Chapter 388: Let's Separate for a Time
However, this idea did not make me depressed for long, and I immediately began to exert my self-soothing skills again, secretly thinking that it would not be, and it would be reasonable for Zheng Jiayue to not.
Let's not say that I really didn't have anything to do with Yu Qian, and then it is... Zheng Jiayue is not angry with me for the first time, and she has never played with me before and disappeared or anything, so this may not be the case this time...
Thinking of it, I stabilized my mind again and continued to wait downstairs at Zheng Jiayue's house.
After waiting for a long, long time, the street lights in the community were on.
At this time, Zheng Jiayue still didn't come back, and her mobile phone still didn't turn on.
I couldn't sit still, I waited here all afternoon, but Zheng Jiayue never came back, could it be that she was deliberately avoiding me?
Thinking of this, I kind of want to go to that hotel to find a try, but I'm afraid that I'm so unlucky now, as soon as the front foot leaves, Zheng Jiayue will come back on the back foot, and it won't hurt when the time comes.
After thinking about it and waiting for a while, I realized that if I waited like this, I would either freeze to death or starve to death, so I simply made up my mind and prepared to go to the hotel where Zheng Jiayue's parents lived.
To be honest, I really don't want to go there, because first of all, things happen from there, so it inevitably makes me feel weird when I go back to the scene, and the other reason is that if Zheng Jiayue is not there, forget it, if I do, wouldn't I have to explain to her in front of her parents again? I guess I won't say anything good at that time, and if I don't know it, I'll add oil and vinegar to the side, which will definitely not be good for me.
But now there seemed to be no other way, so I took a deep breath and dragged myself towards the outside of the community.
When I walked towards the hotel, I had mixed feelings... The pedestrians around me were also in a hurry, because it was dark, it seemed that my panda eyes were not as windy as during the day.
I walked alone for a while, and finally came to the door of the hotel again.
I looked up and saw as if everything that had happened yesterday was still vivid.
This made me take another deep breath and turn around and walk towards the hotel.
Fortunately, I have a good memory, and I vaguely remember the room where Zheng Jiayue walked out when she saw me and Yu Qian... So I went upstairs and barely stopped, and walked straight to the door of the room.
I started to get a little nervous before I stood at the door, and although I didn't mean to back down, I just couldn't raise my hand for a long time, and I didn't dare to knock on the door in front of me.
I have been struggling in my heart for a while, and when I thought that I was indeed the one who was wrong in this matter, I plucked up the courage again and knocked on the door gently.
After a few moments of knocking, I heard a man's voice suddenly come from inside the room
"Who?"
This voice is very unfamiliar, and it doesn't look like Jiayue's father's voice.
This made me stunned, and I didn't know how to answer this question.
Sure enough, when I didn't say anything, the voice rang out again, "Who?
This time it was a little closer than the last time, and I could even feel the person who said it standing behind the door in front of me...
At this time, I couldn't help but swallow my saliva, and then spoke
"Xiao Yue.. Xiaoyue, are you there?"
As soon as the words fell, the door suddenly opened, and I saw a big bald head poking his head out.
The light bulb that suddenly poked out scared the old man, and in a trance, he meowed to think that Brother Hugh had come to open the door.
I looked at the bald head for a moment before I heard the bald man speak
"Dude, why did you go to the wrong room?"
The bald words made me slightly stunned, I subconsciously looked around, and I felt that there was nothing wrong, it should be this room, the room where Jiayue's father and mother lived, it should be here.
I frowned at this and asked
"Ahhh You.. Dude, when did you stay here?"
This bald head looks at me strangely, and I guess he thinks I'm a bit weird, after all, I still have one eye swollen now, and then I tell him these inexplicable words, so it's normal to make him confused.
But he was in a good temper, and I saw him open the door, and then spoke
"I stayed here at noon, did you find the wrong person, or... The people who came late and stayed have already checked out and left.."
This bald head made me slightly stunned, thinking that my day, maybe it's true, could it be that Jiayue's parents have already checked out and changed places?
Anyway, looking at the current situation, the two of them are definitely not here.
This made me scratch my hair a little embarrassed, and then looked at the bald head in front of me and said
"Ahhh Sorry for the excuse man.."
Brother Yixiu stroked his head with a smile and spoke
"It's okay, I thought something was wrong, so you can look for it again."
With that, he closed the door again, and his bright head disappeared before my eyes.
Seeing that the door in front of me was closed, I was a little relieved, but soon my heart was blocked again, because it means that I can't find Zheng Jiayue now.
Neither here nor at home .. I suddenly lost all the news of Zheng Jiayue, and suddenly it was like this, without any of her footprints.
It's the first time I've felt this way, it's the first time I've had this, and there's no way to find a feeling for someone.
It's like being lost in a dense crowd with her, people who can't see her, can't find her shadow...
This made me feel a little uneasy in my heart, where would Zheng Jiayue be now? Neither at home, nor did she go to Chen Jiao's, the only reasonable explanation is that she was with her parents, but not in this vicinity, maybe, went somewhere else?
I can't say for sure, but I guess that's pretty much it.
I don't know if she will come home tonight, but I think she should still be angry with me, otherwise Zheng Jiayue's mobile phone will not be turned off all the time, even if she doesn't want to pay attention to me, at least she will turn on the phone and give me a chance to explain to her..
I'm a little frustrated when I think of this, it seems that Zheng Jiayue is really angry this time, maybe it can't be described as angry, maybe she really feels sad.
I never thought that I was going to hurt Zheng Jiayue, but I didn't expect to keep hurting her, I suddenly blamed myself, I felt like I hadn't done anything for her except to keep hurting Zheng Jiayue.
As soon as I walked out of the hotel and looked at the brightly lit cities and streets outside, I suddenly didn't know where I was going.
Where should I go? Will I go to Zheng Jiayue's house and wait for her? Go back to your own place, wait for a while, wait until Zheng Jiayue is willing to listen to my explanation, and then talk about it?
This thought made me stand on my feet, and I hesitated for a while, feeling that even if I waited for Zheng Jiayue, she might not come back today, so I decided to go home first. After all, it was too embarrassing to look like this now, my clothes were dirty, and my eyes were injured.
After making up my mind, I walked to the bus stop and waited for a while before getting on the bus home.
By the time I got back to where I was staying, it was already late...
Although it was only one day and I didn't come back, it felt like a year had passed.
I walked upstairs slowly, and when I walked to the door, I couldn't help but stand on my feet and turned my head to look at Yu Qian's door on the side.
I don't know if she's at home or not, and I don't know if she's... What do you think of me now..
I didn't expect that I hurt two very special girls in my life on the same day, although Yu Qian didn't say anything in the text message she sent me later that day, but... She should also care about it, she cares about the truth of the matter, what is going on...
After thinking about it for a while, I shook my head again, opened my door and walked back.
The room was still lifeless, and even when I returned, it was lifeless.
I walked around the room by myself, and finally lay down on the bed tired.
As soon as I lay down, all the fatigue and stress of the past two days came up, I didn't feel this way when I was outside, but at this moment, I felt very powerless in my heart, or I could say that I felt very helpless.
At the end of the day, in my previous life, when my college buddies were all gone, I was used to living alone, but now it's different.
I am once again accustomed to having Zheng Jiayue, Yu Qian, and these people who have been around me in my life, so when all of a sudden these people do not appear in my life again, I will feel very uncomfortable... Especially Zheng Jiayue, even if I haven't seen her for a day, I already feel like a long time has passed, and I'm worried that I won't have the chance to see her again in the future.
I think maybe Zheng Jiayue is more important than I imagined...
Sadly, I was never aware of this until I her off this time...
After a while, I was so tired that I closed my eyes and fell asleep tiredly.
This sleep is not sound, but it is okay...
When I woke up, it was already morning...
I got up from my bed and looked at the time, panicking a little.
But soon I realized that it was Saturday and I didn't have to go to work.
This made me calm down again, and after a few seconds, I took out my mobile phone and called Zheng Jiayue again.
However, as I imagined, Zheng Jiayue's phone was still turned off.
This made me feel a wall in my heart again, and I lost my spirit again in an instant.
It's not a good feeling to say, not only because I'm ashamed of Zheng Jiayue, but because I want to explain the feeling that even she can't find her.
This is like Lian Po who wanted to take the blame for the thorn, but found that he couldn't find a single thorn in the world.
In this way, I was stunned for a while, and then I got up from the bed weakly, thinking about whether I should go to Zheng Jiayue's house again.
Although I feel that the chance is relatively slim, I have to try, after all, I don't know how long it will take for Zheng Jiayue to dissipate her anger, so it is better to take the initiative.
Thinking of this, I simply packed up again, then changed my clothes and prepared to go out.
However, to my surprise, I was just about to walk out of the door when suddenly the cell phone in my pocket rang again.
This made me stunned, and instinctively took out my phone...
As a result, when I saw the person on my phone, I was stunned.
Because the person calling at this moment is none other than Zheng Jiayue.
I was a little panicked when I saw that it was Zheng Jiayue calling, because when I just got up, I called her and her phone was still turned off, and now it is turned on again?
Thinking of this, I took another deep breath, quickly connected the phone, and said excitedly into the phone
"Hey, hey, hey, Xiaoyue, is it? It's me.. That.."
"I'm sorry, but the day before yesterday... Can you listen to me explain? Nothing at all, just because there is something, will go there .. Where are you now, can you meet me? I went to your house yesterday and waited for you all afternoon, and I didn't see you..."
Because I was so anxious, I couldn't help but say so much... However, after hearing me say this, the phone was still very quiet... After a long time... Only then came Zheng Jiayue's soft voice...
"Xiao Xiaoming.."
Zheng Jiayue's voice was very soft, and her voice made my heart sink and I had a very strange feeling.
However, it didn't take long to hear Zheng Jiayue on the phone whispering again
"I thought about it. Feel.."
"Otherwise. Let's separate first."
"I'm a little tired... We.. Otherwise, let's be separated for a while. I really.."
"I'm a little tired..."
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As soon as I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I couldn't help but secretly think that the person who was least qualified to say this was her, okay...
But at this time, I didn't bother to speak, so I saw Xiao Kai nodding excitedly, saying that it was such a pleasant decision.
It didn't take long for us to get off work.
The three of us were not too anxious, and waited for the company to go almost all before going downstairs again.
After leaving the company building, Xiao Kai pointed to the side of the road and said to the two of us
"Let's take a taxi, it's too difficult to wait for the bus at this time, the movie is at 8 o'clock, let's hurry up a little bit.."
I don't care, and Zheng Jiayue also nodded, indicating that it is okay.
In this way, the three of us stopped the car on the side of the road, and after getting in the car, Xiao Kai sat in front of him, and opened his mouth to say a place..
The driver's uncle drove very fast, and the road outside the company was also very wide, and the traffic was quite smooth, so it didn't take long for the three of us to get to the place..
Zheng Jiayue seemed very calm along the way, and it can also be said that she was very happy, after all, someone invited someone to eat and someone to watch a movie, so naturally she was in a good mood.
Not to mention Xiao Kai, he was about to pee with joy..
On the contrary, my heart is still very complicated, along the way, I will look at Zheng Jiayue, and then look at Xiao Kai's excited side face... Tangled no..
After getting out of the car and paying, Xiao Kai stretched out his hand and pointed to the distance, and then spoke
"The movie theater is in the mall over there~ Let's walk over.. There's a lot of good food over there, and the shop I'm talking about is right there!"
I looked in the direction of Xiao Kai's finger, and there were all high-rise buildings as far as I could see, and I didn't see any shopping malls at all.
However, this area is also a prosperous area in Beijing, and the road is also very lively.
Zheng Jiayue couldn't bear it anymore when she heard it, and soon she took two steps forward, and then turned around and looked at me and Xiao Kai and said
"Then what are you two still doing in a daze~ Hurry up.."
Zheng Jiayue's positive attitude made me take a deep breath, and soon took another step forward, and Xiao Kai naturally took the lead, walked in front of Zheng Jiayue and began to lead the way.
Along the way, Xiao Kai kept talking to Zheng Jiayue, and his eyebrows flew and danced happily.
However, Zheng Jiayue has always behaved very calmly, I walked beside the two of them, suspecting that Zheng Jiayue didn't listen to Xiao Kai's words at all, with my understanding of Zheng Jiayue, this little guy can't do anything about what he wants to eat in his mind now, and he didn't listen to Xiao Kai's words into his ears at all..
To be honest, I still think it's funny when I think of this, poor Xiaokai BB for a long time, Zheng Jiayue didn't listen to a word, it's miserable enough..
Finally, the three of us walked for a while, and Xiao Kai suddenly stopped, stretched out his hand and pointed to a tall residential building on the side, and spoke
"Here, my family lives here, for a while. If you're okay for a while, you can go to my house and have a look."
Zheng Jiayue and I invariably raised our heads and looked in the direction of Xiao Kai's finger, and saw a row of high floors standing next to it.
Although you can only see the appearance, you can almost see that this is also a very high-end residential building.
I don't know what Zheng Jiayue thinks in her heart, but this makes my heart a little blocked... Although I have known that Xiao Kai is a Beijinger for a long time, it seems that Xiao Kai's family should be in good condition.
may not have reached the level of perverted wealth of Chen Yanyu and Jiang Ziyun, but it must be... It's not bad, at least it's better than me...
This thought made me a little inexplicably unhappy... I'm not a hater of the rich, it's just... I feel that someone who is richer than me likes the same girl as me, which makes people feel very panicked..
But fortunately, Zheng Jiayue is still very calm, this little guy is not poor, I saw her look at it for a while, and then quickly turned her head and smiled at Xiao Kai, and said
"Okay, I'll take a look if I have a chance~"
Zheng Jiayue's smile probably made Xiao Kai's eggs melt, he looked at Zheng Jiayue a little stupidly, and after a while, he came back to his senses, pointed to the front and said
"Ahhh Okay, let's go, it's not far ahead.. It's coming soon.."
Although Xiao Kai pretended to be calm when he said it, I could almost feel that his excited heart was about to jump out...
This made me inexplicably a little unhappy, and I can't say why, at this time, I suddenly regretted what I promised him... Or can it be said .. I don't want to give up space for him to be alone with Zheng Jiayue!
Once this kind of thought comes out, it becomes more and more out of control in my heart, if I think about it carefully, why do I want to help Xiao Kai? What's more, I actually made a mistake just now, I have been thinking about the matter between myself and Xiao Kai, thinking about what kind of change I would swear if I told him the truth, but I ignored Zheng Jiayue's thoughts!
If Zheng Jiayue knew that I deliberately gave up time to let her be alone with Xiao Kai, what would she think?
What's more, I remembered one more thing, that is, the last time Xiao Kai tried to kiss Zheng Jiayue!
Although this thing did something like that last time because he drank alcohol, it also shows that this young man has a lot of thieves in his heart, this time if I give up the space for him to be alone with Zheng Jiayue, what should this Xiao Kai do again? Zheng Jiayue's little guy reacted slowly, what if he suffered?
Once I think about it, I really feel that I can't continue to do what I promised Xiao Kai, but if I don't do what Xiao Kai says for a while... A better and more direct way is to tell Xiao Kai that Zheng Jiayue and I are already together!
Although this is a very cruel thing, if you don't want anything wrong, you can only tell him the truth...
Just as I was thinking about this, I suddenly heard someone calling me...
When I came back to my senses, I saw Xiao Kai looking at me and talking to me
"Brother Ming, what do you want, hurry up.. Aren't you hungry, the front is here.."
Xiao Kai's words made me nod my head, I glanced at Zheng Jiayue again, she walked in front, obviously can't wait to start exploring by herself...
Seeing Zheng Jiayue's back, I got the idea again.. I thought it would be clear to Xiao Kai for a while.. Let's talk about the outcome when the time comes..
With this in mind, I took another step and followed Kai forward.
Xiao Kai took me and Zheng Jiayue for a while, and sure enough, he walked to the door of a big shopping mall.
This mall also looks very good, and the movie theater seems to be on the top floor. However, Xiao Kai did not take me and Zheng Jiayue in first, but pointed to a store on the side of the mall and said
"Here, this is the one I said... It seems that there are not many people now, and if it is late, they will have to queue up, so let's hurry in.."
Zheng Jiayue was already hungry, so as soon as Xiao Kai's voice fell, Zheng Jiayue had already taken the lead in walking in.
Seeing Zheng Jiayue walk in, Xiao Kai and I hurriedly followed...
When I came in, I found that there were quite a few people in the store. The three of us picked a fairly quiet seat and quickly sat down.
When I chose a seat, I could see that Xiao Kai wanted to sit next to Zheng Jiayue, but after I sat down, Zheng Jiayue walked to my side and sat down naturally.
Seeing Zheng Jiayue sitting next to me, Xiao Kai's expression paused, but soon he sat down opposite the two of us, took the menu and handed it to Zheng Jiayue and said
"You can eat whatever you want, there are a lot of specialties in this store.."
"No.. I'm already thankful that you don't mess with me, you better go out and chat with your Jiaojiao."
Unexpectedly, Zheng Jiayue looked at me again and said
"Jiaojiao went out and forgot to buy the staple food, so Jiaojiao said to go out and see if there were any steamed buns or something."
As soon as I heard Zheng Jiayue say this, I realized that it was no wonder that she came to the kitchen. It turned out that Chen Jiao went out..
This made me stunned for a moment, and then quickly spoke
"So as soon as Chen Jiao left, you came over to make trouble for me?"
"How can there be~ I said that I was here to help you~ It seems that you don't need it.. Idiot Xiao Xiaoming.. That's right.. You put the key.."
"Sister Qian, don't forget to give it to her... Sister Qian can't go home.."