147. It is not difficult to run away from a person
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My desperate struggle was still useless, I don't know if he deliberately forced me to speak, but the voice seemed like someone had been magically imprisoned, I tried many times to no avail, and over time I didn't bother to care.
Because the voice is not very important to me, and there is nothing to say, the people who want to speak have left this world, and the loss of voice is just a good way for me to stop the sadness that rushes out of my mouth, and those sadness may not be understood by others, and if they do, they may not be heard.
It's better to keep your mouth shut and swallow all the dislikes in your stomach.
I knew it was useless for me to struggle, I lay there and looked at him with my eyes open, my eyes empty, and then I felt his cycle on my body, and then my body felt strange.
My head was drowsy and I could only hear him calling my name over and over again in my ear, and I only half-squinted my eyes and did not respond to him, and I had always been half-crippled in my rightful place in this battle.
It's not difficult to escape from a person, as long as you want to escape, Xu Shenlin, I have a hundred thousand ways to escape from you.
When I woke up in the morning, Xu Shenlin was still lying aside, I closed my eyes and stayed awake all night knowing his every move, he kissed me, gently touched me, called me in my ear, and fell asleep peacefully with him around me.
In the morning he answered a phone call and quickly got out of bed and kissed me on the forehead as usual.
The quiet room was filled with everything in the early morning, only the sound of him getting dressed quickly was heard, and it was probably the nanny who came in to clean the room halfway through, Xu Shenlin said, don't wake her up.
The cleaning nanny went out, and I closed my eyes until I felt him leave, and then I fell asleep again in my bed, and woke up again at twelve o'clock in the morning.
Xu Shenlin had already left the room, and when I was washing in the bathroom, I saw myself in the mirror with a haggard face, and I inevitably laughed at myself, and soaked in the bathtub for a full hour before getting up to wipe off the water droplets on my body.
After getting dressed, I walked out of the bathroom, Xu Shenlin sat on the sofa and watched the financial news, Xu Da was analyzing the recent stock market trend on the side, and when I walked out, Xu Da glanced at me.
They seem to be very laid-back lately, a bit of a sitting and watching the clouds rise, and I don't usually know much about the things in his mall, so I don't pay much attention to them.
Xu Shenlin took a shallow sip of the coffee in his hand, looked at me standing at the door, and woke up.
I walked past them with a blank face, the servant served lunch, and I ate there slowly, after eating, Xu Shenlin put the coffee cup in his hand on the table, and the bottom of the cup lightly touched the wooden long table, making a dull collision.
The nanny cleaned up the dining table, Xu Shenlin took me to the hospital to check my throat, I didn't plan to treat it, thinking that it was not impossible for me to never socialize with people in the future, so I didn't resist, and followed him all the way to the hospital.
When he went out, he followed four black cars behind the car for the first time, led by his car, Xu Shenlin has always been a low-key person, the first time he saw him so high-profile, walking on the street and seeing the surprised and curious eyes of others knew how eye-catching it was.
I thought Xu Shenlin was just showing off that he was rich, but in the end I learned that all the four cars in the back were world-class bodyguards, and I was thinking that he had reached the point of waiting for bodyguards when he went out?
How dangerous is this world, I took the diamond ring he gave me to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and no one robbed me, he sat in the car in broad daylight, can someone intercept him on the street and grab him?
I thought so in my heart at the time, but in the end I found out that no, the world is far darker than we imagined, people's imagination is infinite, and things naturally follow people's imagination.
So so many things that could never have happened, always happen so quickly that people are caught off guard.
When we arrived at the hospital, we first did a full body examination, then took a CT scan, and after a series of examinations, it was already two o'clock in the afternoon, and the doctor said that there was no problem with my throat, that is, psychological problems, and then suggested that I go to the psychiatrist, and said that the medicines I had been drinking recently must also be stopped, because my stomach is a little sensitive and can't stand those medicines, so it causes frequent vomiting.
Xu Shenlin and I both knew that it was impossible for me to get pregnant at all, unless the child was someone else's, so I kept thinking about what his instantaneous freezing action meant that night, did he really suspect that I was pregnant with someone else's child?
Xu Shenlin frowned, he was very patient in this regard, and after careful inquiry, the people from the psychology department slowly arrived, and we didn't alarm anyone when we came, everything came according to the procedure, and we didn't go through any special channels.
The psychiatrist was sixty or seventy years old with gray hair, and I heard that he had stayed in the United States for 20 years before returning, and he was an authority in the field of psychiatrists.
Generally speaking, the master is very strange, he took a small flashlight and rolled my eyelids, and then reached out and touched my throat, especially relaxed to talk to me for a while, then pressed his hand on my voice to let me say a few words.
I'm ah, ah can't come out, even if I try my best to come out, the things that come out are as ugly as being bitten by a cow, Xu Shenlin was sitting there with an expressionless face, and the smile in his eyes grew stronger after hearing my voice.
I felt a little ridiculous, no matter how the doctor persuaded me to speak, I would never open my mouth again, the doctor saw that Xu Shenlin who was sitting there didn't seem to want to leave at all, and suddenly unexpectedly picked up the feather duster in his ward and pumped it at Xu Shenlin, scolding while smoking, saying, I make you laugh! I make you laugh!
Xu Shenlin has always been athletic and dodged after a few strokes, standing there and twitching the corners of his mouth, the doctor finally blasted Xu Shenlin out, and he put away his feather duster and sat in front of me with a kind face to comfort me and said, girl, don't mind, it's nothing, you just need the obstacle period to pass now.
I nodded, thinking that this doctor was really weird, and he actually beat people with a feather duster on the spot, and he also beat Xu Shenlin, so I was even more nervous in the next few hours, for fear that he would be unsatisfactory, and he would whip me with a feather duster if I accidentally didn't do a good job.
My voice was hoarse all afternoon, and I still hadn't made any progress.
At ten o'clock in the evening, the doctor released me, he and Xu Shenlin seemed to be very familiar, the two of them spoke without the slightest sense of restraint that strangers should have, the doctor directly called Xu Shenlin Xu Shenlin, Xu Shenlin.
Although the name Xu Shenlin was born to be called, I am used to hearing a lot of Mr. Xu and Mr. Xu, and I seem to be the only one who has called him by his name in my impression.
In the end, I learned that this doctor is called Uncle Fu, who was Xu Shenlin's grandfather's personal doctor, and he has been taking care of him since he was a child, whether it is big or small, but since his grandfather died, Uncle Fu has been living in the United States for a long time, and he has been wanting to return to China to see after staying abroad for a long time, so he immigrated back again.
This time, Xu Shenlin brought me to see him, firstly, to cure my throat, and secondly, probably because this Uncle Fu is the only one left in this world who is closest to him.
The two of them talked lightly for a long time, and Uncle Fu asked him if he had a good time in the past few years, Xu Shenlin hugged me and said lightly, It's okay.
Uncle Fu put the reading glasses on the bridge of his nose into the pocket of his white coat, nodded slowly, and said, It's good to have a good life, you have your own ideas since you were a child, and others can't take advantage of you.
After he finished saying this, he paused, and a trace of distress flashed in his cloudy eyes, saying that he was a little lonely.
Xu Shenlin listened to this sentence very lightly and changed the topic to ask Uncle Fu how he was doing in the United States, and Uncle Fu nodded and said very well, the two of them didn't talk too much about the past, but like two old friends who haven't seen each other for many years, they don't report good news or worries, just tell each other that I have lived well in the past few years.
After Uncle Fu and Xu Shenlin finished speaking, they looked at me who was standing there very bored, looked at me with their eyes open and said, this is
Xu Shenlin rightly said, this is my fiancée.
I raised my hand and shook my head to deny that I wasn't, but Uncle Fu's eyes stopped at the ring on my ring finger, with a touch of originality in his eyes, but he didn't say anything, but nodded and said, It's good, treat people well, don't let people end up like your mother.
Xu Shenlin said, I will.
I stayed in the hospital with Xu Shenlin for a while, and we went home after saying goodbye to Uncle Fu, Xu Shenlin was silent all the way, but he has always been like this, I don't think there is anything unusual, can you expect him to be impassioned when staying with a mute?
He wasn't a man of many words, so he didn't say anything all the way.
The car was running halfway, Xu Shenlin's private mobile phone rang, he took it out and glanced at the call reminder and frowned slightly, pressed a button and did not answer the call, and the car was quiet again.
But after being quiet for a minute, the phone rang again, Xu Shenlin pressed an answer button this time, and a woman's voice faintly came from inside, and I sat aside and looked out the window quietly.
He said a few words, but he didn't have a lot of words, and after finishing speaking, he put away his mobile phone and asked Xu Da to stop, and after the car stopped, the car followed by four cars and stopped.
He ordered Xu Da to send me home, then looked at me and said, I have something to do, go home and rest early.
Then I was not allowed to answer and quickly got out of the car, and a black car drove behind me, and someone asked him to pull the door, and he bent down and sat in, and after the car stopped there for a minute, the engine started to turn a corner, and the dust quickly disappeared from my sight, and only three cars followed.