Chapter 38: Suspicion

Mu Wanchun tossed this day, her physical strength was already exhausted, thinking about the child in her belly, she endured her grief, followed Chu Huaijin to eat something, and went back to the bedroom to lie down.

Looking at everything in the bedroom, it was all the same as when she left for the last time, but now when I look at it, there is a kind of sadness and vicissitudes of life.

Although there are thousands of doubts and troubles in her heart and head, her father's face also comes to her mind from time to time. However, the heavy eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally, Mu Wanchun fell asleep in a coma.

In his sleep, Mu Rufeng stood in an infinite field, and he smiled and called out Mu Wanchun. Mu Wanchun followed the sound to trace the past, but for some reason, the distance between her and her father did not shorten because of her non-stop running, but became farther and farther.

"Dad......" Mu Wanchun cried out in a lost voice. When I opened my eyes, I found myself lying on the bed.

Holding her head in her hands, Mu Wanchun once again strung together and thought about these things that had happened during this time, especially after she and Xia Mohan divorced.

Thinking about it, the uneasiness in Mu Wanchun's heart became stronger and stronger. The whole thing, one after another, is seamless, with a perfect transition, and all the outlets are aimed at Mu Wanchun and Xia Mohan, Mu and Xia. In public and private, Mu Wanchun and Xia Mohan are both victims. The two of them are just the cause and fuse of this whole incident. But the two of them are definitely not the ones who are being terminated by the incident.

Perhaps, there are many people who are involved. But who else could there be?

Thinking of this, Mu Wanchun shuddered. She faintly felt that behind the whole incident, there was an invisible black hand, which was controlling all this, he wanted to destroy the Xia clan and the Mu clan, what did he gain from it, who did he destroy? Or what did he seek to gain?

I am an afterthought, so for a long time, I have been pushed forward, and I have experienced so many hardships before I just have a clue. So, what about Xia Mohan? He took over the Xia clan three years ago, and his vision and insight, his means and courage, how could he be compared to that of a little woman?

So, the unfathomable Xia Mohan, did he already know something, but he kept it back?

However, no matter what he knew, no matter what role he played in this shady scene, Mu Wanchun would never forgive him again, let alone forgive what he did, and would never throw himself into his arms again.

Just like the cold him, what he once said, there is no longer the slightest relationship between them.

Shaking her head, Mu Wanchun pinched her face, in order to find out everything behind the scenes, in order to find out the cause of her father's death, she had to cheer up, even if she had irrepressible grief in her heart, she had to be sensible, and she couldn't let herself let go of those clues because of impulsiveness, and missed the opportunity to find out everything.

Mu Wanchun tidied up herself, washed her face, put on filial piety clothes, and came to the hall again.

Looking at the chaotic Aunt Yun, Mu Wanchun's heart ached. People say: There is no greater sorrow than the death of the heart, and there is no sorrow than silence.

Now Aunt Yun is expressing her frustration with her silence.

Taking a deep breath, Mu Wanchun's eyes caught a glimpse of Aunt Yun's beautiful and smooth neck, and by the way, she glanced at her hands again.

Except for the wedding ring, Aunt Yun never saw a piece of jewelry all over her body. This made Mu Wanchun a little trance-like. Such a plain Aunt Yun is not the Aunt Yun in Mu Wanchun's impression. Aunt Yun in Mu Wanchun's impression likes to wear beautiful clothes and gorgeous jewelry. Those external objects can always make her heart full and make her feel safe.

When did Aunt Yun change.

"Aunt Yun, you agreed to let your father be cremated. Mu Wanchun looked at Aunt Yun and asked.

Aunt Yun nodded.

"I heard that my father chose such an extreme solution because he learned that he had a terminal illness and would die soon, and he couldn't accept it for a while. Really?"

Aunt Yun raised her head and looked at Mu Wanchun with empty and godless eyes, and after a long time, she lowered her head and nodded.

"Aunt Yun, do you believe that Dad committed suicide because he couldn't accept the news?" Mu Wanchun looked at Aunt Yun and asked.

When Aunt Yun heard this, she neither raised her head, nor nodded, nor put paper money in the fire tray again, she just looked indifferently at the corner of the ground and looked at it in a daze.

"You don't believe it either, don't you? You also think that Dad is not such a person, don't you?" Mu Wanchun grabbed Aunt Yun's hand, shook her, and asked.

Aunt Yun broke free of Mu Wanchun's hands, and suddenly screamed: "I don't know! I don't know anything! Don't ask me, don't ask me anything!"

Mu Wanchun saw that Aunt Yun's expression changed, it was obviously different from just now, she seemed to be afraid of something, she was avoiding her scrutiny, she must know something.

Mu Wanchun grabbed Aunt Yun's hand again and pleaded: "Aunt Yun, you have been with Dad for so many years, he will definitely tell you something, you can think about it again, what did Dad hint at you before leaving? Or, recently, what suspicious people and suspicious things have happened?"

Aunt Yun looked at Mu Wanchun and smiled bitterly: "Wanchun, do you know? You used to be your father's pride, and he has always been proud of you. Over the years, the reason why he hasn't looked for a woman outside is not because he loves me so much, but because he loves you too much, he loves your mother too much, so he abandons all the women he wants to tempt him. It's a pity that you didn't live a happy life, and you made him sad and disappointed. But he never blames you.

In late spring, if you hadn't divorced, if these things hadn't happened to the Mu family, and if our family was fine, how good would it be. It's a pity that all of this is doomed when you get divorced. ”

Mu Wanchun let go of Aunt Yun's words and smiled bitterly: "Aunt Yun, it turns out that you are also blaming me, blaming me for not keeping my marriage, letting the Mu family and the Mu family follow me and suffer." ”

Aunt Yun continued to burn paper money: "Everyone has their own life and their own burden. What he gets, he pays for at the expense of others. Your dad is like that, I'm like that, and so are you...... No one can escape this fate. ”

Mu Wanchun looked at Aunt Yun silently, feeling that she looked very strange, not only her appearance had changed dramatically in a few short days, but also the whole person's look and words had also changed greatly. Presumably, her heart has been painfully tormented and tortured, so that she has to face these unbearable pains.

"Aunt Yun, what did my father leave for me?" Mu Wanchun looked at Aunt Yun who lowered her eyes.

Aunt Yun looked up at Mu Wanchun for a long time, then took out a crumpled white cloth from her sleeve and handed it to Mu Wanchun.

Mu Wanchun unfolded the white cloth, and it turned out to be a blood letter, with only five short words: Spring, give up Mu's.

This is the color of blood written on the white pillow towel in the hospital, which is the only message and warning that Mu Rufeng left to his daughter with his own blood before deciding to commit suicide.

Mu Wanchun looked at those words, tears blurred her eyes, and large tears dripped down and sprinkled on the blood book, wetting the red words.

She didn't know what kind of situation her father faced before he decided to commit suicide, and what kind of determination he was in his heart, so that he would make such an extreme suggestion. It is conceivable that at that time, he should still have the last trace of nostalgia for the world, and he was reluctant to his daughter, thinking of leaving a few words for his daughter, which not only expressed his reluctance to her, but also expressed his expectations and requirements for her.

Mu Wanchun knew that at the last moment of his father's life, what he wanted to say to her most was to let her leave here, leave the Mu family and the Mu family. It seems that Mu Rufeng has a deeper reason in addition to not wanting her daughter to be involved in the Mu family's disputes.

Mu Rufeng didn't say what Mu Rufeng said, Mu Wanchun thought of it: The reason why her father asked her to leave was probably the reason why he chose to commit suicide for this reason.

Thinking of this, Mu Wanchun's palms clenched tightly, and her teeth clenched together: people's hearts, human nature, for the sake of interests, can really be made by any means, and it is really possible to ignore flesh and blood affection and years of affection.

Aunt Yun smiled bitterly and said, "I didn't understand until I saw this blood book that my dedication to the Mu family over the years, and the care I took care of your father and you were all in vain. Sure enough, flesh and blood relatives are the most trustworthy, and I, the woman who remarried, is just the icing on the cake, and it has always been dispensable......"

Mu Wanchun wiped a handful of tears fiercely, and said to herself in her heart: Mu Wanchun, from now on, you can't cry casually, because tears can't solve any problems, tears can't move those who want to harm you, and they won't change your fate! From now on, you have to laugh. When you encounter difficulties, you should smile and encourage yourself with a smile, when you are bullied, you should laugh and tell those who are bullied that you have not been defeated, and when you feel tired, you should laugh, because your smile can give you strength and courage to move forward......

Mu Wanchun folded the blood book and put it in her pocket, and looked at Aunt Yun with a smile: "Aunt Yun is Dad's wife, you have a place in his heart, and no one can replace it." If Aunt Yun wants to say this and think like this, then you not only look down on yourself, but also look down on my father's eyes. You should know in your own heart that Dad is good to you, and I understand that you have complaints in your own heart. But these words must not be spoken to outsiders again, because the heart of man is sinister, and evil comes out of the mouth. ”

Aunt Yun looked up at Mu Wanchun, who looked indifferent, and couldn't help but be surprised in her heart: Mu Wanchun at this time, and when she first entered the house today, she was like two people. At this time, Aunt Yun was a little incomprehensible. And she was like this, but Aunt Yun felt a chill down her spine. When she looked at Mu Wanchun again, Aunt Yun's eyes were dodging.