Chapter 763: Soul Loyalty
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I don't know where that feeling comes from, but I always feel... For so long, in fact, Li Xinran has been a contradiction, she is like an inflated balloon... She has always kept everything in her heart, but one day, she is destined to be unable to bear all this, and in the end, like the end of every balloon, it will explode to pieces...
So at this time, I was embarrassed and a little worried...
I was worried that she would fail, but I really didn't want to say yes to her so early... Because I don't want to take risks, as she said, my current situation is different from her, she has suffered too much, and that Lu Mao and Goatee look at me unpleasantly, at least they can't me! Maybe Lu Mao and Goatee didn't treat her as a human being at all...
At this time, my eyes flashed back to the last time Lu Mao took someone to Li Xinran's house... This made me feel a little depressed in my heart, and after a while, I still took a deep breath, looked at Li Xinran in front of me and said
: "That.. I'll think about it.."
"If you let me give you the answer now, I can't tell, but.."
"I advise you to think clearly, you... Do you really think you can beat them?"
Li Xinran seemed to have expected me to say this, but a trace of loss flashed in her eyes, she looked at me, and after a while she spoke again
"Even if I can't fight, I'm going to die with them."
Li Xinran gritted his teeth when he said this, as if he had made up his mind...
And when I saw her like this, I suddenly felt as if she had another way... I always feel that she still has a hand?
But then I took a deep breath and continued
"Don't always think like that... Anyway.."
"I'll think about it.."
Li Xinran's expression calmed a little when she heard my words, but soon she took a deep breath and continued
"Mr. Wang, you.."
"You'd better hurry up and decide, I've already said it... I don't know when he's going to change his password, it's.. The best chance yet. And.."
When he said this, Li Xinran paused for a moment, but said again
"And I really hope you can help me... As for why, I've said it all.. If you stay in the company, sooner or later you will be calculated by the two of them... So.. It's better to earn a comparison.. What could be better than money?"
Li Xinran's words made me a little moved, but I still didn't say anything more, just nodded and said that I would think about it again...
At this time, Li Xinran stopped talking. And after a while, I continued
"Your face.. If you don't want to work today, you can rest."
"I... I'm going to see someone else.."
After saying this, I walked out of Li Xinran's live broadcast room, and the moment I closed the door, my mood was unusually heavy...
Later, because I was always thinking about this matter, I didn't have the heart to work hard... But I looked at the data, and it was rising every day, but only by a small margin..
It is estimated that Chen Yanyu and the others are also anxious to see the effect, so they are so anxious to think of countermeasures...
I don't know if my method will work or not, and if it doesn't work then, I'll have to think about something else...
And so it went on all day... Yu Qian never called me.
I would have liked to give her a call and ask.. But I'm afraid she's sleeping, so I'll wake her up again with a phone call... Just wait until you get back from work in the evening.
I stayed in the company all day, and finally it was time to get off work...
Before I got off work, I returned to my seat, Zheng Jiayue seemed to be busy all day, and when she saw that after getting off work, she suddenly stretched out her hand and dragged me, and asked
"Xiao Xiaoming, why are you going?"
I had just stood up, and when I saw her ask, I couldn't help but say with wide eyes
"What can I do when I go home?"
As a result, Zheng Jiayue pursed her lips, she looked at me and said
"Go home~ How boring it is to go home, or else.."
"You can go shopping with me~ How about it.."
Zheng Jiayue's words made me stunned, and soon I secretly snorted, it seems that Zheng Jiayue is idle and has nothing to do? It doesn't matter if you're old or anything with her... However, it will definitely not work today, because Yu Qian is still in my home, sick, and now she is already burning... I'm sure I've got to go home first!
Thinking of this, I looked at Zheng Jiayue and deliberately pretended to be very calm
"Uhhh You.. You're not tired, are you, and you're going to go shopping after a day's work, right?"
"Or... Another day, not today, I'm a little tired.. I want to go back and rest.."
Zheng Jiayue's eyes widened when she heard me say this, she tilted her head, and she looked a little concerned..
But soon she nodded and spoke again
"Okay, it seems that Xiao Xiaoming, you don't want to go shopping today, or..."
"Why don't I go to your house~ I'll do well today, since you're so tired.. I'll make you a meal!!"
While saying this, Zheng Jiayue stood up, obviously she had already decided.
Her words made me suddenly shake again, and this meow can't be even better.. If Zheng Jiayue followed me home, she saw Yu Qian lying on my bed and still looking weak... How can I explain it then?
So I was a little nervous at this time, but I continued to say quietly
"Uhhh No, no, you've been working all day, aren't you tired? I'll just buy something to eat on the way back."
As a result, Zheng Jiayue shook her head, looked at me and said
"That's not good, how can I make delicious things when I buy them on the road.. Strange .."
"How.. How do you feel Xiao Xiaoming, you are weird, you seem to.. You don't want me to follow you home~?"
Zheng Jiayue's words hurt me even more, and I quibbled with a little weakness for a while
"What? how is it possible, no. It's just.."
"It's just that my house is actually very messy, and I haven't cleaned it up yet, so I don't want you to go, so simply.. When I'm done, you can come back if you want, and when the time comes.. How about I cook for you?"
Fortunately, Zheng Jiayue's brain has not been very bright... She was still a little confused, but she looked at me and spoke after a while
: "Cut.. That's it.. It's okay, I can go and help you clean up!"
I hurriedly waved my hand and said
"Don't don't.. Don't make trouble, how dare you bother, and I don't know you yet, if you help me clean up... I don't know how many snacks I'm going to buy to serve you... Come on.. You just go home... I'm going back too.. Rest well and wait until I'm done.. You can go whenever you want."
Although I was very weak at this time, fortunately, Zheng Jiayue didn't feel anything... I saw that she thought about it for a while, and finally gave up... She nodded at me and spoke
"Okay, okay, then I'll go home today.. Just do laundry ~ that.. Let's go downstairs together, Xiao Xiaoming."
After saying this, Zheng Jiayue took me again and walked downstairs..
Zheng Jiayue didn't say anything during the process of going downstairs.. After going out, the two of us went our separate ways, I walked to the bus stop sign, and she walked in the direction of her home.
On the way back, I breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know if Yu Qian is better now.. She should.. Haven't gone yet..
After all, I left her the key, and if she leaves, I'll have to sleep on the streets tonight...
With this thought in mind, I got out of the car and walked briskly back towards my neighborhood.
Entering the community and going upstairs, I stood at the door of my house, stretched out my hand and knocked on the door.
It's a strange feeling to say, knocking on your door or something.
However, I knocked for a while, and I didn't see Yu Qian come to open the door for me.
This made me feel uneasy in my heart. What's the situation with meow.. Didn't Yu Qian hear it?
If you don't hear it: Forget it.. Could it be her...
The fever is very serious or something.. Fainted, right?
The thought made me nervous all at once. The force of the knock on the door of the hand couldn't help but increase a little...
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If I had to find one word to describe who I am now, it would be... I think I'm like a coward now...
Yes, I hid upstairs, and when I heard Li Xinran's screams, I couldn't move..
I didn't have the courage to rush down to her, my body, and I didn't even have the courage to go down.
At this time, the lights in the corridor went out one by one, and I stood in the dark, with only my faint heartbeat left in my mind, and Li Xinran's scream just now.
Without.. There was no other sound...
Did Lu Mao just hit Li Xinran? That "snap" sound, did he hit her?
I don't dare to imagine what kind of scene Li Xinran's house is like now, I can even guess that it must be very bad...
Lu Mao brought people here, he must have come to take revenge on Li Xinran, in front of others, the more Lu Mao did too much to Li Xinran, the more he could show that he took good care of his younger brother... So I can almost guess that Lu Mao must still be beating Li Xinran, although I can't hear any sound now, but the picture in the room is definitely numb just by seeing it...
What's even more terrifying is that I knew all about what was happening, but I didn't do anything about it.
It's not like me, it's not me at all.
If I were a student, even if I saw a girl I didn't know being bullied by hooligans or something on the road, I would definitely rush forward without hesitation.
And now it's a girl I know, a very miserable girl, or my sworn enemy hurting her, I don't even dare to do anything...
This makes me feel uncomfortable and condemned...
But even so, I still didn't go downstairs.
I still clearly know that my presence will not do any good, it will only make things more troublesome...
I may not be able to beat the three of them alone, and all Li Xinran's plans and preparations will be in vain...
I'll just take this as one of my own reasons, but I'm standing upstairs in the dark. Nothing was done..
I waited for a while, but there was still no movement downstairs.
I was a little bolder, and slowly moved around the corner and looked downstairs.
The three of them were no longer there, the door was tightly closed, and they should have all entered Li Xinran's house.
At this time, I took a deep breath, and then suddenly accelerated, went downstairs as fast as I could, and then rushed out of the corridor of Li Xinran's house.
After running out of the stairway, I almost ran all the way with my head bored...
By the time I came to my senses, I had run far, far away, so far that I didn't know where I was going.
At this time, I looked around in confusion, strange places, unfamiliar lights...
Everything is glittering, but everything is again, completely alien ..
I found a flower stand on the side of the road, and sat on it a little weakly.
After sitting down, I gasped for breath and couldn't calm down for a long time.
I suddenly remembered the time I took Zheng Jiayue to Shenzhen, that time something like that happened, I asked Zheng Jiayue to go first.. And then leave it yourself to deal with those hooligans ..
And now, I'm running faster than anyone else...
This made me laugh a little self-deprecatingly, I never felt that I was afraid of Lu Mao, but now... I seem to be really scared...
Actually, I know the reason, I'm not afraid of Lu Mao, I'm just afraid of myself and losing my current life...
Lose your current position, lose your current job...
I'm just scared that I'm losing these things...
If it had been before, I would have beaten Lu Mao without hesitation, but now... I started to get scared, I would think, I would hesitate...
It's not a good thing, at least in some ways, it's really not a good thing...
I hate the way I am, but really, as if I can't change anything...
In this way, while condemning myself in my heart, I sat here in confusion.
I don't know how long I've been sitting here anymore, but suddenly I realized something...
Then he stood up again.
After standing up, I didn't walk in the direction of the subway, but walked back along the road I had just run all the way over.
When I walked back, my pace was slow, and I was very careful, keeping my eyes on the front...
I've been looking for Lu Mao and them, and I've been looking at them...
However, I didn't see anyone along the way, and when I was about to walk back to the neighborhood where Li Xinran lived, I found a car on the side of the road.
I first avoided and looked, and after making sure that there was no one in the car, I stepped forward again and determined that this was the car that Lu Mao often drove...
I still remember one time when I went home, Lu Mao drove this license plate number to find Yu Qian... It should be that there is nothing wrong with this car..
It seemed that the three of them were still at Li Xinran's house, so I stepped aside again, went across the street, and found a hidden place to hide...
At this time, I was like a paparazzi, watching the car from a distance, waiting for the three people to appear...
I don't know how long I waited, but finally Lu Mao and the two little dogs appeared.
I was nervous when I saw these three people, and subconsciously hid again.
I saw that the three of them quickly got into the car, and after a while, the car started and drove towards the road.
After seeing the car drive away, I crossed the highway again. Then I walked back into the community.
Although it didn't help Li Xinran just now, I have to go see her at this time... Let's see if there's anything going on with her...
No matter what Lu Mao did, I have to take a look, maybe this will make the condemnation in my heart a little better, maybe this will make me feel a little more at ease...
With this thought, the pace of my feet was very fast, and I walked briskly back to the door of Li Xinran's corridor. I barely stopped, and when I went up the stairs, I soon stood in front of Li Xinran's door.
At this point, I reached out and knocked on the door quickly...
And when I knocked on the door, my voice was muffled
"It's me.. Are you at home? Open the door."
The knocking continued for a while, and the door opened.
I was nervous at first, and soon... I saw a picture that I couldn't describe...
How to say it.. How to describe it: .
Li Xinran seemed to see me through the cat's eyes, her eyes were dead, and there was no luster...
Just now the floor in the house is still very clean... A place of hair.
It's all shredded... It seems that there is a shredded one.
At this time, Li Xinran still had tears in his eyes... She looked at me blankly, with a reddened palm print on the side of her cheek.
And her original hair, pitifully and sadly, was a mess.
Seeing Li Xinran like this, I don't know what kind of feeling I feel in my heart...
I never knew the world would be like this.
In this world that looks peaceful and gentle, there can be such a thing... What's even sadder is that this kind of thing is happening almost every moment...
Bullying, abuse... Cruel..
The dark side of this world, everywhere, permeates every corner...
At this time, Li Xinran had not fully recovered from the panic...
I watched her walk in the door, locked her door when she entered, and dragged her to the bathroom next to the side.
After being dragged in by me, Li Xinran's whole body was still shaking, I turned on the faucet on the side, looked at her and said
"It's okay.. Don't be afraid.. When the water boils, you wash your hair first, don't be afraid.."
I don't know what I can do, so I can say that everything I do now relies on my instincts.
Hearing my words, Li Xinran seemed to come back to her senses a little, I noticed that there were still a few footprints on her clothes, obviously Lu Mao's group not only came in and slapped her one by one, but also kicked her... Moreover..
They also ripped off her hair one by one.
Just thinking about it makes me feel like I feel the pain... I don't know how Lu Mao can do it, how can they do it to a girl like this...
And I took another deep breath at this time.. looked at Li Xinran and said again
"Do what I say." After that, he turned around and walked out of the bathroom again.
After walking out of the bathroom, I found a broom on the side and began to silently sweep the hair on the floor.
I know that every girl regards her hair as her most precious thing, so I don't dare to guess Li Xinran's heart now...
I don't know how she feels now, I think, she should be scared, right?
She is a girl, and if she wants to be treated like this, she must be afraid.
As for the pain, it goes without saying that .. When a man beats a woman, what a beast can do, will she not hurt?
It's impossible for me to be kicked twice, let alone a weak girl like her...
While thinking about this, I swept all the hair on the ground...
After sweeping, I looked into the bathroom, Li Xinran was still standing there, she seemed to be sobbing, and her body was trembling.
This made me sigh and re-enter the inside.
After entering, Li Xinran still didn't look at me, her tears were like beads with broken threads, falling down her face one by one.
Seeing her like this, my heart is a little sour... I moved my mouth, and it took me a while to squeeze out a few words.
"I'm sorry.. Didn't help you.."
"I'm sorry.."
My words made Li Xinran cry even more, she bit her lower lip desperately, and her jaw kept shaking...
I can tell she's always been a strong woman, at least... is a very tolerable woman.. But now that it's like this, it shows that she's really very sad...
And I couldn't stand the girl's crying, and now this matter is still a big responsibility for me... Inevitably, I will blame myself more in my heart.
I don't know how long it took, Li Xinran suddenly moved a step forward, she leaned on my arms, and all the tears were left on my body.
The moment I felt her leaning over, my instinctive reaction was to dodge, but for some reason, in the end I still didn't dodge... Instead, I let her stick to my arms...
I didn't reach out to hug her, but Li Xinran hugged me, and she cried even more, and even cried out loud...
I heard her bleak voice and couldn't help but look at her ruined hair again...
After a while I sighed again, as if something was determined in my heart...
I moved my mouth and spoke
"Don't cry ... It's not worth it.. I.."
"I promise you... Even if I don't work with you... But as long as I have the chance... Everything he's done to you.."
"I'm going to make him pay, so... Stop crying.. I'll definitely help you.."
"Will definitely help you.. Let him do everything for him.. Pay the price!!"
I didn't know what I was thinking when I said this, but in short, Li Xinran's cry was still next to my ears...
The cry was like a baby's cry, softly. Trembling..
It's like. Never stop the same...
It's extremely sad...
In fact, he and I both know what the other party means at this time, this dog's goatee, this is clearly here to fuck me?
He asked me to tell Li Xinran like this, just to frustrate my spirit... Both of us know what he said the hotel was for, but I still remember Li Xinran's miserable appearance that day...
But if I don't convey his words, this goatee will immediately have an excuse to fix me, right? After all, I am also his subordinate in the company, and he doesn't listen to his words, so don't you just GG?
I'm a little struggling to think of this, and I really want to say to the goatee, "If you want to say it, go out and say it yourself.."
But I didn't have the guts, and finally after a while, I took a deep breath and said very calmly
"Oh .. Got it.."