The moment I saw Zheng Jiayue's tears, I suddenly regretted it...

I regret that I actually told her the truth at this time, and I regret myself... She was left in tears.

Although my whole person was still in a state of chaos at this time, Zheng Jiayue's tears told me that she was very sad...

She's in my words... And sad, right?

At this time, I suddenly realized that what she had just said was probably just a question.

"Actually... Do you like Sister Qian?"

"Actually... You like Sister Qian, right?"

It's just a matter of tone, but it has a completely different meaning, maybe at that moment, what Zheng Jiayue wanted to know was not the answer I just said...

If she really likes me, how can she want to hear the fact that she likes someone else?

And I'm just stupid... Tell her about it...

So at this moment, I looked at Zheng Jiayue who was silently shedding tears, and my heart was full of guilt...

Zheng Jiayue didn't cry, although her body was shaking, although the tears on her face kept flowing down, she didn't make a sound at all.

She was like a tear-stained baby in the night, and although there was no sound, the tears kept flowing down the ground.

I spent a long time with her like this, and I finally came to my senses a little, and hurriedly said in a panic

"Yes.. I'm sorry.. Don't cry. It's not that you're wrong, it's just me.."

At this time, I didn't know how to comfort Zheng Jiayue in front of me, this was the first time in my life that a girl confessed to me, and it was also the first time in my life that I faced such a situation... I never imagined that I would encounter such a thing one day, so I had no idea what I could say or what to say... I can only talk vaguely...

And what I said made Zheng Jiayue cry even more, she bit her lower lip tightly, and finally began to have some sobbing sounds.

Her sobbing made my heart ache for a while, I didn't expect that I followed her to school twice, and she cried twice. And what I didn't expect was that the person who made her cry this time would be myself...

Why.. Will Zheng Jiayue like me?

Why.. She's going to love someone like me...

I thought it would be a happy thing to have a girl like it, but it turns out that not every liking makes people feel very happy.

In this way, I watched Zheng Jiayue cry more and more, and finally couldn't help but slowly stretched out my hand, gently pinched her arm and said

"I'm sorry.. It's me.. Just said the wrong thing.."

"How to say it.. You just said that this is the first time you've confessed to someone... In fact.. This is also the first time I have been confessed... So I... I don't know what to say to you... I think.. You're good.. All aspects.. It's all good.. But.. Again, I don't want to lie to you... I'm right to you.."

"I haven't thought about you in this regard, but that's definitely not to say you're bad... It's just that.. It's just like I just said... I like Yu Qian now. So.. Whether it's out of respect for you, or... Sorry for anything else... I can't respond to your confession.."

When I said these words to Zheng Jiayue, my brain was blank, and I couldn't tell whether what I said was right or wrong, maybe after calming down, I would feel that my current words were completely said by a retarded person, fucking I've been single for so many years, and today I finally had a beautiful little sister confess to me, and I even refused.. I must have a broken brain... But just the words. It was all in my head at the time...

Yes.. I can't respond to Zheng Jiayue's confession... I can't respond to her sudden liking...

Although she is very good and more than enough for me in all aspects, at this time I have the thoughts in my heart.

is to reject her...

It's a feeling that comes from the bottom of my heart, I can't tell right from wrong, and I don't have time to think about the result... All I know is that's what I think at this time.

And after I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue's head lowered... The lake next to it is a little rippling by the wind. The lights reflected in the water swayed back and forth.

At this moment, my heart is very bottomless, I know that my words will definitely hurt Zheng Jiayue again, but I believe that it is better than me lying to her...

Although I lie countless times on weekdays, and the people I have deceived can fill the piano lake next to it, I know that sometimes there are some things that cannot be deceived by some people.. Can't lie..

What reason is there for you to cheat on someone who likes you? I'm not a good person, but I'm not a scumbag either.

After a long while, Zheng Jiayue suddenly moved again.

She gently shook off the palm I had placed on her shoulder, then rubbed the back of her hand against her face.

After doing everything, she took a deep breath, quickly turned around, looked at the piano lake on the side, and said

"Xiao Xiaoming, I told you the last time I came..."

"This is the confessional shrine of our school... Here are the words of confession: . . The odds of success will be high.."

Although Zheng Jiayue's tone was very calm, it could still make people hear the sadness in her words.

I was a little flustered when I heard that she suddenly started jumping again, and at this time her words touched my heart a little, and I was even a little worried, worried about what she had just said that she had been stimulated.

But soon I followed the direction she was looking, and there was the dark piano lake on one side, and only some faint lights could be seen on the water near the lake.

After looking at it like this for a while, I sighed and spoke

"Hmm.."

I wanted to say I'm sorry, but I realized that my sorry was worthless at this moment...

Maybe that's why Zheng Jiayue chose this place, right? Maybe she thought about this place for a long time.

At this time, I looked at the dark water, and suddenly inexplicably thought that if the people standing here now to confess were me and Yu Qian... So what?

If the loser is me, if the person who refuses is Yu Qian... So will I have the same mood as Zheng Jiayue now?

I didn't dare to think about it anymore, but I knew... It must be a very uncomfortable feeling...

Now Zheng Jiayue's heart is very uncomfortable...

Just when I was thinking about this, Zheng Jiayue spoke again...

Her tone was still so calm, she looked at the surface of the piano lake... Then he spoke

: "Actually... There's another way to say that."

"They used to say. The lake here never runs dry... Because those who confess their failures here will shed tears into the lake.. So.."

"The lake is the tears of the losers. Over here.. I've had tears from now on."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart tighten, and my heart felt like it had been cut by something, and it tingled one after another.

I never thought that I would hurt someone one day... I never thought that one day I would hurt a girl in such a cruel way...

From now on, Zheng Jiayue, will she hate me? Will she still talk to me like she did before?

I was inexplicably a little uneasy when such a thought came to my mind, I don't know why, I was suddenly very afraid of losing Zheng Jiayue, afraid that this girl who had become very important in my life would suddenly slowly move away from me because of this incident...

So at this time, I looked at her beside me, took a breath, and then spoke

: "I'm sorry.. Sorry to let you.. I'm not happy.."

As soon as my words fell, I saw Zheng Jiayue shake her head, she rubbed her eyes again, and then spoke again

"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, Xiao Xiaoming... It's not your fault.."

"Actually... I guessed it a long time ago.. You will definitely reject me. Because I already knew. Do you like Sister Qian.. So you're going to tell me that."

Zheng Jiayue's words made me still look at her, I was silent for a while, and then asked

"Really... So since you.. I've known this for a long time.. Why do you want to do it to me.. Confession or something.."

I don't understand a little, from Zheng Jiayue's words, I can hear that she has actually felt that I have a good impression of Qian, and I can also know that she actually guessed that I would reject her and say this to her before she said these words to me, so since she knows it, why did she confess it to me? Isn't it good to hide it in my heart?

Just as she was thinking about it, she saw Zheng Jiayue kick the ground with her toes, she sighed and said slowly

"You ask me why... In fact.. There's no why... Could it be.."

"Haven't you ever encountered in your life, Xiao Xiaoming, those things that you know will fail, but still want to try?" "I... Although it is clear that it is clear what will happen... But I still can't help it.. With a hint of fantasy ... So to hear you answer me like this... On the contrary, I feel steady... Otherwise, Xiao Xiaoming, you really agreed with my words... Maybe I really don't know what to expect."

Zheng Jiayue's tone was very indifferent when she said this, giving people the feeling that she really thought so.

And although I can't tell whether her words are her true thoughts, I can actually understand her mood somewhat...

At this time, I think Zheng Jiayue is really very brave, at least much stronger than me...

I know it's likely to fail, but I still try... If I had her kind of awareness, I would have confessed to Yu Qian a long time ago, right?

I shook my head a little self-deprecatingly at this before speaking again

"I want to tell you I'm sorry even more when I hear you say that... I'm really sorry.. I haven't noticed how you're feeling.. Seriously.. I'm not very good at this either.. So.. I'm sorry for you, you have a crush on people like me."

Hearing me say this, Zheng Jiayue turned her head to look at me again, she stopped crying at all now, and her mood seemed to be much more stable after crying.

At this time, she quickly shook her head, and then spoke again

"It's all said.. Nothing to be sorry for... It's my own feeling to like you.. Because I know .."

"Xiao Xiaoming, you are still a very good person... So there's nothing to be sorry about.."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this, I turned my head again, and the moment my eyes met, I seemed to see the deepest part of her heart.

This is the first time I realized that Zheng Jiayue also has such a serious side, although she is usually so strange, and she is so incomprehensible to her thoughts on weekdays, but in fact, many times, she is still very clear...

Thinking of this, I stared at Zheng Jiayue beside me, and after a while, I asked again

: "That.. Will you hate me? Will you ignore me?"

After I finished speaking, I saw Zheng Jiayue's expression change slightly, she looked at me for a while, and then said slowly

"Yes... I'm going to hate Xiao Xiaoming you.. But.."

"I won't ignore you... Instead.. I'll let you.. Loved my. ！！”

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say this suddenly, the mood I had been suppressing was a little more relaxed... At this time, I looked at her in surprise, a little unexpectedly she would say such a thing...

And after seeing my expression, Zheng Jiayue actually squeezed out a smile at me, and then spoke

"Xiao Xiaoming, do you think... I'm going to give up like that... Didn't you say it.. In fact.. I know I'm probably going to be rejected this time... But I didn't say that I would give up... So this time.."

"Even if it's a confession notice~ next time.. Next time you like me... I will definitely convey my heart to you again~ So... You have to hurry up and like me, oh Xiao Ming.. Don't make me wait too long~"

When she said this, Zheng Jiayue's expression finally returned to her usual appearance, and it seemed that the frustration and sadness just now had disappeared a lot.

And I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when I saw Zheng Jiayue in front of me like this, but soon I seemed to understand something, since Zheng Jiayue said this, she said that she knew that most of them would be rejected but still confessed to me, that means that she actually intended it? She has a crush on me?

Thinking of this, I suddenly seem to understand something, indeed if it weren't for Zheng Jiayue suddenly calling me here to say such things, I really haven't felt what she thinks in her heart, although I don't know what kind of reason she has a good impression of me, but now that I know her mind, I really feel a little different.

This made me look at her for a moment of hesitation, and finally said nothing.

Because I think it's better for me not to speak at this time, finally Zheng Jiayue seems to be in a better mood, and I'm still in a state of confusion, what if I accidentally say the wrong thing and make her unhappy? And since she has her own ideas, it may be useless for me to say anything.

At this time, Zheng Jiayue saw that I didn't speak, she took a deep breath, and then said

"Then if you don't speak this time, I'll just take you by default."

Her words made me look at her again, and after thinking about it, I spoke

"Hmm.."

I don't know what my "um" represents, does it mean that I agree with her? Just to perfunctory her at this time, but anyway, at this time, I can only make such a voice.

After hearing my "um", Zheng Jiayue's expression became calm again, and she looked at the water surface of the piano lake for a while, and then asked again

"Xiao Xiaoming.. Can I ask you a question? I'm going to like Sister Qian.."

"Shouldn't you also know. Does she have a boyfriend..."

Zheng Jiayue's words made my heart tighten, as if I was poked in the sore spot by her words...

Seriously, it's still the case, if I have to say it, I can't tell why I like Yu Qian, maybe it's because she's good-looking... It may also be because Yu Qian is indeed my ideal girlfriend in my mind... To be in shape, to have good looks, and.. It's still very youthful.. But.. Can I tell Zheng Jiayue the truth?

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, shook my head and said

"yes.. I also know she has a boyfriend... But.. There's nothing I can do."

"Didn't you say that you like this kind of thing... No one can tell.."

Seeing me say this, Zheng Jiayue's expression changed slightly, and soon she moved her mouth again, muttering as if talking to herself

"Sure enough... Sure enough, Xiao Xiaoming, you are just like me... It's all idiots... I know it's wrong.. But I'm still going to sink in.."

"Knowing that . . . It's a sad chase game, but it's still stepping in."

Zheng Jiayue's words became sad again, she seemed to be sad for herself, and it seemed that she was sad for us...

If I was a little confused just now, then my thoughts finally became clearer at this time.

Oh, yes.. Zheng Jiayue: You really like me? Do you really have a crush on me?

She knew that she liked Yu Qian, but she still liked me, she knew that she liked Yu Qian, but she still chose to express her heart to me, in a sense, she is really the same as me... It's just that she's braver than me, she's much braver than me...

At this time, Zheng Jiayue's face became clear in my vision again, and I could see the tears on her face, and I could also see her face mixed with loss.

Although she said it so easily, in fact, she was still a little unwilling in her heart, right? Everyone who mustered up the courage to confess would not want to get such a result, right? I can feel that Zheng Jiayue is just ready to fail, but she has never given up on success. Expectation..

These thoughts made my heart a little choked, but I soon smiled at her and spoke

"You have to be willing to admit that you're an idiot, I don't deny it, but I'm not."

My words made Zheng Jiayue glare at me, and she said the word "you!" a little angrily, but after seeing my smile, she understood something, sighed and said

"Forget it~ today.. I won't fight with you... Nasty little Ming.. Xiao Xiaoming, you hate it.."

"You're the most hated person in the world."

I heard Zheng Jiayue's tone finally return to normal, and I felt a little better... At this time, I looked at her, smiled and said

"Well, that.. Something just now.. That's the important thing you're going to say to me, right? I made you unhappy, but what you said... I remember them all... Anyway.. Thank you... Right now.. Shouldn't I treat you to dinner? It's so late, and you probably won't be able to eat if you don't find a place to eat."

Now I deliberately put my tone down, the atmosphere just now is so oppressive that it is almost breathless.

And Zheng Jiayue thought about it when she heard me say this, and quickly spoke again

"Hmm.. That's it.. That's something very important."

"I really feel a little hungry when you say that."

Hearing Zheng Jiayue say that she was hungry, I quickly nodded and spoke

"Okay, let's do it. Go out and look for it, you've been studying here for so long, you should know what's delicious around... ？”

After I said this, I regretted it a little, thinking that what I said was really fucking nonsense, how could Zheng Jiayue not know about such a snack.

Sure enough, as soon as I finished speaking, Zheng Jiayue nodded a little, looked at me and said

"Okay, then I'll take you somewhere... Let's go.."

After saying this, she gently patted her face with her hand, and then set off to walk outside.

Seeing that Zheng Jiayue was about to leave, I hurriedly followed her side. However, just when the two of us just walked out of this piano lake, Zheng Jiayue didn't know why she stood again.

She turned around and looked at the lake for a while, then turned her head again and whispered

"Let's go.."

Her tone was so sad when she said this, as if she had said goodbye to something.

And I glanced in the direction she had just looked, and I remembered what she said, "The lake is the tears of the loser."

After a while, I also came back to my senses and followed Zheng Jiayue to the outside again.

Along the way, Zheng Jiayue walked more slowly, and she still seemed a little depressed, but she could also feel that she was hiding her emotions.

I walked beside her, the whole person was a little trance, I didn't expect that it was the same thing before I came, but now, it seems that everything has changed...

Before stepping into this campus, I was still a person with little emotional experience, but I didn't expect that at this time, I had rejected a girl who had a good impression of me, and she was a little beauty...

These thoughts made me can't help but look at Zheng Jiayue beside me, she kept looking down at her toes, her hands behind her back, silent and didn't know what she was thinking...

But unexpectedly, just as the two of us walked out of the school gate, we suddenly heard a strange voice from the side

"Xiaoyue?"

This voice made Zheng Jiayue and I stand on our feet and look to the side in unison.

I saw a man with glasses, standing not far from the two of us, and beside him... There are still the three sisters in Zheng Jiayue's dormitory...