66. The most romantic thing I can think of
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Song Lian, haven't you thought about it? Love is not a person's business, Jiangnan City is a family person, what can you do if you have a child? Is your child worthy of Jiang Nancheng's Xu family? I know you like him, a cute person can't be as blind as you, have you ever thought that maybe Jiang Nancheng doesn't want this child? Also, what do you plan to do when you give birth to a child? Do you raise it alone? Or do you say that you will be alone with your child for the rest of your life, waiting for Jiangnan City to divorce and live with you every day?
I pointed at Song Lian with great excitement and said, I'll tell you! That's impossible! Wait for him to divorce you! You can't even dream! Anyway, I can't help you make a decision, my words today are just to stabilize Chen Jinting, otherwise, do you think this child can stay today? You are pregnant with her husband's child, and it is not an exaggeration for her to kill you!
After I finished speaking, I wiped the cold sweat on my face and got up from the ground, Song Lian suddenly lay on the bed and cried bitterly, I don't don't understand, but Song Wenjing, I can't do without him, I want to give birth to this child, he likes me, if he doesn't like me, he won't give me money every month, if he doesn't like me, he won't always be the first to appear when I am in trouble, Song Wenjing, you will never understand the relationship between us, if it weren't for the business marriage, he would have divorced Chen Jinting a long time ago.
I can't understand Song Lian's obsession and unrepentance, how can I love one so much in this world, I have to love him to the extent that I have to love him, that kind of relationship is too terrifying, and it is too incomprehensible, if I am Chen Jinting, I believe I will not let Song Lian go.
The most inseparable thing in this world is money, and money is secondary, and men are things that others can't touch.
Suppose other women look at their men more, although you have no expression on your face, you must have picked that woman a thousand times in your heart.
Song Lian cried on the bed for a long time holding her lower abdomen, I called the doctor to examine her, and then left the hospital by myself.
But when I left, I said a word to Song Lian, if you have to have this child, you have to be responsible for it, don't just make him miserable for a lifetime because of love.
Song Lian lay on the bed and cried bitterly and didn't answer me, I walked out and suddenly didn't know why, I missed Xu Shenlin very much, I thought more than ever, I wanted to call him, but I thought that he was so busy last night, and now he must have rested, so I gave up.
Then I went home, the room was quiet, when was the house so quiet, and I didn't push the door open, my mother held a spoon in her hand and said with a smile on her face, Wen Jing go wash your hands, call your sister, see when she comes back, ready to eat.
There was no dinner table, my father sat at the table with a serious face, and saw me and Song Lian holding the rice bowl in one hand and the mobile phone in the other hand to reprimand us.
After not having dinner, everyone sat on the sofa and ate fruit together, chatting, and the family complained a lot because of a certain plot in the TV series.
Although the happiness at that time was simple, it was far happier than now, and many things slipped through the fingers in an instant, such as human life.
There will be endless contradictions in life, and no one can hide from them.
The next day, the hospital sent a notice saying that my mother was going to be discharged, because basically a disease like her would not be beneficial even if she lived in the hospital every day, and it was better to take her home and enjoy the last days of her life and accompany her family.
After I heard the news, I was stunned for two seconds, and then the doctor looked at me and said, when I go home, be filial to her old man, don't do so many things to stimulate her, try to make her happy, this day is a day.
That day, I just listened to me say a few words of understatement, and I didn't feel any sense of crisis, now the doctor said more subtlely, I didn't directly open the skylight to talk to me, but I don't understand, no hospital will put money without making money, the hospital said this, just to show that it has been rejected.
I was in a trance for a long time, grabbed the doctor's cuff and asked him how long my mother would live, and the doctor pushed his glasses and said, two years at most, and half a year at the shortest.
As soon as the temperature of my hands and feet dropped to ice, I stood there for a long time after the doctor left, feeling the cold madness of the night blowing in mercilessly, and the leaves bumping against each other outside, and then I realized that it was already autumn.
At night, I talked with my mother for a while, and she woke up from a sleep, and asked me half-asleep, where is your father, why hasn't he come back.
I pretended to sneeze and looked up at the sky for a long time, but as if I hadn't heard it, she went back to sleep.
I heard the nurse say that my dad now even needs human clothes to urinate and urinate, and often wets the bed in the middle of the night, and the special care who asked for it the next morning is always a little resentful, and from time to time he will accuse my dad of two sentences, but the old man doesn't know if he is sick now, and his tolerance and mental capacity are getting lower and lower.
After the special guard nagged him a few words, he burst into tears, and he didn't eat at noon.
I got the news and rushed to see him, just in time to see the special care of the righteous mind rubbing his body and saying, you are good, you don't have to think about anything when you lie on the bed, you don't have to do anything, you can pull if you want, you can eat if you want to eat, if you want to go to the toilet to notify us, I am out at any time, don't pull on the bed without saying a word, I have to change it for you four times a day, it's really annoying.
The old man sat on the bed and let the special guard rub his body, staring blankly at me standing at the door, and he didn't make a sound, just stared at me, his eyes were full of strangeness, and he lost a lot of weight.
During this time, Song Lian and I took care of one by one, she took care of my dad, I took care of my mother, how can I come here to see him for a long time.
Seeing him like this, I couldn't hold back my tears, raised my hand to wipe my tears, looked at him with red eyes, and he suddenly smiled at me, but there was no sobriety in his smile, probably because he thought it was funny.
I wiped my tears and walked in to stand behind the special guard, she straightened up and turned around, and was startled to see that it was me, as if she thought of what she said before, and she didn't know if I heard it, and looked at me with a somewhat panicked face.
I was about to go out with a basin of water, and when she went out, I stopped her and said, I know that it is really troublesome to take care of such an old man, and I will increase your salary, but I hope you will control your mouth, don't have anything to do in the old man's ear, he will be sad when he hears it, no one wants to become like this, you have to remember that you are taking money to do things, hard work.
The special guard walked out without saying a word.
I stood there and called out to Dad, and he smiled at me with his head tilted back like a child, but he couldn't call my name, and the corners of his mouth always twitched uncontrollably.
I squatted under him, stretched out my hand to hug him, and snuggled up to him with my face like a coquettish child, and I said, Dad, do you remember Ah Zhen?
I felt his body move for a moment, and then he didn't move again.
When I went back, I thought about it for a long time, feeling blindly afraid that my mother would not be able to accept my father's current situation, and it was better to let them get along with each other in a limited time.
There are so many cruel things in this world, and there is nothing more cruel than not being able to be together.
I didn't discuss anything with Song Lian, because I believe that now she doesn't have the brain capacity to think about these things, and she herself is tangled up.
The next day, I went to the hospital to get my mom out of the hospital, and my dad did it too.
When I told my mom about my dad's condition, she was silent for a long time, but only asked me half-loudly, where is your dad now, help me go and see.
I nodded, very scared that my mom would get sick at this time, but I reached out and helped her up from the hospital bed to see my dad.
I've imagined my mom seeing my dad a thousand times, but I've never imagined her being so calm, as if I knew my dad was like this for a long time.
I didn't cry or make trouble, I walked over and sat next to my dad slowly, held his hand and said with a long-lost smile on my face, old man, I didn't expect you to be smart all your life, but today you have become so stupid.
She held up a finger and said, "How much is this?"
My dad's stiff face twitched twice, some saliva ran from the corners of his mouth, and he said with a smile, one.
My mother took her sleeve and wiped the silver thread on the corner of his mouth, you are smart.
That warm smile, suddenly felt that time was warm, nothing could be better than now.
The most romantic thing I can think of is to grow old with you.