In fact, I have always felt that Li Xinran is a relatively strong girl. ← Qi ☆ Net ←

In other words, if the things she experienced happened to other girls, let alone others, even to Lao Gu, I wouldn't have known what it would become, Li Xinran at least didn't know what happened to her until I knew what happened to her, and now I know what kind of experience she had, and sometimes I can understand her feelings.

And seriously, she rarely shows such a sad look, which makes me feel strange in my heart after reading it, in short, the sympathy for her seems to be a little more..

But I didn't think about it for long, and soon looked at Li Xinran and spoke again

"Ahh I don't want to go, I haven't been there anyway, and it's good to know about history, but do you know the way?"

It seems that Li Xinran has planned for a long time, she looked at me, nodded and said

"I know, I've looked it up. . . It's not too far.."

Hearing her say that, I reached out again and took the bag she was carrying, and spoke

"Let's go, let's go and see."

Li Xinran didn't say anything more, and followed me downstairs again.

The two of us walked out of the mall, and Li Xinran kept walking beside me in the direction of the subway.

I helped her carry the clothes she had just bought, and I couldn't imagine that Li Xinran would go to such a meaningful place.

Although I have never been to the Old Summer Palace, I know what happened in that place and what warning was left for us there...

I don't think Li Xinran just wants to go to that place just because he thinks that what happened there is very similar to himself, maybe somewhat, but also to see the once prosperous place that shocked the world.

Just as I was thinking about this, I suddenly felt my arm sink again.

I couldn't help but be stunned and turned my head to look at my side...

Li Xinran, who had been walking behind me, didn't know when she came over, and her hand actually went around my arm and then grabbed my arm.

This startled me and at the same time felt my elbow hit something soft...

I instinctively stood still, only to find that Li Xinran leaned on me very tightly. She seemed a little embarrassed, although there was no expression on her face, but her eyes still looked away, and my arm seemed to hold her Opai.

This still surprised me very much, but before I could speak, I heard Li Xinran speak again

"In this case, it doesn't matter, right? Zheng Jiayue, does she often walk on the street like this?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran mentioned Zheng Jiayue again, I was a little stunned, but after a while, I still looked at her, and then spoke

"Uhhh Yes, but, it's weird, you always seem to mention Zheng Jiayue today? Why?"

Li Xinran smiled lightly when he heard me say this, and then spoke again

"Yes, because she's your girlfriend, isn't it? You also said that you talked about such a partner once, right? So I just want to know, what is the difference between you and Zheng Jiayue when you are with you and pretend to be with me now..."

I was speechless for a while when I heard Li Xinran say this, although I don't know what Li Xinran was thinking, but let her be, anyway, just today, she also knows that it is fake or something, so she should accompany her to play at home..

Thinking of this, I smiled at her again, and quickly signaled to her that it didn't matter, let's go first.

Seeing that I didn't say anything more, the corners of Li Xinran's mouth raised slightly, and soon she took my arm and walked towards the subway again.

Touching my conscience and saying that I never thought of having such an intimate act with her... I'm really afraid of being seen or something, but when I think about Beijing is so big, the chance of being seen by people I know is too small, so I feel like I think a little more... And..

Anyway, I don't suffer a loss, so be more intimate..

But I have to admit that this Li Xinran's figure is really good, no wonder Lu Mao has always been so fond of her, and it's also because of her appearance or something...

Thinking about it, it's also a pain for Li Xinran, and it's a sin for my mother to be beautiful...

In this way, Li Xinran and I entered the subway, and after entering, Li Xinran finally let go of me, she knew the road, so she was always leading the way..

Along the way, she talked less, maybe there is nothing to say between the two of us, after all, usually when we meet, we talk about those companies, and now it is not convenient to talk outside..

Li Xinran really hasn't been there, although he knows the route, but he also has to explore.

The two of us got off the subway and asked people all the way before we arrived at the gate of the Old Summer Palace.

It seems that there is a university in the neighborhood, and you can see a lot of students.

Most students like to come to this kind of place, after all, knowing history is the responsibility of a student.

Li and I walked to the door happily, although we hadn't walked in yet, but we already felt a momentum that I had never felt before.

I raised my head and looked from afar, and what was once the "Garden of Ten Thousand Gardens" was now only a ruin.

At this time, my feelings were very complicated, and I could say that I felt a little heartache.

Because if those things can be preserved to this day, I don't know how shocking it will be...

After a while, I turned my head to look at Li Xinran again.

She didn't know what she was thinking, but she was stunned...

I didn't bother her, but walked to the side and bought the ticket, and then walked back and motioned for Li Xinran to go in..

Li was glad to come back to his senses at what I said, and after looking at me, he walked in behind me again.

When I went in, everything in front of me was pretty much the same as I imagined...

It can be said that this is not a scenic spot, because after entering, people's mood will be a little heavy.

I suddenly regretted that I had come here with Li Xinran, and my mother was still very happy on the weekend, but I felt weird when I came here.

Li Xinran has been silent since she entered the door, she walked in front of me and led me slowly forward.

On both sides are some dilapidated ruins, covered with traces of history...

I didn't know what to say to Li Xinran, so I followed her silently.

I think the two of us are probably the most silent among the tourists in the neighborhood right now, and it's not an exaggeration to say that we are deaf and dumb...

After wandering around like this for most of the day, Li Xinran finally said the first sentence...

"What a pity.."

I couldn't help but be stunned, and soon sighed, and then I looked at her and spoke again

"yes, that's a pity, and.."

"I thought this kind of place would be more special, but I didn't expect that there are still so many places to sell things, and it has almost completely become a scenic spot."

Li Xinran turned her head when she heard me say this, she looked at me, and spoke again

"I can't see that you still have a sense of national consciousness?

"It's rare, and... Isn't this normal, any history and the like, it will change, but it will not become, that is, money is supreme."

I couldn't refute it when I heard Li Xinran say this, so I looked at her like this, and after a while, I couldn't help but ask

"So, what do you think of this place?

Li Xinran shook his head and spoke again

"It's pretty much what I imagined, nothing.."

"To be honest, there's nothing particularly nice to look at, and there's nothing particularly fun... But.."

Speaking of this, Li Xinran suddenly took a few steps forward, she walked to a broken pillar, stretched out her hand to touch the pillar, and then turned her head to look at me and said

"But if you stand here and imagine how brilliant and beautiful your surroundings were a long, long time ago, you think..."

"It's so beautiful here."

Li Xinran's words really stopped me, I looked at her in front of me, and found that she had a very happy smile in front of her eyes.

This is the happiest smile I've ever seen in Li Xinran for half a day.

Her smile actually infected me a little, and the dullness in my heart became a little less.

I looked at her and it took me a moment to react and smile.

Sure enough, Li Xinran is still very powerful, speaking of mentality, Li Xinran is definitely at the king level, which can make her find a reason to be happy, which may be why she can still hold on to this point..

Thinking of this, I stepped forward again, and then looked at Li Xinran and said

"Your idea is really good, maybe, after many years, this place will be restored, right?

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran shook her head again, she looked at me, and said again

"No, the meaning here is that it's so important because it can't be repaired."

"Some things, when they are broken, are broken, and they will never be bad... What you can do.."

"Just imagine it well, happiness and beauty are in your head, as long as you, willing to think like that.."

Li Xinran seemed to empathize when he said this, I was speechless, I could only look at her, and after a while, I smiled and nodded..

In this way, I followed Li Xinran and simply walked around the Old Summer Palace.

Because she said that, I couldn't help but sketch a scene in my mind, with this imagination, and sure enough, there was another feeling in it...

It's not great, but it's definitely not a bad experience..

In this way, the two of us became more and more excited, and finally we were both tired, so we found another place to sit down and rest.

After sitting down, I couldn't help but feel that this is really a good place, at least compared to the attractions I have been to before, it is very special...

Li Xinran didn't say anything, she seemed to be really tired, and sat quietly next to me panting...

After about ten seconds, I suddenly heard Li Xinran speak again

"Wang Ming, you should, it's easy to get along with people, right?"

I didn't expect Li Xinran to call me by my name suddenly, many times before she would call me Mr. Wang Manager Wang or something. So I was a little surprised to be called by her coldly..

Turning my head to look at her for a moment, I spoke

"What do you mean? You mean, I'm very popular? I don't think so?"

Li Xinran smiled again and spoke

"That's what you didn't find out yourself, anyway I think.."

"Although you are very ordinary, but sometimes, you just give people a kind feeling... It's like. Very close to people alike.."

Li Xinran's eyes kept looking into the distance when he said this, and at this time another gust of wind blew, although it was a little cold, but it was still very comfortable.

I followed Li Xinran's eyes and looked into the distance, and after a while, I still sighed, looked at her again and said

"Yes, very close people?

"Who am I like you?"

Li Xinran turned her head when she heard me ask, she looked at me, and said with a light smile

"You're like my brother."

I couldn't help but sigh and spoke again

"It's really fake, I don't know which of us is old... But.."

"Do you have a brother?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran shook her head, she looked at me and said

"Yes."

Li Xinran's words really shocked me again, I looked at her and couldn't help but ask curiously

"You have a brother? I haven't heard you say it... How big.."

Before I could finish my words, I got stuck in my throat again.

Because it was only at this time that he reacted, Li Xinran said "There have been.."

There have been.. What does this mean?

It's now.. Already..

At this time, I was silent for a while, but I changed my words and asked

"Did I think too much? or. What's wrong?"

Li Xinran smiled when she heard me say this, she moved, looked into the distance and said

"That was when I was very young, I don't even remember it, but I only found out about it later when I heard my parents talk about it."

"At that time, it was my brother who followed the people in the village to the river to electrocute fish, but he fell into the water and was electrocuted... The man who electrocuted him was the child of a rich family in the village."

"At that time, my mother was still going to make trouble, but she couldn't make trouble, and in the end my mother was crazy for 2 years, and then I got older, and she got better.."

Speaking of which, Li Xinran stopped again... After a long time, I saw that her eyes changed slightly, and her voice was a little vicious

"At that time, I knew that money was the most unreasonable thing in the world... No money.. Lives have become worthless.."

Seeing Li Xinran like this, I suddenly lost my voice, and her expression was even a little hideous when she said this, as if she was venting all her dissatisfaction for so long...

I can't guess what kind of mood she is in now, but I didn't think that she would have such a thing...

In this way, it was because of this kind of thinking that Lu Mao was easily deceived in the first place, right? After all, Lu Mao is so rich... With a little temptation, Li Xinran may have just entered the society at that time, and that's it...

I really don't know whether to say that she is to blame or that she deserves sympathy... Anyway, I looked at Li Xinran like this for a while, and after a while, I couldn't help but say

"It's also. Money is still very important, right? I used to.."

"I don't have that kind of concept, I just think that the money is enough to spend... Now I also understand that money is never enough to spend... Because you never know when you're going to need more money.."

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran and I reached a consensus on this kind of thing, Li Xinran seemed to smile lightly, and soon she was silent again. I kept looking into the distance and was stunned..

I saw that she stopped talking, and fell silent...

After a while I looked at her again and said jokingly

"You say, I'm like your brother, but your brother is him... Already gone... Is this a curse on me?"

Because the atmosphere is so solemn now, I just want to make a joke casually.

As a result, Li Xinran looked at me again, she smiled, and said

"No, I didn't think about it."

I heard Li Xinran say this, paused, and then spoke

"Well, to put it that way, speaking of which, last night... I really dreamed of you.."

"But in the dream, you're also dead, this can be considered a... Hahaha."

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Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I.."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

"Previous.. Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.