I didn't speak for a long time after the police left, and after the police left, I was in a daze in my room for an afternoon, and for the next three days, I counted in my mind that Xu Shenlin hadn't come to see me for three days.

After counting, I felt that I was really stupid, I didn't have to count for three days, he didn't come for a few days, I closed my eyes and understood, one day I was bored, Xu Da took care of me in the ward, I sat on the bed and stared at him all the time, staring at him until he lost his temper.

I smiled and asked him if he liked Fu Nuo.

Xu Da was flipping through my hand for a meal in the past few days, and I immediately noticed that something was wrong when I saw it, and I lay on the bed and asked again, do you really like Xu Shenlin's ex-wife?

The roots of his ears immediately turned red, and he just said with a straight face, Miss Song, don't talk nonsense.

After finishing speaking, I was about to go out, and my back was a little deserted and fled, I lay on the bed and laughed, thinking that Xu Da's expression was simply too interesting, and after laughing, my face was expressionless.

I lay on the hospital bed and slept for a while, these days I honestly don't make noise or noise, Song Lian sometimes comes here with a sad face, and sometimes sighs and says, Song Wenjing, pregnant with this child is really sinful, I can't eat well and sleep well every day.

Although she said this, there was always a hint of imperceptible kindness on her face, such an expression I often saw on my mother's face, Song Lian rarely mentioned Jiangnan City since she was pregnant with a child, I don't know if she has a dead heart.

It's just that it looks very different than before, and I often drag on asking me what to name my child, and I often have no interest in saying a word.

For me, children will always be a scar on my heart, and others can't touch them.

I stayed in the hospital for almost half a month, and Xu Shenlin almost never came in this half month, but there were a few times in the middle of the night, when I was half-asleep and half-awake, I felt that there was a figure in front of me.

I thought it was a ghost at first, and I was so scared that I wanted to open my eyes many times to verify but never dared to, and I didn't know if the figure was a human figure or a ghost until I was discharged from the hospital.

Anyway, after being scared in the hospital when I was a child, I had a sense of resistance to such a thing.

Another time, when I woke up in the middle of the night, I muttered to drink water, there was an injury on my body, the doctor told me to move as little as possible, I was in a daze and shouted to the special guard to bring me water, and I felt that the figure shook in front of my eyes, and it didn't take long for my lips to be next to the mouth of a cup, I closed my eyes, while swallowing hungryly, my head was still in a chaotic period, the person holding the cup held my jaw to prevent the water in the cup from leaking, and whispered, drink slowly. Afterwards.

I froze, and I didn't dare to open my eyes after drinking the glass of water, until the light in the ward was turned off, and I opened my eyes and looked at the door in a daze.

About a second, after the door was closed, I cried alone in the ward for most of the night, and I didn't know why I cried, and when I woke up in the morning, my eyes were swollen like something, and I didn't dare to look at anyone, but I couldn't remember what I was crying for.

That night, I slept too vaguely, and then I realized that I thought of him so much, but I never dared to even have the courage to approach him and say a word to him, in fact, I was most afraid that he would dislike me.

Even I hate myself as I am.

Song Lian's child came to the hospital for a check-up when she was almost three months old, and she told me with a happy face that she must let her son grow up happily in the future, and said a lot of things about looking forward to the future.

I listened quietly on the side, Song Lian suddenly didn't know why she talked about Lin Anhang, she said that since Lin Anhang's death, Lin's mother has always refused to see him.

Mother Lin was blinded by crying because of Lin Anhang's father's death, and Lin Anhang was beaten up when she wanted to take care of Mother Lin.

Song Lian sighed and said, the people of the Lin family are also pitiful.

Song Lian has always been a person who heals his scars and forgets the pain, and the biggest difference between me and her is that I will remember the bad treatment of others for a lifetime, even if Lin Anhang ends up like this, I will never be able to sympathize with him like Song Lian.

What kind of cause is this called what kind of effect, if Lin Anhang was not with Susie at the beginning, if we didn't divorce, he and Susie would be together rightfully, and there would be no such result between us.

A lot of things are reincarnated, everyone has to bear it, and I can't sympathize with him.

And I myself got the retribution I wanted, if we hadn't divorced, I wouldn't have met Xu Shenlin, if I hadn't met Xu Shenlin, I wouldn't have become the person I am now.

After Song Lian finished speaking, I usually went home at the end of the day, I sat on the hospital bed and watched for a long time, planning to get out of bed and walk, I walked around the ward, and saw a document on the sofa and walked over to take a look, it was a sales plan.

I was wondering how there was such a thing in my room, Xu Shenlin had rarely come to see me recently, and was planning to throw this document in a random corner.

The door was pushed open at this time, I looked back, and there was Xu Shenlin standing behind me, I didn't look at him lightly, threw the document in my hand on the sofa, and then pretended not to see him.

He looked at me and didn't speak, he came up and picked up the document on the sofa, I thought he would stay in the hospital room for a while, but he didn't say a word about the document in his hand.

I sat on the sofa and looked at the yellowing leaves on the big tree in the window outside, and after a long time I got up from the sofa and planned to go out of the corridor, and I was pushing the door open, and I found that it seemed that someone was leaning on it, and I used a little force, and the person probably left from the door, and the door of the ward was opened from the outside.

It was Xu Shenlin who had just left standing up, I was startled, and he calmly asked me what I was going to do.

I immediately said in a hard voice, what is your business.

Then he slammed the door shut, covering his heart and calming his heartbeat there.

In the end, I couldn't help but open the door again, and he really hadn't left yet, I said directly, when will you and your ex-wife remarry.

He said briefly, what's your business.

I angrily slammed the door again, and then locked the door of the ward, when I leaned against the door, I thought he was gone, but I didn't expect his voice to come in slowly from the other end of the door, the voice was full of tiredness and even a little hoarse, and he was very different from the past, in the past, he never spoke with a trace of pleading, always plain and made people feel even with a trace of indifference to people thousands of miles away.

He said, Yuanyuan, let's not make trouble, okay.

He said this, and I slid down the door, covering my mouth to try to keep my crying from leaking.