Just as I was thinking about it, my mother suddenly kicked me: "Hurry up and open the door!

I was completely defenseless, and almost threw myself on the stove, holding my hands on the stove, and my hands were stained with ash.

My brother happened to come out and immediately laughed when he saw it: "It's fun!

My mom laughed too, touching his hair.

When I walked out, I saw my mother's smiling face, and she actually looked really good when she smiled, but unfortunately I never saw her smile at me.

I opened the door, and a fat woman walked in, and I called out to my aunt, and she didn't look me inside.

My aunt Song Guizhen is afraid that the world will not be chaotic. My parents' relationship has become like this, and she has a lot of credit for this.

My aunt's voice was very loud, and she smiled at my mother: "This morning, you got up and pasted paper shells?"

My mom worked with her head down, her eyelids drooping and she didn't speak, and my brother leaned to the side and played with my mom's hair.

"What's wrong?" Song Guizhen said, "Ignore me?"

"Eldest sister, if you have something, just say, if you look for your brother, he is not here, it should be on the side of the slut of the widow Wang, if you don't believe it, you can still block a quilt now. ”

I felt embarrassed.

Song Guizhen smiled, not caring at all: "Men, sometimes it's just a little heavier, no matter what, he didn't divorce you, or he didn't feel happy, you don't have to go to your heart." ”

"What the hell do you think you can do?" said my mother impatiently, "I'm going to die of exhaustion, I don't have time to talk nonsense with you." ”

Song Guizhen said: "I'm talking about your Song Xuan's affairs." Why are you doing it, you can't just come? I thought about asking her to help me collect it. ”

"Why should I help you? Your own two sons. Let my kids help you?Go once, it's not endless?" my mom didn't want to pay attention to her. Give me a look and let me into the house.

At this time, Song Guizhen stopped me and smiled at her: "Don't mind, where are my two sons doing that! I really can't leave here, you let your girl help me for two days. I'll give you a bag of cabbage and a bag of beans, I'm too busy. ”

"Not uncommon. Cabbage is only a few dollars. "My mom continued to paste paper shells.

"That's... I'll give you another bag of eggplants! Now that the eggplants are sold for two dollars a pound, doesn't your son like braised eggplants the most?"

My mother was satisfied: "Nacheng, let her help you, is there anything else?"

Song Guizhen also knew that my mother didn't want to see her, so she left after saying a few words.

Neither of them asked me if I wanted to, the vegetable greenhouse was so stuffy, could I stand it, and could I do it, just like borrowing just a donkey at home.

My mother told me to go to my aunt's house after dinner, and then I went out with a basin to fetch water for my brother to wash.

I looked at her back, thinking about my previous life, I was bullied in an uproar, my mother never thought about what impact it would have on me who was so small, and said everywhere, if I don't feel happy, I will only hook up with men, it is better to go out and sell it to make some money. She has made humiliating me the only pleasure of her life, she knows that no matter what she treats me, I will not leave, I want to be a filial daughter, take care of her and my brother.

At that time, only my first boyfriend was by my side, but unfortunately his parents did not allow us to be together, his mother said that I was shameless and improper, and forced us to separate with death, plus my mother and cousin hindered us from behind, and our four-year relationship was ruined.

If I go back, will I have to repeat the experience of my previous life in this life?

No, I already know what I'm up against, so I won't be unlucky the second time.

I'm going to the greenhouse, the people who bullied me back then, and then they didn't get any punishment for this incident, and when they saw me sneering on my hippie smiling face, why? I want revenge!

I said yes calmly and went to cook, I kept thinking about how to punish these two scumbag cousins.

Breakfast was cabbage stewed tofu left over from the evening, and there was a small plate of bacon stewed beans in front of my younger brother, which my mother and younger brother ate separately. The first time I went to the greenhouse to help, my aunt gave it, and I couldn't eat a bite, and I didn't even eat a few fruits before I got married.

As soon as my mom looked up at me and looked straight at the beans, she frowned, "What are you doing?"

"I want to eat beans too. Working so hard in it, I also want to taste the taste of beans in winter. ”

"Eat a fart! How can a little girl be so greedy? What do you want to eat?"

When my mother was still scolding, my brother put a chopstick bean in my bowl at this time: "Sister, here you go." ”

He smiled at me innocently, and I smiled at him, and tears couldn't help but fall. He was a very innocent man, he didn't understand anything, he didn't know what had become of our family.

"Sister, why are you crying?"

I shook my head: "It's nothing, sister, thank you happily." ”

My mother was so angry that she couldn't do it, but she didn't dare to snatch it back to make her brother unhappy, so she could only smash the chopsticks: "You are such an adult, you are not as sensible as your brother, crying for such a bite of food, it is really embarrassing, I would have known that you were like this, I would have ...... at the beginning"

"Just strangle me to death?" I looked at her calmly: "Mom, do you hate me so much? What the hell have I done to hurt the heavens and reason, I am either beaten or scolded every day, doing the most tiring work, and being bullied by you like this, it is really enough, otherwise you will kill me." ”

My mom was about to hit me with chopsticks, and I looked straight at her, and I really had all kinds of emotions for this woman.

She is pitiful, pathetic and hateful, I am the only person in this world who sympathizes with her and understands her, I once thought of giving her everything I could, and the family of three depended on each other.

But who knew that my mother hated me so much, and every time she hit me, it was to the extent of a dead hand. She knew that I was the only one who could help my brother, but she hated me so much that she was afraid that I would have a good life.

I couldn't figure it out in my previous life, was it because I didn't do it well? Now I understand that she's a complete psychopath.

Seeing my eyes, my mother was stunned for a moment, and then gritted her teeth and said, "What do you say, say it again." ”

"When you beat me, I'll have to get you food later, and if it breaks, there's nothing left." I ignored her when I finished speaking, and ate by myself.

My mother didn't beat me after all, I sat there and scolded for a long time, I turned a deaf ear, thinking about how to teach these two cousins a lesson, they are stronger than me, I am not an opponent in force, and the vegetable greenhouse is still very far away, and there are few houses around, so it is not easy to ask for help, how can people know what these two shameless things are doing?

After eating, cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, washing the dishes, and briquettes, after all these things are done, I can change my clothes and go to work, it is already very cold, but I only have a torn cotton jacket that has been worn for three or four years, and the sleeves have taken out several pieces, and the body is also tight, which is particularly ridiculous to look at.

My mother looked at me in the mirror and snorted, "What's the smelly beauty? I miss a man at a young age? It's really shameless! Let's go, don't be disgusted with me!"

I couldn't help it, and looked back at my mother: "Look at what you said yourself?" Mom, just for the sake of my brother's face, please pay attention when you speak, you don't care if your face looks ugly, but my brother always has to go out. There is a sister who is only thirteen years old and thinks about men every day, does he have a lot of face? I think you miss my father, and you can't find it, so you scold me every day, right? Otherwise, it can't be so abnormal. I finished speaking and walked out directly, ignoring my mother who was scolding behind me.

As I walked along the road, I looked at my smaller hands and the old and dilapidated buildings around me, and I was still a little dazed.

Am I really coming back like that?

So what will I encounter in my life? I don't have beauty, my brain is not very smart, my family is still like this, can I really live well with such a sad woman?