200. Empty rejoice
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Lisa smiled softly, laughing at the unrealistic in the empty room.
Maybe I'm too troubled, but I just want to warn you, don't bury everything you have for the sake of a momentary novelty, will your parents be able to accept Pooh?
Lisa spread her hands and said: Obviously not, even people like me who have been waiting abroad for a long time can't accept it, let alone a person like your mother who has a very serious feudal mentality?
Lisa said very realistically, she knew very well the weakness of grasping people's worst fears, she looked at Guan Jinting's slowly gloomy face, and said with a usual smile on her originally extremely serious face: Okay, after saying so much, you can think that I am talking nonsense, I have already prepared the meal, I have already left food for Winnie in the microwave, let's eat first.
After she finished speaking, she pulled the hair that slipped down from the side of her face, stood up from her seat, and put the neat dishes and chopsticks on the table again, and held a small white and translucent bowl with the fragrant soup, her movements were sharp and gentle, and she looked like a standard housewife.
Guan Jinting looked at Lisa like this, to be honest, she was a very ideal marriage partner in her eyes, not noisy, in and out of the hall and in the kitchen, if nothing else, although she had no feelings for her, at least she could solve her life events, and she was also the candidate that Guan's mother liked.
But now such a perfect marriage candidate has already become boring in his eyes, he only has an orderly plan for his life path, and he can't tolerate a little mistake, but Jiang Winnie is a little monster that suddenly appeared in his well-organized road, and he wanted to throw it away, but he couldn't throw it away, and he warned himself that it was wrong, but he found that those proud self-control seemed to have been destroyed by someone, and he was no longer out of his control.
He took the soup bowl handed over by Lisa: If one day she finds what she wants, I will let it go, thank you for taking care of you during this time, you are a very good woman, I don't have the blessing to have you.
When Lisa heard this, the soup spoon in her hand that was misted by the heat slid away, and her fingers immediately tightened, she never thought that Guan Jinting would suddenly say such a thing, she said with a hint of disbelief in her tone: Jinting, we are all adults, I hope you are thoughtful before you say this, after all, during this period of time, it turns out that I am the one who can accompany you to old age, there is no conflict of interest between us, and there are no factors to force us, but we all want to find a person you like to grow old together, and you may never find such like-minded people in the future。
Guan Jinting held the hot temperature in his hand, handed it to the table and put it away, he said: Lisa, I may have thought that it didn't matter who I spent my life with, but now my mind has changed, since it is to consume a tasteless life as a thing, why not make yourself happy, maybe those sweetness is very short-lived, but it is better than not even having something to remember in the end, don't you think we are too pitiful like this?
Lisa put down the spoon in her hand, still pretending to smile and said: Do you think so? I can say a word to you directly, you and Jiang Winnie can't go to the end, she is still so young, at this stage she is like a person trapped by the fog in the forest, one day the fog clears, she sees what she wants clearly, won't you regret it?
I will regret it, but that is for the future, and I will leave it to think about it later.
Lisa was unwilling to ask: Do you really love her so much that you don't even want to think about it in the future?
Guan Jinting looked at it with a shallow smile in his eyes, and he said: I don't know, even I don't understand what I'm doing now.
Guan Jinting was born in a family with an extremely strict education system, when he was a child, the most contact was study and books, in so many years he has always been very clear about what he wants, what he doesn't want, he lives very soberly, and now it is the first time to live so unclear, Lisa probably won't understand everything he feels now, and he doesn't want to say anything more, so he said to Lisa again: I'm sorry.
Lisa has received all the higher education, and in the past few days abroad, she has already known that men don't like to stalk to the death, and her pride does not allow it, in the face of his apology, she still smiled with a moderate amount of advance and retreat, and said: I understand, at least you have what you want, but I will wait for you, Jinting, I don't think the two of us should end here, even if we stand behind you as friends in the future, it doesn't matter.
After she finished speaking, she slowly approached Guan Jinting, her eyes flashed with a little water, and her voice was rarely lowered, and she asked: Can you kiss me again?
Lisa rarely let go of all her shelves that fit the mature woman, she asked the man for a kiss goodbye, she approached him little by little, until she stood in front of him, she climbed him with both hands, stood on tiptoe and tilted her head at that moment when she was finally closest to him, there was no longer that kind of unreachable distance, but after waiting for him for a long time, he did not move.
Lisa looked at Guan Jinting, he didn't move, she approached again, the moment her lips were about to touch him, Guan Jinting's face slowly parted, Lisa's kiss fell short, and her face just stopped between the side of his face one centimeter away from him, she didn't look at him, but her eyes fell on the collar of the plaid shirt, frowned and asked: Don't you even refuse to meet me with this simple request?
Guan Jinting looked down at Lisa who was lying on his shoulder, and said in a deep voice: I'm sorry, Lisa, since we have all made it clear, there should be no hope that should be there.
Lisa also hopes that she can be like Jiang Weini who can shout and make a lot of noise in the face of all unfair treatment, even if the noise is fierce, in the eyes of others, she is just a little girl who is ignorant, and even has a trace of innocence other than ignorance, which makes people love and pity.
But if it were her, her loud quarrel would definitely be someone who had ruined her own demeanor in the eyes of others, and she would not allow such a self to appear.
She gradually let go of Guan Jinting, and said with a smile on her face: The way you rejected me is really cruel, but what can be done, now your heart is not with me, so you will hurt so unscrupulously, I can afford it, it doesn't matter, don't say I'm sorry.
After she finished speaking, she turned around and wanted to go to the seat to pick up her bag, and the moment she bent down, Guan Jinting said behind her: Since they are all here, let's finish this meal before leaving.
Lisa turned her back to him and laughed mockingly, but she still sorted out her emotions and turned around, put down the bag in her hand again, and said: That's right, buying and selling is not benevolent.
The two of them spoke openly, and after speaking, they each acted as if nothing had happened, Lisa went to the kitchen to bring out the steamed steamed Anhui fish, and Guan Jinting went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of red wine.
Jiang Winnie, who woke up in the bedroom, lay on the bed and looked at the crystal lamp on his head, froze for a long time, and slapped himself hard, thinking about how she could sleep like this in front of the enemy, if Lisa had bad intentions and used some means against Guan Jinting while she was away, it would be over.
She quickly rolled out of bed, hurriedly put on her shoes and rushed out of the open door, it's okay not to go out, as soon as she went out, she saw Lisa walking out of the kitchen with the dishes in her hands, and smiled perfectly at Guan Jinting, who was pouring red wine, and said perfectly: The first time I steamed fish, the taste is not as delicious as outside, so I will take a look.
While speaking, he walked over to Guan Jinting, and before he took a few steps, he was holding the dish in his hand steadily, and quickly let go, and the dish fell to the ground, and then Lisa covered her hand and screamed there, Guan Jinting quickly walked over when he saw this, grabbed her hand and checked it a few times, and asked: What's wrong?
Lisa looked at Guan Jinting who was examining her wounds in front of her, her eyes didn't take her eyes off for half a minute, Jiang Winnie stood there and saw this scene, eager to pull Lisa over and beat her hard, she knew that she was not here, and the woman would definitely use all kinds of martial arts and tricks.
Guan Jinting was facing away from her, so naturally she didn't see Jiang Winnie behind her, but Lisa was different, she was facing Jiang Winnie, and after seeing her standing there, there was a hint of a smile on her face.
Guan Jinting said: It's just a little burn, just go back and apply some medicine.
Only then did Lisa take her eyes back from Jiang Winnie, and looked at the steamed Wanyu that was broken into several pieces on the ground with annoyance, and said in a tone full of pity and annoyance: The first time I tried to make fish, it was really a waste.