Chapter 221: The Battle of the Lost Mind (The third update, asking for a golden diamond ticket.) )

Time passed slowly, and it was already eight o'clock in the evening in a blink of an eye, but I hadn't seen the shadow of the second uncle yet.

I don't know what he disguised, but I was sure that his watch wouldn't be gone, and as more and more people came in, my heart became more and more excited.

At the moment I was dressed in a tracksuit, with black-rimmed glasses and a watch on a belt, like a hunter quietly waiting for the prey to appear, and no one knew who I was or how dangerous I would be.

The whole chess room is bustling with activity, and now unless I don't want to win, there is no money I can't win!

At half past eight, there were more and more gamblers, and while I was waiting for my second uncle to appear, I suddenly saw a person who shouldn't have appeared here!

The iconic Sassoon with short hair, looking sneakily at the door of the chess and card room, I never dreamed that Sister Seventeen would come!

For a moment I was almost suffocating with nervousness, but her gaze swept over me without stopping, and I sat at the bar in the doorway, close enough that she didn't recognize me.

She kept looking around the chess and card room, with some anxiety in her eyes.

I could see that she was afraid to come to such a place, and I could also feel the trepidation in her heart, and this moment seemed to be back in the dark alley, just like she used to look for me in the dark with fear!

For a moment, my heart felt like something was blocked, and I wanted to say it but couldn't.

When she searched the entire chess and card room, she breathed a sigh of relief, but my heart was stung fiercely, I knew that she was looking for me, and there was an indescribable complication in my heart.

When she turned to leave, her back was so relaxed, my eyes were a little sour, she was the only person who could find me, and the only person who could take me to heart except for the second uncle.

I don't know how brave she came here or how many places she searched, but I knew she must be in a hurry, she wanted to find me but was afraid to see me here......

After all, no girl would want her boyfriend to be a gambler in a casino, and no girl would want her favorite person to stay in a casino full of desire.

I immediately got up and went out to chase her, and I felt an indescribable sourness in my heart, that I had neglected her!

She had already walked out of the door of the casino, she had come on an electric car, her figure was so thin in the night wind, her eyes were sore, and my tears couldn't help but fall.

I want to rush over and hug her, I want to take off my coat and put it on her, I want to tell her the guilt and embarrassment in my heart, I want to give her a little warmth, just like she once gave me inner warmth......

But I couldn't, I had a human skin mask on my face, and I tried my best to tell myself that I couldn't, and I could only see her riding away on an electric car in the hazy eyes of tears.

The moment I passed by, I saw her trembling body, and saw her lonely expression, like a silent knife piercing all my nerves, and the last line of defense in my heart collapsed.

All excuses and all reasons disappeared, there was an indescribable sourness in my heart, and I was swallowed up by guilt and self-blame, as if I had fallen into a bottomless whirlpool and slowly suffocated.

Looking at her figure getting farther and farther away, my heart has indescribable sourness and pain, I have realized how much I have lost her, and I also know that I am really getting farther and farther away from her......

In a trance, I thought of the smile she once had, of her wayward domineering, of her looking for me in the dark, of her hugging me through countless flying debris, of a light kiss she had left me in the moonlight......

She is like a warm sun that has warmed my helpless heart countless times, given me inner firmness and hope, she is like a flame that once melted my heart!

Tears broke completely at this moment, I wept silently, like a poor worm forgotten in the corner of the world, I looked up at the stars in the night sky, and tasted the bitter taste of tears at the corners of my mouth, letting the cold wind tear my heart apart......

At this moment, I asked myself countless times, whether I had chosen the right path, why I cried so badly, why my heart hurt so much......

I'm going to find her!

In an instant I ran down the street like crazy, trying my best to chase her in the direction she had left, and I desperately tore off the camouflage and mask on my face, and ran down the street with my teeth clenched.

At this moment, my heart is full of hesitation, my heart is full of bits and pieces that I used to be with Seventeen, I can't live without her!

I ran like crazy, but in the face of the chaotic traffic and the world, I couldn't find the lonely back, I desperately shouted her name, ignoring the strange stares cast by the people on the street.

I couldn't run anymore, my hands trembled and tears kept falling, my heart was slowly getting cold, the cold wind easily tore me apart, I stood in the wind and let the messy wind dry the tears on my face.

"Ahh

I never thought that I would cry so badly, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable, like a thousand sharp knives stabbing my heart, at this moment I finally understood the choice I should make, the person I can't do without is seventeen!

But the way I am now, how can I be by her side, and how can I give her the promise and protection she once had?

Sitting on the side of the road and smoking cigarettes one after another, the pain in my heart slowly dissipated, as if all the suppressed emotions left with tears, turned into dust and disappeared into the traffic, and disappeared into the vast night sky.

Until my heart became completely cold, and the only thought in my mind was to vent everything in my heart in my own way!

I went back to my apartment to disguise myself, looking at my red eyes in the mirror, I don't remember ever having such a cold look in my eyes, and I never saw hatred in my eyes.

For some reason, my hands were steady, and I didn't make any mistakes from beginning to end, and I was so calm that I didn't expect.

Looking at myself in the mirror as cold and crazy, I walked out of the apartment and went straight to Dynasty Casino.

I entered the chess and card room and looked carefully, and when I saw the royal blue flash, I saw the face I saw in the afternoon, and I knew that he was Xiong Jiudong.

There are two other gamblers next to him, I don't know if they are with him, but I don't care at all, what I care about is that four people can make a game.

He glanced at me as I sat across from him, perhaps intuitively, I could feel his inner confusion, and I didn't look at him on purpose.

But I could see his habitual movements when he bit his cigarette butt, and I could see his incomparably familiar hands, pretending to change his face but not anything else.

A gambler brought a deck of poker to play baccarat, and I nodded after he nodded, and we didn't open our mouths the whole time, because we were all too familiar with each other, and once we opened our mouths, no matter how we changed our voices, we would be recognized.

The game began in a calm atmosphere, and the first time I sat in the bank, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, because I used the technique when I drew the cards.

I put five hundred dollars in the first place, shuffled the cards I shuffled four crossed hands, all the arrangements of a deck of cards were memorized by me, I put the cards on the table, and then one by one took turns to send out.

Seeing my way of dealing cards, he smiled casually, lit a cigarette, gently stroked his watch, and waited to see the cards.

In fact, he can't win no matter what, I showed my best shuffling technique and didn't have any fake handwashing methods, because the person I was facing was my second uncle Xiong Jiudong, who taught me a thousand skills!

I lost two and killed one on the first hand, and when I made the cards, I only chose to let me win him, for some reason I wanted to prove myself, and I wanted to sprinkle all the anger in my heart on his head!

If I didn't know how to do a thousand arts, I wouldn't be burdened with a heavy psychological burden, and I wouldn't be what I am now, and I don't know what my purpose is, now I just want to fight him!

He lost the second and third cards, but his expression was still very calm, and he gently played with his watch and looked at me with playful eyes.

I still didn't choose to shuffle the fourth hand, I dealt the cards directly from the pile, and just sent out the first card immediately retracted my hand, and my hand was almost burned by a cigarette butt.

He didn't say anything but threw the cards back, and when they hit the ground, they came out and broke my dealt-dealing with just a small gesture......

I picked up the cards again and began to shuffle, and when I shuffled the cards, I counted the cards and made sure that fifty-two cards were a lot, and a battle without gunpowder began again......