Chapter 182: What Should I Do?
Zhou Ziliang glanced at her coldly: "You have a tendency to be abused, right, if you are kind to you, you don't know the southeast and northwest?"
Summer looked away and obediently shut up.
Because it was too late, because of something some time ago, the aunt at home also came home, so the two of them stared at the empty refrigerator with big eyes, and finally decided to order takeout......
Half an hour later, the takeaway arrived at the door.
Zhou Ziliang got up and went to get the takeaway, ordered too much, and carried the takeaway in both hands. Zhou Ziliang put the takeaway on the table and opened it one by one, all of which were braised fish, fried pork liver, chicken soup, these big supplements.
Zhou Ziliang didn't know where to take a bottle of medicinal wine, and it was very delicately packaged. He took two more cups, one of them in front of him, and filled it for her.
The aroma of medicinal wine is very strong, and it seems to be mixed with the aroma of the meal.
Zhou Ziliang said: "The medicinal wine I bought by someone is good for you to recover from your wounds." ”
She picked up her wine glass, the wine was very fragrant, and there was a slight bitterness in her mouth. When you drink it in your throat, the heat spreads from your chest all the way to your throat.
The whole process has been quiet in the summer, and I drank it in my stomach one by one. Both men were silent and did not speak, as if they had something to tell each other, but said nothing.
In the end, Zhou Ziliang prepared vegetables for her, and ate absentmindedly in the summer. But I have to admit that the taste of the meal is very fragrant.
"Zhou Ziliang ......" Summer's voice had a trace of desolate suffering: "You told me that if my mother can't wake up in seven days, she may never wake up again for the rest of her life, is it true?"
Zhou Ziliang's voice rarely had a hint of tenderness, and he said: "It's true, so that's why I'm so angry." ”
Summer was suddenly like a great enemy, she never thought that she would face such a situation, and after careful calculation, today is the sixth day of her mother's sleep.
She moved her lips, not knowing what to say. It turned out that Zhou Ziliang was so angry, just because there was such a secret behind it. And she knows nothing but to blame him for everything.
Obviously, they were all in a car accident together, why was she the one who survived, and why did my mother become like this......
She felt sad, so she couldn't hold back her tears. After so many days, countless tears, she even thought that her tears had dried up and could no longer shed tears.
In the summer, I swallowed the whole glass of wine, along with my tears, but in fact, because I choked, my throat was already very uncomfortable, so I couldn't continue to eat.
Her voice was very soft: "Zhou Ziliang, what should I do!"
She muttered to herself, "What should I do if my mom really can't wake up again?"
Zhou Ziliang didn't answer, only heard Xia alone muttering: "I have lost everything, why do you still do this to me! What did my mother do wrong, what did I do wrong? She doesn't know anything, why should she bear all this......?"
"I'm sorry. Zhou Ziliang stared at her for a long time: "I really want to let you go, but there are some things that are really beyond my control." ”
She had endured too much alone, and the only thing she wanted to preserve was little by little away from her.
Summer looked at him with one hand on the table and tearfully said, "Before I met you, my luck was not good, but it wasn't bad. Everything I have and bear now is because of you, Zhou Ziliang, should I hate you, or should I be grateful to you for bringing me all this?"
She choked up a little, and there were bright tears in her eyes, but she covered her eyes in time: "I have advised you to let go of all this more than once, but you will not listen to anything. I really don't understand how much hatred and resentment can make you so ruthless. ”
Summer clenched his fists hard, took the bottle of medicinal wine from the table, and poured it all into his stomach as soon as he raised his head, Zhou Ziliang frowned slightly, originally wanted to stop it, but in the end he withdrew his hand.
"If my mom really can't wake up...... I'd rather lie in a hospital bed with her and never wake up again, than be like this, those old sayings are true, and the living are the most painful ......."
"You can't do that. Zhou Ziliang snatched the wine from her hand and poured a full glass for herself: "You promised An Xuan that he would live well, and you have promised him, so you can't break your promise no matter what." ”
Summer lay on the table and cried bitterly, life and death have always been what she is most afraid to see, but these things happen to her one after another, it really hurts like a pinprick, and it is really too difficult and painful to live......
In fact, the table full of food has not been moved, and I have been drinking in the summer, and I have been complaining about the unfairness of the world.
I was almost drunk, and I didn't make a sound when I lay motionless on the table in the summer. Zhou Ziliang looked at her, the room was very quiet, and he could almost hear the sound of snow whistling outside the window.
He got up to pick her up and go upstairs to rest, Summer clutching his sleeve. The breath was close to his ear, tickling.
He only had to turn his face sideways to see her slightly closed eyes, which were supposed to be very deep amber. It seems to be mixed with a strange warmth, and there is a vague aroma of medicinal wine between the breaths, which almost instantly annihilates everything.
He carried her upstairs and put her back into her room.
Tucked the corners of the quilt for her, but when she got up, she was hugged by the neck by Summer. He knew that he was a little drunk, so his behavior was a little uncontrollable, and he hurriedly wanted to push her away, afraid that he would do something he regretted.
"Summer!" finally freed up a hand and patted her face, trying to make her sober up, but she only moved slightly, and tears fell from her eyes.
She cried and said, "Don't leave me alone, please, don't leave me alone......"
Zhou Ziliang took advantage of the situation and pulled her arm around his neck down, but she grabbed the arm tighter.
The light outside the window shines through the snowflakes, and the cold glow seems to be plated with a layer of transparent white. Her face was half-raised, and her fair skin was almost translucent in such light, as if it was made of ice, and it melted with a sigh.
Before he could react, her hand was around his neck again. As soon as the face was raised, he kissed him, clumsy without any skill to speak of.
It's just that at that moment, Zhou Ziliang's mind was already blank.
He propped himself up on the side of the bed, looking at her for a moment with slightly red eyes. In just a moment, his eyes were red and he fell over.
When I woke up the next summer, I only felt a splitting headache. She was woken up by the sound of water in the bathroom, she lifted the quilt and was about to get up and pour water to drink, but when she left the bedding, her whole body touched the biting coldness.
She subconsciously pulled the quilt slightly, covering her naked body.
Trying to think back to last night, but couldn't remember anything. There may be mottled kiss marks on the chest and bruises on the inner thighs.
All confirmed one thing to her, and Summer's face turned pale a little. clenched her fists, and at this time there was a sound of the bathroom opening the door, and she looked back and saw Zhou Ziliang who came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe and wiping his hair.
"Don't act like you've suffered a loss in front of me, I didn't force you, you did it to me first last night. Zhou Ziliang was wearing a loose bathrobe, and the straps of the bathrobe were still loose. And there were still droplets of water on his muscular chest, and he looked at her casually, wiping his hair with a smile.
Summer sighed weakly, and the anger in his chest turned into a sigh before it could take shape.
Anyway, it's gone, it doesn't matter once or twice. What's more, she had already figured it out. If Mom doesn't wake up for a day, she will be in this world every day. It doesn't matter how you mix it, whether it's good or bad, as long as it's alive, it's not a violation of what you promised An Xuan.
As if she was too tired, there was a weak sigh in her deep voice: "Let's go......"
Zhou Ziliang frowned: "What did you say?"
"You get out!" she suddenly felt a panic in her chest, she couldn't lift her breath, and covered her chest with a pang, "You go out, I don't want to see you now!"
It seems that she is desperate for such a life, no matter how hard she tries to resist, it is useless to struggle hard. There is no escape from this tragic fate, a disgusting fate.
"Zhou Ziliang ......" she suddenly said sadly: "Even if you treat me as your plaything, your possession." You always have to give me a little respite, and now that it's like this, how do you make me accept it...... I really don't know what to do, I beg you, don't push me anymore!"
The expression on Zhou Ziliang's face stiffened for a moment.
He moved his lips, and finally barely pulled out a smile: "I hope you can make it clear that I definitely didn't force you about what happened last night, it was you who did it to me first." Also, I want you to know that we're talking about deals, and I've never forced you to do anything. ”
Summer even began to tremble for a while, and tears were pouring in his eyes, but they never fell.
Zhou Ziliang quickly left the room, leaving her alone. Summer buried her face in her knees and sat there expressionless for a long time.
I don't know what else I can do, and I don't have the momentum I used to have. can't let himself face all this calmly, he used to work hard for his mother and An Xuan, but now?
The two people she cared about were gone, so what should she fight for?
Zhou Ziliang walked around outside, originally wanting to go home. But suddenly remembered the aggrieved and painful look in the summer, and there was another pain in his heart, as if he couldn't let himself see her like that, so he came to Chashan Zhou Ziyu's house for the first time.
For no other reason, I just wanted to see him for some reason.
No one knows Zhou Ziliang's thoughts, everyone thinks that the two brothers of the Zhou family are brothers and brothers, and Zhou Ziyu also thinks so, although he is tired because of the bad weather, he still warmly received Zhou Ziliang.