If it weren't for the reluctance to have such a good family in this life, and the family affection that he had been looking forward to for two lifetimes, Brother Zhao would really not be alive. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's not that I think that if I die, maybe I can go back, but even if I know that if I die, there will be no more this person, and it doesn't matter if there is no other life to compensate, it's really tiring to live.

The four simple words of lingering on the sickbed are the struggle for life day after day, the endless lethargy and occasional wakefulness but having to endure the pain that seems to pierce the soul, and the helplessness of lying on the bed like a waste.

The lady of the Li family suffered a big change, lost almost all her relatives overnight, and was grief-stricken and had to avoid the pursuers at the same time, if it wasn't for the tenacious vitality of the younger brother, it would have been gone.

Finally, after finding out that she was pregnant, the Li family's mother was strong, and she cleaned up her emotions and stabilized the fetus, but one was because of filial piety, the second was hungry and full on the way to escape, and the third was that even if she tried to control her emotions, how could she say that she didn't want to want to be so deeply grieved?

When Brother Zhao was born, such a small group, but it was difficult to even cry, congenital deficiencies and a weak body could not be integrated with a strong spirit, and the body's self-protection mode made Brother Zhao stay in a coma.

The coma beyond the newborn's sleepiness time, and the undeveloped brain could not support Zhao's frequent thinking, which not only made her continue to fall asleep soon after waking up, but also made her appear slow in response in the eyes of others, and she seemed to be stupid. If you change the father and mother, in that case, you will either discard or drown, and it will become a conscientious practice to go with the flow.

Fortunately, Zhao Di met a pair of the best fathers and mothers, after she knew her current situation, she let go of her heart and was suffering from illness before, and she always thought that it was better to die than to die, at least she didn't have to suffer such torture when she died.

At that time, I couldn't communicate with other people, and Zhao Di could only secretly choose to refuse to drink medicine, but I didn't expect to lose in the hands of my daughter's earnest parents, they did everything possible to feed, day and night care, and tireless teaching finally won the approval of Zhao Di.

For those loves, Brother Zhao can endure the torture of illness, but he can't watch himself drag them down, which also leads to her extremely weak sense of survival, especially after the birth of her brother, thinking that they will not be sad if they have another child, Brother Zhao really lives with the idea of resignation, and if he lives for a day, he will accompany them for a day, and when he dies, he will completely liberate them.

It's just that she underestimated her status in the hearts of her parents, needless to say, her mother and grandmother, as the heroes who let her mother get out of grief and stay away from decadence and regain her vitality, Li Dalang is the most favored in this family, which is the reason why she has a unique position in this family.

As for now, there are so many worries, so much responsibility, I really want her life, she tries her best to survive, even if, compared with her previous life, now it is really depressing to hit the wall.

So now there is a kind of spectacle in the house, every day the four little ones listen to the eldest sister shouting, "I'm tired to death, I'm tired to death, my bones are falling apart, tomorrow you come and put me together!" The next day, he went out with the second sister in good spirits.

This continued until the autumn harvest was over, when all the grain had been collected in the warehouse and the taxes had been paid, and it was finally time to sleep lightly.

What everyone didn't expect was that not only when taking his younger brother and younger brothers and sisters to exercise in the morning, Zhao younger brother also got up and practiced his own Tu Na kung fu together, and when he took his two younger sisters to go up the mountain to find firewood and beat pigweed after breakfast, he actually saw Zhao Di taking Xiaobao to wash soybeans there.

Their dry food business has long been done, Zhou Changtai has already left the town, and it is not the day of the market, what are you doing to recruit my brother to wash so many beans?

The anxious brother Pan had already asked: "Eldest sister, why do you wash so many beans? You can't make so many bean sprouts?"

It's a pity that Brother Zhao raised his head and immediately dispelled her hope: "Yes, make tempeh!"

Tempeh, it turned out that cooking was not delicious, Brother Pan immediately deflated, since the time of the set, Brother Pan simply fell in love with the current day, the two sisters will ponder some food as long as they have time, and the things that try to be done fill every day are full, this taste of having something to eat at any time is really great!

Even if, sometimes it tastes weird, sometimes it looks weird, all of them can't discourage Brother Pan's enthusiasm, it's okay to blame, anyway, Brother Pan feels that no matter what the taste is, he can accept it all, especially when he goes to pull bricks, there will always be a group of people behind him, and it feels really good.

The younger brother thought that he had forgotten to recruit his brother: "Sister, I haven't finished what my grandmother made before......

Tempeh is a good thing, not only can be seasoned, but also can be used in medicine, just like pickles, watercress, pickles, every household will always have such a jar of tempeh to put it, put some seasoning when cooking on weekdays, and when there is no vegetable in winter, these can also be fished out and eaten directly as vegetables.

The douban tempeh is put for a longer time, the better it is, and it can be eaten for a few years when it is made into a big jar, and they have not finished eating it at home, so they can wait until next year to make it, besides, there are too many beans to be washed by Zhaodi!

Brother Zhao raised his head and smiled: "Well, I know, but those are too few, so I need to do some and put them away." Second sister, you go buy a few big jars later, and by the way, ask whose beans and wheat are there, well, you just buy the jars, and the third sister can just ask. ”

Saying that, he turned his head and looked at the younger brother who came to look at the younger brother: "Third sister and fourth sister, when you go to pull bricks, ask, who has more millet, wheat and beans to sell, and more than these, and the others that have to be sold also said, we buy them at home, and the price is the same as the one in the store, and when the time comes, we will go to the door to pull them without them sending them." ”

The promise of the younger brother is loud, but for the younger brother, the behavior of recruiting the younger brother is too strange.

Regardless of coarse grains and fine grains, they have a lot of stored at home, even if there are few things they harvest this year, but with what their family has stored before, it is no problem if they don't collect it this year, so why buy it from others?

It's just that now is not the time to talk about this, let the two younger sisters take the cow out and take the younger brother over to squat down to help.