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I sat in the car and watched the torrential rain, Du Xiaolan and her husband finished the phone call, and after talking about N dear drops, she hung up the phone and looked at me who was sitting on the side and had not spoken, she sighed and said, Okay, now that the person has come out, everything should be made clear to me, I don't ask anything else, just ask why you want to leave Xu Shenlin.

Du Xiaolan said in an extremely fast and exaggerated tone, do you know how many female animals are staring at him? Do you know how many little girls are ready to pounce on a mature and low-key man like Xiao Xu? Song Wenjing, people of our class can climb this high branch, you should really snicker, what kind of temper are you making now, since you have this opportunity to marry into a wealthy family, then hurry up, a good man can't wait.

Du Xiaolan has been educating me in my ears for a long, long time, so long that my ears are almost calloused, and she is ready to make a long speech, I looked at the dark night outside, and only said in the middle of the sound, Du Xiaolan, Song Lian was killed by him.

Du Xiaolan still wanted to say something, her eyes looked at me a little up, and she asked again as if she didn't understand, what did you say?

I said, Song Lian was killed by him, and I can't be with him.

Du Xiaolan drove a long way, and then didn't ask a word, probably knowing that this matter was a scar on my heart, I subconsciously touched my throat and found that I hadn't spoken for a long time, and suddenly after my voice got better, I spoke again and the words were a little unclear.

I didn't bring much stuff, just a change of clothes, and the rest except for Xu Shenlin, who gave me a card for Song Lian's money and my parents' money last time, basically didn't bring anything.

Du Xiaolan drove directly downstairs to her apartment, and after taking me to her house, she asked me if I slept with her or slept in the guest room by myself, I thought about it and answered that I slept in the guest room, Du Xiaolan nodded and took me to the guest room, and then went back to the room to coax my son.

Du Xiaolan's house is not big, a standard house of three, the decoration is not particularly gorgeous, but it is very warm when you walk in, which always makes people feel very warm.

Unlike Xu Shenlin's cold apartment, although everything is well-decorated, even the handle on the door has a great provenance, but I always feel too cold, not like a home at all.

I packed up the luggage I brought out, took out a change of clothes and went to the bathroom of Du Xiaolan's house to take a shower, lying in bed that night, I don't know what dream I had, I woke up and leaned on the bed for a long time, I only remember that Xu Shenlin in the dream looked at me very sadly, that kind of expression really made people want to cry, but I couldn't explain my departure to him.

I think only those who know how to leave know what happiness is.

When I woke up, Du Xiaolan came to my room and knocked on the door, early in the morning her living room was noisy, her son turned the sky on the table, Du Xiaolan also let him make trouble, just came to my room and knocked on the door, waking me up in a daze.

Du Xiaolan leaned against the door and said, Song Wenjing, I don't want to ask you anything now, I just want to say a word to you, no matter how unfair the world is to you, no matter how difficult your life is now, I just want to tell you one word, there are more people in this world who are worse than you, but others still live wonderfully, everyone has their own difficulties and sufferings, if you want to give up on yourself like this all the time, then you are really wasted, people only if they don't give up on themselves, life will not give up on you, do you understand what I said?

Du Xiaolan said the most knowledgeable sentence in history, she used to be a big horn, and often made inappropriate jokes with people in the company, but now she is so serious and I understand the words life and abandonment, which makes me very uncomfortable, but I have to be moved.

Only those who are decadent but still do not choose to give up on you are true friends.

Du Xiaolan and I are the kind of people who don't meet or connect, but the relationship is still deep.

I nodded, she grinned, walked up and pulled me to the bed and said, That's right, you and I used to talk about it, but now it's really unbearable to be so quiet, let's eat, you will live in my house these days, don't go out and hang around, they must be looking for you all over the world now.

The two of us sat in the small living room of her house to eat, his son was crawling over and over on the table, calling his mother with a milky voice, hearing that voice even his own heart was crisp when he heard the voice, not to mention Du Xiaolan, no matter how naughty her son was, her fiery personality became extraordinarily patient and gentle, and the whole person was full of a mother's brilliance.

Looking at that expression, I suddenly felt familiar, and after searching around in my mind, I remembered with some loss and sadness that such a smile was when Song Lian was still alive, and she often stood at the window when she was pregnant, stroking her lower abdomen with her hand, and her face was full of such a gentle smile.

Sometimes I think about it, she was really happy at that time, even if there was no Jiangnan City.

I have lived in Du Xiaolan's house for almost a month, and I have not been out for more than a month, and I don't know what the situation is outside, but once when I was sitting on the sofa with Du Xiaolan watching TV, I saw Xu's reopening and a press conference on tax evasion in a financial news。

Xu Shenlin holds the most shares and sits in the position of chairman of the Xu family, and all the senior executives of the Xu family who are deeply involved in tax evasion and disciplinary violations are all imprisoned, and Fu Nuo's father has not escaped this difficulty.

As soon as Xu Shenlin came up, he made a big change of blood for the Xu family, who had fallen into chaos, and promoted newcomers with a large amount of money.

I thought that Xu's would decline from then on, but I didn't expect that in just over a month, it would be on the right track again, making several major groups fall through the glasses, probably lamenting Xu Shenlin's resoluteness, and not showing any mercy in the face of old shareholders.

Everyone was amazed at this change of time, only I knew how much effort he had spent in his private work, sometimes he often stayed in his study all day without even having time to eat, and never rested in the middle of the night, and when I woke up to drink water, I could always see that the light in his study was always on in the middle of the night, and it was never turned off in the morning.

Success is never accidental.

After Du Xiaolan saw this news, if she hadn't been worried about the grievances between me and Xu Shenlin, it is estimated that she would have been drooling and lying in front of the TV and shouting three times, Mr. Xu is really handsome!

And I kept my eyes on the back of the screen who was escorted by the bodyguards and hurriedly left the scene.

Until Du Xiaolan turned off the TV, gave me a blank look and said, since you have decided to forget, to end, your crazy eyes should also be closed, maybe you are not as important as you imagined in the eyes of others.

I smiled bitterly, I thought he would look for me with great fanfare, but I didn't expect that the surprisingly quiet in the past half a month made me feel frightened all the time and didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

I smiled and lay down on the couch and breathed a sigh of relief, isn't that good? Maybe he also thinks I'm annoyed and cumbersome, but he hasn't said anything, and now that I take the initiative to leave the two of them, neither of them will hurt their face, so it's good.

Du Xiaolan looked at my relaxed expression, didn't say anything, probably didn't want to use any more words to stimulate me, in order to comfort my relaxed and heavy heart, she took it out for a good meal.

This is the first time I have gone out after staying at Du Xiaolan's house for more than a month, and when I walked outside, even the sky became extremely unfamiliar.

That's when I realized that this winter had finally officially begun.

It didn't take long for Du Xiaolan's husband to come back from a business trip, and I didn't feel anything when I lived with her before, but when I woke up in the morning and saw Du Xiaolan's family sitting in the living room playing with the warm scene, my heart was a little sour.

I felt that I had lived here for a long time, and I didn't want to cause her any trouble, so I began to look for a house on the Internet, and after looking for two or three days to see a house that was particularly satisfactory to the price and place, I just contacted the other party, and suddenly thought that my ID card and household registration book were all in Xu Shenlin's place, and I suddenly felt that I was now in a situation where it was difficult to move an inch.

Just when I was in a dilemma, the landlord actually took the initiative to ask me if I was looking for a house, and I was a little surprised and told him that I was looking for a house, but I may not have the relevant procedures to go through the relevant contracts.

The landlord said, it doesn't matter, I'm busy going abroad these days, and I'm in a hurry to rent out this house, if you don't have the relevant documents, let's sign a lease contract, as long as you hand over the rent of the first few months to me.

At that time, I was still thinking about how such a good thing could happen, and I was wondering, but the landlord said that I should think about it and go to him.

I nodded, closing the chat window.

Then she got up and went out to talk to Du Xiaolan about renting a house, she was feeding her son milk powder when she heard the news, and immediately changed her face and said, Song Wenjing, don't you treat me as a friend, you only live for a long time before you want to leave.

I know that Du Xiaolan is angry, but in my life plan, I don't live in their house all my life, and their house is not easy, there are many people who have to queue up to take a shower, although their family didn't say anything, but I always felt that it was a little bad for her to trouble her.

explained to her, Xiaolan, I know that you are for my good, but I also have my own life, I can't live in your house forever, anyway, now that everything is calm, I just want to find a good job and find a house to settle down and live, which is also a good start, just like you said that people can't give up on themselves.