052 From now on, strangers are the best choice for each other
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The two of them stood and sat like two stone sculptures, standing eternally, sitting eternally, any language, any movement seemed so pale and powerless at this moment, only her smart eyes and his deep pupils stirred the most fragile heartstrings in each other's hearts.
The person sitting on the ground wearing a hospital gown, wearing a bandage on his head, and putting a plaster on his hand, is this funny 'zongzi' him?
She raised an eyebrow, a smile in her eyes.
Seeing him appear safely in front of her eyes, suddenly, a stream of heat hit her like a mountain and a sea, and tears of excitement filled her eyes, staring at him tightly.
"Yo ho, your style is a bit novel, I don't know which stylist is it?" Qin Si'er moved over, trying to break the silent and strange atmosphere. Why did he know she was here, and why did he hide away and refuse to show his face when he knew she was here?
Looking at his 'funny' look, she wanted to do something.
She wanted to rack her brains and come up with adjectives that matched his style to tease him.
She wanted to mock with unbridled hilarity.
However, she found that her mind was blank, and she couldn't even laugh at the corner of her mouth.
She was suffocated in agony, as if she was about to stop breathing. Is the injury serious? Why is it still bandaged like this after all this time? Suddenly, the tragic scene in the snow that day appeared in front of her eyes like a slideshow, and almost all her strength was withdrawn at once, and she leaned forward step by step with difficult steps.
She hadn't forgotten his heart-rending scream in the snow, nor the worry in his eyes, nor the gambling of his own life in order to let her leave safely. Everything he did for her, she remembers it vividly, is firmly engraved in her heart, and is integrated into the bone marrow.
And Gao Shan, who was squatting on the ground, saw all the ever-changing expressions on her face, and saw her standing in front of him safely and soundly, he was finally relieved.
At the moment he saw her, he forgave her, forgave her for her betrayal.
What is he going to do with this woman he has gambled with his life in front of him? She is like a fairy who has strayed into the mortal world, and when she recognizes her fairy identity, she will return to where she should be. She is a fish, and the circle in which she lives is water, and if she wants to live freely, she has to stay in the water.
But now she is doing extreme and impulsive, she came to Tibet with a desperate mood, she can be regardless of the consequences, but he can't, he has his responsibility, he has his shoulders, he has what he should do, he can't do it willfully. Moreover, he has to take a tortuous and slim road ahead, with no hope or result in sight, the road is full of thorns, dangers, and blood, and he has to live with his neck on the cusp of the storm at all times.
As far as he was concerned, he was fearless, but for her, he was reluctant to let her suffer the slightest injury, he was reluctant to do so.
If the two of them are destined to be two parallel lines that intersect, after the intersection, they will never intersect. Then he will break it cleanly, and leave it all in the starting point when everything is still too late, so that all people will return to each other and follow their own life trajectory.
Although such a choice will become an eternal pain for him, a wound that will never heal, as long as she is happy, he will not hesitate to do so.
From now on, strangers, perhaps, are the best choice for each other.
So, he chose to hurt her for a short time and sealed his heart forever. Collect your emotions, show a bright smile, and speak slowly in pure Tibetan.
"Girl, can you give me a hand? I just fell and can't get up. ”
As if suddenly realized, he said to himself in Chinese: "It turns out that you don't understand Tibetan. ”
He concealed his truest emotions, showing a slight embarrassment.
"I accidentally fell, I can't stand up by myself, can the girl help me?" and then he slowly stretched out his hands, looking expectant.
Girl? Did he call her girl? Did he get water in his brain? Or did he get his brain in the hospital?
His words were like a thunderbolt from the sky, making her unable to move, and even the difficult steps came to an abrupt halt in the air, and suddenly, her mind was blank, making her unable to think or breathe for a while. His word "girl" shattered all her joy and excitement, and then disappeared in a fleeting moment.
"Girl, are you listening?" Takayama took in her incredulous expression. The painful expression, like a thousand arrows piercing his heart, made him feel painful. But long pain is better than short pain, he would rather exchange short pain for the happiness of her life. He chose to ignore and turn a blind eye.
"It's not funny at all!"
Qin Si'er rushed over excitedly, knelt down beside him at once, and hugged his neck tightly.
"Takayama, you have a kind. Qin Si'er took a deep breath and forcibly suppressed the urge to shake him in the ear.
He dared to say that he didn't know her! She vomited blood in anger and trembled all over.
She hurried all the way non-stop, and arrived in Golmud, which made her disgraced and embarrassed, and she actually put a hot face on her cold ass.
"Gao Shan, let me tell you, my Qin Si'er is not made of mud, I can come out of the mountain city alone, and I am ready to break the cauldron and sink the boat. Do you think you can send me away like this?" Qin Si'er roared.
"Dreaming, daydreaming. ”
"Girl, you wait. Gao Shan tried hard to suppress his emotions, nephrite was in his arms, he wanted to hold her tightly in his arms desperately, listen to her heartbeat quietly, feel her breath well, and greedily enjoy her fragrance, but for the happiness of her life, he could only push her away.
"Girl, let go, I can't breathe. Gao Shan pushed her with a hand wrapped like a dumpling, gently pulled her away, looked at her angry eyes, resisted the urge to wipe away her tears, and slowly stood up against the wall.
"I'm sorry, girl, I think you're the wrong person, I'm not the one you're looking for. As he spoke, he slowly pulled Qin Si'er, who was kneeling on the ground, up, and tried his best to show a surprised expression, pretending to stare at her in confusion.
"Look at your hospital gown, your health shouldn't be very good, go back. Finally he smiled, patted her on the shoulder, and turned away, intending to leave in style.
Looking at his departing back, at that moment, it seemed that the sun and moon were without light, and the sky was cracking.
In his eyes, she clearly saw the same sadness, why did he pretend not to know her, such a deep look, how could she forget?
How could she forget?
Why did he push her away so hard, why did he ruthlessly leave her with a resolute and unremembered back?
"Takayama, you bastard. Qin Si'er chased after him tightly and hugged his waist tightly.
"Don't go, don't go, please don't go. Her voice was a little choked. For his sake, she did not hesitate to break with her past, and he even wanted to drive her away. Suddenly, she felt like something was spinning.
For the sudden strength on his waist, Gao Shan's heart throbbed suddenly.
"Don't go, please don't go. She hugged him tightly, afraid that if she let go, he would disappear like air.
"Do you know? After the separation in the snowy mountains, I was taken back to the mountain city, imprisoned by Jiang Yun in the ward, not allowed to see anyone, every day and night, seeing either doctors or nurses, no matter how I struggled, no one came to help me, even my father, I was like an orphan who was isolated and helpless. Now, if even you want to leave me, I don't know who else I can rely on. In that cell-like ward, I lived day and night in worry and fear, afraid that the snow would be raging and you would not be able to get out of the snowy mountains, and even more worried that the injuries would be too serious to be treated in time and that the root of the disease would fall. I am ecstatic to see that you are safe and sound, but why do you treat me as a stranger?"
"Girl, calm down. Gao Shan stopped, his eyes heavy, looking at the end of the corridor, the only thing he could do at this moment was to push her hard. So he pushed back the tears from the corners of his eyes, squeezed out a smile, slowly turned around, and held her trembling shoulders with both hands. wanted to speak, but she was the first to speak.
"Takayama, if you apologize now, I forgive you. ”
"Girl, calm down first and listen to me. ”
His 'girl' was undoubtedly a fuse, which ignited her in an instant.
"No, I can't calm down, I can't calm down. She yelled hysterically.
"The girl is sick, and the person doesn't show up, such a person is not worth it, so don't wait any longer. ”
Is it that if he rejects her personally, she will give up?
"You've misidentified the wrong person, I'm not the person you're looking for. ”
"Gao Shan, are you still a fucking man? Talking doesn't count, as you said, as long as I get out of the snowy mountain safely, we can do it. Or are you scared by Jiang Yun's bastard?" she roared like an angry lion. And at this moment, Cao Jun and Cuom, who were in an impatience, appeared in front of them unexpectedly.
"Boy, why did you come here?" Looking at Gao Shan and Qin Si'er entangled in the distance, both of them were confused.
"Brother, wife, you are here. Gao Shan smiled, and immediately relented, and ran up quickly, winking at them, and then hugging Tsom tightly.