As soon as the sky was white, Takayama groped his way up to get up, packed his luggage, and went out of the watchhouse. Last night, he had a brief meeting with the Living Buddha, and he didn't have time to ask anything, he still had a lot of things to ask about his grandfather, and he didn't worry about Qin Si'er, he had to rush back to the township as soon as possible, so he got up early in the morning and went straight to the main hall.

The eastern sky is covered with a layer of orange, and the towering snow-capped mountains in the distance are also filled with a layer of golden light.

"Tashi Delek. Gao Shan walked over to him with his hands folded, asking for help.

"Tashi Delek. Nima also returned the salute.

"You're leaving?" he frowned, and then said, "Master is waiting for you in the main hall." ”

"Wangdui Living Buddha recited the scriptures all night, and didn't sleep all night?" Gao Shan looked at the direction of the main hall, feeling a little apprehensive and a little grateful.

Nima nodded, pointed in the direction of the main hall, and urged him to hurry up. "Go ahead, don't keep the master waiting. ”

Gao Shan hurried to the main hall, the crimson figure in front of the Buddha was sorting out the small Buddha statue on the Buddha shrine, the back was slightly hunched, and the trembling feet were about to be put on the small Buddha statue, and some could not stand steadily. Takayama took three steps and made two steps forward.

"I'll help you. ”

Seeing that it was a high mountain, the living Buddha of Wangdui smiled slightly and handed the small Buddha statue to Gao Shan. "You're here, Susha, I thought you'd come later. ”

The Living Buddha of Wangdui pointed to the pile of small Buddha statues next to the Buddha shrine and motioned for the mountains to be put aside.

"Wangdui Living Buddha, I want to be like my grandfather and put gold on all the Buddha statues in the temple, is it okay?" Gao Shan turned his head to look at the Living Buddha with a sincere face.

"Putting gold on the Buddha statue is a blessing. The Living Buddha immediately recited a string of six-character mantras in his mouth.

Takayama grinned and continued to move the Buddha statue. The Wangdui Living Buddha went to the back of the big Buddha statue, and in a moment he took a box wrapped in golden silk and walked out slowly.

"Su Xia, come and sit down when you're done, I have something to hand over to you. ”

Gao Shan walked over slowly, sat in front of the Wangdui Living Buddha, looked at him with dark bags under his eyes and a tired face, and his eyes immediately surged with a hot current. "Living Buddha, thank you for chanting sutras for my grandfather, he must have felt it in the spirit of heaven. ”

"Su Zhong is a devout believer in front of the Buddha, it is he who has influenced the Buddha, and it is the will of the Buddha to chant for him. As she spoke, she handed him the box she had just taken.

"This is what your grandfather deposited with me a few years ago, saying that one day, his grandson Xia Xia will come to pick it up, and if Xia Xia fails to come, it must be the will of the Buddha to let him forgive all his sins. Now that you are here, I think it is also the will of the Buddha, and this world will have a certain number of good and evil due to fate. Now I hand you this box untouched, hoping that you will have compassion and a broad heart to bear all things, and you will forgive even those who have sinned deeply. ”

Gao Shan's heart jumped suddenly, he didn't know what his grandfather had left him, why Wangdui Living Buddha's eyes flashed with tears, and his face was written with sadness, who did the Living Buddha want him to forgive? What things did he want to tolerate? Who was the one who had sinned heavily? How could he forgive those who had sinned heavily?

He took the box and opened it gently, and the top was a thick photo album, which still retained the style of the eighties and nineties of the last century, full of age.

He glanced at the Wangdui Living Buddha, who smiled at him and gave him encouragement. He couldn't help it, and his hands trembled uncontrollably. Gently flipping open, there is only one photo on the first page, the photo is obviously taken secretly, most of the photo is blocked by the porch, the photo shows the backs of two people, a man and a woman, two hands in hand, listening to the pastor's prayer in the church. Under the photo, it is written in blue-black ink: In the fall of 1981, Yan Yan got married, but no relatives came to bless her new marriage. I kicked my daughter out of the house, but she really didn't want a father anymore, but as a father, I still want to wish my daughter a happy marriage.

Seeing this, Gao Shan burst into tears, and hot tears slipped down, for so many years, it was their grandfather who was wrong, it turned out that his grandfather had always loved his mother deeply.

Followed by the second one, which was also taken candidly, the background is a mountain village, and the photo shows the profile of a woman, picking cucumbers in the field, most of her body is covered by leaves, but it can still be seen that she is holding a pregnant belly that is about to give birth. The photo is also written in blue-black ink below: In the summer of 1982, Yan Yan's baby was about to be born, but I couldn't go to see my little grandson, and I didn't know whether it was a boy or a girl, whether it was a boy or a girl, it had to be called Xia Xia, there was warm sunshine in summer, and there was hope for everything with sunshine, if I could grow up by my side, I would hold him in the palm of my hand like a pet and take care of him carefully.

Gao Shan couldn't hold back any longer, buried his face in the palm of his hand, and cried loudly. "I'm sorry, grandpa, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. ”

Takayama howled and cried. "If I had known this, I would have listened to you, I would not have been naughty, I would not have made you sad, and I would never have gone on a hunger strike, jumped off a building, ran away from home, and deliberately went into fights, smoked and drunk, and caused you so many troubles, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

He continued to flip through the photos, all of them were photos of their family of three, without exception, all secretly taken, mother's, father's, his, alone, group photos, spring, summer, autumn, winter......

The last photo is a family photo, the photo shows their family of three in the photo studio, next to them, and you cut out three portraits and stick them beside them, which are grandfather, uncle and aunt. This is a patchwork family photo. Takayama burst into tears, and he didn't know what mood his grandfather was in to put together this family photo. Takayama gently caressed everyone on it, tears blurring his eyes.

"Mom, Dad, do you see, Grandpa loves you, he has forgiven you a long time ago, he blesses you deeply, he cares about you all the time, and he cares about you silently in his way. ”

Old photos are full of a father's love for his daughter. All his care and indebtedness to his daughter are posted in this blurry photo, and the father's love is as majestic as a mountain and as profound as the sea.

Grandpa, tell me what I'm going to use to pay off the debt we owe.

"Kid, look below. Wangdui Living Buddha looked at him with encouraging eyes.

Gao Shan wiped away his tears, took a deep breath to adjust his emotions, and gently put the photo album aside, continuing to look through the box.

Below is a cowhide bag, a thick bag, swollen, with a rope tied behind the bag, because of the age, some powder is brittle, and it will break with a light pull. He carefully opened the mouth of the bag, and a stack of glue-coated photos immediately slipped out of it. Looking at that photo, Gao Shan's face changed drastically.

Gao Shan looked at Wangdui in a panic, he didn't know what his grandfather meant, and wanted to find the answer from his face.

The Living Buddha of Wangdui was silent, encouraging him to continue looking at it with kind eyes.

Gao Shan trembled and quickly flipped through them one by one, and the thick stack of photos were all photos of the car accident scene, close-up, panoramic, all angles, all details, there were more than thirty photos.

Gao Shan's heart was so painful that he was about to suffocate, when he rushed back from Tibet, his parents and uncle were already in the funeral home, and their remains had been sorted out.

Gao Shan trembled all over, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

There were also some news clips from various newspapers in the bag, a thick stack of reports about the car accident, as well as a liability judgment issued by the public office, and a compensation agreement issued by the insurance company.

In addition to that, there is a thick stack of photos of different old houses, and a picture of a hospital, on which you can't see the name of the hospital, but you can see the hospital.

In addition to this, there is a photo of a house full of messes after the operation, bloody. Finally, there is a side face of a doctor in a white lab coat, which is very blurry and the face cannot be seen clearly.

Gao Shan was stunned, looking at the Wangdui Living Buddha with a blank face, not knowing what these photos and materials represented.

"Son, this is what your grandfather left you, and I'm sure you'll understand what he means. ”

"I don't understand, Living Buddha. Gao Shan suddenly looked at the Wangdui Living Buddha.

"Child, everything is predestined, if you can realize it, it can be regarded as the Buddha showing you a way. Child, your grandfather has high hopes for you, and you must not let him down. The Living Buddha Wangdui said, and gave the rosary in his hand to Gao Shan.

"Give the Buddha a gold paste and go, child, you still have your way to go. The Wangdui Living Buddha stood up, and Gao Shan hurriedly stood up with the box.

"Child, you have to devote yourself to the Buddha and worship your Buddha Lord with a good heart. I know that you are a good child and have a bodhisattva heart, and the compassionate Buddha Lord will guide you, go, go, do what you have to do. ”

Gao Shan held the box, his heart was heavy, and he watched the Wangdui Living Buddha carry his back out of the hall and disappear into the morning light.