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When I like someone, I hope that everything will go well, and after he is happy, he may not be as happy as he is, because the things he wants have nothing to do with him.

When I woke up, I felt that my throat was so dry that I could swallow a pound of water, my whole body ached, and the hospital room was very quiet, so quiet that I could hear the sound of dripping potion.

I circled the room, it was seven o'clock at night, and the light outside the window was in the bleak autumn weather, and it seemed to be a screen window through a little haze.

Xu Shenlin sat in front of me with his back to the light, sitting upright without the slightest bend, his face was faintly blurred by the light, I couldn't see his expression, just said a sparse and ordinary sentence in a hoarse voice, you are here.

His hand holding his chin relaxed, leaning back in his chair and looking at me for half a minute, I think he was familiar with this, but there was not as much entanglement between us as there is now.

On a hot summer day, I stood in his office and watched him sit at his desk with a focused face, and it looked like an afternoon had passed in a trance.

That month was the height of summer, and it was already a bleak autumn.

He was wearing a thin shirt and didn't move in the thin light, and I wanted to ask him if he was cold.

But when it came out, it was indifferent, and I didn't even know myself, what are you doing.

I thought many times I would see him when I opened my eyes, but it was all imagination, everything seemed so natural, and now that he can come to see me, I really want to thank him.

It seems that he was not very happy when I woke up, but he straightened up and said, I came to see if you were dead.

I said, thank you, I'm fine.

I don't know if my cold tone stimulated him or what's wrong, Xu Shenlin, who was sitting there and only moved occasionally, suddenly pressed down from above, his two hands were on my sides, his face just stopped at a distance of a few centimeters from me, his pupils clearly reflected my haggard face, his lips became chapped because of excessive blood loss, I looked at him, he looked at me.

The distance between us is separated by a wall.

I didn't dare to take a big breath, but I looked at him without blinking, for fear that he would make any moves, but he stopped a few centimeters away and never came closer.

It's just that the pupils are cold with a layer of ice cracking, Song Wenjing, do you really want to die?

I was trapped between his arms, smiled weakly and said, who would want to die, I never wanted to die.

When we said this, there was a nurse standing at the entrance of the hospital with medicine, she coughed twice in embarrassment, Xu Shenlin withdrew her hand and sat back down.

The nurse came over with the medicine in her hand and said that the gauze on her chest had been changed, and that the medicine was drunk while it was hot.

I took a look, and I happened to see a bowl of black decoction on the cart in the nurse's hand, and a lot of Western medicine, and turned her face with some disgust, but her body couldn't move for half a minute, and it seemed that there was always a stone on her chest.

Xu Shenlin, yes. snorted.

The nurse pushed the cart away, the ward was quiet again, Xu Shenlin was holding the dark medicine of the night in his hand, and only the sound of the porcelain spoon hitting the porcelain bowl was heard in his ears.

After a long time, he spoke again, facing me.

I didn't listen, he clamped my chin and said with a fierce expression, you don't understand what I said?

I couldn't move, I could only stare at him, and I didn't speak, he was about to come to pour me with the medicine that night, I knew that I couldn't move, but I still reached out and snatched the medicine he was about to pour into me, and at that moment I didn't think about anything, and smashed it at him.

There was the sound of bowls falling to the ground in the room, then shattering, then deathly silence.

He was all covered in black medicine, and I yelled at him, Xu Shenlin, I don't like you anymore! I don't like you anymore!

After I finished yelling, I realized that something in the wound on my chest began to surge up under that layer of gauze again, and Xu Shenlin stood there for a long time, still looking at a large piece of medicine stain on his clothes.

I thought he would be more fierce than me, but I didn't expect that after a long time, he raised his face again, his thin lips were pursed, and finally walked to my bedside and rang the service bell, when the nurse came in again, she saw the debris on the floor in the room and the drug stains on Xu Shenlin's body, with caution on her face but never spoke.

Xu Shenlin instructed the nurse to change the bowl.

The nurse said yes, cleaned the debris of the room, and walked out in a gloomy manner, and when she came in again, she had a bowl in her hand.

Xu Shenlin was also unceremonious this time, standing in front of the bed with his hand in his hand, and said with a cold face, whether to drink it yourself or I poured it.

I said, you are not annoyed, I said I will not drink.

Xu Shenlin didn't argue with me anymore, he directly grabbed my jaw, took the bowl of medicine that was still a little hot and poured it down, I struggled to the death, those bitter medicines like Coptis chinensis kept pouring into my throat, Xu Shenlin's strength was greater than I imagined, and he didn't relax at all, half of the bowl of medicine was spit out by me, and it flowed directly down my cheeks.

I held a mouthful and was about to spit it out, but as soon as he put the bowl away, he pressed it down, sealing my last mouthful, I struggled to the death, he pressed my body and did not allow me to move, his tongue directly picked my teeth, and the medicine was forcibly swallowed.

He walked away from my lips, black stains on the corners of his mouth.

At this time, Xu Da happened to be standing at the door of the hospital, Xu Shenlin didn't look at him, he directly stretched out his hand and wiped it at the corner of his mouth with a handkerchief, threw it on the table casually, looked at me coldly and said, I hope that I don't need to use such a barbaric way next time I drink medicine.

After speaking, he didn't look at me who was lying on the hospital bed and lost all my strength, and said to Xu Da, looking for a special nurse to take a good look at her.

He walked out without looking back.

I lay on the bed and was paralyzed, until the afternoon Xu Shenlin never came again, but Song Lian came to see me, and the first thing I said was to ask her, how is Susie?

At that time, Song Lian sat on the edge of my bed with an angry face and scolded Susie bloody, and after scolding, he looked at me, and only said for a long time that Susie was crazy in the bureau, and now it is a problem to even review this case.

I listened to it for a long time, Song Lian said on the side that Susie and her mother went to the bureau to see her, Susie didn't know each other, and when she visited the prison there, she smashed the glass and stool that was separated, and the prison guards didn't stop her, and her mother fainted on the spot.

I listened for a long time before I said a word.