Take care of my mother in the hospital, the vigil is my sister, Lin Anhang didn't come back, he lay on the sofa and didn't have much appetite to get food, and he was afraid that the baby in his belly would be hungry, and he had no experience in pregnancy, so even if he couldn't eat anything.

Gotta stuff it down a little bit.

I steamed a boiled egg in the kitchen, Lin Anhang came back late tonight, and after I was full of food and drink, I lay on the sofa until two o'clock in the morning, when he cautiously opened the door and walked in from outside.

I had a glass of cold water in my hand, and when he saw me sitting on the sofa, he was stunned, ignored me, and wanted to go to the bedroom after changing his shoes.

I lay on the sofa, gulped down half a glass of cold water, and shouted, "Lin Anhang." ”

He didn't answer me, and he was probably still angry with my sister about his bombardment today, and I shouted again, but he still didn't listen.

I stood on the couch and shouted, "Lin Anhang, let's get a divorce!"

The footsteps in the bedroom stopped, and then he hurried out of the room, his hand untiring his unfinished tie, and looking at me standing on the sofa and going crazy with a cold face in the doorway.

I said, "Let's get a divorce." ”

He repeated, "What did you say?!"

"Lin Anhang, when are you going to hide it from me, do you and Susie treat me as fools? Do you treat me as fools? I saw you when you took Susie to Tiffany to buy a necklace that day! Since I have been married to you for so long, you have bought me a ring of Chinese gold! What else have you given me! You can even afford a Tiffany necklace now, I have only asked you how much money you have in your salary card for so many years, I don't want to learn from other women to hold your money tightly! I know that you need to socialize and need money to do your business! I don't want you to lose face outside! I married you at the age of twenty!, and now I'm twenty-five, Lin Anhang, I thought we could live a lifetime, but now a best friend, a man, will ruin all the life I thought I had, my wife is doing better than I imagined! But you are not satisfied!"

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and as I spoke, the tears that had accumulated during this time poured out, and the water cup in my hand was smashed out by me, directly hitting the corner of Lin Anhang's forehead, and there was blood on his forehead.

I knelt on the couch and hid my face and cried, cried.

I said, "Lin Anhang, you're sorry for me, you have no conscience......

There was a long silence in the room, and he stood there without saying a word until his nerves were exhausted, all the grievances in his heart were vented, and he wiped his tears with his sleeve.

got up and got down from the sofa with his shoes on, walked up to him and handed him a tissue, and said in a muffled voice, "Wipe it, if it's serious, go to the hospital to bandage it." ”

Each of us is an isolated island, looking at the person who wants to enter the island struggling desperately on the shore, but never reaching out to accept him, waiting for all the energy to shine, feeling that there is no life to enjoy when he breaks through this isolated island, and begins to walk back and retreat.

Standing on the lonely island, he began to be anxious again, wanting to keep her.

But the man was tired.

I'm like the man who broke through the island, all the courage was spent, he was quiet, I was wrong.

If everything in the world can be used to admit mistakes, it is too easy to miss and too light to forgive.

I can't accept it.

I pulled his hand off my arm and turned to close the door shut, and he didn't struggle any longer.

When I woke up in the morning, Lin Anhang stood at the door with red eyes and looked at me, and I walked out with messy hair, and when I saw his eyes red, I thought maybe he hadn't slept all night.

He said, "Wen Jing, let's have a good talk." ”

I looked down at the time, "I'm going to work." ”

He stopped me, didn't let me go, and grabbed my hand tightly, the palm of his hand was cold, "I think it's necessary to explain." ”

"Explain what? Susie had already explained everything to me, and I didn't want to listen to the repetition now, I was really annoyed by repeating it over and over again. ”

I pushed him and walked past him, and went to work in the morning, Du Xiaolan saw that my eyes were very red and swollen, and ran over to me and asked, "Song Wenjing, what's wrong with you lately? You can't really get pregnant, right?"

I glared at her, thinking that it was really a crow's mouth, and she didn't continue the topic much, but just said mysteriously in my ear, "Song Wenjing, I'll tell you a message secretly, it's best to prepare a red envelope recently, I heard that our company will parachute an advertising director!"

I said, "What?"

Some time ago, I heard that the company has been moving recently, and I didn't pay much attention to the wind direction because there were too many things at home, after all, a small designer like us is really not qualified to pay attention to the wind direction of the senior management.

As soon as Du Xiaolan finished speaking, the leader of our group walked here with a cold face on his high heels and said, "Du Xiaolan, what is the problem if you don't close your mouth tightly for a day? ”

Although Du Xiaolan is married and the mother of a child, her gossip heart has always been young and has never been old.

The leader of our group is her nemesis, Du Xiaolan once told me that she must have robbed the old witch man in her last life, so she made things difficult for her in this life.

I often laugh it off, and I never believe in fate, but now I have to believe that maybe she robbed Susie's man in her previous life, so she came to rob my man in this life.

It's a debt, and it has to be repaid.

Seeing that my belly is getting bigger day by day, in order to avoid quarrels between myself and Lin Anhang, I found a reason to take care of a sick old lady and moved back to my parents' house to live.

It would be great if life could be like it is now, go back when you take the wrong path, and rest when you are tired.

Lin Anhang has been more diligent in my family these days, and every time he comes, his hands are not empty, and he is even more diligent than when we were talking about marriage at that time.

But I don't know why, when I saw his kind face, I no longer had the interest I had in wanting to live a lifetime.

In my dream, I thought about living with him until I was old, but I couldn't get old in my dream, what are the chances in reality?

I'm that kind of person, if a person doesn't love me, then I don't love him either, and if a person loves me, then I will also give everything to love you.

This is my outlook on life, many people say that love is uncontrollable, and the one that is controlled is not called love, it is called will, that is to say, what I have controlled for so many years is not love, but will.

Until one day, he couldn't help but have a cold war with him, and he didn't care where we were now, so he took me to my room, and my mother was lying in bed in the next room.

He gritted his teeth and asked, "Song Wenjing, it's enough to make trouble for so long." ”

Yes, he did say that, and he said that I was messing with all this.

But I, Song Wenjing, have never been in harmony with others in doing things, since the Cold War can't give the most perfect solution for both sides, I stretched out my hand and asked him for a mobile phone.

He didn't understand and asked me what I was doing.

I spat out two words, "Give me your phone." ”

He looked at me with some doubts, but he still took a few clicks in his pocket, the left pocket was not, and then he pulled it to the right, and there was no mobile phone on the right but he kept holding it in his own hand, I think, he was really panicked, and even forgot that the mobile phone was in his own hand.

He honestly handed the phone to me, I took it, searched his and Susie's phone numbers in his call log, but found that it was cleaned up, and went to the address book to find it, he did not save Susie's name, but it was a naked number.

I dialed it, and then pointed my phone at him, and there was a beep waiting to be connected.

"If you really think you're wrong, you know better than I do what you're going to say next. ”

He frowned, slammed the phone in my hand to the ground, Susie's words were accompanied by the broken phone whirling on the ground, he said, "Song Wenjing!

With that, he turned and went out and pushed them hard, the door closed, and he left.

Where do I stand and feel that I really feel that my marriage with Lin Anhang is really upside down, he is now admitting his mistake to me, I don't understand, what is he admitting his mistake for, he didn't think about breaking off with Susie, so why admit his mistake with me, a man like him is really ridiculous.

My sister probably heard the movement inside us, and after Lin Anhang left in a hurry, she immediately walked in, locked the door, dragged me to the bed and sat down, and asked me nervously, "What's the matter, and they quarreled again." ”

I looked out the window at the large floating white clouds and said, "Sister, I don't plan to do this child, I'll go out in a week." ”

The company has been moving a lot recently, Du Xiaolan's words have not moved for a long time, the company really airborne an advertising director, I and Lin Anhang have been in the cool-down period, because it takes an hour to go to work from my mother's house, I have to get up two hours in advance, brush my teeth and wash my face, and take the bus to work.

I usually step on the point to go to work, and miraculously become the first one to come every day.

There was no one in the company that day, I was biting the egg cake in my hand with one hand, listening to songs with earplugs in my ears, and I was alone in the quiet office every day, and I sat in my seat as usual and planned to play a fight landlord when I was not at work.

As I was eating, I felt someone behind me tap my back, and I was startled and pulled off my earbuds to look back.

Behind me stood a man in a crisp suit, he was frowning at the omelet in my hand, and his voice was steady reminding, "Miss, breakfast is forbidden in the office." ”

I looked left and right, and I felt that I was not dreaming, our office was full of women's soldiers, and the men who came out of nowhere, I hadn't swallowed a bite of the omelet, and stood up and said, "It's not time to go to work yet." ”

He held a white porcelain cup with hot coffee in it, "Eating breakfast is not a rule when you can't eat it, it's a rule in the company that you can't eat it." ”

I felt that this man was a little wide, and he bit down again, "I want you to take care of it, I'm pregnant now, be careful that you accuse you of abusing pregnant women." ”

He immediately took the cup and walked out of our design department without saying a word.