55. Well worth it
Despite all the things my mom told me, I don't have these memories in my head, Xu Shenlin is still a stranger to me, and I feel like I have to stay away from him.
So when he stood in front of me, I looked at him, then laughed casually, and lied that he was going home to cook, and my parents were still waiting for me to eat.
Holding my bag is like being a thief, sometimes I can't understand why I am as timid as being his concubine in front of Xu Shenlin, and I really don't owe him anything.
He stood still, and when I was about to turn the corner, he spoke slowly, and he asked me if my mother had told me everything.
My back froze, and I whispered, huh. snorted.
It took him a long time to ask me what I thought, I don't know why I feel resentful, if my mother hadn't told me those things, he would have just proposed to let me marry him, but I also knew that it was possible, and I didn't like one like this.
It's really not like that.
What he wanted was only 10% of my equity, and when he was eating on the ship, the bosses who accompanied him to eat and drink were just some shareholders of the Xu Group, and he had already made a move.
And my 10% equity is just a thing taken from Langzhong, which should have been his, but it was a confusion for a while, so it fell on me, I never got it, and I never lost it when I returned it to him.
Knowing the purpose of his coming today, I took a deep breath and turned to look at him, I can give you back that ten percent of the shares, but I can't marry you.
He stood there without taking a step further or taking a step back, it was like a long river between us, and I couldn't step through the long journey, just like Song Lian said, she said, how could such a rich boy like me, don't dream.
His voice echoed in the empty corridor, not loud, but very powerful, he said, because of Lin Anhang?
I just wanted to say what happened to Guan Lin Anhang? Finally, I thought that maybe it is good to continue this misunderstanding, because it was originally a mistake between us, and it ended with a mistake, how good it was in the original.
Nodding hesitantly, Xu Shenlin laughed twice and said, so that's the case.
We talked no more than three times, and after he finished saying that, he turned around without a trace of hesitation, his back was indifferent, just like the first time I saw him, his face was expressionless, and he did not smile seriously.
Now that this is just a factory reset to the factory settings, there is nothing between us that deserves special treatment from him in the first place.
But at the moment he turned around, he seemed to remember something, and said lightly, how my mother died, you can pay it back, marrying me is just the same way as when I paid off the debt, one life for another, it is worth it.
After he finished speaking, his back left indifferently.
But I felt cold all over my body, as if I had been drenched in the winter rashly, exposing all the secrets in my heart that I didn't want to admit and didn't want to believe in this heavy rain.
I stood there for a long time, and even the sunlight projected by the window felt that there was no temperature, and my sister came out of the room, and when she saw me standing there without moving, she asked strangely, what is wrong with you.
I asked Song Lian, what do you like about Jiangnan City?
Song Lian was stunned for a while, and thought for a long time before answering, in fact, I don't know, I have liked it for so many years, and it has become a habit.
I, oh. said, go back to your room.
Song Lian and I take care of one by one, she takes care of my father, I take care of my mother, neither of them has much time for me to spare, those feelings and love are naturally not important.
Song Lian said that when Jiang Nancheng was tied up by Xu Shenlin and went to his father, he removed the position of a newly listed electronic technology company that Jiangnan City gave him in the United States.
Now that he is getting more and more ridiculous because Xu Shenlin said that he is becoming more and more ridiculous, Xu Zhiwen was furious when he found someone to investigate this matter.
In fact, it is not a big deal for a man to find a woman, and it is even more common for rich brothers like them to be commonplace, but the bad is bad and there is always a flaunt in front of Jiangnan City, Xu Shenlin does not play around for a day, Jiangnan City plays for a day, and it is a sin to do anything.
The good and the bad are all compared, if Xu Shenlin's character is the kind of person who is extravagant, it is estimated that Jiangnan City really raped me that day in front of Xu Zhiwen.
Men, it's normal to spend all day drinking, as long as you don't spend it on your career, how chaotic your private life is, you can get more than a dozen sons at once, and they all have money to support.
I don't want to be an ordinary person at all, I went out to have an affair, Xiao San gave himself a son, and I always have to worry that after my wife knows, she will hold on to her salary, and she will raise her son at home and outside.
Song Lian said that the only thing that is not good about Jiangnan City is that he is not as yin as Xu Shenlin, he is always stiff and hard, so he has been pressed by him for so many years, and he can't turn over.
This is the first time I have heard Song Lian mention Jiangnan City, she said plainly, but there was distress hidden in her words.
I'm embarrassed to ask Song Lian about how the distress came about, after all, she should be the most distressed, falling in love with a scumbag, but it's like taking poison, she is willing, how he treats her, she feels willing.
I will never be able to love one without complaint or regret like Song Lian, what I ask for is absolute fairness.
Perhaps, there is no absolute fairness in love in this world, which is why I am now such a failure.
Song Lian asked me if I was alone in the medical expenses, and I said yes.
She asked with some confusion, I don't know the little property on your body, your parents' medical expenses add up to your ten bank cards plus credit cards, where did you get so much money.
I said, I borrowed it from Lin Anhang.
She immediately smiled and said, you are also really capable, you brought a broken washing machine and computer when you went home, and now you are in trouble, and you have to lick your face to ask your ex-husband to borrow money, Song Wenjing, why are you living so failed, if I were you, I would definitely make a lot of money when I divorced, and if you don't fish at that time, you have to wait until then to catch it?
Song Lian said without a pause, maybe she thought that I didn't make money when I got married once, but I lost money, in fact, I also felt the same, but when I divorced Lin Anhang, I didn't expect the money to go, since there is no common property, naturally there is no property to divide.
This oil and water, I really can't find a name to share, maybe I thought it was okay to borrow Lin Anhang's money before, but when Susie came to make trouble that day, I felt very uncomfortable, thinking that when I had money, I must pay back Lin Anhang as soon as possible, and only a clear and innocent distance between us is the safest.