After talking to Aunt Wang again, Li Yuanyuan's heart almost collapsed. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Aunt Wang is a woman who looks very cool, she walks in a hurry, and her words crackle, Li Yuanyuan's luck is still good, although she met a sister who was silent and golden, and immediately came to a chatty neighbor to make up for it.

Li Yuanyuan only needs to say politely: "I'm tired of my aunt," and even before the polite words were finished, Aunt Wang had already begun to pour beans out, and every time she mentioned the children and the three elders who had passed away, the children's tears made her feel pity, so she said more.

Although Aunt Wang's comforting skills are not qualified, her storytelling skills are still good.

At least Li Yuanyuan already knows almost everything about the Li family.

If you refuse to believe it when you hear the name you actually call "Zhao Di" at the beginning, then then you can't complain when you hear the younger brother, the younger brother, and the younger brother, although it is impossible to see the father of this body, but from this name it is also possible to outline the appearance of a peasant Chinese character who wants to become a demon.

However, it is such a father, although he values sons but is not inferior to daughters, and when he has no children for ten years, he still loves and considerates his daughter-in-law, and he does his best to delay medical treatment for his frail eldest daughter, and never gives up.

It can be said that most of the family's property was spent on the mother and daughter, and in the end, because of the danger of Zhao's brother's illness this time, he couldn't stay in bed for more than ten days in a row, and people were more comatose and less awake.

Even the old doctor who had been seeing them said that this time was probably not good, and vaguely asked him to prepare for the future, so he risked his life to pick the soul rejuvenation grass.

It can be said that he exchanged his own life for the life of his younger brother.

When Brother Zhao wakes up, there is no big problem, he just needs to raise him well, Li Yuanyuan doesn't have to worry about his life, but her mood is even heavier.

If the idea of fulfilling the original wish to take care of his younger siblings from the very beginning stems from the pity for the loss of his mother for such a young child, and the satisfaction of self-affirmation and self-identity brought about by sympathy for the weak, and the joy of "giving".

So when she found that the actual situation exceeded her expectations, not just that she needed to "take care", but a heavy responsibility that she would definitely not be able to bear, she thought about retreating.

After all, even if she occupies other people's bodies, after all, she is still a stranger to meet these children for the first time, and giving the sympathy and help she can can be given by almost all people who are not bad-hearted, but to pay everything for them, even overdraft, and this deadline is not yet visible, like a bottomless pit, and there are few people who are willing.

Li Yuanyuan is not a virgin physique in the first place, and she can't do this kind of thing. Of course, she didn't want to leave it all behind, but just thought that there should always be a few relatives and friends who were willing to adopt these children, although the taste of sending people under the fence was definitely not comfortable, but this was really no way.

At least, she will observe before giving it away, always better than those who are abducted and sold, and sent to be child brides, of course, the remaining very small ones will not do things and no one will take them in, she will share the joys and sorrows with them, and everyone will endure together until they can't go on more.

However, she hasn't moved herself with "giving" and "giving", she is really "receiving" and "getting", not to mention that Li Dalang is recruiting a brother for her daughter, after all, it is she Li Yuanyuan who is alive now, under this heavy fatherly love who gave her life, she can't shamelessly convince herself that all this has nothing to do with herself.

However, the Li family has no relatives and friends, the eldest is only twelve years old, the youngest Xiaobao is only two years old, and the four eldest are all girls who can't lift their hands and shoulders, and the pillars of the family are gone, can she really hold up a piece of the sky for them?

This time it's really not a fear of escaping, she really doesn't have confidence in herself.

Farming, she won't.

Embroidery, she won't either.

It's a girl at this age, it seems that it's unlikely that she just wants to do business, not to mention, from the analysis of Aunt Wang'er's words, not to mention the remoteness here, the transportation seems to be extremely underdeveloped, and there is no way to go with such a large family.

Could it be that when the food in the family is exhausted, will you still have to face the pressure of survival?

However, people who have died once always have a different kind of attachment to life, and if they have really died, they know that no matter how much love and hatred, grievances and grievances are entangled, everything that identity has, good and bad, is gone, the sorrow of relatives, the happiness of the enemy, for herself, all meaningless.

If you can choose, you may not take the initiative to go to the red dust again, but if you don't have a choice and still return to the world, you must cherish this opportunity.

After all, the premise is to be alive, and there are infinite possibilities later.

It's just not that you don't hesitate, one thing, either don't do it from the beginning, as long as you do it, then you have to go all out and do your best.

As for whether she was willing or not, Li Yuanyuan glanced at the bowl that was handed to her.

This bowl is not big, holding half a bowl of viscous white porridge, the temperature of the bowl is just right, and the spoon is intimately placed, even so, the younger brother who quietly went out to bring the porridge halfway was afraid that she would have no strength, and his two hands were weakly beside him, and he kept staring intently.

The first time Li Yuanyuan woke up was about the morning, and then after the coma, several children went to find someone to help, and it was a lot of busy work, and when she woke up again, it was already noon, and she was weak for a long time and had no appetite, and she didn't feel hungry after drinking some water.

After listening to Aunt Wang's words for so long, I took my younger brother to go out for a while from time to time, and after pouring water for Aunt Wang, I brought this bowl of porridge.

In addition to being careful and polite, the porridge should be dried so that it is just right not to take this matter to heart.

In Li Yuanyuan's last life, love hadn't started yet, and just a little tempted, it was stirred into a joke that I don't know what to call it.

As for family affection, fathers, mothers, stepfathers, stepmothers, and biological fathers who pop up from time to time to brush up on their sense of existence, everyone has their own feelings and involuntarily, but they have never reflected on whether they are responsible for these children.

And between half-brothers and sisters, I have never felt brotherhood.

In Aunt Wang's repeated praises, looking at the children around her, Li Yuanyuan couldn't help but settle down, just for this true feeling, this burden felt a lot lighter.