other way for me to do it but sell myself? Tell me!
Her tears completely shattered my heart, but she still looked strong, she was still the sixteenth sister, and she was still the Chen Jiaxin who would not admit defeat easily!
I know that no matter how much I say now, it is weak and pale, and I will prove myself with practical actions, I am not just a person who is good for nothing but gambling!
Soon Su Yurong came back empty-handed, and the car continued to drive forward, and the wind and snow were still spreading...... It was as if nothing had happened, and the inside of the car was still cold.
But the fire in me has risen, and it can't be extinguished, because I can't bear to see her betraying herself.
The car stopped next to a neighborhood, she easily got out of the car and said goodbye, I immediately rushed out of the car and took off my coat to catch up, and at this moment to resist the wind and snow for her.
Walking step by step in the snowstorm, all the words I wanted to say at the moment were speechless, but I couldn't forget my inner perseverance, and I couldn't forget the promise I made to her on this special night.
The cold wind that was as cold as a knife became no longer sharp at this moment, and the fire in my heart almost made me boil, I wanted to melt the ice and snow in her heart to face a strong enemy, and face a more difficult challenge than Wuhan Maobai!
But I'm not afraid, I'm fearless for the obsession in my heart, and from the moment I see her, I'm destined to never forget the hot emotion in my heart!
"Sanming, you are different from others, no matter what, I thank you for your comfort, whether it is true or false, it has warmed my heart. ”
She gently left a kiss on my cheek, cold with a hint of bitterness......