296. Fear

Brother Zhao greeted Xue Chu's eager eyes, and once again emphasized his long-standing philosophy: "In my place, as long as you want to, no matter whether you signed a death contract or a living contract, you can redeem yourself, others are like this, and you are like this, so not only children, but even yourself, as long as you are willing, you can set up your own household in the future." If you choose to stay here, I will do my best to protect it, and if you don't want to stay, I won't stop you. ”

At this time, it must be better to be a free and good citizen than to be a human slave, the prime minister in front of the seven officials, with the right master's family, life is much more nourishing than ordinary people.

Otherwise, how could so many people who have a decent family send their daughters to work for a few years?

Isn't it just thinking about sending children to learn some skills and gain more knowledge, many people marry daughters-in-law, and would rather marry a maid than a little girl, and have a knowledgeable mother, the impact on the children is huge.

However, the subordinates of large families are keen to make some contributions to the main family, in order to be able to release their nationality, because they have seen the huge differences between people, and they can't count on it, so they expect their children and grandchildren to have the status of good citizens, study and participate in the imperial examination, and one day become "human beings".

Brother Zhao looked at Xue Chumakeup, and couldn't help but feel compassion, her experience was unfortunate, she was unfortunate in this era, but fortunately she was born in this era, all people are particularly able to endure and accept fate, as long as there is a little vitality, then they have to struggle to live, but there will be no depression and anxiety or anything, the unfairness that falls on them will be attributed to their own bad fate, or a test of themselves, and there is enough suffering in this life, and the next life may be better The idea is supported, Xue Chuxiang is not dead or crazy, and can still have normal maternal love for such a child, this alone makes her worthy of respect。

So Brother Zhao rarely said a few more words to Xue Chuxiang: "The past is over, everything is not your fault, you have suffered so many crimes, don't think about yourself anymore." This is your child, if you take him well, he will naturally feel sorry for you, you have suffered so much for him, and when he grows up, he will also know filial piety to you. Life in the world, how can sometimes be wishy, even if sometimes upset and tired, don't be angry with him, he only has one relative, you don't love him, who else will love him?"

With children, only those who have brought it know the hardships, even if it is a well-behaved child, since it is an independent individual, he must have his own ideas, and he will not do everything according to the ideas of adults.

Wasn't she well-behaved at the beginning? Wasn't she sent away from afar, the person who should love her the most didn't love her, and others had no obligation to love her, didn't they?

Xue Chuxiang didn't expect Brother Zhao to say such things to her, she didn't dare to let others know her experience, in addition to the fact that the other party was two brothers, there was another point, if she didn't say that she was a widow, the people around her would persuade her to go home and live a good life with a man out of good intentions, and never think about what kind of person that man was, whether it was good or bad had nothing to do with them, but women, since they are married, they have to live a good life with others, and they are alone, what is it like!

Xue Chuxiang said gratefully: "Thank you lady, the slave and maid can save it, the slave and the maid will count on him for the rest of his life, the slave and the maid will treat him well, this is the meat that fell from the slave and the maid, even if the slave and the maid do not eat or drink, they must teach him to provide for him." Big lady, can you please give this child a name?"

There are few literate people in the countryside, and if there are men in any family, those who have more ideas will always spend some money to ask a teacher to give their children a name that can glorify their ancestors. The next person added Ding to the family, and it was an honor to be named by the master, but for Xue Chuxiang, it was not the reason to ask Brother Zhao to name his child. She is literate, has read books and learned poetry, she can choose a good name for her child, turn to recruit a brother, or for the sake of this child, she tries her best to fight for the best she can get for her child, people, for the things she named herself, there will always be more care, even if she doesn't take it to heart, under the same conditions, she will subconsciously choose to be a little involved with herself, even if this relationship is almost nothing, that is also a relationship!

Brother Zhao smiled: "You didn't understand what I meant. In this world, not only mothers should be good to their children, their feelings are mutual, I mean, if you are good to your child, he will be good to you in the future. But it's not that you have to sacrifice yourself for him, you have to be good to him, and you have to be good to yourself. Only if you are good yourself, you can have the energy to be good to others, think for yourself. I'm not going to name him, but it's not for some reason or that, you don't have to worry about it. I don't name him, just because no one in this world will love him more than his mother, and his name will be his mother's deepest expectation of him.

Looking at Xue Chumakeup, she didn't know what to say, her stunned and dazed face, Brother Zhao really smiled this time, being a mother is strong, Xue Chumakeup is sincere surrender, it doesn't matter if she bows her head for the sake of interests, for her, there is no difference, even if she is mentioned by Mama Xia every day, even if she has seen many stories of loyal servants in ancient miscellaneous conversations, even if there are many righteous people in history who exchange their own children for their masters' children, she has not thought about gaining the loyalty of others.

For her, loyalty is simply because there are not enough chips for betrayal. As the most "romantic" Chinese girl in the legend, she didn't even dare to try love, and she didn't even want to escape to avoid harm before she even touched the door, and she didn't expect to meet a loyal servant who was willing to die for her master.

Besides, what does she want such a person to do, if she really wants to be able to die in her place, it is better to train the dead as soon as possible, all the favorable conditions are provided, everyone knows that the current preferential treatment is for the future, and the transaction on the surface will not be too burdensome.

If you want her to say, instead of putting so much effort into subduing a person's heart, it is better to use this energy to develop a career, the stronger the person, the fewer people who betray him, on the contrary, even the most basic requirements can not meet the people under him, day by day, those who are not good to you have run away, and those who are loyal to you have starved to death, what is the use?

It's very good to be like Xue Chujiao, she knows her goals, can work hard for her goals, can cater to others without catering to other people's "shoulds", and strives to live her life well, she thinks this is very good. is also a daughter, when she was depressed, she would say that she didn't want to be a woman because of the inconvenience of her menstrual period, and she really fell into this kind of place where it is difficult for women to start, even if they don't know it, they can't help but be relieved to know that there are women who are doing well.

Since there is no choice to be born as a woman, choose to make your life better!

The conversation between Brother Zhao and Xue Chuxiang did not deliberately avoid people, he had long known that the master was a generous person, and the people below began to have a very bland attitude towards Xue Chuxiang, the people who thought she was kind and capable had already left, and the people who felt that she had a distance from others and did not take the initiative to get up also left, and the people who were in the relationship with her in general or even maybe had an unpleasant hire, these "old people" I know about her past, but the host's family doesn't mind or speak, and they don't fight for the master's family, they maintain their usual attitude towards strangers, and help them with things that are convenient, and what to do at other times.

But from then on, when Xue Chu made up, they still couldn't help but be a little more enthusiastic, they could coax the master, they still had the ability, and they didn't say that they wanted to rely on a little benefit or something, anyway, they just said a few more words, took a few more hands, and did what was convenient, in case there were unexpected benefits, wouldn't that be earned?

Xue Chuxiang was very good at understanding people's hearts and getting along with people back then, but at that time, he was still arrogant in his bones, and he looked down on people who were not as good as himself, and he was naturally not so sincere in treating others.

She is now reborn, and she treats everyone too well, as long as she wants, she can quickly become a good girlfriend, a good sister, and a good junior for others, and for a while, there are more people who are willing to help her.

When Xue Chuxiang came back at that time, she was penniless, and when Xu Yulan left, she didn't want to give her money, except for helping her buy a cage cover, buying a few pieces of cloth with internal welfare defects, and finally she could only say that she had left all the old clothes in her house.

She changed the old clothes into swaddling clothes, quilts, and small clothes for children, and the small pieces were used to make diapers, and the defective cloths were cut off separately, and the rest were used to make clothes for herself, anyway, she didn't care much about this now.

As for the good cloth, she will make purses, sachets, head flowers, etc., according to the situation, and exchange some copper coins with the people in the village, and at the same time take over the work sent in the villa.

The best thing about working here is that you get paid, but it does not mean that you belong to her all day, but you will arrange a certain amount of tasks, as long as you complete the tasks assigned to you, then you can rest, and at this time you can take the job, and the income will all belong to you.

At the same time, the work involved in the villa can be outsourced, and the priority is given to people who are doing things in the villa themselves, even if they don't know the number, they have their own little ninety-nine in their hearts, won't this account be counted?

So recruit people here, there is almost no turnover of personnel, once a long time ago, I heard that there are people who have made mistakes and been fired, as long as they leave, they will never be recruited back, people who can stay in Zhuangzi to work cherish this opportunity, as long as they are not afraid of hardship, there is unlimited money to be made here.

Even many people with flexible minds, with the preferential treatment of insiders, receive people who are alive and bring them back to their families to do it together, and then continue to pick it up after handing it over, they will not want others to squeeze out their positions and take this benefit for themselves.

Xue Chu makeup is very hard, she takes over the things in Zhuangzi, and when she encounters the work that costs her eyes, she will do it for a while and change to another one, she is quick with her hands and feet, and she can sell things to others after these are done.

Coupled with the wages she was given, she still had some money saved in her hands, of course, she worked so hard and stayed in the Zhuangzi all the time, and she didn't take a step outside.

The lack of time is half the reason, and the other half is naturally due to the fact that you can't walk away with your children now.

Now that there are more enthusiastic people, naturally someone will think of this for her, not to mention anything else, it is okay to help her watch the child for a while, and let her buy some things she needs.

Xue Chuxiang refused at first, and when Xu Yulan left, she bought all the necessary things for her, even although she could eat in the canteen, there were always some inconvenient places for more children, and even the stove and kettle were purchased for her, so that she could boil water and boil rice porridge or something.

But others have been enthusiastic to persuade her to go shopping, buy and buy, and there are enthusiastic people who volunteer to help watch the children, so that although she goes to buy and buy, there are many people who say, she is still tempted, even if she doesn't buy anything, look at the market, understand the current prices and popular best-selling products are still possible, by the way, you can also look for business opportunities, see what others need and are not, you can also have multiple channels to make money.

Although Brother Zhao didn't say that she should pay it back, and she didn't take the money, but she didn't keep it in her own hands, Xue Chuxiang still set a goal in her heart, and she always had to pay back the money.

After feeding the child, entrusting it to others to help take care of it, and promising to come back when the time came to buy things and thank you, Xue Chuxiang followed a few little girls into the city.

When I came back, I pretended to have something in my heart, and I didn't take a good look at it when I passed through the city, but now that I am in it, Xue Chu's eyes are not enough, and compared with Nan'an City back then, the changes are too great.

At the beginning, there were no people on the street, but now they are playing and wandering to buy and sell things, even at this point in the afternoon, people are comparable to the posture of rushing to the market, I really don't know where so many people come from!

But this can't stop Xue Chumakeup's interest in shopping, and the few little girls who followed her were even more chattering, discussing what to buy, how to plan the shortest and most convenient route, Xue Chuxiang listened to their dispute, looked around with a smile, and she found several things to do, but she had to think about how to allocate the time when she went back, she had to make money, and she couldn't tire herself, she had children to raise, and she couldn't get sick.

Suddenly, a strong feeling of being watched locked Xue Chuxiang, she looked around vigilantly, except for the people who bought things, she found nothing, she comforted herself not to be a soldier, this place is so far away from the original mountain, there is no direction, those two people can't find here.

But the feeling of being targeted by a beast was so familiar, like what she had experienced before, and she didn't dare to take it lightly, Xue Chuxiang slowly walked up with a few people, and suddenly turned back without warning, and the next second, her eyes widened in fear.