Chapter Ninety-Three: An Awkward Relationship
Mo Ran's state of mind was as chaotic as Ren Jinxuan's, or even more chaotic. He never thought of facing such a situation, when Qianyu found him, he was stunned, he never dreamed that he would encounter such a thing, that day he was confused, was it really with Qianyu?
If so, why is he not impressed, and if not, how can Qianyu swear like this.
He only saw Chiyu's mouth open and closed, and the world seemed to have lost its voice and color. Something seemed to be pushing him down. There is nothing that can be done.
For a while, my heart was in turmoil, and I really wanted to hide in a place where no one could find it, and be quiet. He was afraid, never so afraid
He stood there at a loss, and Qianyu threw himself into his arms and said, "What should I do, what should I do." “
"I know that you and Jinxuan are a couple, I didn't mean to cause trouble for you, but the doctor said that I have a special physique, and if I don't want this child, it may be difficult to get pregnant again in the future...... I don't want to be a mother in this life" Qian Yu looked up at that little face, looking pitiful, and tears flowed down her eyes as she spoke.
Those words that were originally going to be said, Mo Ran swallowed helplessly. What could he do to force such a weak girl to go to the hospital to get rid of the child? He couldn't do such a cruel thing. Despite being confused by Qianyu's troubled mind, Mo Ran still couldn't be very rational and cruel and irresponsible, or simply ignore it. So he and Qianyu fell into a subtle and peculiar awkward relationship. He knew that he had to cut through the mess quickly, but in the face of Qianyu, he had pity and pity in his heart, and he didn't want to be so ruthless and unrighteous. Chiba loves himself, he knows it. Perhaps because of this, he can't be ruthless in the true sense of the word.
What's the use of being ruthless, his belly grows on Qianyu's body, and he can't make any decisions. If Qianyu insists on giving birth, he can't help it. This inexplicable happy dad is really overwhelming.
After Mo Ran hurriedly left Qianyu's residence, he didn't know where to go, and he had no purpose in his heart. He didn't dare to see Ren Jinxuan, let alone how to tell her. has just obtained Ren Jinxuan's understanding, if the current time bomb is added, the relationship between the two is estimated to be over. This planned wedding, because of this unplanned thing, eighty percent of it was in the soup. He hid in his apartment and drank in despair
"What should I do?"
Time can't be turned back, he can't regret what he did before, and he can't get out of his current embarrassment. There is nothing that can be done except to blame oneself and be ashamed.
He waited for Ren Jinxuan to come to Xingshi with him to ask for guilt, but Ren Jinxuan seemed to have a tacit understanding.
He didn't have any news until the next morning, and Mo Ran felt a little uncomfortable. I sent a text message, but there was no reply, and the phone was turned off.
Mo Ran didn't care about the sadness and sorrow, and hurriedly called Lin Jia. Lin Jia was very surprised and said, "Hasn't she been with you all the time?"
Mo Ran didn't have time to explain, so he hurried to his home. Sure enough, he found that Ren Jinxuan's most commonly used suitcase was missing, and there were a bunch of clothes on the bed, so he didn't have time to pack up, so he hurriedly called the airline, and contacted Ren Jinxuan's father, Prince Chu Yigan, only to know that Ren Jinxuan went abroad
He knew that according to Ren Jinxuan's temperament, it would be useless to chase after him, on the contrary, the last thing Ren Jinxuan wanted to see now was herself, otherwise she would not have run abroad without saying hello. He sat on the ground in despair, feeling panic like never before.
When he came to Ren's house, Mo Ran felt very empty, and always felt that he was sorry for Ren Jinxuan. He knelt on the ground with his head bowed, his eyes full of guilt
"It's me who I'm sorry Jinxuan, you punish me"
Ren Chongyuan was originally very angry, and when he saw Mo Ran like this, he couldn't say anything more. He had made such a mistake before, and more than once, so although he was angry with Mo Ran, he didn't embarrass him too much. "Hurry up. With that, he let the servant serve refreshments
Mo Ran had no intention of eating and drinking, his heart was chaotic, Ren Zhongyuan knew that the bell needed to be tied to the bell, so he persuaded him a few words and let him go home to rest
Where did Mo Ran have the heart to rest, holding his mobile phone and constantly sending messages, he never thought that he was so persistent, it seems that there is only one thing in the world, and that is to send a message to Ren Jinxuan. Ren Jinxuan looked at the overwhelming text messages, and she felt very uncomfortable. The good mountains, rivers and scenery outside, no matter how good it is, it can't compare to having Mo Ran by her side, but how can she forgive him, things have come to this point, let her say what is good.
Ren Jinxuan looked at the text message and couldn't help crying. In the end, he ruthlessly deleted all the messages.
Mo Ran never got a reply from Ren Jinxuan, knowing that it was already difficult to recover, and his heart suddenly became like ashes.
He nested in his dwelling, groggy every day, except for drinking and sleeping, and made himself very decadent. When Qianyu came to the door, he was shocked to see Mo Ran. Mo Ran was obviously thin, his hair was unkempt, his face was bloodless, the clothes on his body were in a mess, and he smelled of alcohol. He smiled at Qian Yu at the door in a daze, "Jinxuan, you're back." ”
As soon as Qianyu entered the door, he was tightly hugged by Mo Ran, "Jinxuan, don't leave me, okay, do you know how sad I am these days?" Leaning on Mo Ran's arms, feeling this long-lost embrace, Qianyu had mixed feelings in her heart.
She pressed against Mo Ran's face and said jealously: "You love her so much, I don't like you like this." She smiled and stroked his hair and said to herself, "You just drank too much to be so close to me." ”
Mo Ran looked at her very confused: "Jinxuan, don't go, I can't live without you." ”
"Okay, I'm not leaving. Qian Yu said
Hearing this, Mo Ran was finally relieved. After confirming it several times, his whole talent relaxed. After several days and nights without rest, he was so tired that he finally fell asleep on the edge of the bed. Qianyu vigorously moved him into the right position, lying on the bed and watching him, all the time.
She remembered the bits and pieces since she knew Mo Ran, and his care and care for her. Thinking of this, she gently helped Mo Ran cover the quilt, closed the door, and left the apartment. On the way home, she thought about it again and again, and finally sent Ren Jinxuan a message like this:
"Come back, I won't bother you and Mo Ran again. To tell you a secret, the child's father has someone else, and Mo Ran has never slept with me from beginning to end. I'm just saying that to you off, and besides, I really like Mo Ran, and I don't mind using any despicable means to get what I want. But I don't mind, I don't want him to be sad and give up on himself. I'm not soft-hearted, I'm just sorry for him. ”