073 Do you know that my sorrow flows backwards?

This cruel reality made Qin Si'er a little spinning.

On the Tuotuo River, Jiang Yun caught up with them.

He caught up with them.

How did he catch up with them?

How did he catch up with them?

Huge snow-capped mountains, huge wasteland, how did he catch up with them?

It turned out that he went to Duoji's house. He Jiang Yun wanted to find the mobile disk at all costs, how could he put the Duoji family.

Is that the truth of the matter?

If not, why did he immediately turn his face with her after she said that she wanted to listen to "Father-in-law Sun" sung by Dorjee?

If not, why did she say that the little boy looked like Dorjee, his face changed drastically, and then he ran to this lake alone to vent his heartbreak?

"Alpine...... Tell me, fucking me, where is Dorjee, and is the family still safe in the pastoral area?"

Gao Shan's face changed color in a fleeting moment, he didn't expect Qin Si'er to find out that when people are stimulated, their reactions are the most real, so the most real answer to this question is clearly written on his face, and they all go into Qin Si'er's eyes one by one.

Why? Why? Qin Si'er's eyes suddenly darkened, his body weakened, and he fell on top of him.

"Si'er, what's wrong with you?" Gao Shan tightly dragged her body as she continued to slide down, watching her breathing gradually become shorter, and her face became more and more blue, and he was distracted.

"You say, what's wrong with Dorjee?" Qin Si'er asked him weakly in his arms.

Gao Shan's back was cold, and he met her sight, and there was no way to hide. Finally, take a deep breath and say slowly: "Dead, all dead." ”

Listening to Gao Shan's words, Qin Si'er's face changed suddenly, and he was so angry that he fainted suddenly.

"Si'er, Si'er, what's wrong with you, Si'er?" Gao Shan was anxious.

She said that she was not in good health, she had replaced parts 10 years ago, and now, 10 years later, the parts are broken again.

He thought of how calmly she was in the face of the major matters of life and death.

A cool breath rushed from the soles of his feet to his back and straight to his head.

In an instant, he was in a state of confusion.

"Si'er, you hold on. Gao Shan picked him up and ran back.

"What's wrong with this girl?" the old man was startled when he saw him rushing back in a panic with her in his arms, and hurried to meet her.

"She has a bad heart, which is probably caused by high reaction. ”

"Hurry up, hurry up, carry her into the room, the government has prepared high reaction medicine here. ”

Gao Shan rushed into the room with Qin Si'er in his arms, scaring the old people, women and children inside. He rushed to the couch in a panic, gently put her on the couch, and the old man who followed behind, talking in his mouth, gesturing in his hand, and instantly the room immediately reflected, and each looked for something.

And Gao Shan rushed out, and in the blink of an eye, he rushed in with a first-aid kit, Gao Shan opened an oxygen cylinder for Qin Si'er to cover her mouth and nose, and the young woman immediately came over to help.

Gao Shan gestured and asked her to draw a scoop according to the gourd, and then took the needle medicine and administered the needle to her.

Thanks to the fact that he has been in the army for so many years, watching the recruits who enter Tibet every year resist the high rebellion, he has accumulated a lot of experience from it, and finally opened Qin Si'er's eyes without danger.

It is impossible to see this glacier, so you have to rush to the hospital immediately, and if the situation is serious, you have to go to Lhasa immediately.

Along the way, Qin Si'er was groggy, even if he woke up for a short time, he didn't say a word to Gao Shan, and he didn't even give Gao Shan a look. Gao Shan was anxious, and he stepped on the speeding car all the way to the township, he regretted that his intestines were blue, if she had three long and two short, he would not cool himself.

If he hadn't taken her to see the Pruogangri Glacier, they wouldn't have come here, if he hadn't told her that she was hungry, they wouldn't have stopped, and if he could have seen and controlled his emotions, she wouldn't have known about Dorjee.

If...... If...... But there are no ifs.

He slapped himself hard suddenly.

He's endured it for so long, why can't he hold back today?

When I arrived in the township, I saw someone and asked for the way to the hospital, so I went straight to the hospital.

Takayama was in the corridor of the hospital, and it was difficult to sit still. The doctor's words still echoed in my ears.

"Her condition is under control for the time being, but she is not very emotionally stable and can no longer be stimulated in any way, she has had a heart transplant, and for the sake of insurance, I strongly recommend that you transfer to a large hospital with good facilities as soon as possible and have her heart fully examined. ”

"Doctor, you mean heart transplant surgery......? Change...... Change the heart?"

"Yes, so I strongly recommend that the patient must go to a large hospital with advanced equipment after the patient's condition is stabilized. ”

Qin Si'er, what are you doing in this wasteland? Are you really here to seek death?

Gao Shan, the whole person collapsed, leaning against the wall and slumped on the ground, his eyes were full of sadness and helplessness. The two met from a narrow road, to the surging tide of love, and then to the desperate pursuit of love, with his understanding of her, he only thought that her behaviors that were easy to be ordinary people were willful and stubborn, but now he understood that her behaviors were not willful at all, not stubborn, but what he thought. He was finally sure that when they fled in the snowy mountains, they quarreled and tore in the wasteland, and she did it on purpose, because she was bent on seeking death.

They talked about life and death in Dorjee's house, and she treated this issue of life as indifferently as she treated grass and trees. Life and death, she has already looked down. There are so many people in this world who are longing for the rising sun in the morning and the vast starry sky at night every day, even if they linger on the sickbed, they are more precious to time, and never give up easily, why does she want to practice her life so much, and take life as a child's play?

Ji is not unaware of the meaning of Ji to her, and now, Dorjee has suffered misfortune, and he intends to hide the truth, how can he persuade and enlighten her?

He was timid, he flinched, he lost his courage. He was afraid of hearing her words that she was going to find someone desperately, he was afraid of hearing her words that she didn't want him, and he was even more afraid of hearing her words about giving up her life lightly.

He didn't dare to step into the ward, let alone face her. Finally, he went to the nurse's station, and asked the nurse to guard her outside the door, and he wanted to go out and buy her some white porridge and come back, although she had been hanging the nutrient solution and didn't need it at all, but he wanted to do something for her.

After buying the porridge, he didn't dare to delay and rushed back, and when he saw that the conscientious nurse was really guarding the door, his heart warmed and he felt a lot more at ease. After thanking him, he gently pushed the door in, and as soon as he stepped in, Qin Si'er who was lying on the hospital bed opened his eyes and sat up.

"Si'er, you're awake. Gao Shan hurriedly put the porridge down, hurriedly stepped over, hugged her tightly in his arms, and wanted to lay her flat on the bed. "Si'er, you lie down first, you need to have a good rest. When you feel better, we will transfer to Lhasa. ”

"Why do you want to go to Lhasa?" Qin Si'er stopped struggling, and his face sank instantly.

"I'm not going, I'm going to Tanggula Mountain Town, I'm going to Tanggula Mountain Town, high mountain. ”

"I'm going to Tanggula Hill now, I'm going now. Qin Si'er struggled to pull the hanging bottle, desperately trying to get off the hospital bed.

"Si'er, wait until your health is better before you go, okay?" Gao Shan whispered. "The doctor said that you have undergone a heart transplant and now you must recuperate, Si'er, we are obedient, okay?"

"Gao Shan, tell me, who did that?" Qin Si'er dragged Gao Shan's clothes, his eyes were red with anger, and his eyes were like sharp knives, slashing at Gao Shan with a knife.

"Is it Jiang Yun?" Qin Si'er roared angrily. "You say, you say, is it Jiang Yun. ”

"Si'er, you calm down first," Gao Shan tried to calm her emotions, but Qin Si'er kicked him over.

"I can't calm down, I can't, did you hear clearly?" Qin Si'er roared heartbreakingly. "Dorjee, I treat her as my brother, it's not your brother who died, I can't be as cold and ruthless as you. Qin Si'er was furious.

"Their family saved us, but we killed them. I don't kill Boren, but Boren dies because of me, this is tantamount to revenge, Gao Shan, this is the revenge of grace! Gao Shan, why do you want to hide from me, what qualifications do you have to hide from me, you tell me, what qualifications do you have, you say, you say. I believe in you so much, worry about you, and love you, but why do you hide it from me, you tell me, why, why?" Qin Si'er pointed at him angrily, feeling sad in his heart.

She did not hesitate to break with the past for his sake, but how did he treat her? prevaricate her with lies and conceal her, if it wasn't for his abnormal behavior that betrayed him, wouldn't he be ready to hide her for the rest of his life?

"Si'er, Si'er, Si'er......" Gao Shan hugged her tightly, but she was crazy and not under his control. "Si'er, Si'er, your body is important, Si'er, when you get better, if you want to beat or scold, I'll do whatever you want......?"

"Are you waiting for me to die, tell me at my grave?" Qin Si'er pushed him away, and glared at him fiercely with a pair of rippling eyes.

"Si'er, I don't allow you to say that, no. Gao Shan's heart trembled, and in this case, it would be a fatal injury to him.

"Not allowed?" Qin Si'er sneered lowly, then took away all his expressions, looked at Gao Shan coldly, and said word by word: "Gao Shan, I didn't tell you that I came to Tibet to seek death?"