Volume 6 The End of It All, and the Beginning Chapter 167 The Determination to Face Reality

The citizens have been completely overrun by despair, and judging from the recent appearance of a large number of nightmares in Black Lake City, there are already many white-haired people who have chosen to compromise with nightmares.

However, the king of the dead country didn't care much about this, and after he ordered to clear those nightmares, he continued to focus on waking up Bai Nanyu. He didn't know what Bai Nanyu's situation was, after all, Xiao Jing, who also broke into Bai Nanyu's dream, didn't tell him anything about Bai Nanyu's situation.

To be honest, Xiao Jing's dream of entering Bai Nanyu was actually done secretly and without the knowledge of the king of the dead country.

Up to now, although the king of the dead country chatted with Xiao Jing about some things from time to time, he was still kept in the dark, thinking that he was the only one to guide her in Bai Nanyu's dream.

Originally, the king of the dead country had already announced that except for himself, no other people with nightmare abilities would be allowed to enter Bai Nanyu's dream, because he wanted to guide Bai Nanyu himself to prevent others from leading Bai Nanyu astray. This deviation does not mean that she can't get out, but it makes her have thoughts that she shouldn't have after she comes out.

And another reason for doing this is that the king of the dead country wants to control Bai Nanyu as soon as she wakes up, so as to prevent her from escaping on the spot.

If the king of the dead country left the "nightmare dilemma" with Bai Nanyu alone, then Bai Nanyu would definitely not run around, after all, she didn't know enough about the current situation and had no place to go, so she would choose to stay in the control area of the dead country for the time being.

This brought a great advantage to the next step of the dead country to control Bai Nanyu.

But Xiao Jing and they are not servants after all, Xiao Jing really chose to sneak into Bai Nanyu's dream, and unlike the king of the dead country who quietly gave her hints in her dreams, Xiao Jing appeared directly in front of Bai Nanyu simply and rudely, and told her with actions that this was just a dream, and there was nothing to be nostalgic about.

Originally, what the king of the dead country did was a long-term and more secure plan, but it was a pity that he was robbed of his job by Xiao Jing's improvised brainless moves.

Now, the king of the dead country is still stupidly trying to give her further hints after Bai Nanyu "fell asleep" in the "dream", but who knows, Bai Nanyu actually lost sleep in the "dream" because of anxiety. This dream is not the kind of dream that comes as you want, it is very similar to the logic of reality, so sleep and insomnia also exist naturally.

"Bai Nanyu, that guy has insomnia, is he starting to suspect that this is a dream?" The king of the dead country frowned and couldn't understand after briefly getting out of Bai Nanyu's dream.

The sunset in the world of dreams, the lonely moon rose in the east, Bai Nanyu woke up inexplicably, and the dark surroundings were as if frozen.

Maybe it's the anxiety these days that keeps her from getting a good night's sleep and always wakes up in the middle of the night involuntarily. And this day is the same, it will be a long night, Bai Nanyu looked at Bai Nanqin who was sleeping beside him, and secretly got up and left the bed.

It's been a long time since I've felt this feeling, and she used to not care about it because it was just a daily routine, but now she takes every word she says to her sister and parents in her heart. Although she knew it was just a dream, the equivalent of her fantasy, she tried not to think about it.

Standing up, Bai Nanyu stretched lazily, sleepy and full of mind for a while, pressing on this tired body, but there was no trace in the next second.

"Sister...... Don't leave me...... I'm scared of being alone......"

Bai Nanyu was taken aback, and when she looked back at Bai Nanqin, she was still asleep, everything was normal, she was just talking in her sleep. No, maybe this is not normal, people can only talk in their dreams when they are stressed.

It seems that my sister has discovered something and has a bad premonition, so she will say such a thing.

After all, in normal times, my sister may be able to make Bai Nanyu leave her idea one day, but she will definitely not forget it. After all, my sister is by my side, unless my sister is about to leave.

yes, that's right, I'm leaving, it seems that I can't hide the nightmare from you, silly sister.

Bai Nanyu shook his head, slowly leaned down, and stroked his sister's head.

"Don't worry, my sister will always be by your side, although you may not be able to see your sister in the future, but my sister will always be there. Bai Nanyu muttered to herself, maybe her sister may not be able to hear clearly even if she is awake, "My sister has decided, my sister will wait for you in another world, no matter what that world will become, no matter what you will become when the time comes, I will wait for you." ”

Of course, my sister didn't answer, but Bai Nanyu's cry of collapse had already appeared in Bai Nanyu's mind.

This stupid child is like this, he looks cold and mature on weekdays, and he is also very kind and stable to others, but here in Bai Nanyu, he has become a coquettish milk cat. Even though she usually looks calm and serious, her spiritual pillar has completely become Bai Nanyu's appearance.

Especially when they are wandering, in those days when they are almost unaccompanied, they are the only ones for each other.

Therefore, it may be a little cruel to let my sister accept Bai Nanyu's departure.

But at this point, there is nothing that can be changed. People like to shoot TV series and movies that change history and change lives, but this is a fantasy after all, and people want to live better, only by learning to accept it.

Accept the boredom of life, accept someone's departure, accept the turmoil of the future...... We are prisoners of fate, and we can only live happily if we learn to look ahead.

“...... So, sister...... My sister must leave you, and my sister must protect the world of the deceased and fulfill our impossible dream. Didn't you always wish there was a place where you could accommodate the homeless? Since we can't meet them, my sister will do it herself. ”

There is nothing to hide until now, in fact, Bai Nanyu is not unacceptable to stay, or gradually addicted. She just wanted to see Bai Nanqin's reaction after losing her in this world, so that she could be mentally prepared for what she would become after sending the real Bai Nanqin back, and she had some plans for this.

She had begun to use her dreams, from which she could see many things that she might never see.

And she can say goodbye to those who haven't had time to say goodbye......

The scale of the Black Lake City Self-Defense Force is now getting bigger and bigger, and after Bai Nanyu was shot, the news that Bai Nanyu had died went viral in Black Lake City, and people were forced to stand in line in the oppression of the country.

They had to join some groups, become rebels, or go into hiding to live with.

However, in this period, the latter is obviously much less few.

After such a long pursuit, people's anger has also been forcibly extinguished, and they can only find a way to survive instead of continuing to try to reason.

During this time, some people said that the attack was not without its benefits, because it made them understand many things, such as letting them know that they were never at peace. They demanded that the Black Lake City be as orderly and stable as the real world, apparently forgetting that this world did not have the same solid foundation as the real world.

The constant replacement of the floating population is draining the energy of the city in turn.

The citizens were able to live as peacefully as they usually did only because there were people in front of them, barely supporting the city. If you think about it, there are people who point fingers at these devotees in normal times - most citizens make such mistakes.

Now that they have lost their shelter, they finally see the world outside the greenhouse, and they are now like fruits that have been peeled off their hard skins, revealing their weak flesh and allowing others to eat them.

At such times, people's instincts come into play, and they gather together to try to survive in groups.

This time, one of the targets of their group was the Black Lake City Self-Defense Force, which they had boycotted not long ago because of fear, a place that arose because of Bai Nanyu.

When I think of this Black Lake City Self-Defense Force, I will think of Bai Nanyu, many people have a sense of guilt for them, and some people even finally found a safe place in the collapse, so they knelt down and apologized to the people of the Self-Defense Force repeatedly. But it's all at this point, what's the use of these apologies?

The Self-Defense Forces are just saying forgive them and accept them to live together.

Anyway, this is only a temporary safe haven, and sooner or later, the dead country will find this place and take them to the pot. If there are more people, maybe there will be more hope and more ability to resist.

They were counting on the appearance of someone like Bai Nanyu at this time, but they had already accepted the fact that Bai Nanyu was "dead".

On another day of the "Nightmare Dilemma", in this world where the flow of time is unstable, Bai Nanyu doesn't know how long the border of the dead country has passed. If she's lucky, it can even be just a few seconds, but if she's unlucky, maybe she's been in a coma for months, or maybe years.

Yes, this is such an exaggeration in the "Nightmare Dilemma", but those who have been in a coma for several months and years must be kept alive by some life support system.

Otherwise, those people would have died long ago.

On this day, Bai Nanyu met a classmate after a morning run, a male classmate who had a good relationship with her.

It was in a convenience store, and the classmate found that Bai Nanyu was very familiar, so he called her. Because the experience was too right, Bai Nanyu searched in his memory for a long time before finally remembering this person.

They met because of games, and Bai Nanyu still remembered what this boy said to her the most impressive, that is, "It turns out that you girls also like to play games." These words were the main factor that aroused Bai Nanyu's interest in him and eventually led to becoming friends, and they were also the fuse.

After a period of contact, Bai Nanyu also found that this otaku who likes games is also very sensual, and her personality is more similar, so their relationship has gradually become a best friend.

But since the trip accident that day, Bai Nanyu has never seen him again. Maybe when he heard the news that day and sent a message to Bai Nanyu but never got a response, he might feel very empty and uncomfortable. The guy who usually chatted with him about games and chatted so happily suddenly disappeared, and he was the only one guarding the newly bought game, and no one told him about the fun.

It's sad to think about, but he's alive and well after all, and although he shouts that he can't make friends, he still has a lot of opportunities, and he can always find new friends.

yes, maybe he's having a good time with his new friends right now, stinky man. Bai Nanyu thought about it, and suddenly smiled.

This move was discovered by the boy next to Bai Nanyu, he first waved his hand to make Bai Nanyu react suddenly, and then began to tease her if she thought of the beautiful young lady and handsome little brother in the game again.

Although this is a dream, this boy is indeed exactly the same as Bai Nanyu's former best friend. After all, the "Nightmare Dilemma" will be based on Bai Nanyu's impression, and portray the people she is most familiar with and favorite to look like a person.

Of course, after all, it's just an impression shape, and sometimes there are deviations, but after all, it's for the owner of the dream, and no one will notice it.

For one morning, Bai Nanyu and his friends talked happily as usual, and this feeling brought up Bai Nanyu's deep memories. If she could, she would love to pick up the gamepad again and compete with the boy in the game.

But now, now that she has passed, she can't do it.

As we chatted, the atmosphere began to change from enthusiastic to cold. It seemed that everything he was going to talk about was over, Bai Nanyu paused, and suddenly said something else:

"That...... Let me ask you...... If I escaped from a terrible hell to a wonderful world, and my sister is still in that hell, but already has a normal life, should I go back?"

The boy was stunned for a moment, frowning as if he was thinking about the meaning of Bai Nanyu's words, and after thinking about it for a long time, he gave an answer as if he had given up thinking.

"If it's me, as long as I still love my sister, then I have to go back, I don't have to choose this at all. The boy smiled cautiously as he spoke, as if he was afraid of touching something he shouldn't touch.

"Really......"

Bai Nanyu took a deep breath and seemed to guess his answer, but his brows still did not stretch.

She looked like she was worried about something, and although it was still some time before she decided to return to the borders of her country, she was already worried about what would happen after she returned.

Although she said now that she would cherish the time here, as time went by, her heart did stay, but in the past two days, it has gradually flown away uncontrollably.

The dreamer didn't know about her worries, because they were living the same life as usual, and so was the boy.

After hesitating for a while, the boy guessed something, and suddenly said to Bai Nanyu like an elder.

"Brother Yu, I don't know what you're worried about, but you have to know that each of us must move forward. There are things leaving and new things being born all the time in the world, and my grandmother told me before she died that what is lost is only making room for something new. The boy smiled shyly, like a simple child, "This world is cyclical, even if we die one day, it is not dead, it is just back to the original state." ”

Bai Nanyu smiled sluggishly, looking thoughtful. She has experienced the ups and downs of such a mood and mentality many times, so she now has a certain "immunity".

Believe him this time, though.

I don't know what will become of it when I go back, I really can't escape anymore, but I'm afraid that my life will be boring and painful in the future.

Annoying, I really care about it.