Chapter 168 Madness in Despair (First Update.) Ask for a Golden Diamond Ticket)
Time passed slowly, and in less than an hour there was a knock on the door, and each time it seemed to knock on my heart.
The moment I saw Sister Seventeen, my heart had fallen into despair, like sinking into a bottomless dark pit......
I didn't have the face to meet her, I didn't know how to face her, I never felt that I would be so embarrassed, so give me another chance to choose, I would rather carry it all myself!
"Sanming!"
There was also the sixteenth sister who came together, Sun Lu greeted him with a wicked smile, and without saying much, the seventeenth sister directly threw 45,000 yuan on the table, took my hand and left.
"You wait for me first!" Sun Lu stood in front of us, I hated her very much in my heart, isn't she finished?
"What's the matter? Don't you just want money? How much more do you want?" the sixteenth sister looked at her coldly.
Sun Lu smiled immediately, and said in a weird way: "What a big breath, just like what you can give!"
"She can't afford it, I'll give it!" Suddenly, a woman in leather pants walked in at the door, her hair was dyed burgundy, and there were several female gangsters behind her, and Sun Lu was stupid on the spot when she saw her.
I felt that this woman was a little familiar, but I couldn't say where I had seen it, and I felt that she had a social smell all over her body.
"Sister Hongxing, you, why are you here......" Sun Lu's frightened face turned pale, and the faces of several people watching the scene were not right, as if they were very afraid of this woman.
"The lame man Wang has a lot of skills, and even the canaries he raises dare to catch people, when did he learn to calculate interest? Do you want to calculate it again?"
There was enough sarcasm and ridicule in these words, but Sun Lu and a few guys watching the scene didn't dare to fart.
Especially Sun Lu feels like a different person, not as crazy as he was when he was to me just now, isn't being scolded as a canary a junior?
The burgundy-haired woman turned her head, looked at me and said, "You guys take this kid away first, and I'll take care of the rest." ”
Suddenly I remembered! This woman is the woman from the AOB Four Heavenly Kings!
At the moment, my face is hot, I didn't expect to alarm the sixteenth sister and the people of AOB, this time I am completely famous, and I am ashamed to be thrown on the loess high slope......
Sister Seventeen took my hand and left, I lowered my head and didn't know what to say, and I didn't have the face to face her, I was already in despair......
Walking out of the Dynasty Casino and seeing a few Toyotas parked at the door, Sister Seventeen pulled me to the side where there was no one, I knew that I had to face a raging storm, face her disappointment and anger.
Maybe she'll cry, maybe she'll beat me, but I'm willing to bear it, because I bear everything I've done with my own hands.
"Okay seventeen, forget about the past, it's okay if people are fine. The sixteenth sister lightly persuaded, but I became more and more apprehensive.
Standing on the side of the street, the dim street lamps are still so familiar, and they are still facing the same people, but they are in a different state of mind, and at this time, they are completely different.
"Sanming, you look up like a man. "Sister Seventeen looked at me directly, my face was hot, I never thought I would be so embarrassed to face her.
Maybe I'm not like a man now, I'm not like a man, but I've never thought of running away, and I'm ready to wait for all the consequences.
My mind was blank and I couldn't tell what I was feeling in my heart, I never thought that losing money in gambling would be so embarrassing, but there was never a regret medicine in the world......
"No matter what, it's over, does it hurt in your body? Did they hit you somewhere?"
Sister Seventeen's hand was gently placed on my face, and I looked at her in surprise, her eyes full of concern......
I couldn't even believe my eyes, I didn't believe that all this was happening, was I dreaming? But the heat on my face was so clear, everything reminded me that it was not a dream.
"I, I'm fine, I'll get the money back as soon as I can......" I didn't know what to say, the last thing I wanted was to let her know that I gambled.
"Have you eaten? Are you hungry? I don't blame you, really!"
Looking at the anxiety in her eyes, everything in my heart collapsed in an instant, and the tears were about to burst.
One sentence was like a sharp knife piercing my heart, and my heart twitched violently, warm with stinging.
Looking at her bright eyes like black jewels, my eyes were sour and I couldn't help but want to shed tears, I never thought it would be this kind of result, let alone that she didn't blame me......
"I'm sorry......" I couldn't think of anything to say other than the three words "sorry", and all kinds of feelings lingered in my heart.
I've said I'm sorry countless times since I was a child, but this one was really the hardest!
"As long as you're okay, I can't accompany you to dinner when I sneaked out of the house, you take the money. ”
After saying that, she took out a stack of money and stuffed it into my hand, and for the first time I felt that the money would be so hot and even a little piercing.
Where is this money, it is clearly a piece of her heart, and the warmth melts my heart in an instant, how can I Xiong San He De have a girlfriend like her?
"I know you're short of money, but if you can in the future, don't come here again......"
Sister Seventeen's voice was very small, as if she was afraid that my dignity would be hurt, I could feel her heart, and I could feel her distress.
How much I want to promise her at this moment that she will never gamble again, but I still have the burden of becoming stronger, and there is an invisible shackle on my body, which even makes me a little breathless.
I don't know how to answer, I don't know how to speak, I just have a hot face, and I can't lie to her.
"Hurry up and go back to bed, I'll call you tomorrow morning, don't think about it." ”
She stood on tiptoe and gently left a light kiss on my face, and I forcibly endured the sourness in my heart, and there was an indescribable complication in my heart.
I don't know why I felt that her last look was so disappointed, maybe it was my psychological effect, but I saw that she was really guilty, and I really wanted to promise her, but I couldn't......
"Okay Seventeen, you hurry back or you'll be scolded again. ”
Sister Sixteen immediately asked people to drive Seventeen back, looking at the Toyota car that left, my tears finally fell, but it was so painful silently.
The second uncle said that there is no shame in shedding tears for the woman he loves, but when I really tasted this taste, I really felt happiness, extremely guilty happiness!
I hate Sun Lu, I hate myself for being cheap, I once wanted to hide it from everyone, but I was so embarrassed to let everyone know tonight.
Sister Sixteen patted me on the shoulder and said gently, "Why do you gamble here? ”
I wiped my tears and didn't know how to answer, I was speechless, I didn't understand the dangers of gambling, but what choice could I have?
"No girl wants her boyfriend to be a gambler...... Forget it, you can do it yourself. ”
Sister Sixteen's words are like a needle in my heart, I don't understand this truth, no matter how I was before, once I was stained with the word gambler, it will be completely over......
"Where you go, I'll send you. ”
"No, I'll walk back by myself...... I'm sorry for the trouble tonight. ”
I lowered my head and turned to leave, I was so sad in my heart, it would be good if Seventeen beat me and scolded me......
"Xiong Sanming, you don't have to say sorry to me, are you just ......?"
I didn't look back and kept going, I didn't have the face to see her, I didn't have the face to see everyone, I was a wretched wretched wretched worm now.
In my hometown, I used to see so many gamblers who gambled badly, and I also saw so many people embarrassed, but I never thought that one day I would become like them.
I didn't dare to tell my second uncle about it, I was afraid that he would be disappointed and that he would be sad......
Walking alone on the street in the silent night, aimlessly not knowing where to go, the cold wind blowing the cold body, I couldn't find hope.
My mind was groggy and blank, and I didn't know how many miles I had walked, until my legs were numb and I couldn't walk anymore, and I sat on the side of the road and looked up at the night sky.
I can't tell who I hate, I can't say what I'm thinking, only the stars in the sky emit a cold shimmer, shining on the embarrassment and unbearable in my heart.
The wind blew colder and colder at night, and only a lone star in the sky accompanied me through this difficult night......
I tasted what it was like to be hopeless, what it was like to be bitter, and I remembered all this tonight, no anger, no hatred, just a cold heart.
I'll be back tomorrow at Dynasty Casino, and I'm going to get back everything I lost tonight!