Chapter 265: Why Don't You Let Me Go?
I thought I smelled something, and then yelled at her, hysterically.
Tong Yan almost broke the last nerve in her brain, she protected her body in pain, trembling and calling him, trying to wake him up from such paranoia, she said: "Wen Zhaohan, don't do this, I beg you, don't you be like this, okay......"
He seemed to be unable to hear her voice at all, grabbed her hand paranoidly, and asked her with red eyes: "Why do you treat me like this? I am so good to you, I accept you regardless of my previous suspicions, why do you have to love Zhou Ziliang!"
Wen Zhaohan almost used all his strength to push Tong Yan to the ground. She slammed into the corner of the coffee table, and her body, which had not recovered, suddenly suffered such a violent impact.
She almost fainted for a moment in pain, but she didn't faint after all. Tong Yan's hand tightly grasped the sofa next to her, and she felt that Wen Zhaohan was back to the way she was that night.
So ruthless, so ruthless.
She tried very hard to call him, but in her blurred vision, there was only Wen Zhaohan's back who was merciless and determined to leave.
The babysitter at home is obviously aware of their relationship patterns and is aware of recent events. So it's not strange to see such a situation, and there are even new nannies who ridicule the fairy tale three times or twice.
She will deliberately scratch her head in front of Wen Zhaohan to show her good figure, and she will also intimately bring him a cup of coffee when he is tired, and even blatantly seduce him.
It's just that these hints don't mean anything in Wen Zhaohan's eyes, and he won't even look at her more.
Of course, he didn't have the heart to think about it. All the thoughts are on crazy revenge, this kind of pain, let Tong Yan hurt, but also let himself feel fiercely painful, hysterical, unforgettable.
Tong Yan simply rubbed the ointment, slept in the middle of the night, and was awakened by the movement in the room.
She opened her eyes in a daze, and what caught her eyes was Wen Zhaohan's face. An instinctive fear made her wince and hide behind her under the covers.
Wen Zhaohan reached out and put her exposed hand into the palm of her hand, and the gentleness was incomparable. Almost let Tong Yan instantly see the young man who was warm and sunny when he was studying in Australia.
"Sorry for waking you up. His voice was restrained and low.
Tong Yan's eyes widened in fear, and he didn't dare to speak. He's been doing this over and over lately, always coming back and apologizing sincerely after being violent to her.
She was almost numb and speechless about such a situation. Watching him alone with a cold eye, he endured all this with a cold eye. Because in her heart, this is what she owes him. Owe his sister a life, so now, bear everything to make up for it.
His embrace was warm, just a low, gentle murmur. Apologize to her and promise never to do it again.
Tong Yan's heart sank softly, yes, probably because he loved her. That's why I can't bear that she is still paying attention to Zhou Ziliang's news, because she loves her, so she hopes that he is the only one in his eyes.
So she chose to bear it, and when his lips were covered, she chose to cater to him.
Even if the body has not fully recovered, it is not suitable for a relationship now. But just to please him, she stubbornly endured all this.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror, Tong Yan will feel that he is getting farther and farther away from the arrogant, paranoid and stubborn Tong Yan before. She no longer has the capital to be proud of, and she is depressed and has no smile at a young age.
By the time winter had completely passed, the snow had finally stopped and the weather was starting to warm up.
And she lazily nestled at home and refused to go out, and she didn't have the heart to pay attention to anyone's news. Her mind was already a mess, and she couldn't do anything that needed to be done in detail.
Tong Yan was restless and didn't know what to do.
She looked in the mirror and whispered word by word, "Tong Yan, I have completely lost myself." ’
The weather warmed up, and the summer was under Zhou Ziliang's strict surveillance. pushed away all the notices, and Lin Muan seemed to have evaporated from the world, and never contacted her again. In total, Summer is already two months pregnant, and she is about to turn three months.
One day, after Zhou Ziliang came home from work, she took the initiative to mention it to him.
"The sun was nice today and I wanted to go out and soak up the sun. ”
The courtyard outside was covered with the sunset, a beautiful warm golden yellow, and the afterglow was about to set, and in summer I suddenly felt as if I hadn't been in the sun for a long time.
Zhou Ziliang did not refuse, and took her out. The two of them walked around the neighborhood, and Summer was silent and didn't speak. Zhou Ziliang took her hand and turned his face to look at her.
There was no trace of turbulence in her calm eyes, and it was clear that her mood had been very stable during this time. There was no more unusual behavior, but he felt even more uneasy in his heart.
She was so calm, like the calm before a storm. never knew what extreme things she would do in the next second, so he didn't dare to relax.
She was too far away from him, and he was afraid that if he let go, Summer would be gone.
The two of them walked all the way to the lake, which was very quiet. Only the setting sun stretched the shadows of the two of them, and a flock of late returning ducks swam through the water with flapping wings in the lake.
The sky was faintly dark, and the sunset was already left.
In the summer, I saw the bread crumbs falling from someone feeding in the lawn next to me, so I stepped forward with great interest. Picking up the bread crumbs and throwing them into the lake, the ducks were scared, but they still flapped their wings and came to grab food.
She couldn't help but chuckle and look at the little animals. Sometimes I feel that life can be simple. There is not so much love-hate entanglement, and there is not too much intrigue.
"Summer ......" Zhou Ziliang couldn't stop panicking even though he caught the smile on her face.
She turned her head slowly, only to find that Zhou Ziliang was also looking at her. His profile is bathed in the halo of the setting sun, and it is sculpturally upright. She sighed and asked him, "Zhou Ziliang, you say...... What's most important to you right now?"
Zhou Ziliang said: "Stay with you and protect your comfort." ”
Summer smiled almost self-deprecatingly: "Are you protecting me, or are you afraid that I will hurt the child in my belly?"
"The essence of the question is the same, so the question is not valid. ”
Summer reached out and stroked his face, and at this time accompanied him here to watch the sunset leisurely. It was so quiet that you could hear the faint chirping of insects and the sound of each other's breathing.
In a trance, Summer actually had the illusion that he had walked hand in hand for most of his life.
This illusion was so silly that she couldn't help laughing, and immediately asked him: "You said you wanted to keep this child, but have you thought about it clearly? Have you really considered whether your parents will let me keep this child?" Also, what will others think of us?"
"They're not going to stop us from being together anymore, definitely not anymore. Because they won't watch me hurt themselves like that, and I'll marry you anyway. Zhou Ziliang held her right hand, his eyes were deep: "Regarding other people's opinions, you have been an artist for so long, you should know better than anyone else, those people's opinions can't affect our lives." ”
Summer shook her head stubbornly, knowing that it was not possible. knew that it was the biggest taboo, but she allowed herself to fall into the swampy quagmire again and again, which caused the current situation.
"Why do you deceive yourself like this? She was just trying to reason with him. "They won't let you marry me, if I give birth to this child. You tell me, what is he, one of your bastards?"
There was a slight look of exhaustion on his face: "No, I will marry you." ”
"Do you think a marriage that is earned by begging for alms, a marriage that is not blessed by anyone, can it last?"
"Summer!" he interrupted her almost angrily, "for all this time, I thought you had let go and were willing to accept this child, but what you mean now is that you never thought of keeping him, did you?"
Her skin was so white that it was almost transparent, and he could even see the clear veins on the back of her hand.
"You're going to have a lot of kids if you want. You'll have a very good, well-connected girl to wife. You will love you all your life and be blessed by all. But that person is not me, as far as I am concerned, even if I am willing to let go of everything in the past, but you are my enemy! Zhou Ziliang, you want me to accept that you give birth to this child, every time I see you in the future, how will I suffer and suffer, have you ever thought about it?"
"But he's not just my child, he's also your child, how can you be so ruthless!" a hint of disbelief gradually appeared on his face, and his brows furrowed tightly into a Sichuan character.
"Cruel ......," Summer looked at him tiredly. "If you want to talk about cruelty, you dare to admit the second, who dares to admit the first. ”
"It doesn't matter what you think now, whether you want it or not. This is our child and you have to stay!"
His tone was resolute, not loud, but with unmistakable strength.
He's always been so domineering, and everything is centered on himself. Never considered other people's feelings, again and again, forcing her to die.
Summer took a deep breath before looking at him again: "I won't keep him, and I won't continue to entangle you with mistakes." We've all done the wrong thing, we're all sorry for those who died because of you, so we have to pay for it. ”
Zhou Ziliang could feel the toughness of her tone now, and there were almost no words to shake her determination, and he gradually felt trembling.
He spoke in a consultative tone: "If you don't want to see me, you don't want to see this child again. Then you give birth to the child and hand it over to me, and I will take him away from your life, and I will try my best to satisfy you whatever you want, as long as you leave him behind. ”
Summer almost felt unreasonable: "If you want a lot of women to take the initiative to pounce, you will have a lot of children and grandchildren, but why do you just refuse to let me go?"