If there is an if, then I will not say what ifs here now.

What Tang Tang wants is not for Liu Tian to say in front of her that if she wants action, then it is worthy of her love.

Tang Tang has not had a father since she was a child, and for as long as she can remember, she has known that she has only one mother, and she does not have that so-called father. The man who was supposed to be the breadwinner of the family.

But at that time, Tang Qian had her own company, and her life was worry-free, and the children at that time could naively forget the fact that she had no father as long as a candy and a toy. Naively believing that she jumped out of a stone as she said in a mythological story.

She felt that she was different from other classmates, she proudly showed off to her classmates, and her classmates laughed at her, she was proud like a princess. She thought it was because they were jealous of her.

It wasn't until one class that the teacher asked her to write an essay called 'My Father', that she began to change......

She wrote that my father was a stone, and everyone laughed at her, and even the teacher she thought was kind and kind suddenly criticized herself, and called her mother to ask if she was mentally ill.

Just being small at the time didn't mean she didn't understand anything, and when she looked at her mother's embarrassed and embarrassed look, she understood everything.

She ran out of school crying, she felt that the world was not fun at all, the world was not at all like the story machine said, there were princes, princesses, and kind friends......

Since then, the girl has gradually grown up, gradually understood, gradually understood, gradually understood her absurdity back then, and gradually remembered herself at that time, and she wanted to slap herself twice......

The book says that when you want to slap your past self to death one day, it proves that you have grown up, but she thinks that for the so-called growth, she would rather be less naïve and stupid when she was a child......

So she started to get bad, she started skipping class, she started skipping school, she started hating men -- and she hated men very much, until she met him one day.

He is not much older than her, but he is married, and he is driven out into the street by his wife, he is an uncle...... Oh no, the handsome uncle, he should be a 'master'.

This was her first impression of him.

Then the two met from then on, and since then they have been grudges and bonds.

He didn't want to be like the boys he had come into contact with, pretending to be like a decent gentleman, playing handsome everywhere, and even queuing up to buy a meal, and the fifty yuan ticket was raised.

The toilet fights and grabs a cigarette in his mouth, or walks over to ask someone for a cigarette, and makes it look like the third big guy to find out the situation, although no one is bird.

But he is also hypocritical, he also pretends to be b, he likes to step on people, but his hypocrisy is true hypocrisy, and his pretending b is from the heart.

I don't know why she suddenly felt that everything about him was not so annoying - she liked to follow him when he went to parties, although he was willing to be uninvited, although he might have been ostracized when he went, but he always went shamelessly and senselessly to tear his face with people, like a scoundrel.

He's so scoundrel, so shameless.

But she didn't hate it, and even wanted to be with him all the time, she didn't understand what was wrong with her...... It wasn't until one day that he disappeared for a long time that she felt that her heart was full of his shadow.

She fell in love with him.

I was sixteen and a half years old when I met him, and eighteen when I fell in love.

A year and a half is not short, but not long.

But for Tang Tang, Liu Tian is a man who changes her life, because because of him, Tang Tang doesn't hate men, although maybe he just doesn't hate Liu Tian.

Liu Tian has already left an indelible mark in the girl's heart!

Can't forget, can't erase, can't let go.

It's called zuo'ai.

I love you, will you die if you give me a little love, I'm so beautiful.

Tang Tang doesn't want to be serious, she is not a girl who likes sadness, because all your sadness is seen by others or not, no one cares about it except your mother, and no one coaxes you.

Moreover, when you cry, the pen will laugh, if you bow your head, the crown will fall.

But at this moment, Tang Tang really couldn't help it, and he didn't fight for it, and the tears rolled in his eyes for a while before falling.

"Woo!" Tang Tang hugged his chest, buried his head in his hair, and cried bitterly.

Liu Tian stood there, his eyes looked a little overwhelmed, to be honest, Liu Tian really didn't know what to do now.

He wanted to go up and hug Tang Tang and tell her that even if the flood was raging in the back, the rain would not touch you at all.

But he couldn't, he knew that he couldn't be sorry for Tang Qian, let alone Tang Tang......

Tang Tang is still young, but he is not small. Although they are not much different in age.

Tang Tang had no clothes on his body, and his body kept shaking, I don't know if it was freezing or because of crying, because the rain outside was slowly falling quite heavily, and the sparse sound of pulling and pulling covered Tang Tang's crying.

Seeing that her body was red from the cold, Liu Tian untied her coat and dragged it down.

There was only one short sleeve left, and it was already August weather, and the hot weather was okay, and it was going to rain a little, and because this was the north. So it's quite cold, especially at night.

The moment he just took off his coat, Liu Tian's body was obviously cold, and he didn't know if it was because of the cold.

He took his coat and wanted to put it on Tang Tang, but after hesitating, he finally put down his raised hand again.

There was a box of cigarettes in the glove box in front of the car, so Liu Tian got up and went over, then took it and lit one.

In my memory, I haven't smoked for a long time, at least for a year, and Liu Tian himself has forgotten when he stopped smoking.

Because cigarettes are not addictive like others, for Liu Tian, smoking is purely borrowing, so when he met Zhang Xueying, he would not have smoked all night, and after learning that Li Wenshan might have had an accident, he would not have smoked all night.

The faint spark is dark and bright, in this dark night, like a firefly that can't find a way out, maybe confused, where to go next, can't find a way out, can only stop and look, and then look for ......

A cigarette quickly bottomed out, but this nicotine did not make Liu Tian forget his troubles, but became clearer - finally Liu Tian opened the window and threw the cigarette butt out. The cold wind mixed with the raindrops instantly makes the body cooler and thicker! The cigarette butts are instantly extinguished when they encounter the water cold.

Liu Tian showed a resolute look in his eyes, and then picked up his coat and draped it on Tang Tang's back.

Tang Tang lost his temper and shook off his coat.

Liu Tian picked up the coat that Tang Yao had shaken off, and put it on for her again without saying anything.

Sure enough, Tang Tang shook it off again.

Liu Tian put it on her again, and said, "Cold." ”

"I'm not cold, if you don't like me, get out, I don't need you to be pitiful, I don't need it, I'll be sad for a while. ”

"Then did you forget about me when you got better? Liu Tian asked.

Hearing this, Tang Tang was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Liu Tian in surprise.

"But I don't want you to forget about me. Liu Tian smiled.

Tang Tang looked at Liu Tian without speaking.

"Put it on, it's really cold, you see your lips are frozen, and you are shivering. ”

"Who wants you to care, I don't need. Tang Tang pouted.

"Well, don't make a fuss. Liu Tian said softly.

"Who made a fuss for you. Tang Tang snorted, but he lowered his head, and then put his coat on his body, "I'm still cold." Tang Tang raised his head and looked at Liu Tian, and then said.

Liu Tian hugged Tang Tang, "Is it cold now?"

"Cold. Tang Tang said, "Didn't you see my mouth trembling?"

Liu Tian hesitated for a moment, and then went to kiss Tang Tang, Tang Tang didn't seem to expect Liu Tian to really kiss him, a little surprised, but some joy welled up in his heart after being surprised.

Tang Tang didn't resist, she let Liu Tian hold her in her arms, and then kissed her on the lips.

At this time, Tang Tang was sitting in Liu Tian's arms, Liu Tian was holding Tang Tang, and the two of them were face to face.

For a long time, the lips parted.

Tang Tang didn't raise his head, the tips of the two noses touched, their eyes looked at each other, and each could smell the other's breath.

"What a feeling. Tang Tang asked softly.

"Sweet. Liu Tian said, "Are you still cold?" ”

"Cold. Tang Tang nodded, "Don't let me get up, just sit like this." ”

Tang Tang put his head on Liu Tian's face, and his body also pressed Liu Tian, and Liu Tian held her from behind with both hands.

"But I'm tired. ”

"What do you care about me?"

"Either you're down there, let me change it. Liu Tian felt that the girl was starting to be naughty again, and he couldn't suffer.

"Who's going down there. Tang Tang was not satisfied, "Don't speak, just listen to me." That's it. Don't move either. ”

“――”

"Talk. ”

“――”

"Are you dumb?"

"Didn't you let me talk or move?"

“…… Then I'll let you say it now. ”

"Well, I don't move, I don't speak, you say, I listen to you. Liu Tian nodded, and then moved slightly, his body was numb from being pressed.

"I forgot what I was going to say, it's all your fault, I can't remember what I want to say. ”

"Then I said it. ”

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear you say, what you say always makes me sad. Tang Tang shook his head, then remembered something, and asked, "You tell me why you still refused so much literature and art since you refused before, and you used so many sentences." ”

"Can I not explain?"

"No, explain, I'm going to listen. Tang Tang disagreed.

"I actually saw it in the book. Liu Tian smiled.

"I know, you are a big rascal, how can you be so literary. Tang Tang also grinned.

At one point, the two suddenly looked at each other, and then laughed in unison.

"You're so good-looking. ”

"You too. ”