Hearing Li Xinran's answer, I felt very painful in my heart.

Although I had a premonition just now, I didn't expect that it was really Lu Mao who called her that dog...

No matter how you think about it, Lu Mao must have wanted to do something with Li Xinran on the phone at this time, right? Or rather, he wanted to do it again?

Anyway, it's definitely not a good thing, this is not only me, I think Li Xinran himself knows it very well...

It made me a little uncomfortable, but as an outsider, I can't say anything... So I was silent for a while, but I still looked at Li Xinran in front of me and asked

"Are you going to find him? now?"

After asking these words, Li Xinran's expression immediately changed, she looked at me and didn't say anything for a long time.

After a long while, she nodded again

"Well, I can't help but go .. I'm going to have to go to him now.."

I know that Li Xinran must be very embarrassed, although she just doesn't want to go when she looks like her, but in order to avoid something, she has to go now, right?

At this time, she still has to listen to Lu Mao, and before she gets those things that can destroy Lu Mao, Li Xinran has to be at his mercy...

I couldn't think of whether I should comfort her or tell her not to go or something.

I looked at her like this, and after a long time I sighed again and spoke

"So, where are you going?"

The subtext of my words is that the matter agreed between me and her may end here, after all, I can't follow her to find Na Lu Mao, so I can only part ways.

Li Xinran naturally knew what was going on, but she looked at me, and said again after a while

"I'm going to his house, it seems, I can't eat your food anymore.."

"If there's nothing going on, you can go back, I'll take a taxi directly to his house from here."

Li Xinran said this with a somewhat helpless tone, obviously she had no choice herself.

I heard her say that, so I didn't intend to say anything more, but spoke

"Well, then I'll go back, you.."

"There you go.."

When I said the words "you go", I suddenly felt that I was very bad, from the bottom of my heart, I felt that I was very bad, I knew that Li Xinran would definitely not have anything good to go to Lu Mao, but how could I say "you go" to her so easily?

At this time, I blamed myself a little, and at the same time couldn't help but glance at Li Xinran...

She was still looking at me, and from her gaze, I couldn't tell what her mood was like right now...

The two of us stood here quietly for a while, and finally Li Xinran sighed, glanced at me, and then walked to the side and stopped a taxi.

She didn't say anything until she got in the car, until the taxi was far away.

I watched the taxi in front of me drive away little by little, and then I couldn't help but sigh lightly.. If I have to say it, I don't want Li Xinran to go to Lu Mao...

Of course it's not because of anything, it's just that I think she's pitiful enough and shouldn't continue to be hurt...

However, this is not within the scope of my concern, and after a while, I groped for myself again, ready to go home and rest.

After all, it came out early in the morning, and I didn't even bother to eat all day.. But after walking back for a distance, I suddenly realized that I was still carrying the coat that Li Xinran had bought in my hand.

She left without saying a word, and the two of us forgot all about the coat.

This makes me a little painful, but I can only take it home first, and then find a way to get it to the company and give it to Li Xinran.

Thinking about this, I continued to walk forward, and just as I was about to enter the subway, I realized that Zheng Jiayue didn't seem to call me all day today.

This surprised me a little, and after thinking about it, I still took out my mobile phone and prepared to call Zheng Jiayue..

Luckily, the phone only rang a few times and it was answered quickly.

Zheng Jiayue's voice came from the phone

"Xiao Xiaoming.."

Sounds a little more energetic than yesterday, I let out an "um" and quickly asked

"What are you doing? Your dad is okay, are you okay? Why didn't you call me all day?"

There was silence on the phone for a while, and soon Zheng Jiayue's voice came

"It's okay~ I forgot, I'm still in the hospital, but I'm not in good health, and I may have to take care of it in the hospital.. I.."

"I'm waiting for Xiao Xiaoming to call me, I didn't expect you to call me so late, isn't it, because of rest, I slept until now.."

Although it is still the usual tone, I always feel that Zheng Jiayue's words are a little weird, and I can't tell what is wrong.

I was silent for a while, but I still spoke into my phone

"Who can sleep for a day like you, I'm busy today, okay."

As soon as I said this, I regretted it, and sure enough, Zheng Jiayue immediately followed my words and asked.

"What are you busy with, tell me about it~ Report the situation!!"

Zheng Jiayue's words hurt my balls, I thought to myself that my lord was busy with a million-dollar project, but I couldn't tell her the truth, so I could only speak again

"Who reported to you, anyway, all kinds of things, I'm still waiting for you to call me, who knows that you seem to have forgotten me.. No, it's still my last call to you!"

After I finished saying this, the other end of the phone was quiet for a while, and then Zheng Jiayue's voice came

"Cut, I can't even think of anything you have to do! Xiao Xiaoming, I won't tell you, I still have something to do here, you can play by yourself.. I.. I'll call you when I'm free."

After Zheng Jiayue said this, I vaguely heard the voice of a nurse on the other end of the phone, as if she was asking her to pay the fee or something.

Because the sound is very muffled and cannot be heard clearly...

It made me think about it, and I said anyway

"Well, okay, then you are busy first, remember to call me if you have something.."

After finishing speaking, I heard Zheng Jiayue agree again, and soon she hung up the phone.

I heard a beep on the phone, and it took me a while before I left for the subway again.

At this time, there were more people in the subway, and many of them must have been playing outside for a day and were ready to go back.

Seriously, I was carrying a woman's clothes on the subway back by myself, and it felt quite subtle...

If this is seen by people who don't know, it is not good to think that the old man has any special hobbies...

But by the time I got home, it was already getting a little dark...

I was already hungry, so I bought myself something on the way and started eating when I entered the house.

Damn, at this time, the feeling of exhaustion kept pouring into my body, although I didn't do anything, but I was really tired after going out for a day with Li Xinran..

But when I thought about it, Li Xinran was still bullied by Lu Mao at this time, and I felt a little guilty in my heart...

Now it seems that I still have to count on Li Xinran to succeed as soon as possible, after all, 1 million, if she can really fulfill her promise by then, not to mention anything else, at least this money is enough for me to spend for a long, long time... It can even be said that it is not impossible to save a little bit and spend half a life...

But before Li Xinran got this thing done, I thought everything would be in vain, if she failed, the old man would have been with her for a day today!

But when I think about it, I can be regarded as taking advantage of her a little, anyway, this wave is not a loss!

Thinking about this, I lay down on the couch next to me, thinking about resting.

I found that I didn't react on Saturdays and Sundays before, but now I can lie down and rest on Saturdays and Sundays, and it has become a very happy thing.

Maybe it's because after having this job, I rarely stay idle like this...

No wonder people say that after work, the most anticipated thing is to be able to sleep well until they wake up naturally.

No wonder people say that after work, the most missed thing is when you go to school...

The atmosphere in the dormitory is relaxed, and there are roommates who talk and laugh...

I never want to turn off the bedroom light, I never want to get up in bed.

Everything is like a beautiful dream, as soon as you open your eyes, you are far away from your life...

At this time, I couldn't help but look at the empty room, and my heart was like this room, and I couldn't fill it anymore.

Later, I was probably so tired that I fell asleep on the sofa...

Just took a nap, but still slept very soundly...

But half-asleep, I seem to hear someone knocking on the door...

The knock on the door was soft, but it was still clearly audible...

This made me open my eyes a little dazed, and by this time the surroundings had completely darkened, and I seemed to sleep late.

At this time, I sat up and heard a soft knock on the security door next to me.

"Knock knock.."

It was a soft sound, but it was definitely knocking on my door.

This surprised me a little, I don't know who knocked on the door at this time... Do you check the water meter at the big night of meow?

At this time, I rubbed my eyes and got up and turned on the light.

When I walked to the door and opened it gently, I was stunned.

Because the person standing at the door at this time was none other than Li Xinran!!

Seeing Li Xinran coming, my whole body was blindfolded, and soon the next second my reaction was to look around her, meow, should it be that the matter between me and her was revealed, so Lu Mao brought her over to me?

But fortunately, there was no one around Li Xinran, only she stood at the door alone, looking at me quietly.

Her expression looked calm, as if nothing had happened...

But from the look in her eyes, I don't think so... Because obviously, she didn't have the spirit of the daytime...

Thinking of this, I stepped aside and couldn't help but look at her and asked

"Why are you here? so late."

"By the way, I just got your clothes back, don't tell me that you came here to get this dress.."

When I said this, I couldn't help but take out my phone and look at the time, it was almost 9 o'clock in the evening, and it seemed that I had slept for a few hours.

At this time, Li Xinran was still looking at me, and after a while, she suddenly asked

"Can I go in?"

I reacted and moved out of the way and motioned for her to come in first.

Seriously, I was really shocked that Li Xinran came to see me, but she also knew where I lived before, so there was nothing... After coming in, Li Xinran looked at my dining table, and then spoke again

"What did you buy to eat?"

I nodded and spoke

"Yes, I'm dying of hunger when I come back, so I bought some food, what.. You haven't eaten yet, have you?"

Thinking about it, Lu Mao is really grassy enough, looking at Li Xinran's appearance, he shouldn't have eaten, it is estimated that he went to Lu Mao's house and was toyed with by him, so Lu Mao drove her away.

But why did she come to me?

Just thinking about it, I saw Li Xinran nodded, and then she looked at me again, and suddenly spoke

"I said it in the morning, to... Tomorrow morning, the conditions between us will be completed... So.."

"Now, you're still my pretending boyfriend, right?"

Li Xinran's words really stunned me, damn think about it carefully, she did say such things in the morning, I didn't care at the time, I didn't expect her to remember it so clearly, so to say..

She's looking for me because of this? But what else does she want to do at this late hour? Do you want me to go out with her? Hang out all night or something?

I was a little speechless when I thought of this, but in the end I nodded at Li Xinran and spoke

"Well, I did say that if you count it like that, there's no problem... But.."

"It's too late to ask now, don't you want to pull me out and hang out with you again?"

Unexpectedly, Li Xinran quickly shook her head when she heard me say this, only to see her looking at me, and after a while, she suddenly spoke

"I don't want to drag you out for a walk.."

"I came to you so late.. I'm here to sleep with you. ”

When Li Xinran's expression was unusually resolute when he said this, his eyes also showed an unprecedented seriousness!!

———— about half an hour.

Hearing Yu Qian say something like this... I was stunned...

I looked at her in front of me and felt as if something in my heart was beginning to decay.

yes, that's how it feels...

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not even me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao.. But now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now?

It can be said that it is the other way around... I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all...

Presumably Yu Qian was under the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights.

Thinking of this, my heart seemed to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows kept surging out from that gap...

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm.."

"I see... Now, there it is.."

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand and stumble out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before walking out again...

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, and she seemed to be resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood...

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the covers, I..."

"I'll go back first."

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it is a good choice to leave by myself now...

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came...

"Don't go.. Stay with me.."

"Stay with me... One night.."

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this...

Do you want to stay with her all night?

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant...

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to stay here at night... And it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the way and become a ghost or something...

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Is it convenient? There's only one bed."

Yu Qian immediately opened her eyes again when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited. She struggled to sit up again, then looked at me and said

: "Previous... Didn't you do the same?"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it.."

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, we did spend the night in the hotel bed.

Thinking of this, I didn't say anything, and finally nodded at Yu Qian...

Seeing me nodding, Yu Qian rubbed her eyes, and soon she looked at me again, and then spoke

"Let's just sleep in bed, I'm a little uncomfortable, so I'll sleep first, one and a half.."

After saying this, Yu Qian walked to the other side of the bed again, she took off her shoes, took off my coat and her own coat, put it aside, and then the whole person got into the bed...

I saw Yu Qian's move, so I thought about it again, and then walked into the bathroom on the side...

After I went in, I washed my face and looked at myself in the mirror, I actually felt that I was not like myself anymore.

Which self am I?

In the end, in my heart, what kind of thoughts do I have about Qian, and what do I think about Zheng Jiayue?

I took a deep breath at this thought, then turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom.

When I went out, the lights were still on in the house.

The rooms in this hotel are very good, at least worth the price.

I turned off the lights and soon it was pitch black...

I fumbled in the dark for a long time, and finally crawled to the side of the bed.

I don't know when it started, sleeping in the same bed with Yu Qian has become so easy...

Perhaps, this is a feeling that Lu Mao has never experienced, right?

At this time, I suddenly had such an impulse, an impulse to ask Yu Qian clearly, what was going on between her and Lu Mao, to ask her if she knew Li Laogou, and to know what she had always disliked Lu Mao and being with him again.

But this thought only swirled around in my head a few times, and then I rejected it again...

Because even if I ask, Yu Qian may not tell me, and she is estimated to be in a state of half-drinking now, so it is very likely that she will not say anything I ask, but it will make her more nervous and concerned, and there will be less chance of knowing in the future.

Thinking of this, I still sighed lightly, and then opened the corner of the quilt and gently got in...

After lying down, Yu Qian next to me was facing away from me, she didn't know if she was asleep, but it was quiet and motionless.

I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and after a while, that feeling in my heart returned.

Obviously, she was always so close to her, but she couldn't shorten the distance by a little bit.

Obviously, many times as long as you stretch out your hand, you can touch her, but because of various reasons, you can't do so...

Perhaps, this is the so-called fate without separation... Perhaps, it is destined that Yu Qian and I can only stay in this distance.

Thinking of this, I was sad again, and finally closed my eyes, thinking that it would be better to sleep.

When I wake up from sleep, I guess everything will be fine, Yu Qian will return to normal, and her trembling heart will calm down again.

However, such a thought did not stay in his mind for long, and suddenly he felt that Yu Qian turned around again.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that she was looking at me too.

Although it was pitch black, my eyes and her eyes seemed to be intertwined in the darkness.

It was a very subtle feeling, it was a feeling, there are no good words to describe it.

Lying in bed and looking at each other with the girl you liked, or rather, the girl you once liked...

Obviously, I can't see each other's faces clearly, but I don't want to look away at all.

At this time, I couldn't help but start to guess in my heart.

What kind of thoughts does she have now?

What was she thinking at this time?

Is it the same thing as what you think? Or is it that you are not looking at yourself at all, and you are just thinking too much about it?

Such thoughts were racing in my mind, and suddenly Yu Qian moved...

Her face became clear in her field of vision.

As soon as my back stiffened, I felt it.

There was a temperature in front of him, and the face slowly leaned towards him.

Before I could come back to my senses, I felt a hand gently placed on my waist.

And in his arms, a petite body, leaned over...

My head buzzed, and my eyes turned into a white expanse...

My heart sank rapidly at this moment, I lowered my head, Yu Qian's face was hidden in the darkness, but her eyes were clearly shining brightly.

After a brief pause, her thin voice came from her arms

"Just one night.."

"Just give it to me. Such an evening ...

Her voice sounded so small, but it seemed to explode in my body, and the sound resounded in every corner of my body. This voice, down my veins, slowly rushed towards my heart...

I don't know why, I can't speak anymore.

Zheng Jiayue's smiling face flashed in front of him, but it was only a short second, and it disappeared.

What reappeared was Yu Qian's lonely figure, Yu Qian... That heartbreaking figure...