I stood there looking at Xu Shenlin who was sitting on the hospital bed, Fu Promise was taking care of him on the side, at that moment I suddenly felt like a superfluous person, standing there in a dilemma, he didn't look at me at any time, making me think that talking to me before was just a dream.

Jiang Nancheng said on the side, Fu Nuo, please take good care of Shenlin.

Fu Nuo smiled and said, of course.

Jiang Nancheng smiled, then glanced at Song Lian coldly, and said, you come out with me.

Song Lian stood there and said, why should I go out with you.

Jiang Nancheng didn't care about her, dragged the pregnant Song Lian and walked out, leaving me standing there, I didn't know what to do, Fu Nuo was carefully helping Xu Shenlin to lie down, seeing that I was still there, I said a little strangely, aren't you still leaving?

I stared at Xu Shenlin, he didn't look at me, just asked Fu Promise lightly, I didn't expect you to come back.

Fu Nuo smiled and held his hand, I said, no matter how many years later, as long as you still need me, I am willing to come back.

Xu Shenlin smiled.

I stood on the side, my throat and eyes were dry, my hands were clenched to relaxed, and I didn't say a word during the period, but I just kept the last trace of dignity and said a word, and I didn't bother.

I walked slowly and hesitantly to the door of the ward, calculating every step I had taken, hoping that he would be able to keep me, but he sat on the hospital bed and talked to Fu Nuo about the past If no one talked about the past, I wanted to be slapped in the hot summer and the shame of being slapped hard.

When I arrived outside the ward, I felt like my tears had burst, and I didn't see the cry, but I glanced at it, like when I was a child, my father always liked to hold Song Lian in his arms.

And I could only stand under them and watch Song Lian laugh on his shoulder, such a sadness, I still feel that it was a grievance, I feel that he doesn't like the grievance when I don't love me.

I walked all the way back, Song Lian didn't know where he was dragged by Jiangnan City, and I didn't understand what happened to Xu Shenlin, who was fine before, but then pretended not to know me.

I walked back in a trance, my mother saw that my eyes were red, and anxiously asked me what was going on, I didn't answer her, did I tell her that I was happy to see Xu Shenlin, but it turned out to be like someone slapped back?

I locked myself in the room alone, carefully recalled the changes in Xu Shenlin, and suddenly felt that there was something that could be flashed, but it was too fast, and I couldn't catch it at all, and I even wondered if the words he said to me earlier were dream words, or I recognized the wrong person.

When Song Lian came back, it was already dark outside, and the first thing she said when she walked into my room was that I wanted to find a father for my child.

I heard such words at the time, thinking that Jiang Nancheng had done something excessive to her, and finally thought about it, she is now pregnant with children, what else can be done, and I almost didn't laugh, who didn't know that she didn't want Jiang Nancheng's life, I thought she was angry for Jiang Nancheng's actions to me today, but her face was not joking.

She said, Song Wenjing, sometimes I think that if people are too persistent, they will become stupid, I must have children, I will not give them resolutely, I want to create a beautiful family for children, from now on Jiangnan City will live his, I will live mine.

When Song Lian said such things, there was shallow sorrow in her eyebrows, I don't know where her sorrow came from, her heart still didn't die after all.

If she had understood her death, there would have been no such sorrow.

I thought she was joking with me, who knew that the next day she was really pregnant with a child and started a blind date with great fanfare, and almost all of us there knew some bad rumors about her, and few matchmakers did to introduce men to him, and the conditions for the introduction were either half a cut short of her, or the father of two children.

Song Lian went on a blind date with great interest at first, dressed up, wore those beautiful dresses, went out with excitement and pride on his face, and when he came back, he had the face of a late autumn lady and locked himself in the room without saying a word.

I was very ignorant and would ask her how the blind date went, Song Lian mentioned those things and had a fire in her belly, and asked my mother if the gift money was less, and the matchmaker still didn't have long eyes, she said that when she sat there, the man was still good at first, that is, she always talked to her about history during dinner, and she was not looking for a junior high school teacher, but her husband.

Over time, she was about to go crazy by those mutated versions of young talents, and she willingly ran back and complained to me, Song Wenjing, you better hurry up and kick Xu Shenlin's annoying ex-wife, our current age is like a cabbage rotten street, do you know what the man who went on a blind date with me asked me in the first sentence? He actually asked me my age, I said I was in my thirties, and I pretended to order food, and persuaded me to eat more, we ate halfway, he claimed to go to the toilet, I waited for him there for an afternoon, waiting for the waiter's bill, hehehe, do you say that men in this world only know how to deceive and escape, I haven't disliked his missing row of yellow teeth, he actually dares to dislike me!

Song Lian said such things angrily, I held back my laughter, I couldn't hold back it and really laughed, Song Lian didn't pay attention to my ridicule, just lay on the bed in despair, covered my lower abdomen with his hand and said, Song Wenjing, I'm really afraid of being alone and old.

Her tone was extremely low, as if she was really going to carry a child and go alone for the rest of her life, in fact, everyone and woman were afraid that they would become a person in the end.

There is no one around, and there is no one to help her when she falls, even if that person is not what she likes, at least when she is cold, she can still take a warm house next to him.

I reassured her that it wouldn't.

Since Song Lian and I came out of Xu Shenlin's ward, it has been five days now, after we went back, Song Lian took my hand, glanced at the pink diamond still on his hand, she asked me, why was it so quiet just now, Xu Shenlin's ex-wife stood in front of me in a grand manner, why didn't I rush up and tell him that I was his fiancée.

I don't know why, I just don't want to, I feel like he's back now, everything is safe and sound, and I don't ask too much for it.

Song Lian saw that I didn't answer her, and she didn't mention this matter to me, our whole family acted as if nothing had happened, and I heard that Xu Shenlin had been in the hospital for a week, so he was discharged.