drove the car, and unconsciously came to the neighborhood where Hong Jian and Zhan Hong lived.

Fan Qingyu cleaned up his mood, found a place to park the car, got out of the car, walked for a while, and rang the doorbell of Zhan Hong's house.

She knew that Zhan Hong must be at home at this time.

The door opens, go upstairs.

Zhan Hong, who was dressed in casual clothes at home, opened the door and waited for Fan Qingyu at the door: "Sister, you came just in time, the nanny just bought two yellow croakers and is packing them up." ”

Fan Qingyu glanced at Zhan Hong: "I haven't seen you for a few days, why are you fat again?"

Zhan Hong took out her slippers from the shoe cabinet and said, "I'm already minusing." ”

Fan Qingyu asked while changing his shoes, "Where is Lele?"

Zhan Hong said: "I'm tired of playing, so I'm sleeping in the house." ”

Fan Qingyu sat on the sofa, and Zhan Hong went to the kitchen to bring a plate of cut watermelon over: "Sister, taste it, it's sweet." ”

Fan Qingyu didn't want to eat it, but she couldn't bear Zhan Hong's strength to let her taste it, so she picked the smallest piece, took a bite, and asked Zhan Hong: "There is a fitness club near your home, the children are also older, and the nanny is watching, you take two hours a day to exercise, and your body can recover in a few months, see that you are blowing now, and your Hong Jian will not persuade you?"

Throwing the watermelon rind into the trash can at his feet, Zhan Hong picked up another piece of watermelon and said with a smile: "He doesn't persuade me, he likes to touch the meat." ”

Seeing the needles and threads on the coffee table, Fan Qingyu asked, "You knitted this?"

Zhan Hong took out two pieces of paper from the paper drawer, wiped his hands and said, "Well, I'm bored at home, so I learn to knit things." ”

Boredom at home......

Fan Qingyu sighed secretly in his heart.

It's the same woman, her cousin is so bored at home that she is looking for something to do, but she has to run around all day for life and a mortgage and car loan.

Compared with the downfall when she rented a house with her cousin Fan Qingyu with a big belly, Zhan Hong completely turned over and came to the bitter end.

Hong Jian returned to Beijing from Songjiang, and after recognizing his ancestors and returning to his roots, he was helped by someone in his career and supported by someone financially, and he himself had been trained in the Songjiang public security system.

The family conditions improved, and after getting married and giving birth, Zhan Hong became a full-time mother at home.

At the beginning of the rental house, Fan Qingyu asked her cousin, who was unmarried and pregnant, what was going on, who would have thought about it, and the speaker himself was in the same situation.

It's a pity that the situation is the same, but Fan Qingyu is very different from her cousin Zhan Hong, to be precise, she is not as good as her cousin Zhan Hong.

The first one is not as good, although Hong Jian has been married once, Zhan Hong and Hong Jian met as a young man, and it can be seen from Hong Jian's feelings for Zhan Hong after marriage that the two can be regarded as happy with each other. And what about Fan Qingyu and the father of the child in her womb? There is no emotional foundation, and going to bed is purely an emergency, which is a typical desire without love, and even desire is accidentally triggered at a specific time and place.

The second is not as good, Hong Jian's personal ability is good, but he depends more on the family, and he can barely be regarded as the third generation of H, but it belongs to the marginal kind, which is basically controllable. Bian Xuedao is the boss of a large group, controlling the fate of more than 10,000 employees, a rich generation of 24K pure pure gold, among the top rich people, the most popular diamond king in China, what kind of woman he wants, what kind of woman he wants, what kind of woman is easy.

The third is not as good, Zhan Hong is several years younger than Hong Jian, and she is a little woman. Fan Qingyu is several years older than Bian Xuedao and is an old woman.

As mentioned above, the same unmarried pregnancy, Zhan Hong can be on the throne, but Fan Qingyu's success rate is infinitely low.

Seeing that Fan Qingyu didn't eat a piece of watermelon, and his face was not very good, and his mood was not high, Zhan Hong asked with concern: "Sister, what's wrong?"

Fan Qingyuqiang smiled and shook his head: "It's nothing, it's good." ”

Zhan Hong sat down, raised his hand and touched Fan Qingyu's forehead: "No fever, haven't you rested well recently, look at how tired you look." ”

Not wanting to disclose her pregnancy for the time being, Fan Qingyu nodded and said, "Maybe it's because I haven't slept well recently." ”

Zhan Hong held Fan Qingyu's hand and said earnestly: "Sister, listen to me, don't work too hard, you have a garage now, it's time to focus on marriage and family, you have to think about one thing clearly, you work hard, after all, you have to have a home to be truly stable......"

Fan Qingyu said: "I have a home now, and I live well alone. ”

Zhan Hong said: "That's different! The so-called life is nothing more than having the mood to cook, having leisure to read, having time to travel, and most importantly, having someone to accompany all this." Women are vines, men are trees, no matter how strong a woman is, after all, she has to find a tree to entangle and rely on, have you thought about it, you are fighting so hard now, what should you do when you get married?"

Fan Qingyu pretended not to know: "What should I do?"

Zhan Hong said: "Don't mention it, the level is quite always wanted, right? You have a house and a car, are you willing to find a man who has no economic foundation, and let him live in your house and drive your car after marriage?"

Fan Qingyu smiled and shook his head: "I will only be so good to my son." ”

"Isn't that it. Zhan Hong said: "We can't look down on the poor and white, the man with a net worth is either a rich second generation or nearly middle-aged, these two kinds of men, there will be no shortage of women around them." Sister, think about how difficult it is for you to find a satisfactory one now. ”

Fan Qingyu said: "It's just that I haven't encountered it yet." ”

Zhan Hong said: "As soon as a woman turns 30, her value depreciates every day, and after a few years, she can depreciate from being able to find someone who rides a white horse to finding someone who rides a donkey." ”

Fan Qingyu said: "This is not how depreciation is understood. Depreciation is when you work hard when you are young and save a million, thinking that you can use it until you are 80 years old, but five years later you find that the money is only enough until you are 60 years old, and 10 years later you find that that money is only enough until you are 40 years old. ”

Zhan Hong said: "If you have such an attitude, it will be difficult to find someone to ride a donkey when you are forty years old!"

Fan Qingyu patted Zhan Hong's arm lightly, and scolded with a smile: "Don't I just say that you are fat when you enter the door, as for hitting me like this?"

Zhan Hong saw that Fan Qingyu was about to divert the topic, and shouted unwillingly: "Sister......"

Zhan Hong also wanted to persuade Fan Qingyu, there was a sound of the door opening outside, Hong Jian walked in the door with a bag of vegetables, saw Fan Qingyu in the living room, and said with a smile: "Sister Qing is here, why don't you tell me in advance, I'll buy more vegetables." ”

Fan Qingyu came over and said, "I have something to do in a while, so I'll just sit down and leave." ”

Hong Jian's head shook like a rattle: "How can it be done? ”

After Hong Jian finished washing, he came out of the bathroom, picked up a piece of watermelon, nibbled on two bites, looked up and asked Fan Qingyu: "Sister Qing, how is the villa of Bian Xuedao?"

Hearing the words "Bian Xuedao", Fan Qingyu stroked his hair to hide his unnaturalness, and replied: "The project is over, Bian Xuedao went to the house last month to see it." ”

Listening to her husband and cousin talking about Bian Xuedao, Zhan Hong, who was in the kitchen to tell the nanny what to eat at night, came over, and she asked Fan Qingyu: "By the way, sister, I haven't asked you, did her mother torture you again this time?"

Since Wang Jiayu and Bian Xuede eloped, Shan Rao's antipathy towards the third party has become stronger and stronger, and she has also become estranged from Zhan Hong, who is the "junior superior". Zhan Hong is not stupid, she has asked Shan Rao for dinner several times, and Shan Rao said that she was busy, so she naturally felt Shan Rao's attitude, so the relationship was light.

On Hong Jian's side, unless there is something, he usually only exchanges greetings with Bian Xuedao during the New Year's Day, and naturally does not mention such a private topic as personal feelings on the phone, so Hong Jian and Zhan Hong don't know the news of Bian Xuedao and Shan Rao's breakup.

Hearing Zhan Hong's question, Fan Qingyu thought for a while and replied: "For more than half a year before and after this renovation, Shan Rao has never been there, and her mother Dai Yufen has never been there. ”

To decorate Yanjing's villa, Shan Rao and her mother have never been to see it, and the meaning is self-evident.

Zhan Hong looked at Fan Qingyu and asked, "You haven't been there yet?"

Without waiting for Fan Qingyu to answer, Hong Jian said on the side: "Xiaohong, you accompany my sister, I will go in and lie down for a while, and my shoulder hurts from driving." ”

………………

After dinner, and sat at Zhan Hong's house for a while, Fan Qingyu drove home.

After returning home, she took a shower first, then lay on the sofa in the living room, listening to Shen Fu's "Yanjing Yanjing" over and over again.

On January 15, 2005, Bian Xuedao and Shen Fu held a workers' concert on the same stage, Fan Qingyu was also present at the time, and the tickets for her and Hong Jian Zhan Hong were all given by Bian Xuedao.

Therefore, she has known this song for a long time, and she also knows that this song is related to Bian Xuedao.

Fan Qingyu, who has worked hard in Yanjing for many years, was instantly moved when she heard this song in Gongti for the first time, and later she bought Shen Fu's album, and liking this song is also one of the main reasons.

"The café is three blocks away from the square, like the distance between neon lights and the moon......"

Yes, that's it, that's what Bian Xuedao sang at the concert.

"We pray here, we are lost here, we seek here, and we lose ...... here"

I don't know why, the more I listen to Fan Qingyu, the more I feel that this song seems to have some kind of fate in it, which makes her addicted to it and can't stop.

It was late at night.

There were no lights in the room, only the display of the stereo flashed in the dark, slightly bewitching.

I don't know how many times I listened to it, Fan Qingyu made a decision.

This child must not be beaten secretly, it will not only hurt his body, but he will not appreciate it while learning the Tao, which can be said to be a stupid way that does no good.

As for the smart way, it is to tell Bian Xuedao about the pregnancy, whether to beat or stay, let him make a decision, and never disobey.

In this way, if the child is defeated, Bian Xuedao will owe her a personal favor, and if the child can be kept, not to mention anything else, it should be no problem to be rich and worry-free in the second half of her life.

But......

It's not that it doesn't come at a cost.

With Fan Qingyu's character of observing Bian Xuedao, if she told him the news of her pregnancy, whether the child was killed or stayed, she might lose some of her freedom.

If this step is taken, the rest of your life may be accompanied by loneliness.

Hey, admit it, it's better than finding a donkey rider.

Again......

Loneliness also has the beauty of loneliness.