Chapter 259: It's my wishful thinking
Summer threw her phone aside and hugged herself a little tiredly. With a deep sigh, she originally thought that it was all over, but she didn't expect that now, the tragedy seemed to be going on, and it didn't stop at all.
It happened that Zhou Ziliang had already gone to the company, and after a simple wash in the summer, he put on his coat and went downstairs. The aunt fell asleep on the sofa downstairs because she was tired, and she didn't say much in the summer, so she opened the door and walked out.
It was the first time she had gone out since this happened. It's snow outside, and I've heard since I was a kid that snow is colder than snow, and now I feel it clearly.
In the summer, I came to Starbucks near Lin Mu'an's studio as agreed, and when I arrived. Lin Mu'an was already sitting in his position waiting for her, and Summer walked over with his legs raised and sat down directly opposite him.
"You're here. ”
Lin Mu'an smiled at her, raised his hand to call the waiter, and ordered her a cup of her favorite coffee.
He stared at her for a moment before frowning: "Why have you lost so much weight during this time, and you still refuse to answer my phone, did Zhou Ziliang do something to hurt you?"
"Senior brother, do you know, now in this world, my relatives are no longer there. Summer said suddenly.
Lin Mu'an's whole person's movements were stagnant, and he didn't answer, he was wearing a light blue sweater today, and the light blue halo lined his temperament was very elegant and kind.
"What do you mean?"
Summer didn't take off her hat, she continued, "My mom died, just on New Year's night." ”
With a bang, the coffee cup that Lin Muan had originally held in his hand fell on the table. The brown coffee ran down the table, and he frantically picked up a tissue to wipe it, and a waiter rushed over to deal with it for him.
He kept guessing in his mind about the possibility of this, could it be because of what he said?
But it's impossible, he told Xia Yu those words half a month before the New Year. If she really reacted so much because of these few words, how could she wait until New Year's Day......
The simple self-soothing method succeeded, and he tried to calm his breath: "How can this be...... What the hell is going on?"
"My mother committed suicide and didn't leave any words for me before she died. Summer watched the change in the expression on his face very closely, "I never understood why my mother did this, and then I accidentally saw the video she left for me." I only learned that someone told her about me and Zhou Ziliang. ”
A trace of fear quickly flashed on Lin Mu'an's handsome face, and his pupils contracted violently.
Summer kept looking at him and felt a little sad in her heart. The man who had saved her at her lowest point, she really regarded him as her best friend. But reality always has to give her a hard blow when she is self-righteous.
Lin Muan is not a person who can lie, so his current performance is enough to prove his guess, right?
Summer continued: "Mom said the person's name in the video, does my brother want to know who it is?"
The expression on Lin Muan's face was a little out of control because of the panic, and he opened his mouth. He wanted to say something, but he didn't know where to start, he knew that Summer already knew what had happened.
But now that you know it, do you want to give him a chance to mend your ways?
"Summer ......"
Summer closed her eyes a little tiredly: "Since Senior Brother doesn't plan to explain, then I'll acquiesce to you." ”
"Summer, this thing...... It's not like that, I just want to ......"
"Senior brother doesn't need to explain, I know that your original intention of doing this is not based on wanting to hurt me and my mother. I also know what you're thinking, and you're doing nothing wrong, it's just the wrong way. ”
Lin Mu'an's face turned pale inch by inch.
Summer's misunderstanding of him at the moment was the deadliest, although she didn't cry and shout, hysterically questioning herself why. But it was this attitude that made him even more suffocating, as if he had been sent to a hell from which he could never recover.
Her face was numb and expressionless, as if she was recounting something that had nothing to do with her.
"So, it's useless to say more now. The most blamed thing for me is myself, it's my delusional thinking that I can still be happy. That's why God punished me again and again, wanting to tell me that I was clever all this by myself. I already know that I won't be smart anymore, you don't have to worry. "The tone of summer is flat, without any ups and downs.
Lin Mu'an looked at her with a bloodless face, and his heart hurt like a pinprick.
Her quiet narration was even more painful than her howling and crying.
"Don't you do that in the summer...... You know I just don't want to see you being deceived, Zhou Ziliang has done so many things to hurt you, what qualifications does he have to be with you!"
Summer smiled bitterly: "I know what you mean, it's not that he is not qualified to be with me." It's because of my humble status, I can't climb you high, don't worry, I won't do this kind of thinking again in the future. ”
Her mood was calm throughout, she was too tired. I'm so tired that I don't want to speak, I'm so tired that I don't want to do anything, I just want to be alone.
After saying these words, Summer got up, put on her mask again, put on her handbag, and got up to leave.
Lin Mu'an was very uneasy, afraid that she would not be able to think about it because of this, afraid that she would never see him again in the future, and afraid that all the efforts he had made before would be denied, so he was very eager to get up and stop Xia.
"Summer, I'm sorry ......"
Summer struggled to break free of his hand, his eyebrows, his voice, the scorching temperature of his palm, the man who had given her so much security.
A chill chilled in her chest, and the familiar feeling of nausea welled up again. Summer covered her lips, and uncomfortable tears came out of the corners of her eyes.
When she finally recovered, Lin Muan was still in front of her.
His expression was very complicated: "You...... Isn't it ......"
"It's not. Summer knew what he wanted to say, so he didn't think about it, so he opened his mouth to deny it. "Senior brother, so be it. I'll live alone for the rest of my life, so you don't have to make yourself so dirty for me. ”
Lin Muan used to be a very clean and sunny person, in the eyes of all girls, a male god-like existence. But this person made himself so dirty for her.
"Don't say such things......"
"If that's not obvious enough, I don't want to look at you anymore, and I'll never like you, is that obvious enough? Can you let me go?" she shuddered with anger.
Lin Mu'an had very complicated emotions in his eyes, and he seemed to have hesitated for a long time and been brewing for a long time. finally spoke: "This matter was not what I wanted to do, it was Fang Duoyi's ......"
"What?" Summer raised her eyes and looked at him blankly.
Lin Muan said: "That day, Fang Duoyi said that she had something to say to your mother, as long as she finished those words. Your mother will definitely not let you be with Zhou Ziliang, I just don't want to watch you be with someone who has hurt you, I really don't want to hurt. ”
"But what's the difference between you and her? You know how hard I'm trying and don't want my mother to know all this, you know how hard I try to make myself forget everything in the past, why do you want to do this?"
The summer was painful and couldn't help herself, thinking that everything was over, Fang Duoyi ...... Is it just because he humiliated her that day that he has to take revenge on her like this?
She has everything, a superior family background, and the care of the whole family. She doesn't have to struggle to get everything she wants, why still refuses to be content!
"What qualifications does Zhou Ziliang have to be with you that time? In the summer, he is the one who caused these tragedies, and he is the one who caused you to lose your family!"
He had thought that the company of that year would gradually let him into her heart, but this person he loved deeply. At this moment, in the name of hatred, he stabbed him fiercely with a knife.
She trampled his stubbornness under his feet with her own hands, and let him lose face for the last time.
"No matter how many things Zhou Ziliang has done to hurt me, he has not hurt me directly. And now you know that I can't face it, and you still have to tell your mother all this, it really makes me feel disappointed!"
She stubbornly wanted to leave, but Lin Muan knew that if she was allowed to leave like this this time, there would really be no chance to make up for it.
Summer couldn't get past his barrier and thought of his mother's death. Suddenly angry in the heart, a slap hit him hard.
She stumbled away and ran towards the door. As if desperate to get rid of something, not even a back was left for him.
Lin Mu'an kept looking at the direction she left, and suddenly felt out of strength.
The companionship and dedication he gave in that year finally ...... Can't withstand Zhou Ziliang's stubborn fight?
Rushing out of Starbucks in the summer and looking out at the sky. Suddenly she didn't know where else to go, this world was full of unkind people, and she was overwhelmed.
Knowing that he had left the villa in the summer and had been unable to contact him for more than four hours, Zhou Ziliang immediately gave up the meeting at hand. Rushing home, Aunt Zhao was secretly wiping her tears and crying, and Yu Lin was beside her and asked her seriously about some details.
"Boss. Yu Lin shouted.
Aunt Zhao wiped her tears and carefully reported the situation to Zhou Ziliang: "At noon, Miss Xia fell asleep after drinking the soup I prepared for her, and I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa." Because Miss Xia hasn't been out alone during this time, I didn't know that she would leave suddenly, so ......"
Zhou Ziliang's brows furrowed fiercely.
His instinctive reaction was to call Lin Mu'an, but fortunately, Lin Mu'an's phone was also answered quickly.
Without any greetings, Zhou Ziliang said coldly.
"Where's the summer?"
"Didn't she go back?" Lin Mu'an was stunned for a moment, "She is in a bad mood and wants to be alone for a while, you should leave her some private space." ”