Even though many years have passed, I still remember many details of that time.

Even after so many years, I still can't forget,

All about you, all about you,

You must have done it, write the name of the person you like on a piece of paper, over and over again,

You must have done it too, hid her picture in your wallet, secretly took it out during class, and looked at it again and again,

You must have done it too, flipped out her phone with red eyes, and deleted everything about her,

You think if you cross out her name, you won't write her name,

You think you can't remember what she looks like if you lose the photo,

You think that if you delete the phone, you will forget,

But in the end, you still stand in your thoughts, tears streaming down your face,

You are a lucky and sad man,

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When I woke up in the morning, the sky outside turned out to be a little gloomy.

But it's okay, it's not a haze day, it's already lucky,

After getting up, Jiang Ziyun cleaned up, and it was rare to rest, but he didn't have any desire to stay at home.

I forgot when it began.,The feeling of being at home is getting more and more deserted.,I haven't felt like this before.,Why the hell,

After thinking about the reason for a while, he finally stood up and looked at the long backpack in the corner of the room.

Let's do this today, it seems like I haven't practiced for a long time,

With this thought, I just went out with my backpack, but I didn't expect the mobile phone in my pocket to ring.

Originally, I just took out my mobile phone very casually, but when I saw the person calling, the tension in my heart came up.

The person who called was Wang Hanyin, a sudden call,

When he pressed the answer button, Wang Hanyin's timid voice soon came from the phone

"Hey, is it Jiang Ziyun, I,, I'm Wang Hanyin,,"

Of course I know who you are, Jiang Ziyun endured the excitement in his heart, and replied to his mobile phone: "Well, is there something wrong with calling me?"

couldn't hide the nervousness in his tone, and he didn't expect to receive a call from her early in the morning.

Sure enough, in the next second, Zheng Jiayue's voice came from the phone again

"Well, are you free today, if it's okay, can you do me a favor?"

I didn't need to think about it at all, and I immediately agreed in my mouth,

"I'm free, I'm just idle, you can tell me something,"

After that, there was a series of words on the phone, Jiang Ziyun stood in front of the car, hung up the phone after a while, thought about it for a while and put the backpack in his hand into the car, and then got in the car and drove outside.

The car drove very fast along the way, and when I arrived at the community that Wang Hanyin told me, I just drove in, and I saw Wang Hanyin and Xiaoxue standing at the door of the unit.

And between the two people, there is one more dog,

Because there was not much to say on the phone, I didn't know what Wang Hanyin wanted to help me with, but the phone didn't say that Xiaoxue's sister was also there.

Just when Jiang Ziyun stepped forward a little strangely, Xiaoxue's sister greeted her first and said

"Hey, actually,,I asked Hanyin to call you,,,,I might be going to trouble the two of you,,"

Jiang Ziyun still didn't quite understand, but after turning his head to look at Wang Hanyin on the side, he found that Wang Hanyin seemed to be a little embarrassed.

Seeing Wang Hanyin's embarrassed appearance, his heart seemed to melt again, Jiang Ziyun nodded and asked

"It's okay, how can I help,"

As soon as the words fell, I heard Xiaoxue's sister speak again,

The approximate meaning is that Xiaoxue had to go out because she had something to do today, but her puppy made an appointment to go to the pet clinic for an injection today, so she could only find Hanyin to help take her dog to the pet clinic, but Hanyin couldn't watch the dog when she drove alone, so she asked Jiang Ziyun to come.

After listening to Xiaoxue's sister's words, Jiang Ziyun finally understood, he looked at the two girls in front of him, smiled and asked

"So, do you need me to drive or do you need me to watch the dog,"

Sister Xiaoxue pointed to Wang Hanyin on the side and said, "Then you have to ask her, the two of you discuss, I really have something, I'm going to leave now, come down and invite you to dinner,"

After saying this, Xiaoxue squatted down again, touched the head of the little white dog on the side, and quickly stood up and prepared to leave after saying a few words.

When she walked past Jiang Ziyun, a meaningful smile appeared on Xiaoxue's girl's face,

This made Jiang Ziyun seem to understand something, and after reacting, Xiaoxue's sister had already gone away,

At this time, Jiang Ziyun looked at Wang Hanyin again, only to see Wang Hanyin holding the dog chain in his hand, and after looking at Jiang Ziyun for a while, he said softly: "I'm sorry, let you help with this kind of thing,"

Jiang Ziyun waved his hand and said, "It's okay, I'm happy to serve, then I'll drive, you can take care of it for the time being, right, what is its name?"

Wang Hanyin lowered his head and looked at the little white dog who was sticking out his tongue and looking at Jiang Ziyun, and said again after a while

"Ball Ball, it's called Ball Ball,"

Jiang Ziyun nodded and motioned for Wang Hanyin to get in the car.

After getting into the car, Wang Hanyin sat in the co-pilot's seat holding the small ball ball, at first Wang Hanyin was a little concerned, afraid that the small ball ball would stain Jiang Ziyun's car, Jiang Ziyun of course said that it didn't matter, even if he ate his car, there was no problem,

This little ball ball behaved very well, except for a few screams along the way, it was very quiet, maybe it was the reason for the illness,

On the way to the pet clinic, Jiang Ziyun's car drove very slowly, the main reason was that he wanted to be alone with Wang Hanyin for a while.

Wang Hanyin rarely spoke along the way, and the atmosphere in the car was very calm.

In the end, Jiang Ziyun couldn't stand it anymore, and asked first, "Are you resting today?"

Wang Hanyin glanced at Jiang Ziyun, nodded with a chuckle and said, "That's right, I wanted to sleep well at home, but Sister Xiaoxue called and came out,"

After speaking, Wang Hanyin paused, and then said, "I'm sorry, and then I dragged you out,"

Jiang Ziyun shook his head, indicating that there was nothing, while Wang Hanyin looked at her and asked again

"What about you, what were you going to do today?"

Jiang Ziyun thought about it, but still said: "It's nothing, I'm also idle,"

The topic seems to be stuck all of a sudden, obviously I always felt that I was very talkative in front of girls, but every time I was in front of her, it was like a shell.

Speechless, I didn't know what to say, the atmosphere became a little awkward, only the sound of dogs barking from time to time remained,

Finally, the car drove for a while, and when I arrived at the pet clinic, this is a small animal market, Jiang Ziyun and Wang Hanyin arrived at the place, and entrusted the small ball to the pet doctor.

The doctor told the two people to wait for a long time, because there are still a lot of dogs in the front row, and the two of them had better go for a walk first.

This is exactly what Jiang Ziyun wants, being able to walk around with Wang Hanyin is simply what he dreamed of.

It seems that there has never been, there has never been such a solitary, relaxed casual turn,

The two of them came out of the pet clinic, and Jiang Ziyun looked at Wang Hanyin again and asked, "Just walk around the neighborhood,"

Wang Hanyin nodded and said, "Okay,"

There are all shops selling small animals, but there are a lot of people, all kinds of animals, and even snakes or something.

Jiang Ziyun likes animals, but after looking at Wang Hanyin walking beside him, he couldn't help but ask, "Is Xiaoqiuqiu a dog bought by Xiaoxue?"

Wang Hanyin glanced at himself and said, "No, it seems that Sister Xiaoxue picked it up, not bought,"

Jiang Ziyun was a little surprised, but he still nodded and said, "That's it, what about you, do you like animals?"

Wang Hanyin was stunned for a moment, and after thinking about it, he nodded and said, "I like it, I like it, I think the little animals are very cute,"

"Then you don't plan to raise one," Seeing that the topic was opened, Jiang Ziyun immediately asked again,

As a result, I don't know how, Wang Hanyin didn't speak as if he remembered something again,

After a while, she reluctantly smiled again, and said in a low voice: "I've raised it, I've only raised one,"

Although he could hear the sadness in Wang Hanyin's words, he couldn't help but continue to ask

"yes, what have you ever had, a dog, or a cat,"

After asking this, I suddenly realized that I really didn't know anything about her, although I liked her, although I was sure that she was a very important and unique person to me, but I really didn't know her.

There are many things that are not known, there are many things that are not understood,

At this time, he was a little unwilling, but he soon looked at Wang Hanyin, waiting for her answer,

As a result, Wang Hanyin looked at Jiang Ziyun after a while and said, "It's strange to say, I will be laughed at by you~"

Seeing a hint of a smile on Wang Hanyin's face, Jiang Ziyun immediately shook his head and asked, "No, what, you tell me, you just keep an ant as a pet, and I won't laugh at you for anything,"

Seeing that Jiang Ziyun said this, Wang Hanyin smiled, waved his hand and said: "It's not so exaggerated, I once raised a little hamster, I happened to meet someone setting up a stall to sell it when I came to Beijing, so I bought one back,"

Hearing that it was a hamster, Jiang Ziyun was stunned for a while, it was indeed not a very common pet, and it was impossible to connect Wang Hanyin with the little hamster.

After a while, Jiang Ziyun still looked at Wang Hanyin and continued to ask: "Yes, that's it, that, you've been raising it for a long time, right?"

Wang Hanyin nodded, and said with a sad expression: "It's been a long time, it's been a long time, at that time, I came home from work almost every day, and it was waiting for me at home, but in the end, I suddenly died, and at that time, I felt like a friend who had been with me for a long time, and suddenly left,"

Seeing Wang Hanyin's somewhat sad expression, Jiang Ziyun actually blamed herself a little, it seemed that she smelled her sad things,

At this time, Jiang Ziyun said after a while: "I'm sorry, I reminded you of something sad,"

As a result, Wang Hanyin shook his head very generously, and said softly: "It's okay~ It's been a long time ago, and since then, I haven't raised animals anymore, but I still like it very much,"

After speaking, Wang Hanyin also smiled at Jiang Ziyun, although it was a little reluctant, but it was still a beautiful smile.

On the contrary, Jiang Ziyun was not happy at all when he saw Wang Hanyin's smile, as if he had thought of something all of a sudden, and there was an indescribable feeling that pressed on his chest,

After a long while, he still didn't suppress the thoughts in his heart, looked at Wang Hanyin in front of him and asked

"So, why don't you buy one again?"

As if he didn't expect to ask like this, Wang Hanyin paused, then showed an embarrassed smile and spoke

"I haven't thought about this problem, maybe I think that if I die again, I will still be so sad,"

"Or maybe it is,,,,"

At this point, he suddenly froze, Wang Hanyin didn't continue, and after a while, he seemed to shake his head again, and didn't say anything more.

These words did not make Jiang Ziyun feel a little relaxed, he looked at Wang Hanyin in front of him, and said after a while

"Is it really because of this?,That's it,,Is your reason?,Fear of losing again.,So just,,Don't want to start over,That's it,,"

"Why are you the way you are?"

Obviously, it was a very simple topic just now, but it seemed to extend to something different all of a sudden, Jiang Ziyun knew that what he was talking about now was not simply talking about raising animals, but he was complaining about his grievances, telling why Wang Hanyin was still a person now, but he was unwilling to accept other people.

Maybe, it's been because of this for a long time, because I'm afraid that the new relationship will still be hurt, so I'm reluctant to start a new thing, because I'm afraid that I'll experience the feeling of losing a pet again, so I'm not willing to raise a new one.

Wang Hanyin also heard that Jiang Ziyun's words were wrong at this time, and his reaction also surprised Wang Hanyin a little,

After a long time, he still understood, and finally Wang Hanyin smiled faintly at Jiang Ziyun, and said softly: "Well, I know what you mean, but,,It's not exactly like that,,"

"At that time, I just had a new person to accompany me, and that feeling of loneliness was much less, and I didn't have any more pets,"

This sentence made Jiang Ziyun instantly weathered, and he stood there with only an embarrassed expression on his face,

Wang Hanyin didn't mind at all, she sighed lightly, and quickly motioned for Jiang Ziyun to continue moving forward.

Although he was a little embarrassed, Jiang Ziyun still followed behind Wang Hanyin, but in the back, there was almost no communication,

Sure enough, I still don't understand her, and sure enough, the words just now are too self-righteous.

Maybe it's because the other party is her.,Some things.,It's not clear all of a sudden.,The original self is not like this at all.,

The more I thought about it, the more embarrassed I felt, but I couldn't explain.

But Wang Hanyin is very casual, she really likes animals very much, and when she sees cute little animals, she will always come forward to look at them for a long time, but in the end she never bought them.

But just when the two of them walked back, they suddenly saw a lot of small cages at the door of a store, and there were many small hamsters in them.

This made Wang Hanyin stand on his feet again, and Jiang Ziyun also saw those little hamsters, and at this time, he didn't know where the courage came from, and he opened his mouth to speak

"You either, I'll give you one,"

"Now you, do you need it?"

In fact, I know very well what she meant by her words just now, "Later, I had a new person to accompany me,,", that person should be referring to Zhang Ming.

But now it's different, she's still a person, a person, who may not have anyone to accompany her,

Sure enough, at this time, Wang Hanyin looked at Jiang Ziyun again, and saw a hesitant look on her face, as if she didn't know how to choose.

After a long while, Wang Hanyin still smiled, looked at Jiang Ziyun and asked

"Is it okay?"

Jiang Ziyun nodded and said, "Yes, I want to see you start again, no matter what,,,,

Hearing Jiang Ziyun say this, Wang Hanyin turned her head again, she stared at the little hamsters in the cage for a long time, and finally stood up, smiled at Jiang Ziyun and said

"Let's go, it's almost time to catch the ball,"

I didn't expect to be rejected like this, and a bitter feeling poured into my heart,

But he didn't speak again, Wang Hanyin in front of him had already walked back,

After thinking about it, I still sighed and followed,,

When I returned to the pet clinic, Xiaoqiuqiu had already finished the injection, and it seemed to be a little better, waiting for Wang Hanyin to finish paying, and soon went out again.

went out and got into the car, Jiang Ziyun didn't say a word, it seemed that there was always no way to get close to her.

It's been so long, but she still seems to be in the past and can't forget it.

While thinking about this, he started the car, and at this time, Wang Hanyin's voice came from his ears

"Before sending the little ball back, I have a special place I want to visit, you can take me there,"

He turned his head in surprise, and then saw Wang Hanyin's beautiful face,

Still unable to refuse, he soon nodded and agreed,

When the car drove onto the street, Wang Hanyin began to show the way, a place he had never been to, a place he didn't know at all,

The car drove for a long time, and Jiang Ziyun didn't ask anything when he was on the road, even though Wang Hanyin beside him seemed to have nothing to do, but in his heart, he still felt very depressed.

The feeling of being rejected is really uncomfortable, I never thought I would be like this before, I never thought that I would experience such a feeling, it turned out to be really uncomfortable,

In this way, the car drove for a long time, and finally it seemed to drive to the place,

turned out to be a park, a small, unknown park,

Wang Hanyin seemed to be very familiar with this place, she pointed to the road, and when it was almost over, she motioned to Jiang Ziyun to stop.

Jiang Ziyun parked the car, went around to the side and helped Wang Hanyin open the car door, and saw Wang Hanyin getting out of the car with a small ball.

As soon as he got out of the car, the little ball jumped up and down as if he was very excited, and Jiang Ziyun looked around, it was a very small park, but it was very clean, and the environment was good.

I don't know why Wang Hanyin is coming here, is it planning to yo-yo the dog, or is there any other idea,

Just when he was curious, Wang Hanyin suddenly looked at himself and spoke

"Let's go, follow me,"

When he came back to his senses, Wang Hanyin had already started to walk forward with the small ball.

I don't know what she's going to do, and now Jiang Ziyun's mind is full of doubts.

However, Wang Hanyin, who was walking in front of her, walked very slowly, as if she hadn't been here for a long, long time, as she walked, she looked around, as if she was looking for something,

——- 2 minutes

Hearing Yu Qian say such words, my whole body was stunned,,

I looked at her in front of me, and I felt that something in my heart seemed to be beginning to decay.

yes, it turns out that this is how it feels,

Is that how it feels?

When I expressed my affection for Qian, wasn't it just like she is now, in this situation?

When I expressed my affection for Yu Qian, I knew that she was with Lu Mao, not only me, but the whole company, so I didn't take into account her mood at all, I just felt that Lu Mao was not worthy of her, and she shouldn't be with Lu Mao, but now that I think about it, isn't my situation the same now,

It can be said that it's the other way around, I am with Zheng Jiayue, and I also feel Yu Qian's good feelings, although I am very eager to enjoy this indescribable feeling, but I will not give up Zheng Jiayue at all,

Presumably Yu Qian had the same pressure as me at that time.

She has also been secretly entangled in countless nights,

Thinking of this, my heart seems to be missing a corner all of a sudden, and countless sorrows keep surging out from that gap.

I looked at Yu Qian like this, and it took a long time before I spoke

"Hmm,"

"I know, now, I know,"

My answer made Yu Qian raise her head and look at me again, she stared at me for a long time, and finally moved again.

I saw her break free of my hand, and then stumbled out the door a little.

I stood in the bathroom for a while before I walked out again.

After going out, Yu Qian was already lying on the bed, she was lying on her back, her eyes were tightly closed, as if she was resting.

I feel that Yu Qian really drank too much today, even if she didn't drink too much, at least she was not in a good mood.

So after looking at her for a while, I still spoke

"If you want to sleep, put on the quilt, I,"

"I'll go back first,"

I didn't mention what happened just now, I just think that it's a good choice to leave by myself now.

As a result, I didn't expect that as soon as I finished speaking, Yu Qian's voice came,

"Don't go,,,stay with me,,"

"Stay with me,,One night,,"

Although the sound was small, I could hear it clearly.

I was stunned, I never thought that Yu Qian would say this,,

Do you accompany her all night, how to accompany her,

Although I wanted to crook for a second, I quickly understood what she meant,,

After all, it's not safe to leave her alone to live here at night, and it's so foggy outside, it's not convenient for me to go home, and I can't hang up on the road and become a ghost or something,,

So at this time, I looked at Yu Qian again, and then asked tentatively

"Convenient, here, there's only one bed,,"

Yu Qian opened her eyes again immediately when she heard me say this, and she seemed to be really much more awake after she vomited, only to see her struggling to sit up again, and then looked at me and said

"Before,Wasn't it like this,"

"So, there's nothing inconvenient about it,"

Yu Qian's words reminded me of the fact that I went to Yangtian Mountain with her, and that night, indeed we spent the night in the hotel bed.