Chapter 440: Love is like he loves her
"You are No. 4, it turns out that you have always been No. 4, why didn't you sue me, why did you lie to me?.!"
After Liu Ruoyue bit Liu Tian's arm, then she squatted in the corner of the bed, hugged her head and cried, crying heart-wrenching, crying distressing.
After being taken away by those people, they told Liu Ruoyue the identity of Liu Tian, and it turned out that Liu Tian was really No. 4, and it was really ah...
After knowing this qiē at that time, Liu Ruoyue's heart suddenly became uncomfortable, she wanted to cry, she wanted to cry.
Why does the legendary No. 4 protect himself, it turns out that Liu Tian is No. 4, using himself to deter others, and is willing to risk his own life.
It turns out that all the qiē and qiē he did were for himself... It turns out that he has been risking his life to protect himself...
It turned out that he was not doing his job at all, it turned out that he had always been protecting himself in life.
Obviously he just thinks of himself as a substitute, why do he have to be so good to himself.
Obviously he is just a substitute, why should he take his life for himself.
Let yourself love and hate, but love deeply, but dare not hate...
"Wife..."Liu Tian was stunned for a moment, and then knew that Liu Ruoyue must know her identity, looking at the woman's heart-rending crying, Liu Tian felt distressed and uncomfortable.
Walked over gently, and took Liu Ruoyue, who was curled up and crying with her head down, in her arms, "Wife, it's my fault, I shouldn't lie to you." I don't get angry when you hit me or scold me. ”
"Ah!" Hearing this, Liu Ruoyue struggled madly, "You let go of me, you liar - my life is life, isn't it yours, why do you want to protect me with your life again and again...
The matter of the Liu family, you have long known that Liu Lianhua has moved her hands and feet in the medicine, and you still feed Liu Zhong medicine every day... You let yourself bear it, you are good to me, but do you know how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, do you know how uncomfortable I feel when I know?!
For me, you exposed your identity and attracted countless enemies, for me, you don't even want your life, I, Liu Ruoyue, am not qualified, not qualified... Liu Tian, don't do this to me anymore, okay!
I am a woman who no one hurts and loves, my world alone is really good, even if I suddenly leave this world one day, at least I have no worries and no regrets!
But why did you break into my world, why did you make me miserable!
"Break into your world because I love you!
You are in pain...... It's because you love me too!" Liu Tian said word by word.
"No, I didn't love you!!!" Liu Ruoyue shook her head frantically, choked and screamed loudly, like a helpless little girl, "You have a lover, you have other women, why do you say you love me, you can love other women!"
Liu Tian was silent.
"And I'll always be just a substitute, because I'm like the lover you once was. Seeing that Liu Tian didn't speak, Liu Ruoyue's face became extremely pale, her voice was choked, and she trembled a little, "Liu Tian, let's get a divorce......
You are the king, I am just an ordinary little woman, I confess that I am in love with you...... But we really don't deserve ... I can't accept your woman, I can't accept that I'm just a substitute, and I don't want to see you take care of me with your life all the time, which will only make me love you more and more, do you know Liu Tian, but this will really only make me more uncomfortable... Break me, drive me crazy..."
At the end, Liu Ruoyue slowly calmed down.
And after hearing these words, Liu Tian was silent, deeply silent, let go of Liu Ruoyue, sat on the edge of the bed, and silently lit a cigarette.
Smoke is a good thing, Liu Tian remembers that he hasn't really tasted the taste of tobacco for a long time... When the bitter taste fills the mouth, lungs, and heart again... Liu Tian only felt very relaxed...
"Wife, let me tell you a story..."Liu Tian took a deep breath of cigarette, and then looked at Liu Ruoyue and said softly.
Liu Ruoyue looked at Liu Tian with tearful eyes.
"There was once a little boy, since he can remember, he was trained, trained as a machine, to live in a bloody and cruel world, at the beginning the little boy will struggle, he is a kind little boy, he has always longed for a beautiful pure land in his heart, but no, there is no possibility, in order to live, in order to survive, he forced himself to no longer curl up in that dark corner and let others bully, in order to live, he forced himself to kill, to fight, to grow!
In order to survive, he forced himself to extinguish the last conscience he revealed, innocence.
Finally, this little boy broke out of his own reputation and his own status, and others were afraid of him, feared him, envied him, and envied the qiē he had..."
Liu Tian paused, tears unconsciously flowed out of the corners of his eyes, but Liu Tian still wiped them and continued to smile, "But no one understands this boy's inner world...
He is a person, he has his own emotions, he envies those who have families, parents, siblings, and wives, every time he sees these, the boy will be alone silently smoking a cigarette and thinking, he is thinking, what is he living for?
Until one day, he was abandoned by the organization, he knew that he himself was weak, and for this, his aunt died...
When organizing the hunt for him, she was taken in by a little girl for more than a month, the little girl was very cold and never spoke, but she was very kind to him, and once the little girl asked the little boy if he liked her feelings... The little boy didn't answer, until one day the people of the organization came and found the little girl, the little girl was still so indifferent, she didn't tell them the little boy's news at all, until she was gouged out by those people's heart, she didn't say anything...
At that moment, the little boy was very distressed, he didn't know why, anyway, it was very painful, at that time he didn't understand what it was, until one day the little boy grew up, he knew that it was love, it turned out to be love...
But the little girl is gone... Once seemed to have found what to live for. But then I was confused again.
So he still often asks himself, what is he living for...
Until one day he met a woman named Liu Ruoyue.
The woman was very similar to the little girl, and she forced him to marry her, and he agreed, because she looked like a little girl—the same coldness, the same breath... That's when he seems to have found the meaning of his own existence, he wants her to fall in love with her, in order to make up for the original regret...
Sometimes he also wonders if in his heart she is just a substitute.
He was confused.
But what he knows is that what he does, what he does for her, has no regrets, he feels good when he sees her laugh, when he sees her cry, when he sees her angry.
He doesn't understand love, he doesn't understand, he thinks it's good to do what he should do for what he lives.
What is love?
He felt like, love was just like he loved her.
It's really love her. ”