Chapter 69: To grow up is to sacrifice one's life and marry righteousness
"Come on! If you want to drink the pipa, immediately urge, come to fight a few people back!"
Man Shengsheng copied the pipa, and his heart suddenly reverberated with ancient poems, quickly plucked the strings, and wantonly vented the depression and dissatisfaction in his heart. At this time, the entire stargazing pool hall was also because www.biquge.info of a pipa song, which made people feel angry.
"Well, hurry...... Impatient!" Grandma Carp shook her head to the rhythm of the pipa, listened to it, and gave comments.
"Well, it's a lot of breath......" she continued.
"Hahaha, that's great!" Grandma Carp clapped her hands.
Man Shengsheng stopped playing in a sweat, she couldn't do it, she had no strength, she was almost dizzy with hunger. Thinking back to the time since she had eaten a few bites of bread for breakfast on the cruise, she had not eaten a single rice yet.
"Hahaha, little red star, you have to endure it again. The song you just made vividly expressed your impatience to know the answer and find a way out. I ask you, do you really want to go back, to your world. ”
Grandma Carp heard her heart and asked.
"Uh-huh!"
Man Shengsheng nodded unambiguously.
"Then do you want to go back alone, or do you want to go back with Shirahoshi. Grandma Crucian asked again.
"Of course the two of them will go back together!" replied Man Shengsheng without thinking.
"Then if I say, you can write a song that will move me as I ask, and I will let you go back to your world, will you? ”
This time, Man Shengsheng thought about it a little:
"Yes. She replied.
Hearing the answer, Grandma Carp laughed again:
"That is, you are willing to leave Shirahoshi here ruthlessly and go back alone, right?"
Man Shengsheng nodded and confirmed again: "Yes." ”
"Can you bear to leave Shirahoshi alone in this hellish place where there is never light and hard to eat?" Grandma Carp's eyes widened.
Xiao Ju seemed to be quite concerned about this issue, and he was silent on the surface, but secretly he quietly squinted at her.
Man Shengsheng shook his head, suddenly laughed and teased:
"You can't keep him, he's a god, he can fight monsters, he can talk like you, and he's very good at cooking. In fact, without me, he would have disappeared from your eyes as if by magic, and would have returned to our world. ”
"Oh!hahahaha!"
Listening to her answer, Grandma Carp laughed very heartily:
"What a funny girl, hahahaha!"
Xiao Ju moved his eyes back to Grandma Carp, he was still expressionless, and he didn't know how to feel about Man Shengsheng's answer. At this time, Hu Qin secretly observed his every look on the side.
"Okay, then I'll ask you again, if you can write the song and move me, but I want you to choose between you and Shirahoshi, only one person can go back, who do you choose?"
Grandma Carp began to ask questions again, this time it should be a problem. In other words, everyone knows the answer, and it depends on how Man Shengsheng resolves the embarrassment of the answer. As a result, Man Shengsheng answered her immediately without thinking:
"Then let him go. ”
…… This answer seems to be the opposite of the default answer. Grandma Carp looked at her seriously and asked:
"Why, little girl, I don't ask you these questions to test your character, but you are responsible for your answers. ”
This answer, it seemed that even Xiao Ju was a little surprised, and he simply turned his head to look directly at Man Shengsheng.
Man Shengsheng was silent for a moment, drooped his eyelids deeply, and buried his head, not wanting anyone to see the tears that were about to overflow at this moment. However, Xiao Ju has already found out. She choked up a little and said:
"A long time ago, a man who sold sugar gourds told me not to overdraw your joys, sorrows and sorrows for this side of the world. It's a good life motto, but it didn't become my credo. Because I am a fast-talking person, I can't hold any secrets in my heart, I am just a crazy woman who laughs when she is happy, cries when she is sad, and feels that the food is not the same as her appetite, so she goes all over the streets and alleys to find food.
I don't think the world is so one-sided, it's just as real as I see and hear, is it still in a way that I can't see, hear, or touch?
But now I get it. In fact, that person is telling me that life is unpredictable, and if I learn to endure and hide myself, I will not panic and face it calmly. Unfortunately, I didn't learn, so a prison sentence shattered my whole life. To put it bluntly, I was just naïve.
Yesterday, when I just fell into this world and saw the huge light screen separating me from Xiao Ju, I actually had some premonitions and thoughts. It may want to keep me here, or maybe I already belong here, but I've tried my best to keep these thoughts in my heart, and I'll be going to panic and pull Xiao Ju to talk about it before.
They made me restless, sleepless, even sad, and I thought I might not be able to go back, but it felt good to be able to put things in my heart. Because when you just said that you can only choose to go alone, I found that because of these things, even if my hunch came true, the turmoil in my heart was not so big.
In the past, I was very arrogant, and the eldest lady had a temper, and I was so happy to do anything that I couldn't hold my breath. After these two years of grinding, my heart can hold more things. So the person who sells sugar gourds is right, and I should have kept his words in mind a long time ago.
So let Xiao Ju go back, I realized that he is the practitioner of the creed of the person who sells sugar gourds, and I have no chance even if I realize it later. When I returned, all that awaited me was a great prison, imprisoning my body and soul until they decayed.
Then what am I going to do back, I don't have to worry about it again.
When he goes back, he can continue to run the forest farm and search for his lost memories. He also has a cute and kind fiancée who can't speak, waiting for him to take care of him. So, the answer is obvious, and there is nothing surprising or ambiguous. ”
Man Shengsheng finished explaining. She looked up, suddenly relieved. Why would she reveal her heart to these strangers? But it always felt like it was time to flop, as if this was the only chance God had arranged for her to be able to determine whether she had grown or not.
Now, she didn't have to bother to cover it up anymore, and the big ones in her eyes fell out. She hated herself so much that she shed tears at every turn, but this time she really felt sad, lonely, and helpless.
"You said you have nothing to worry about, don't you miss your parents?" Grandma Carp didn't give her any time to breathe, and continued to ask.
She wiped her tears and replied in frustration, "Yes." But my dad may have disappeared, or he may have died a long time ago. I have a younger brother in my family who is very promising, and my mother is a strong woman. For many years, I have been willful and mischievous, smearing and causing trouble for them. In fact, when I go back, it's just a burden to them. ”
There was a sudden silence at the scene......
Xiao Ju looked at her without saying a word, and Hu Qin also made a strange expression on the side, and for a moment, no one saw it.
Grandma Carp sighed again, and her strands of hair seemed to be combing distant memories:
"I once had a friend, and then I locked him up in a lighthouse outside the Rain Devouring Forest and threw his very important stuff into the water. ”