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I rushed out of there and walked around the street alone for a long time, so long that I felt as if I had lost my way, and looked left and right to find that it was getting late, and the pedestrians were hurrying but there was no way back.

I touched the almost rusty key in my hand, and walked step by step along the cold night to the way home that I had known a thousand times before.

When I arrived downstairs, I stood in the community and looked at the lights on the floor that had never been lit for a long, long time.

It wasn't until a neighbor walking behind me passed by and didn't recognize me for a long time that he turned his face to look at me again, and after confirming that it was me, he was surprised for a long time, and greeted me with a smile on his face.

I also smiled back, she was full of pity and told me about my mother's death and Song Lian's death, I looked at them like that, I didn't feel how pitiful I was, but what I could hear from other people's mouths I am already ruined now.

I'm the only one left in this big world.

I wasn't in the mood to talk to them about family matters, just smiled perfunctorily, and the man asked me where my dad had gone, and I shook my head at her with my palms tightened, and hurried past her without saying a word.

As if to avoid something, the neighbor behind me stopped and talked to the people around her after I walked a long way, this family is really evil, the woman who died of pregnancy was not married, she was a junior, she was pushed down from downstairs by others, her mother was angry with her, Xiao Lai, don't learn like this when you grow up, you see how miserable the end is now, if you want me to say, you deserve it.

Gossip is always growing at the speed of light, which is difficult to guard, which is a little true and a little false, who cares, our family's affairs may be just a gossip and story in the eyes of others, but in their own eyes, they have experienced a thousand changes in the floating world, and those pains are now faintly haunted when they think about it.

I didn't intend to correct it, but I sneered and turned around and walked upstairs to my house, and after standing in the closed doorway for a long time, I took out the key and stuffed it into the hole, this door had not been opened for a long time, and the key was a little stiff and rusty after being inserted, and it took a lot of effort to open the door.

I pushed the door hard, and the dust fell from a room inside, and I stood there to see the white cloth of the furniture in the room deserted.

Wiping the tears on my face that I don't know when, I lifted my feet and slowly turned around inside, sat on the sofa alone and was stunned for a long time, finally got up and dismantled all the arrangements, took a basin to the bathroom and brought a touch of water, and began to clean the house.

This cold home, even if everyone is gone, always needs to be clean.

I cleaned until midnight, and when I was tired, I turned on the heating in the living room, turned on the TV to the loudest sound, and imagined that everything in the house was still there, but the sound of the TV pierced it all, because all the sounds echoed in the old house.

I sat on the sofa I used to sit on for a long time in a daze, and even though the heating was so warm, I only felt that my whole body was cold.

Dad, Mom, Song Lian, I miss you a little bit.

I thought this in my heart, and suddenly I buried myself between my legs and shed tears for a long time, probably because I was too tired from cleaning today, so I snuggled up on the sofa and fell asleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I was woken up by a commotion downstairs, and when I opened my eyes, all the light was restored in the empty room, I sat there in a trance, got up and opened all the curtains at home, saw the sound of the vegetable market downstairs, touched my pocket, went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth, and went downstairs to buy breakfast to eat.

Eating and eating, I suddenly felt nauseous, bent over and vomited there for a long time, until I felt dizzy in my head, thinking that I was malnourished during this time, so I went home to change a set of clothes and went to the supermarket to buy some daily necessities and vegetables in the morning.

After walking there for a long time, I bought all the daily necessities, and when I got home, I went out at three o'clock in the afternoon just in the light rain, went to my mother's cemetery and Song Lian's cemetery to have a look, and then went to Susie's house to inquire where she was buried.

The people there were very secretive and didn't tell me much, plus I couldn't speak and negotiated for a long time before I got an answer from others.

Susie's funeral was still a stranger who felt pitiful and paid for her to handle it, her stepfather was sentenced on suspicion of rape, and her mother couldn't stand being pointed at and committed suicide after the matter was stabbed.

The neighbor next door always said that Susie was pitiful when she talked about her family situation, saying that Susie was beaten by her stepfather all year round at home, and they often slept until midnight when they heard Susie being pumped by her stepfather and cried, and now I still feel pitiful and shivering when I think about it.

After the neighbor finished speaking, he sighed and said, it is better to die, such a life is like death, what is the difference.

I listened, wrote two words thank you on the paper, and then bought a bouquet of flowers at the flower shop, the shopkeeper asked me what flowers I wanted, I searched in my mind for a long time, before Susie's favorite flower was full of stars, and after thinking about it, I pointed to a bouquet of small white flowers.

The shopkeeper smiled kindly and said that it was a gift for his good friend.

I made a gesture and asked her how she knew, and the shopkeeper said that the words of the stars represented purity, sincerity, and that there were no secrets between them, and that many little girls came to us to buy flowers, and to give them to their good friends were full of stars, and I listened to them for a long time without speaking.

I used to ask Susie what she liked, and she said that the sky was full of stars, and I asked her why she liked such words, and she thought for a long time and smiled brightly and said, because it was clean and good-looking.

Follow the address given by others to a remote cemetery and find them one by one.

Compared with my mother's and Song Lian's cemetery, Susie is basically full of potholes, full of dead money, weeds growing wildly, and no grave keeper to clean it, it looks eerie and terrifying, I walked a long way to find her cemetery.

But after arriving, I saw a person standing not far from her grave, and I immediately hid among the weeds for Bi, and the person standing in front of her grave was Lin Anhang.

He was babbling there and talking about something, because I basically didn't hear anything because of the distance, just stood there and waited for a while, Lin Anhang, who was dressed in black, didn't stay for long, and after seeing Susie for the last time, he turned around and went down the mountain to leave.

I walked behind him for a while, watching his back gradually be obscured by the branches of the cemetery, and after walking farther and farther away, I turned to look at the newly built grave, and Susie still had two shallow dimples on her face on the tombstone, and she had a beautiful smile.

I stared at the photo for a long time, and suddenly thought to myself, Susie, are you here alone, are you afraid?