108 Li Feng's story
"This brute!"
It turned out that Yang Xiaodong was a black-hearted person, and a group of people who were deceived by him all thought that since they came out, they would be at ease, and everyone had figured it out after relieving themselves from the depression of being deceived, and they all used their own hands to earn money, which is nothing that everyone is not lazy and lazy.
But when everyone accepted their fate, Yang Xiaodong, the bastard, began to think about everyone again, not only did he instruct his subordinates to chase a group of people every day to work overtime, but also when everyone thought that they could get a little hard-earned money to send to their families, Yang Xiaodong found all kinds of excuses to owe wages.
No matter how everyone cried and shouted that his mother had to ask him to pay his salary, but he just ignored it, according to his words, anyway, there was nothing to eat and live on the construction site, and everyone didn't need to use money.
The food on the construction site didn't look like people eating at all, except for a little white rice, it was a big pot of cabbage soup, not to mention the sleeping environment, not to mention the dusty floor without even a plank.
This is also the key point, Li Feng is a big man who can be said, but Yu Wenwen is not a girl.
The inhuman treatment for a long time and the fact that it is inconvenient for a girl to live with a group of big men is not, so the two of them took the little money that their parents on both sides gave together when they first came out and found a house outside.
It was also because the ID card was accepted by Yang Xiaodong, so he could only find a small room on the side of the construction site, but the landlord still charged a lot of money from the two because they did not have ID cards, and the two of them lived even more poorly.
There is not much money left on his body, and his life is becoming more and more difficult, and he doesn't even have the money to buy Yu Wenwen a new dress.
However, although this life is hard, Yang Xiaodong is indeed right, this is heaven, but it is a paradise for the rich.
Time passes day by day, although there is no money, but as soon as there is time, Li Feng and Wenwen will walk around, for each other, in this prosperous but lonely city, they can also be regarded as relying on each other.
Yu Wenwen is a girl after all, and she has never been able to avoid vulgarity, every time she sees other peers dressed brightly and beautifully, she likes and desires Li Feng in her eyes.
Gradually, Yu Wenwen and Li Feng communicated less and less, and they were depressed all day long.
Li Feng also knew that Yu Wenwen was blaming himself for not having the ability, he felt that his heart was dripping blood, and he hated himself, and he didn't have the ability to let Yu Wenwen live a good life.
I also feel very sorry for Yu Wenwen in my heart, but I don't have the ability, so I can only do my best to help Yu Wenwen do some work when I am working on the construction site, hoping that Yu Wenwen can work less hard, this is the only thing Li Feng can do for Yu Wenwen at present.
But obviously, this is not what Yu Wenwen wants.
In such an environment, no matter what their own life situation is, women's love for beauty and comparison has been completely stimulated, which is a common problem for all women, no one is exempt from vulgarity, but in the face of the same doubts, confusion, some people can stand it, and some people will fall deeper and deeper, and in the end they can't extricate themselves. This Yu Wenwen obviously belongs to the latter, of course, this sentence was not said by Li Feng, but what I thought in my heart.
I can also hear that Li Feng has been talking to me for so long, and he has been reluctant to say a word about Yu Wenwen, this is indeed a rare good man.
"What about later?" Ma Xiaoling sighed, she had already walked over, and when she saw Li Feng who was choking up and couldn't speak, Ma Xiaoling was obviously sympathetic, but she was curious about the next story.
Li Feng stopped crying, and could see that he was trying very hard to calm his emotions.
After a while, he stabilized his emotions, but his mood was still very unstable, but he had adjusted for a while, and it was still a lot better than before, so now I won't paraphrase it, and the following are his own original words.
"After that, the quarrels with me gradually increased, and the topics were all about how others were anyway, how much they cried and so on, saying that I had no ability or something, I can't remember the specifics, anyway, nine out of ten sentences are nine of these words, these things. Li Feng's tone looked much calmer, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he laughed at himself, "But I have never returned a word, even if she beats me or scratches me, I have never scolded her, originally, what Wenwen said is right, I am not capable." ”
"If I can be useful, even if I am smarter, I can not be deceived by Yang Xiaodong and get my ID card, and I won't have to go anywhere except the construction site in such a big city, and I won't be able to afford a piece of clothing for Wenwen. ”
"It's useless for me!" Speaking of Yang Xiaodong, Li Feng became angry again.
"Actually, to be honest, from the beginning to the present, I have never blamed Wenwen, never been, not in my heart. ”
Li Feng looked in the direction of Yu Wenwen with undisguised pity in his eyes.
"You have also seen that Wenwen is very beautiful, even if she dresses up a little, she is definitely no worse than those so-called fairies in the city. Li Feng's tone was quite proud, and then he was very lonely, "I don't deserve her, I know, but I just love her, and I can't even want my own life, really." ”
"During that time, Wenwen hated me very much, and didn't let me live with her, I knew she was in a bad mood, maybe it would be fine after a while, so I went with her, so I lived with friends from the same village to the construction site, I thought that after a few days, I would let me go back, after all, women, it's normal to have a little temper, I can understand. ”
"These days, Wenwen comes to the construction site, but she never says a word to me again, like a stranger, no matter how much I try to please her, how close to her, she ignores me, as if she doesn't know me at all. Li Feng smiled bitterly, "I was very miserable in those days, my heart was like a knife, I would rather she beat me and scold me, it's okay, just don't be like this." ”
"You don't know, I'm about to collapse, I feel humble enough, I begged her, in front of so many people, I'm a man, I knelt down for her when I said kneel, without hesitation at all, but she still turned her head and left, without even blinking her eyes. ”
Li Feng paused: "If it's just like this, it doesn't matter, at least I can see Wenwen, but one morning, I found that Wenwen didn't come, I was in a hurry, I didn't care about the construction site, I put down everything and ran to the house we rented together, but when I arrived, Wenwen was nowhere to be found." ”
"You know, at that time I was going crazy, I felt that the world was dark, I felt that something must have happened to Wenwen, I rushed out of the house like crazy and went to find Wenwen, to every place we went together, to every place she said she wanted to go, we had no money, we didn't even have a mobile phone, and I couldn't afford to get a car, I used to run, all day, I searched all the places I could imagine she would go, but there were no clues, I panicked, I was really panicked. ”
Li Feng, a big man, burst into tears again: "You don't know, Wenwen is so important to me, I can't live without her." ”