055 Qin Si'er's love for him was full of anger
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Neither of the two men who were silent moved, letting the wind wreak havoc on them.
Gao Shan's whole body stiffened, a pair of deep eyes, looking aimlessly into the distance, gradually dyed with a layer of mist, physical pain and spiritual pain, almost destroyed his only will.
He thought they were just two duckweeds in the water, and the water overflowed, each drifting with the current, and then scattered forever. Therefore, he pretended to have amnesia, used Tsom and Cao Jun as shields, armed himself with all his arms, and regarded her as a stranger, but the moment her voice sounded behind him, the city wall he had worked so hard to build collapsed at once, and the entire fortification collapsed.
He couldn't ignore her, he didn't care about her, his mind was occupied by her shadow, invading him all the time, making him breathless. Her smile, her joy, her cry, her helplessness, her sadness, her grief, kept changing in his mind like a slide, one after another, and he couldn't let go.
When he calmed down, he realized that all his behaviors seemed so childish and ridiculous in front of Qin Si'er. How should he face her now, and how should he choose?
But the only thing he was sure of was that he couldn't give her the happiness she wanted. Even if there is such a day, it must be the day he finds his little sister, because he can't leave his little sister alone to enjoy happiness.
Qin Si'er stood behind him, shaking his head and sighing.
When this man is facing danger, he is logical and calm and wise, decisive and does not drag the mud and water at all, how can he immediately have zero IQ and negative EQ when he encounters feelings?
It seems that there is still a tough battle to be fought today, and if he continues to stiffen like this, if his waist is broken and his legs are wasted, it will not be worth the loss.
"Miss Nurse. She shouted. "This emergency patient doesn't know if he is insane, or his head is cramping, and he is rushing all the way to call for help, you guys quickly push the transfer cart and send him back to the ward to see if he has relapsed into mental illness?"
As soon as Qin Si'er's words came out, Cao Jun, who was standing in the distance, burst into laughter, and sighed that only she, Qin Si'er, dared to come up with these tricks to cure the mountains.
The nurse recognized Gao Shan, did not dare to be careless, and reacted quickly, and five or six people pushed the transfer cart bed and sent Gao Shan back to the ward in a panic.
In the ward, there was a room of doctors and nurses, trying to force a tranquilizer on the resisting Gao Shan, who was so angry that his eyebrows were slanted and his eyes were angry.
"All out, I'm not sick. Gao Shan glared angrily at Qin Si'er who was standing on the periphery, this woman just had the ability to make him angry.
"Since you don't have a nervous disorder, then you are still crazy and pretending to have amnesia and pretending not to know anyone?" Qin Si'er almost shouted.
Suddenly there was silence in the ward, and everyone realized that they were being put together by these two young men. Everyone looked at Tsom standing at the door, and under the nod of Tsom, everyone rushed out, Cao Jun and Tsom also retreated, and covered the door for them intimately.
"Takayama, let's talk. Qin Si'er had a rare pleasant face, dragged a stool and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at him lightly. Even if his high mountain is the Monkey King who turns his muscles, he can't escape her, the five-fingered mountain of the Buddha.
"Nothing to talk about. Takayama grimaced, his gaze meeting hers.
"Gao Shan, is it interesting for you to do this?" Qin Si'er glanced at him coldly. Dead ducks are still hard-mouthed. "It's all adults, why are you still like a child, playing these childish games, this kind of game is not fun. ā
"Qin Si'er, I'll make it clear here today. Gao Shan endured the pain, slowly sat up, and leaned against the head of the bed. "I thought that if I pretended to have amnesia, you would retreat from the difficulty, and you wouldn't have to say it to the ugly part, but if you don't hit the south wall and don't look back, you have to ask me to say the bad thing. Takayama's eagle-like eyes were blazing and staring at her, and if he had to fight her, he would do his best.
"Well, I'll tell you clearly and plainly today, you can listen to me. Gao Shan leaned close to her and whispered in her ear word by word: "Qin Si'er, I don't love you." ā
"You lie. ā
"If you have to regard the care and concern for you when you fled before as love, then your love is too casual, too cheap, what about your self-esteem, your pride, could it be that they have all gone on vacation? If I misunderstand any sentence, action, or expression, you tell me, and I will change it. Qin Si'er, you deserve to live well, go back to where you should go, live the life you should live, don't go out and wander alone, it's not good for you. ā
His cold expression and sonorous words still made Qin Si'er a little shining.
Qin Si'er's face was frosty, and she suddenly wondered if he Gao Shan would still be able to say such a thing if he knew that she had given up everything and cut off all her retreats to come to him.
"Gao Shan, when did you become so scheming?" Qin Si'er raised a smile at the corner of his mouth, carefully observing his expression.
At this moment, she got to know this man anew. What kind of hardship was there for him, and what kind of strength supported him, so that he could spare all words in order to get rid of her?
"Since I was a child, I have been a child that my father does not love and my mother does not love, and I have learned a skill when I am a child, that is, to observe words and colors. But I don't even see a flaw in your eyes. ā
Qin Si'er stared at him closely.
"If it weren't for this situation that created my paranoid personality, I guess I would have been like an ordinary person, already with tears of despair, and turned around and ran. But I'm Qin Si'er, not an ordinary person. Qin Si'er stretched out his hand and gently held his face, looking serious.
"Takayama, do you know that love for someone does not come from his mouth, but from his deeds. Gao Shan's expression was a little stiff, and Qin Si'er's words seemed to be a stone hitting a thousand waves, and the ripples that were pushed away layer by layer continued to expand in his heart.
"On the way to the escape, I secretly deduced that you were doing business in Tibet, but you were not skilled in business, and I suspected that you were poaching in Hoh Xili, but later I found out that you were not. I've also speculated a lot about the possibilities, and when I see how much you can go out of your way to protect what a stranger gives you, I think you must be a man of faith. You have a strong will, as well as a keen insight, wisdom, calmness, decisiveness, and no fear of firearms and ammunition, which requires professional training to achieve. You've been wandering alone in Tibet, and I've been talking about your family and friends for so long, and I speculate that you may have been hurt or run away from something. Maybe you've wanted to give up something, but in the days we've been through together, what I've seen is a real man with blood and guilt. Gao Shan, I said so much, I just want to tell you that as long as the spouse column on your account is still blank, I will not let go, even if you are surrounded by a sea of swords and fire, I will face it with you. ā
Takayama was silent, just staring at her quietly.
She gave him love and breathed back her heart.
This resolute and persistent woman warmed his heart.
"Gao Shan, if you meet the arrogant and domineering Qin Si'er, you are unlucky, but you also have to admit it, you have to accept your fate. After speaking, Qin Si'er got up and left without any thoughts, she was afraid of his indifference.
When she went out, she found Cao Jun eavesdropping outside, and she gave him a disdainful eye slap, and he gave her a thumbs up with a look of adoration.
"Hey. Qin Si'er called him.
"I'm not called Hey, I have a name, it's Cao Jun. ā
Qin Si'er looked at his teasing appearance and raised his eyebrows and smiled. Then she calmly asked him, "You say, is he useless?"
Her heart trembled when she asked this. Otherwise, she couldn't figure out why he was pushing her away.
"Wasted?" Her words were so jumpy that he was stunned. "What's the waste?"
Qin Si'er gritted his teeth in anger. "Parts are scrapped. ā
Seeing that Qin Si'er's body was tense and his fists were clenched, his head suddenly appeared. "No, no, nothing like that. ā