I thought I must be mad, so I shuddered and hung up the phone in my hand, and sat there for a long, long time, all the while holding one motion.

I didn't think about anything, so I took a leave of absence from Du Xiaolan and wanted to go to a lawyer and ask if I could get a large amount of compensation if I divorced according to my situation now.

Lin Anhang is too ruthless, no, he loves Susie far more than I imagined.

I rushed out of the office, Du Xiaolan asked me where to go, I didn't have time to answer, I just wanted to stop the car from the road, and a black car stopped directly in front of me.

The window of the car was gradually opened, and I took a look at it, Xu Shenlin's face appeared in front of me, and asked me, "Where to go during work hours." ”

I'm not in the mood to talk to him at all now, Lin Anhang has given me a lot of stimulation, and I want to kill people now, vent my anger, and scream.

I didn't even look at him, the whole crossed in front of his car, Xu Shenlin probably thought that my expression was wrong, he was sitting in the car and pushed the door open, chased him out quickly, and dragged me from behind.

His voice was a few louder and sounded a little serious, "Something's going on." ”

I wanted to shake his hand away, and my mouth was full of anger and said, "You let me go!"

Xu Shenlin pulled me instead, and I was directly in his arms, his brows furrowed deeply, "Song Wenjing, I'll give you five minutes now to immediately calm me down." ”

I, Song Wenjing, have always been the most unbearable for people like them, people who use power to oppress people, although Xu Shenlin is my boss, why should he take care of me! This is my family matter, I can do whatever I want.

I'm usually a person who doesn't get angry easily, but today Lin Anhang greatly stimulated me on the phone, and I shook his hand hard, "I said that you don't have to worry about it! Who are you! Why do you care about me! I tell you, I can't be quiet! I want to kill people now! Do you know how to kill people?! Xu Shenlin, you'd better stay away from me, otherwise I won't guarantee that your corpse will be in a different place today, and I will do anything when I'm irrational!"

I stretched out my hand to push him hard, but as soon as my hand touched his chest, the cold light in his eyes flashed, and he held my hand tightly without any ambiguity, and the other hand was still across my waist, so that I could stick to him tightly.

I could smell the men's perfume on him, a bit like the scent of green tea.

He held me down, my upper body couldn't move, my lower body could always move, I stretched out my foot to kick him.

He suddenly picked me up, and I screamed with my feet off the ground, and he carried me straight to the mouth of an alley, and then pushed me against the wall.

The hot kiss was covered at once, my lips and tongue were hooked tightly by him, and I gritted my teeth tightly, but the breath on his body was too strong, which was not the same as Lin Anhang's body.

It was intense as if it was going to suffocate and sink.

I struggled desperately at first, but I just let him kiss me in the end.

The actual situation in my head is a mess, I feel like my heart is beating like a stone hitting the wall of my heart, Xu Shenlin kissed my neck, and my body shook.

As soon as he came back to his senses and wanted to kick him away, he said something that I hadn't come back to my senses for a long time, he looked at me seriously, his big dry hand controlled my face, looked at me with a deep gaze, and said, "Song Wenjing, you really don't know me?"

I was stupid.

Then he looked at him with his eyes open, he didn't know where to put his hands and feet, his eyes were empty, as if someone had turned off the electric switch in an instant, and he was stunned.

His eyes were unusually serious, and his black pupils were full of brilliance, and there was even a little bit of expectation.

This is an alley in the company's park, standing near the company, occasionally hearing a few steam sounds from a distance, a bit of a quiet feeling.

My lips were still numb, Xu Shenlin saw that my clothes were sluggish, and he was not in a hurry, but just stretched out his right hand and rubbed my head very gently, smiled and said, "It seems that you really don't remember." ”

When he said this, he didn't know whether it was emotion or what, and he was faintly disappointed.

He rubbed my head just right, and it felt a little pampered.

There's a wall behind me, and he's in front of me.

My first thought was to run away, his face was a few centimeters away from me, his snort was sprinkled on my face, and the bridge of his nose was straight enough for me to touch him if I moved a little.

I tried in my mind to tell myself to be calm, calm, to be calm.

Then I thought about the kiss just now, and then I thought about what Xu Shenlin said just now, and then I looked at the distance between the two, would it be a little.... It's too ambiguous.

Thinking that he was now on the verge of cheating, the whole nerve was already tense, although the body was still numb, stretched out his foot and stepped on his foot, he didn't expect me to make this move, defenseless, bent down in pain, I took advantage of his loss, immediately smashed the bag in his hand on his head, and scolded, "Stinky rascal! Don't think it's my boss who can come to obscene me! I'm not afraid to tell you! The old lady is still pregnant with one in her belly! I want to relieve loneliness! Find the right person?!"

After beating people, I ran away with my bag in my hand, running wildly, while thinking, what the is going on!

It's a pity that I'm twenty-five, not a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl, I'm really sorry.

I walked all the way in a trance, and I don't know how long I walked, the weather was getting hotter and hotter, so I simply found a cold drink shop and drank a glass of ice water.

When I just touched my lips with the cup, I thought of Xu Shenlin's domineering kiss, and I instantly felt strange in my heart, and I couldn't say whether it was good or not, my face was red, so I wiped it with my hand a few times, and the more I wiped, the more aggrieved I was, and the more aggrieved I was, the more I wanted to cry.

I have never suffered such a grievance since I was a child, I was forcibly kissed, and the other party was still my boss, and I beat her in a fit of anger just now.

I definitely won't be able to stay in the company anymore, even if Xu Shenlin doesn't hold grudges, I can't face his face every day without thinking about it.

In fact, I just have a very good way for you to solve such a sudden situation, for example, when nothing happens, he asks her if she doesn't know him, I just say, oh, I'm sorry, you admit your mistake.

If you are kissed, you will not die, you will be bitten by a dog.

Just when I was annoyed about this matter, Chen Meihua from the customer department called me and bombarded me, saying that the customer from the tourist attraction came to the company today to see the design draft.

I'm not there now, people are furious on the spot, the customer service department is in charge of the production and implementation process to supervise, Chen Meihua is the account director, and now I personally called over, and I almost wanted to pull me out on the phone, so that my whole person was in a state of distraction.

Chen Meihua scolded me for a long time in that paragraph, and when she saw that I didn't react for a long time, she said with some hatred, "Song Wenjing, you have been in the company for so many years, and you have never made such a low-level mistake. ”

I looked out at the flowing clouds, the scorching sun, the sun, the sun, the sun-drenched lifeless trees on the side of the street, and the traffic flowing.

I reacted, "Oh. "Yes. ”

Chen Meihua is estimated to vomit blood on the phone, and her tone is not as good as the tone at the beginning, although she is scolding, she really saves some face.

She said solemnly, "Song Wenjing, what is your reaction?" ”

I held the cup in my hand, and the cold stimulation made me suddenly extremely calm, and my tone was never calmer, and said, "Sister Meihua, I plan to resign." ”

Chen Meihua didn't react for a long time after hearing this, and when she reacted, I had already hung up the phone.

sat in the cold drink shop for an afternoon, and found that I didn't want to go home, I didn't want to go home to face Lin Anhang's disgusting face, and I didn't want to go home to face her parents who often asked her why she often ran to her parents' house during this time, whether there was a problem with her relationship.

In this regard, my mother is from the past, and she used to tell the story of her from childhood to adulthood when I was younger.

She said that before she got married, she was a little angry with her parents, so she couldn't help but run out for four or five days in anger, and she didn't report a letter to her family.

But when she got married, she quarreled with her husband, and the place where she hid was the place where she wanted to escape so much before, that is, her mother's house, and there was no one who disappeared one second before you, and was so anxious that she was looking for you on the street the next second, and there was no more.

This is the difference between getting married and not marrying.

And as we grow older, we used to feel that our parents were in a hurry, and only then did we feel that the sense of revenge in our hearts was satisfied.

Now, the grievances suffered outside, thinking about the grievances that my parents gave me before, are simply worlds apart, but there is nowhere to complain.

In the face of the mother's family starting to report good news and not bad news, if you can bear it alone, you can bear it.

And the problems between me and Lin Anhang, I think it is far from a Susie, there are many problems between us, for example, he has never loved me.

For example, every time we chat, it's very boring, like he said there is no passion, but what went wrong.

What made me choose that man at the age of twenty, just because he was calm, because he didn't have any passion to cheat, just because he didn't even know how to love.

There is absolutely no absoluteness in things in this world, the variables are like the weather, whether it is accurate or not, many times, it depends on how much you trust, too trust, too much belief in this thing is reliable, the more you go to the back, the more you find that things are not imagined and feel reliable, life is not imagination and self-estimation.

It was a practice, a bloody practice, and there were many people who died in this wall, and the bodies were decomposed and no one found out to collect them.

And do I want to be that kind of person? I have been swallowing my anger all my life, and they have ruined me as a man and a girlfriend, and they have ruined my nine-year moral compulsory education that the state has given me for so many years.

I can't accept it.

I took a big sip of water and suppressed the churning fire in my heart.

Payment, stop the car outside, go to my sister's unit to find my sister to borrow a place to live.

I looked at the scenery on the side of the road along the way, but there were some ups and downs in my mind, the year I got married to Lin Anhang, on the wedding night, he hugged me who was stripped naked, I trembled all over, afraid of his approach, but I opened those eyes that did not understand the world and asked him, "Does it hurt?"

At that time, I clearly saw a flash of fire and pity in his eyes, that fire was a desire for a young body, and he said emotionally, "I will treat you well, it doesn't hurt, you will like it." ”

He lied to me, and the moment he entered my body, I felt that everything hurt, like ants crawling all over my body, and they gnawed at my body mercilessly.

It hurts, but it doesn't look like himself, at that time, Lin Anhang was tired and slept next to me, I carefully stopped his bare hand on his strong waist, and looked at him cautiously with shyness and timidity.

I silently recited a few times in my heart, from now on he is my husband, and we will live a lifetime, I am old, and he is old for a lifetime.

At the age of twenty, I cut off all the love fantasies that girls of my age should have, and I threw myself into a major life event.

did everything that a little daughter-in-law should have, whenever Lin Anhang brought a few of his friends to play at home, his buddies always said in a tone full of jealousy, look at you, you are the oldest among us, but the wife you are looking for is the youngest, buddy, tell me what you think, when you were in college, you were still enlightened by teachers in preschool, and you trained so well, like the woman in my family, she only knows how to dress up when she goes shopping every day, and she doesn't look like she dresses up, and she can't even wash the dishes, do you think it's funny or not?"